Queer, cisgender, adult. I like to keep things on the DL so use your reading comprehension skills to figure out more than that.
Kinda tame for the kink side of tumblr but getting worse by the day :)
Obligatory minors DNI
Tag list and Kink Info Below:
#topposting / #switchposting / #bottomposting <- sorting posts based on how I feel about them
#I fear this would end me <- things i want to happen to me
#me when I freaking get you <- things I'm definitely gonna use against someone in the future
#me and queue time <- apparently lots of people have a tag for their queued posts so I made one too
#sex ed / #kink education / #aftercare education <- we like to be informative here sometimes
#lover mention <- for when I mention my lovers (I also use the specific tags "lover π§ββοΈ" and "lover πΊ" to differentiate, but not all posts will be that specific)
#my fantasy <- I do a bit of writing from time to time so if I do this is the tag it'll be under
I also occasionally use the tags #worth considering!, #unfortunately me, and #more research must be done
Specific kink tags (updated as relevant):
#let me be your sword <- for knight shit
#bound by blood <- for vampire shit
#eyes spiraling <- for hypno shit
#my hands are tied <- for restraints/bondage
#hunt me down <- for primal play
There will likely be some kind of mad scientist tag coming in the future (once I figure out something cool or punny for it)
Kink Likes/Dislikes:
YES:
(light) monsterfucking, vampires, werewolves, that kinda shit
Roleplay, lately an extension of the monsterfucking as well as knight x princess rp
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My one (mild) complaint about the original post is that it mentions these sorts of fantasies being common among both men and women, but only cites data about women. So I did a little googling, and although this wasnβt published when OP first made this post (and thus canβt be blamed for not including it), I did find this great article, from a social psychologist who reports on a survey he did of 4000 Americans aged 18-87 (not just college aged women). He found that (exact quotes from the article):
β61% of self-identified women had fantasized about this [being forced to have sex] before, while 24% said they fantasized about it often.β
β54% of self-identified men had fantasized about this before, while 11.5% said they fantasized about it often.β
β68% of non-binary participants had fantasized about this before, while 31% said they fantasized about it often.β
Interestingly, the same guy also asked people about the inverse, i.e. did they fantasize about forcing sex on someone else, which he talks about in a blog post. He found (again using exact quotes):
β20% of self-identified women had fantasized about this [forcing sex on someone else] before, while 4% said they fantasized about it oftenβ
β38% of self-identified men had fantasized about this before, while 7% said they fantasized about it oftenβ
β38% of non-binary participants had fantasized about this before, while 9% said they fantasized about it oftenβ
I recommend reading both articles, they go into a lot more detail than Iβve reported here. This guy also wrote a book on this topic, though I havenβt read it.
TLDR: youβre not a freak or abnormal, there is no such thing as thoughtcrime.
i am thinking about being a lady in court who keeps eyeing one of the knights, smiling at him softly when we pass each other in the hall, looking at his fingers fidget with the small bead on the pommel of his sword when i think he's not looking. knowing that it would be dangerous to talk to him; im sure i would fall terribly and deeply in love with him. but i keep looking for him in the crowds... gasping and cheering for him in tourneys... watching from a high window as he trains in the yard, his hair wet and his skin shiny.
and sometimes i think he must notice me as well. i see him pause in doorways, i see him strolling in the garden when i do. i dropped my shawl once, and i saw from the corner of my eye that he pressed his face deeply into it before bringing it to me without a word.
i dream of him sometimes. i see visions of him shedding his heavy gauntlets and dimpling my thighs with his warm hands, of him leaned over me, kissing at my ankle rested on his shoulder. i wake up haunted by the warmth of his mouth, the tenderness of his thrusts, the kindness of his embrace.
(structuring this so it can be reblogged without the explicit part, cont. in reblogs)
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women keep trying to do evil mindbreak hypnosis on me by being nice to me and telling me i'm doing a good job and offering me treats and saying i'm a really good girl and that i should try to be kinder to myself and maybe just take this moment to enjoy, just the two of us, no pressure, no mask, nothing more to be afraid of or to constrict or constrain, just be present and feel the warmth and comfort that comes from being cared for. theyre doing this because they want to hurt me sexually
Men who are both physically and mentally pliant. Guy who is so soft and fun to manhandle and he lets you do it bc his brain melts when he's in your arms. He might squirm a little when you grip his hips or squeeze his thighs, but ultimately he'll let you pin him down and move him around to your heart's content bc his mind turns to mush the moment you lay your hands on him.
thinking about gentle hypnosis (π¦ΉοΉπ¦Ή) being gently held while they whisper "down you go, now" or something in your ear
He lay there staring at the ceiling, head resting on her stomach as she held him between her thighs. He fingers twisted, massaging his scalp and temples as she coo'd in his ear.
"Nngh...?" He managed to mumble, which roughly trasnlated to "what's going on? It's so hard to think when your fingers are moving around and around and around..."
"Hm?" She asked softly, as he groaned at her touch. "You want to go under?" She chuckled lightly, applying a little more pressure to the massage.
He groaned in response. It'd cut off his thoughts again.
"Just let me take care of you, okay baby?" She pushed her fingers against him and made him nod his head. Yes. He should let her take care of him. It just made sense, didn't it?
Resuming the massage, he tried his best to tip his head back and look up at her. Had his head always been this heavy? Did it always take this much effort to move it?
Shining mischievous eyes looked down at him curiously.
"Yes? Did you want something?"
He did his best to form a coherent sentence, but it came out as a string of mumbling groans.
"Thats okay. Down you go now..." She pressed a finger to his forehead and his eyes rolled back as he sank his weight into her. "Don't worry, I've got you..."
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