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𝒅𝒐𝒏𝒏𝒊𝒆 : not rly ive just been .. busy

𝒅𝒐𝒏𝒏𝒊𝒆 : i didn't even see u come home on fri ? did u puke all over the bathroom ?

𝒅𝒐𝒏𝒏𝒊𝒆 : did u see me coming in ?

𝒍𝒐𝒓𝒆𝒏𝒂 : me? puke? never. that's on you and whoever you brought home that night!

𝒍𝒐𝒓𝒆𝒏𝒂 : yes i lurked in the darkness to see who could possibly be entering my house! my intoxicated brother or a robber, i love that game

     “  the  male  species  .  or  without  a  doubt  ,  world  politics  .  they’re  interchangeable  !  ”

     “  i  have  committed  two  before  &  gotten  away  with  them  ,  back  during  my  competitive  cheerleading  days  .  that’s  on  people  thinking  they  can  fuck  with  me  in  pyramid  .  talent  isn’t  slept  on  over  here  ,  rebecca  &  how’s  that  prison  food  taste  ?  as  for  one  more  ,  well  ,  that’s  hard  to  put  a  finger  on  .  i  would  say  dully  ,  pulling  a  martiza  ramos  &  pretending  to  be  a  car  salesperson  ,  only  to  steal  the  car  while  out  on  a  test  drive  .  i’m  talking  luxury  car  rooms  ,  not  lenny’s  used  car  fucking  dump  .  used  cars  ?  that’s  a  thing  .  .  .  incredible  .  ”

     “  i’ve  never  even  been  to  a  mcdonald’s  before  coming  here  ,  i  was  forced  to  come  here  for  donnie  &  stayed  for  those  fluorescent  golden  arches  .  ”

     “  i  do  this  intentionally  ,  too  ,  but  that’s  hush  .  accidentally  ,  well  ,  that  was  finn  .  he  caught  the  end  of  my  climax  with  someone  .  ”

    “  fuck  olivia  because  she  puts  all  other  flyer’s  to  shame  &  i  get  sexual  gratification  from  people  who  can  nail  routines  like  she  does  .  marry  georgia  so  we  can  abandon  her  mundane  husband  at  the  alter  &  run  off  to  french  kiss  strangers  as  our  alter  egos  .  kiss  devon  because  well  ,  sorry  ,  donnie  !  she  likes  my  diamonds  &  my  pearls  ,  i  said  thank  you  i  design  it  !  ”

     “  what’s  it  look  like  ?  two  attractive  people  spending  some  quality  time  together  .  ”

𝒇𝒊𝒏𝒏: i was gonna say let's go but since you've called me SELFISH, i no longer wish to go.

𝒇𝒊𝒏𝒏: keep hurting me 🤕

𝒇𝒊𝒏𝒏: no. not embracing you gives me a minor upper hand in this friendship

𝒇𝒊𝒏𝒏: bold of you to assume i care about what those other 5 maybe 10 people would say

𝒍𝒐𝒓𝒆𝒏𝒂 : i call it as i see it

𝒍𝒐𝒓𝒆𝒏𝒂 : i will NOT give into your kinks today! 🤠

𝒍𝒐𝒓𝒆𝒏𝒂 : why's that? i think you just need to notice me like everyone else does

𝒓𝒂𝒇𝒂𝒆𝒍 : look i get you've been hurt in the past, probably in ways that i could never even begin to understand but you need to know so have i. i haven't really talked about it here but my mom abandoned me and my siblings after my dad died, and after ten years she randomly came back stayed for a week and then realize it was too much work and left again so trust me i know what heartache feels like. since i know that i also know that i could never put someone else through that. what i feel for you, it's more than what i felt for her, more than i've felt for anyone and my biggest thing is to see you happy. no matter what that means

𝒓𝒂𝒇𝒂𝒆𝒍 : i get donnie will be mad, but like i'm not really afraid of him because like eventually i'm going to want this not to be private lol, unless that's something you wouldn't want

𝒓𝒂𝒇𝒂𝒆𝒍 : don't even say that lol, you really think any of those idiots can match with me? come on now, don't be foolish. those are the nights i actually love the most, you're like insanely beautiful when you're bitching about things lmfao

𝒓𝒂𝒇𝒂𝒆𝒍 : i do like you mad in other instances but this is completely different. bring out the claws once in a while though they're hot

𝒍𝒐𝒓𝒆𝒏𝒂 : i can't exactly speak on that bc i've never /experienced/ that but i'm really sorry that you had to go through that trauma. my emotional baggage is like kerosene at this point, so like i kind of work with it. wait 😳 you're attracted to me?

𝒍𝒐𝒓𝒆𝒏𝒂 : i'll put in a good word, his intimidation is important to him. eventually, but for now we can just...fool around. act like summer never ended? idk i'm just putting it out there i don't want to be some fool who's seeing the guy who just got out of a relationship? if that makes sense, people will assume i'm a homewrecker and i'm not saying words hurt me, but they do 🤧

𝒍𝒐𝒓𝒆𝒏𝒂 : now, now don't be so mean. you've landed top 5. (insane)ly, i like that 🖤