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I just had a major step back and since I have basically 0 savings left after top surgery, I can't even pay rent right now.

I can start working on coms right away, anything would help honestly.

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Sooo... im doing this! Please be kind and patient with me! Its been many years 🤣

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I can do dragon ghost stuff, but nothing with the baby! and if it's ghost in dragon form I'll count him as a full body :D

Hey friends, I'm opening commissions to help me raise enough money for my top surgery next march.

I'll keep it at CoD ships for now. DM me here if you're interested or have any questions !

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We're kicking off the fic recs with my favourite genre; Angst. Beware the tags on all of these cause I like them soul crushing. These are my favourites, and I want to share them all with you because they all deserve so much love.

Authors are tagged if they have their tumblrs in their ao3 profiles, but if you have been tagged and would rather not be, please let me know and I'll remove the tag.

The Witcher

You Were Spring by @tumbleweedtech - 8k, Iorveth/Letho, major character death

Roche was getting old. They both knew he’d age faster than Iorveth, but they didn’t expect how quickly his health would turn for the worst. Always a strategist, Roche made plans that ensured Iorveth would not be left alone. While Roche and Letho certainly didn’t get along at first, it’s been years since the Battle at Kaer Morhen. But this isn’t about him- it’s about Iorveth having someone who understands.

The whole series is fantastic and angsty and I love it, but this one really comes for your heart. Grief is difficult, and this fic is cathartic in the best way.

A Killing Frost by @brighteyedjill - 1k, gen, creator chose not to use archive warnings

Barmin drew the key from his belt, unlocked the greenhouse door, and closed it behind him. The door did nothing to drown out either the smell of smoke or the shouting and screaming. He ignored it.

I'm a sucker for fics about the attack on Kaer Morhen. Just the absolute fear and devastation, and the futility of it all. I fucking love it.

Call of Duty

Under and Through by @losersimonriley - 10k, Ghost/Soap, creator chose not to use archive warnings

Stuck under a collapse, Ghost only has Soap to keep him tethered to this reality.

It's about the desperation. I love love love a good "stuck in a collapsed building" fic, and this one really hits all the right spots for me.

First Light by @losersimonriley - 6k, Ghost/Soap, creator chose not to use archive warnings

Their entire dynamic is about to change. Johnny will either be internally disgusted and won’t show it, but will still fuck him because he said he would and that’s just the kind of honourable man he is…or he will become such a raging feral dog upon learning what was done to Ghost, that all thoughts of sex will vanish and be replaced with murder. He isn’t sure which is worse. or Soap takes it upon himself to be Simon Riley's real first time.

Ghost's trauma making him the less experienced one? I eat that shit up. Definitely mind the tags on this one, but the pining is just so good. losersimonriley is so good at angst y'all.

all that's said in the low light by headlocket - 167k, Ghost/Soap, graphic depictions of violence

He wades in it now, eyes still open, fixed on the speckled ceiling, begging himself not to crave bomb blasts and artillery fire in his childhood bedroom. Although…there might be something beautiful about it all, Johnny supposes, those noises in the thick. The gasps in between discharge that say: I’m here, I’m a part of this song too. After a near-fatal injury, John MacTavish finds himself back in his hometown in Scotland. Fresh off an untimely discharge, he's forced to cope with disability, his dysfunctional family, and the lingering knowledge that there are some things he's just not ready to leave behind...

Hoo boy this one's got a lotta angst for your buck. This was one of the fics that was recommended to me to try to suck me into the fandom and by god did it work. Soap's struggle scratched an itch in my brain and I latched onto these characters so fast.

Marvel

From Grit to Pearl by @bluesimplicity73 - 160k, Stucky, graphic depictions of violence, major character death

He does not have a name. He has been called many things over the years; a weapon, a ghost, HYDRA’s Fist, the Soldier, and from what they have told him his work has shaped the century. But he does not have a name. His name, like so many other things, has been taken from him, stolen. Forgotten. Until the day it is not, and remembering, he breaks free, killing his handler and making his escape in a desperate bid for freedom. Frightened, lost and hurt, he seeks out the last person in the world he can trust, his baby sister, now an almost eighty-year-old widow, somehow knowing she is the only one who can help him. It is a difficult journey, one filled with pain, tears, and things that should not be possible. But also with recovery and redemption, rebirth and miracles, family and hope. This story is a love letter between Bucky and his sister Rebecca, the world, and eventually his childhood best friend, Steve Rogers, the boy he once loved. But ultimately, it is the love letter Bucky writes to himself, as he reclaims who he once was, discovers who he is now, builds a new life for himself and realizes he might, just might, be as strong, as beautiful, as precious as a pearl.

This fic has all the good Bucky angst, and it has Becca Barnes being a certified badass! The woman drags her big brother back to humanity, and she does it with a smile. I genuinely cried at this one in a couple places.

Hades

The Ferry from Crete by vityamins - 1k, gen, major character death

Charon takes the Minotaur down to Erebus.

What does it mean to be a monster? What does it mean for a monster to be loved? I just love everything about this fic.

Just a Little Hush by Domoda - 24k, Asterius/Theseus, no archive warnings apply

When Theseus makes a deal to bring the Minotaur to Elysium in order to compete with him, he might not have thought it all the way through. For one, he didn't realize that after a life of torment, the Minotaur would need rehabilitating. Or, an AU where, after ten years in the Labyrinth, Asterius has debilitating agoraphobia.

Look, I'm a sucker for a character being so traumatised and starved for affection that they just panic at the slightest bit of attention. Asterius being paralysed by the sight of an open sky got me right in the feels and I cannot recommend this fic enough.

Star Wars

how to disappear completely by @jaigeye - 11k, Jango/Mace, graphic depictions of violence, major character death

Jango rubs a hand over his throat where his head was severed from his body. Some pain lasts beyond a thousand deaths. Jango is stuck in a loop that just won't stop.

Jango having to reckon with the decisions he's made is something I can't get enough of. Make that man suffer. Make him look at what he's done.

Last Stand in a Shade of Vermilion by emphasisonthehomo - 21k (unfinished), Obi-Wan/Maul, graphic depictions of violence, rape/non-con

Maul sees his chance to run, and takes it. He bolts, and does not look back, save to see if anyone is following him. - One of Darth Sidious' punishments goes awry, and the results echo across the galaxy.

Maul angst always hits so good, and Maul and Padmé friendship is something I need more of in my life. I absolutely adore how fiercely possessive and protective Maul is of his baby. It fits so well with his character.

Batman

To The Center Of The Pain by I_Have_To_Get_Off_This_Planet - 1k, gen, no archive warnings apply

Jason wakes up in the middle of the night because of chronic pain. He's not the only one.

Chronic pain and the consquences of being a non-enhanced human fighting alongside superheroes for so long? Yes please.

Prince of Gotham by snackbaskets - 2k, gen, no archive warnings apply

Gotham wasn't kind to its girls. Jason would brutalize it until it agreed to be. He only hoped it would spare him long enough to make it so.

Trans Jason protecting Gotham's girls because it's what he needed once. I genuinely can't put into words how much I love this fic.

Jason Todd: The Not-So-Outlaw by @comebackolivia - 195k, gen, no archive warnings apply

Jason Todd isn't what Batman made him, he isn't what the Joker made him, he isn't what the League of Assassins made him, and he isn't what the Lazarus Pit made him. He's his own person and he's taking himself back, one home renovation at a time. Also he might just make friends with the people who are supposed to be his brothers while he's at it.

I have reread this fic so many times it is genuinely one of my favourite fics of all time. Jason building a life for himself and figuring out who he wants to be is just everything to me.

Avatar: The Last Airbender

pieces by agentcalliope - 3k, gen, no archive warnings apply

Like him, his children are born into war. They are not the only ones.

I love Dadkoda, and I love fics that acknowledge the way the war has affected everyone. Hakoda watching his kids save the world and then try to fix it? Hakoda feeling useless and wishing he could take on some of the burden for them? I love this fic so much.

Come of Age (with our young nation) by @silveryinkystar - 9k, Hakoda/Bato, no archive warnings apply

The tale of a world at war, won by children trying to heal.

The summary says it all, really. The war is won by children, and those children have to try to rebuild. It's the kind of angst I live for.

In Memoriam by @runrundoyourstuff - 1k, gen, no archive warnings apply

"He wanders to a corner of the memorial, and scans through the names engraved on stone (Agni, there are so many—he’d forgotten just how many), until at last he finds the ones he is looking for: a cluster of thirty, tucked at the bottom of the list of people who had been on the flagship. His crew. He kneels, bows. Removes the incense from his bag, lights them with a pinch of his fingers, and props them up against the stone." Zuko remembers.

Look, Zuko spent 3 years on that ship. You can't tell me he wouldn't miss his crew.

The Magnificent Seven

With Fervent Heat by @liggytheauthoress - 10k, Faraday/Vasquez, graphic depictions of violence

"He can count on one hand the number of times he’s used his bending in the twenty years it’s been since his ma died. He learned fairly quickly that it was easier just to pretend he wasn’t a bender, so he taught himself how to fight with guns and lead instead of smoke and sparks." In which six of the seven are benders and Faraday really, really needs a hug.

school pt 2

P.S: I wonder if tumblr is cutting off asks with more than two mandarins. I'll try to send three, as a test. 🍊🍊🍊

they're doin' good

about Nik, maybe

Oh I'm definitely having many, many thoughts about that ....

The art in question

I can just see Nik working on his helo on a hot summer morning, he's sweating, oil stains on him, jumpsuit tied around his waist since it gets so damn hot inside the hangar. He takes a break eventually, sitting on a chair and gulping an entire water bottle.

That's when Price walks in. He has some intel in his hand he wants to go over with Nikolai, although those files quickly end up on the floor when Price's eyes meet Nik's body, his face immediately flushed.

Nikolai chuckles and invites him in, Price picking up the files from the floor before approaching Nik, his eyes so hungry and unable to look away from him, drops of sweat going down Nik's neck until they meet the heavy greying fur of his chest, the way the golden chain falls around his neck, how some strands of his jet black hair are loose and stuck to his temples. It's the most beautiful sight John has ever laid his eyes on, and he gets lost in it.

Of course, Nik catches on really quickly, not unaware of his own charms. He smiles as he grabs John’s hand, pulling him closer until his favorite captain is sitting on his lap. Price mumbles something about people seeing them like that, and Nik reassures him by telling him no one has been around all morning, that it’s just them. John relaxes, his fingers timidly touching Nik’s chest at first, lost in the heavy hair there. His smell is incredible, just pure masculine musk, his cologne mixed with sweat and oil and Price wants nothing more than to kiss his skin, tease it, fucking bite into it if Nik allows it. His body wants him, all of it, against him, right there, right now. 

A quick glance around to make sure they truly were alone and Price indulges, lowering his face until his lips touches the side of Nikolai’s neck, his scent all over him, skin hot under his touch. Nik helps him, a firm hand around Price’s waist to keep him steady as he bends his neck to the side, giving even better access to the captain, who starts going lower and lower, until his nose is brushing against Nik’s fur.

This, this is the best spot. Price can’t remember how many times he fell asleep against Nik’s chest, his soft body hair and the heat of his skin better than any pillow. 

His lips quickly find one of Nik’s nipples, tongue playing around it, teeth teasing it until a soft, deep grunt leaves the Russian’s lips. 

That’s it for Nikolai, who decides to grab John by the front of his t-shirt and drag him to a small storage room near the back of his hangar. “Let’s review that intel” he says, and Price follows. 

remember to stay hydrated and nap when you can!!

OK FINE MAYBE I DO...

Hey! I do indeed.

I headcanon Nikolai was a military brat. They moved around a lot and he never developed any strong friendships, because by the time he was settled it was time to move on again. That's why I think he is so devoted to Price initially. John becomes a constant in his life. Year after year, he's still there. All Nikolai has to do is be there when he calls.

His dad was a high-flying Soviet General, or extremely high up in the army. Overbearing (when actually present), demanding, stupidly high expectations and always found his son wanting; he was absent a lot because of work, but managed to fit in a lot of emotional damage when he was home.

I don't think his father was necessarily physically abusive beyond what was standard during the era. He was probably cold, disconnected, and found his son more of a nuisance because he asked so many questions all the time (intelligent kids want to turn over every stone). The only way he gets attention from his father is by being useful. That constant striving for approval through acts would have turned him into someone who leaps dick first into acts of service.

When he entered the air force - and was really fuckin' good at it - his father finally approved. When he became an officer, his father finally said the words 'well done'. Not only that, but Nikolai now had a sense of brotherhood, camaraderie, he had been missing.

His mum was a physicist; brilliant, magnificently intelligent, and loved Nikolai with her whole heart - this is why he's a staunch feminist and So Very Nik; it's his mum's influence. I think he got his code of ethics from her. I think he would have been brought up surrounded by literature and philosophy, and be encouraged to develop a strong sense of morality, of right and wrong.

Greetings comrades! We are happy to kick things off by sharing the prompts, instructions and FAQ for the upcoming #NikPriceWeek2025. Whether you are here to write, draw or simply to enjoy the content, we are all here for it to spread the love for our favourite duo. 

If you have any questions, feel free to reach out to us here with asks or our twitter page.

Prompts

Instructions

FAQ

★ Can I include other characters and relationships in my work? Absolutely. But the focus should be on Nikprice as they are the heart of the event.

★ Does it have to be "reboot" NikPrice? OG/Vintage Nikprice is very welcome. How about vintage Price and reboot Nik, or vice versa? All the Niks and all the Prices, please and thank you.

★ Can I mix sfw and nsfw prompts? Yes. NSFW prompts are only limited to 18+ accounts and just make sure your work is tagged appropriately. I mean, who doesn't take their vibrator on their fishing trips?

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Many years ago, in the days of Livejournal (and to be fair, I think up until a couple of years ago on Dreamwidth), before MerMay and MonsterMay, there was the Merry Month of Masturbation in May.

Just 31 days of writing your favourite characters jacking it.

No prompts, just vibes and the unified satisfaction of a solo orgasm or two.

In honour of that, and my incredibly boring 10 hour shift last night, I bring you a bingo square of self love prompts. No prizes (beyond what you give yourselves), just for fun, some shenanigans.

With thanks to Ali and Jay for helping me fill this out to a 5x5.

some good ol yearning? fishing? "50 grain...your favorite :3"?

we'll be hosting this on 21st to 27th July 2025, let us know if you'll be interested! reblogs are appreciated, tell your cats, tell your dogs, tell your neighbors and friends, share this around!