i already feel disconnected from reality. broken. Like nothing im doing anymore matters

I feel like dying. i truly feel like this world was not meant for me & no matter how hard i try to keep going and make the best out of this life it shows me time and time again why being alive isn’t what i want. i honestly wish someone would kill me right now & i’m not saying that to be cliche or anything but whatever is on the other side of this world is probably better than here.. i wanna give so much to the world & make people truly happy & the people i care about happy but at the end of the day it doesn’t matter. Happiness is only given in glimpses & im sick of it, i want euphoria. i’m so tired.

CLOUTSTAR 💠✨🎸

Orange aesthetics 💥

Awe 😭thank you!