(TW!!)my ed space

edblr really got me thinking 800 cals a day is a lot

hey y’all i’ve been on like a weird bender and i purged for the first time in like nearly 2 years just now it’s so weird lol anyway uh hi

idk how so many ed accounts get t3rmed like i’ve had my account for so long now and been fine but i guess i also try to avoid super harmful content

been gone too long didn’t realize everyone speaks in code now💀

hiiii i know i always take huge breaks but i’m going through a breakup and i just found a dealer (like one with hard shit !!) so i’ll probably be on here more often, i ordered a couple oc’s they’re both 80mil

scale read 104.6 today so i’m very excited to see what it’ll say tomorrow, i’ve been doing omad maybe ~500-800 ish a day, omad consistently has helped me lose around 5 lbs a week but i am a binge purge person so i do have the like one week of metabolism boost even though it makes me want to die when i binge

oh my god it’s been bulimia this whole fuckjng time

NEW LW EVER 104.4

haven’t weighed myself in a while but i can almost wrap my fingers around my upper arms

went through today totally sober which isn’t a big deal bc all i do is smoke weed but it’s been a few months since i got through a whole day without even touching my pen so idk i’m proud

scale read 108.8 today

now that i have a bigger following, any sac plugs wanna hmu

having a mini anxiety attack bc you convince yourself you ate something you don’t remember eating