ramblings of a teenager

Me: what a cool band

Brain: ok, you can check them out but don't get attached

Also Me: *already attached, found new otp, knows all their names and random facts, watched interviews and bought all the albums and merch*

Me: It's the couple you like most, or two people you think should date. But it's the one you REALLY love.

Mum: What's yours then?

Me: Well, I can't give you a straight answer

Girl walking by: *cracks up laughing*

Me : You know, studding and all that stuff...

Inner me : looking at my gay OTP, reading the gay smut, crying at the fluff, reblogging the fan art, writing the gay fanfic and disappointing my family with saving the smutty art to my laptop

Friend : Well that's dedication.

me: i stayed inside my room all day and cried cause i want my otp to fuck so bad and i read really kinky smut that my mother would not be proud of and i died everyday from feels

teacher: what