Freyr Njördson

there was a slight narrowing of his eyes before a scoff quickly followed but there was truth to the other's words. freyr hadn't done anything to earn heimdall's mistrust, but even then, it wasn't his own trust he was looking out for. ❝ your impertinence is extraordinary. you assume you even had my trust to begin with. ❞ there was a cold chuckle and a heavy sigh following shortly after. ❝ you haven't done anything to make me consider trusting you and why would i want to? ❞

"The feeling's mutual." He grumbles, looking away with his arms crossed over his chest. "You trusted me once before- enough to let me into Asgard and to teach your people. I am simply stating that I have done, logically, nothing to earn your distrust." Let alone everyone else. Leave it to the Aesir to blame others for their shortcomings.

"Do you think yourself smart? Intelligent? Do you think your comments so biting, Heimdall? Is that truly the best you can give?" While it was true that some of it was getting under his skin, Freyr was smart enough to not let it show outwardly. The last thing he needed was to give Heimdall evidence that, though it had minimal effect on him, it was having an effect regardless.

𝐏𝐀𝐑𝐀𝐍𝐎𝐈𝐃.

❛ I’m three pills down and wide the fuck awake. ❜ ❛ God forgive me if I sin. ❜ ❛ Now I’m lying here awake sipping hennessy to wash away the pain. ❜ ❛ Take the gun right out the safe. ❜ ❛ Put it up against my head and blow my brains. ❜ ❛ I’m paranoid. ❜ ❛ The blood is dripping down my throat. ❜ ❛ I can hear them knocking. ❜ ❛ I got demons at my door. ❜ ❛ Just promise me you won’t let them inside. ❜ ❛ I don’t deal with situations lightly. ❜ ❛ I’ve never been the type to run and hide. ❜

𝐏𝐋𝐄𝐀𝐒𝐄𝐗𝐀𝐍𝐍𝐘.

❛ Feel the affection through a chemical rush. ❜ ❛ Baby hold my hand we can slow dance. ❜ ❛ I didn’t need much yet I wonder If it’s ever enough. ❜ ❛ I can tell that the anxiety Is tearing me apart. ❜ ❛ Go on break up my relationships and break my fucking heart. ❜ ❛ ____ you can’t leave without me again. ❜ ❛ Pick me up and leave me face down bleeding. ❜ ❛ Life with you is just a life without a meaning. ❜ ❛ I don’t want to live in fear, ____ ❜ ❛ I hate that I depend on you when life gets hard. ❜ ❛ You got me singing please, I’m such a fiend, ____ ❜ ❛ My life can only get better when I break you in half. ❜

𝐎𝐔𝐓 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐑𝐎𝐎𝐅.

❛ Please don’t try this shit at home. ❜ ❛ We send souls up to the sky. ❜ ❛ I’ma scotch every motherfucker in the game. ❜ ❛ You know I’m feeling bulletproof. ❜ ❛ Why waste time when you get high on the weekend? ❜ ❛ Why waste time when you get high when you can? ❜ ❛ Cause there’s nothing left to do. ❜ ❛ I’ma put the burner on his ass. ❜

𝐒𝐋𝐈𝐃𝐄.

❛ I think the nitrous did damage. ❜ ❛ I can’t feel my legs, yet I’m standing. ❜ ❛ I barely make it down the stairs without panic. ❜ ❛ I can see the pain in your eyes. ❜ ❛ I’ll take you to heaven if you die. ❜ ❛ Caught in a daze I persuade her with my own complications. ❜ ❛ Says I’m stuck in my ways, that’s understated. ❜ ❛ I can’t even hear you through the speaker. ❜ ❛ Lyin’ to me baby, make it worth it. ❜ ❛ Hop right on the ledge, jump right off the edge. ❜ ❛ I could say the same ‘bout my life. ❜ ❛ Promise, baby, I’ll take you to heaven if you want it. ❜

𝐁𝐄𝐀𝐔𝐓𝐘 𝐈𝐍 𝐃𝐄𝐀𝐓𝐇.

❛ It’s hard to wipe that smile off her face. ❜ ❛ Don’t base the emotion off fear. ❜ ❛ There’s beauty in death sometimes. ❜ ❛ You should see her on a bad day. ❜ ❛ Tell me, what’s up with the sad face? ❜ ❛ Lights they lead me home, they lead my loneliness. ❜ ❛ I’ll make sure to make it by, for one night. ❜ ❛ It might make you lose your mind. ❜ ❛ I don’t wanna waste your time. ❜ ❛ That’s why there’s angels in the sky. ❜

𝐏𝐋𝐄𝐀𝐒𝐄 𝐒𝐓𝐀𝐍𝐃 𝐁𝐘.

do you have any idea what they were arguing about?

have you ever heard that as couples get older, they lose their ability to hear each other?

nature’s way of allowing couples to grow old together without killing each other.

what  are  you  reading?

would you like to come with me?

i went to school for a summer in los angeles.

are you sure? 

no, i’m joking.

and of course you don’t speak any other language, right?

yeah, yeah, yeah. i get it, i get it.

i took french for four years in high school.

so where are you headed?

i’m just traveling around. i’ve been riding the trains for the past two, three weeks.

for instance, you have ideas that you ordinarily wouldn’t have.

what kind of ideas?

you wanna hear one?

i had this idea for a television show.

so it’s like a national geographic program, but on people.

my parents never really spoke of the possibility of my falling in love… or getting married or having children. they wanted me to think of my future as a career. 

i always had a pretty good bullshit detector when i was a kid.

it makes it even harder to officially complain.

you know, even when they’re wrong, it’s this passive-aggressive shit.

i’ve never seen anything like that since.

it just kinda let me know how ambiguous everything was. you know, even death.

i think i’m afraid of death 24 hours a day.

i can’t stop thinking that way.

it’s       it’s exhausting.

you get off here?

i wish i had met you earlier.

i have an admittedly insane idea.

if i don’t ask you, it’s gonna haunt me for the rest of my life.

i want to keep talkin’ to you.

but i feel like we have some kind of connection, right?

you should get off of the train with me.

i’m just as big a loser as he is.

this is kind of weird.

no, i don’t believe you. you’re a bad liar.

it’s “q & a” time.

and you have to answer a hundred precent honestly! 

i pretended that i didn’t like him.

you know, i was so afraid of what i might do.

we kind of wrote these little declarations of love to each other at the end of the summer.

i’ll make note of that.

have you ever been in love?

those are two very different questions.

what if i asked you about love?

i would have lied, but at least i would have made up a great story.

love is a complex issue.

tell me something that really pisses you off. 

i hate being told by strange men in the street to smile. 

they don’t give a shit either.

it’s a totally scattered thought… which is kinda why it makes sense.

do you wanna go and see if that listening booth still works?

look at this. this is beautiful!

quick! it’s leaving.

that meant something to me.

now i’m ten years older and she’s still thirteen. 

and we got       we got a sunset here..

uh, you know, um      

are you trying to say you want to kiss me?

i don’t think it really matters what generation you’re born into.

we still have to deal with the same old shit.

i guarantee you, it was better that way.

how do you know? you don’t know them.

people have these romantic projections they put on everything.

oh, mr. romantic up there on the ferris wheel       ‘oh, kiss me. the sunset. oh, it’s so beautiful.’ 

can i tell you a secret?

come here.

everything we know is stardust.

i hope you don’t take that any more seriously than some horoscope. 

what are you talking about?

it’s so funny how she almost didn’t notice you, huh?

i saw this one a few years ago in a museum. i stared and stared at it, must have been 45 minutes.

look at this one.

his human figures are always so… transitory. 

you think this is open?

i can’t help feeling for all those people that come here, lost or in pain, or guilt. looking for some kind of answers.

it fascinates me how a single place can join so much pain and happiness. 

that’s so wild.

that’s beautiful, i like that.

this is a horrible story.

that’s mean….

would you be in paris by now if you hadn’t gotten off the train with me?

what would you be doing?

i’m having a great time.

i’m so glad because no one knows i’m here, and i don’t know anyone that knows you that would tell me all those bad things you’ve done.

i’ll tell you some.

is that what you want?

something about me bugs you?

may i ask you a question?

i would like to make a deal with you. 

so, uh … were we having our first fight back there?

why does everyone think conflict is so bad?

got your poem.

will you read it to us?

were you looking at that girl?

we haven’t talked about this yet, but…. are you dating anyone?

we broke up about six months ago.

a real prize winner.

it was my first and last session.

you sound like you’ve just been hurt.

you’d like to think that you’re both in all this pain, but really, they’re just, “hey, i’m glad you’re gone.”

what? you wanna stop talking about this?

i saw a documentary on that.

what are you complaining about? 

loving someone, and being loved, means so much to me.

i always make fun of it and stuff, but isn’t everything we dream in life a way to be loved a little more?

yeah. i don’t know.

sometimes it seems silly, like it would ruin my whole life.

it’s not just a fear of commitment or that i’m incapable of caring or loving, because.. i can.

if there’s any kind of magic in this world, it must be in the attempt of understanding someone, sharing something. 

i know, it’s almost impossible to succeed… but who cares, really? 

are you crazy?

i think that’s when i fell for __.

he’s kind of tall and he’s a little clumsy.

i like to feel his eyes on me when i look away.

as the night went on, i began to like __ more and more.

i’m afraid they’re scared of me. 

you know me, i’m the most harmless person. the only person i could really hurt is myself.

i think __ is crazy about you.

are you going to see __ again?

i didn’t wanna see anybody i knew. i just wanted to be a ghost, completely anonymous.

so are you okay now?

how did you meet?

i thought everything i said sounded so stupid.

i feel like this is some dream world we’re in, you know?

after tomorrow morning, we’re probably never gonna see each other again, right?

you don’t think we’ll ever see each other again?

now let’s just be rational adults about this.

it’s the only way. 

we’ll just make tonight great.

we should do some kind of handshake.

now the only thing we’re gonna think of is when we’re gonna have to say goodbye tomorrow.

we could say goodbye now. then we wouldn’t have to worry about it.

you’re gonna grab the glasses. i’m gonna get the wine.

for the greatest night in your life.

but i’m happy to be with you.

you couldn’t possibly know why a night like this is so important to my life right now.

do you think we’ll have others like this?

usually, it’s myself that i wish i could get away from.

being with you, uh, has made me feel like i was somebody else.

do you know what i want? to be kissed.

well, i can do that.

i don’t think we should sleep together.

i mean, i want to, but since we’re never gonna see each other again, it’ll make me feel bad.

i’ll wonder who else you’re with. i’ll miss you.

let’s see each other again.

no, i don’t want you to break our vow just so you can get laid.

i don’t wanna just get laid.

you don’t want to see me again?

listen. if somebody gave me the choice right now of to never see you again or to marry you? i would marry you.

people have gotten married for a lot less.

why do i make everything so complicated?

you have a dog? i love dogs.

we’re back in real time.

oh, wow.

i’m gonna take your picture so i never forget you.

somethin’ like that.

i think it would be the opposite for me.

i think i can really fall in love when i know everything about someone. 

oh, no. we missed it.

i guess this is it.

have a great life. have fun with everything you’re gonna do.

well, i hate this.

all this bullshit we were talkin’ about       about not seeing each other again? i don’t wanna do that.

i was waiting for you to say something.

i was afraid maybe you didn’t wanna see me. 

listen, whaddya wanna do?

maybe we should meet here in five years or something.

five       five years? that’s a long time.

it’s a train ride for you. i gotta fly all the way over here, but i’m gonna be here.

I wanna interact with my new peeps so uh 👉👈

Lines taken from s03e09 - s03-e12 of the show Dexter. Feel free to change pronouns or edit in any way to better fit your needs. Here is part one.

❛ It’s like there was an imbalance in the world, and we righted it, with our own hands. ❜

❛ I feel real. Like, maybe for the first time in my life. ❜

❛ If I knew where [name] was, I’d tell you. ❜

❛ All right, all right, you’re right. I know where he is. I can show you. ❜

❛ You don’t have to keep on checking on me. ❜

❛ He’s held life and death in his hands. He likes it. ❜

❛ So how do I crack this sick fuck’s brain? ❜

❛ I am not having a goddamn affair, okay? ❜

❛ I just needed space. I’ve got everything falling apart around me now. ❜

❛ You keep going off half-cocked. How am I supposed to trust you? ❜

❛ I didn’t tell you because I know you wouldn’t approve. ❜

❛ Whatever happened to serving justice? ❜

❛ I should have told you. It was a chickenshit thing to do, and I abused your trust. ❜

❛ Look. I’m a big boy. I know what I’m doing. Eventually, you’re gonna trust that too. ❜

❛ He thinks he’s untouchable. He’s not. It’s time he learned that. ❜

❛ For you, I’ll do everything in my power. ❜

❛ Too many people are affected when the innocent die. ❜

❛ I’d be a fool not to follow your lead. I think you’re gonna save my life. ❜

❛ I have to go look at some blood. Evidence. For a crime. ❜

❛ I’m sorry. We didn’t mean to get your family caught up in this, all right? ❜

❛ What can you do? Nothing! ❜

❛ You gotta help me, or I can’t do anything to help you. ❜

❛ It’s me. It’s okay. You’re safe. ❜

❛ You found me. ❜

❛ I can’t go home. There’s too much silence. ❜

❛ He’s been using me the whole time. ❜

❛ I’m responsible if [name] takes another innocent life. ❜

❛ I think we should just stay out of it. ❜

❛ They’re gonna think that we slept together! ❜

❛ I mean, if my show does not make people vomit and have an erection at the same time, then I’ve let my audience down. ❜

❛ Hey, I’m not giving up on our friendship. ❜

❛ For someone so innocent, he sure looks guilty. ❜

❛ I am indeed a good friend to have. And one can never have too many friends, right? ❜

❛ I feel like Cinderella. Except for the whole Disney virgin thing. ❜

❛ Oh, don’t worry. No one’ll know Prince Charming knocked ya up before the ball. ❜

❛ You’re sorry? Well, you can take your sorry and shove it up your ass! ❜

❛ Hey, I just wanted to say, I never meant for any of this to go down the way it did, you know? ❜

❛ I messed up. I wanted to apologize to your face. ❜

❛ You lying son of a bitch! You almost got me killed! ❜

❛ I am not the enemy here. ❜

❛ You feel guilty? You feel responsible for what happened to me? ❜

❛ Shit. You’re bleeding. You’re gonna need new stitches. ❜

❛ I need for you to seriously think about this. Think about us. ❜

❛ Wine… invented for the sole purpose of handling grief. Believe me, I know. ❜

❛ You’ve always been important to me. You know that. ❜

❛ Please don’t hate me, but I may have done a bad thing. ❜

❛ You are too good a liar. ❜

❛ I don’t know when you’re telling the truth anymore. ❜

❛ Cause after all… familia is sacred. ❜

❛ I know what it is to want to rebalance an unbalanced world. ❜

❛ Some doors should stay shut. You open it, it’s too easy to walk through it a second time. ❜

❛ Well, at least I didn’t teach him how to get away with murder. I’m learning. ❜

❛ God. You are useless. Love you anyway. ❜

❛ I didn’t get to where I am, who I am, by letting some little worm like you walk all over me! ❜

❛ I am the last person you wanna fuck with, because I will fuck you back in ways you never even imagined! ❜

❛ Wow. I didn’t get it before, but you can’t be reasoned with, guilted, or controlled. ❜

❛ I’ll do what I want, when I want, to whomever I want! Count on it! ❜

❛ My search for connection always ends in blood. ❜

❛ As challenging as it will be, it’s back to option one. I kill him. ❜

❛ So this is how it ends. I’ve pictured it a thousand ways, but never this. ❜

❛ Must be what your victims feel like. Trapped, hopeless. ❜

❛ You got any more words of encouragement, or are you just here to gloat? ❜

❛ I should have fucking killed [name] when I had the chance. ❜

❛ That’s fucking hilarious! You were freaked, right? ❜

❛ For a smart guy, sometimes he doesn’t have the good sense that God gave little chickens. ❜

❛ A true friend knows when to bury the hatchet, because friendship is a sacred bond, built on trust. ❜

❛ I have learned so much from you about, uh… trust. ❜

❛ Things are bound to go wrong. The less left to chance the better. ❜

❛ You always look so happy to see me. ❜

❛ Getting married’s easy. All you have to do is show up. ❜

❛ I need to be with somebody who’s got his shit together. ❜

❛ You’re the only one he trusts. ❜

❛ Well, it’s really hard to find people that you trust these days. ❜

❛ I could hear it, you know? The sound of the blade cutting into me. That and, uh… the sound of me screaming. Like it was somebody else. And I remember thinking, “That guy screaming…he’s gonna die.” ❜

❛ If home is where the heart is, where do you go when you don’t have a heart? ❜

❛ So why is it every time I look at you, I still feel the same way I felt when we first met? ❜

❛ They make a cute couple. Too bad they’re both lying through their teeth. ❜

❛ And this is, “Do as I say, not as I do”? ❜

❛ If you need something under the table, I’m your guy. That didn’t come out right. ❜

❛ So, now you know. Question is, what are you gonna do? ❜

❛ I need your word this stays between us. ❜

❛ Yes, whenever you have an earth-shattering, ball-crushing, mind-fuck of a secret, you should tell your fucking sister. ❜

❛ You’re the hardest-working person I know, you’re loyal to a fault. In all the years I’ve known you, you’ve never let me down. ❜

❛ I know I crossed the line here. I know that now. It doesn’t have to come to this. ❜

❛ I had higher hopes for you, for us. But I finally just have to accept it, I’ll always be alone. ❜

❛ I tried. I tried to crack that damn armor of yours. ❜

❛ I know you better than anyone else. ❜

❛ I know I’m a monster. ❜

❛ I accept you, like a brother. ❜

❛ I didn’t plan to, but it was kill or be killed. ❜

❛ You little freak! You think I’m done with you? You think this ends here? It doesn’t! ❜

❛ There are few milestones in life that evoke a stronger response than our final act. Death. ❜

❛ We all react in different ways to death. Some choose anger. Others cling to ritual. ❜

❛ You can tell a lot about a person by the friends he keeps. ❜

❛ That was awkward. I don’t think I’ve ever been asked to leave a funeral before. ❜

❛ You lost a friend. You don’t have to be so strong. ❜

❛ [name] warned you that his death wasn’t gonna be the end of things. ❜

❛ Can’t kill him. Can’t ignore him. ❜

❛ You know, Dad would be proud. That still means something, no matter how flawed he was. ❜

❛ Well, then tell me. How am I supposed to live with this? ❜

❛ I’m the only one that knows, I think. It’s not even that big of a deal. ❜

❛ We all have secrets we prefer not to share. Skeletons. Feel free to keep yours in the closet. Deep in the closet. ❜

❛ Look, these people have nothing to do with this. This is between you and me, right? ❜

❛ I should put a bullet in your head. In front of everybody. So they can see what it’s like to lose someone. ❜

❛ So you don’t really have to bother with reality. That must be nice. ❜

❛ Until you came into our life, everything was fine. ❜

❛ I spent my whole life trying to hold it together, and now it’s all gone to shit. ❜

❛ Someday your kids will be old enough to see the truth for themselves, just like you did with your father. ❜

❛ The sins of the father go on and on, from kid to kid to kid, unless someone - you - chooses to end them. ❜

❛ There is no possible way that us being together is a mistake. ❜

❛ You hold on to that personal life. Reminds us what’s important. ❜

❛ I’ve been scared of it coming to this your whole life, a violent end. I tried to protect you. ❜

❛ This is my fault for not trusting you. ❜

❛ You did the best you could. ❜

❛ I’ve never seen you cry before. ❜

❛ I’ve never wanted anything so much in my life. ❜

❛ You are the best thing that has happened to me. ❜

❛ I had a choice. I chose you. Your turn. ❜

❛ Oh, I have my excuses and justifications, but, really, I just… need to. ❜

❛ So really, you’re just a killer, a monster. The stuff of nightmares. ❜

❛ A wolf would chew off its own paw, its survival instinct is that fierce. So is mine. ❜

❛ We all have secrets. In that way, I’m just like everyone else. ❜

❛ All my previous attempts at human connection have ended in… well, death. ❜

❛ Sure, I’m still who I was, who I am. Question is, what do I become? ❜

"Glory cannot be given, it must be seized"