i had to deal with an abuser recently i think i mentioned but early last year they. pressured me into a romantic and sexual relationship and i didn’t tell people and i told myself it wasn’t like that and i pretended but i’ve been exhibiting rape trauma signs for a year and now that i’m admitting it i just i don’t know what to do it hurts so much and when i broke it off they said they knew it would happen from the start but wanted it too badly so they let it anyways the same person called me ‘one of their best friends’ and i just don’t understand i know that they used me for financial and emotional support i know they used me for gratification and entertainment but why that. why did it have to be that.
i want to know why danny, aka shedgravity/ @lionsflight formerly @flingingwingdings thought it was okay to give me emotional and psychological rape trauma and then leave me and my roommate floundering to support ourselves because they abandoned us to unpaid bills they’d promised to help with after we spent a year supporting them in our own home
i feel sick and shaken when i remember being touched, being pressured into a situation i wasn’t ready for i was in the throws of an emotional breakdown and they used me for what they wanted, and now the thought of touching or being close to another person like that makes me feel so dirty and ashamed that i want to die
i almost committed suicide in december because i couldn’t live with what they’d done, what they were doing they moved out in january and i’m still not okay it’s been a year i may never be okay why are they allowed to hurt people like this?
Reblogging this from my old account with the reminder that Danny Grayson, if they’re still calling themselves that, is an emotional abuser, liar and rapist that never took responsibility for the year of living hell they put me through and also swindled us out of enough money that we literally lost our house because they lied and used us for what they wanted.
Never trust them. They play cute, they act like they love people, but all they want is a body to fill the holes in themselves and then suck the life out of when other people conveniently can’t ‘save’ them. They’re a gaslighting, manipulative monster in human skin.
Don’t fall for it. Don’t rip your heart out of your chest to feed a monster. Don’t make my mistakes.















