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Summary: when Jaime leaves you waiting on him yet again, you find yourself wondering if you could ever matter to him as much as his work as Blue Beetle does
Word Count: 1k
Content/CW -> gn! reader, established relationship, angst, arguing, reader gets stood up, hurt/comfort in the end
â requested as part of my neglect week event <3
froggi yaps -> annnnd we're off :p everyone thank @/queen-of-gotham for giving me the idea to write for jaime in the first place (&check out her fics abt him!!) this takes place some time after graduation day <3 enjoy!
The warm summer air has long since dissipated, the cold wind of night taking over and yet, youâre still here, sitting on the roof of Jaimeâs apartment building. The lights of Palmera City twinkle below you, a shimmering array of colours that only serve to remind you how alone you are.
Jaime was meant to meet you hours ago and yet here you are, sitting out in the cold alone. You frown, checking your phone for the umpteenth time. He didnât even bother to text.
Another gust of wind has you shivering, crossing your arms over your chest to keep yourself warm. You know heâs out there doing something important, saving lives and protecting the city. You knew this going inâso why has it been so hard to understand lately?
You click your phone on again only to immediately turn it off. Five more minutes, you tell yourself, but youâve been promising yourself that for hours and heâs yet to show.
A sigh passes through your lips like the cold night air. Why is dating a superhero so hard?
Youâre just about to leave when you hear him come stumbling out of the door. âSorry, sorry! I know Iâm late, I knowââ
You donât perk up at the sound of his voice like you usually do. Instead, the weight in your chest only grows.
Jaimeâs brow furrows at your silence. âAmor?â
Youâre not quite sure what to say to him, your usual insistences of âitâs fineâ and âdonât worry about itâ feel heavy on your tongue. You dig your hands into the cement edges of the roof, eyes fluttering closed to enjoy the fresh air.
âHey,â Jaime says quietly as he settles down next to you, the side of his thigh brushing yours. âIâm really sorry Iâm late. Again.â
You nod, tight lipped and dead silence. Jaimeâs grateful for the usual roar of Palmera traffic and the hustle and bustle of the street below, if only so it can cut through the deafening quiet between you.
He rests a gentle hand on your thigh. âPlease donât be mad at me.â
You finally force yourself to look up, to meet his eyes. Heâs looking at you with only concern, head tilted to the side and lips pursed.
âIâm notââ You take a deep breath, trying to rationalize the thoughts racing through your mind, âIâm allowed to be upset, Jaime.â
âI-I know that.â
Anger rushes to your throat like bile, a torrent of emotions bubbling up inside you. âDo you realize how long Iâve been waiting for you?â
âUm,â he rubs the back of his neck, flashing that guilty smile that usually makes you forgive him but only serves to annoy you tonight. âA while?â
You shake your head, hot tears burning the backs of your eyes. Rising to your feet, you turn away from him. âYouâre making jokes. You left me waiting here for hours and youâre making jokes.â
âBabe, itâs notâIâm notââÂ
You hear the sound of his shoes hitting the gravel of the roof, hear him heading towards you. He grabs your wrist softly, spinning you around to face him.
âI know what you do is really important, Jaime,â your voice catches on his name. âI just want to feel important sometimes, too.â
His hand travels up your wrist, fingers tangling with yours. âYou are important, youâre everything to me.â
âIt doesnât feel like it.â
You break free from his grip, the cold air seeping into the warmth he left behind until thereâs nothing left. You turn back around, sights set on your original path.
Jaime goes to reach for you again, to follow you until youâre willing to hear him out. Itâs when his fingers are close to closing in on you that that familiar buzzing in his spine starts, Khaji Da speaking to him.
Heâs distracted for a minute, but a minute is all it takes for you to escape.
You shouldâve known Jaime wouldnât leave the issue at that, his need to fix things always superseding your will to let them rest.Â
Youâre wide awake when he slips through your widow, the latch unlocked for him the way it always is. Heâs quiet coming in, footsteps soft and intentional when he lands inside your room.Â
You sit up in bed, flicking on your lamp. âJaime?â
He cringes, âdid I wake you?â
You shake your head. You hadnât been able to sleep without him, anyways. Not for a lack of tryingâyouâd gotten up four separate times, gone pee, gotten water and watched an episode of tv and still, you couldnât drift off.
âI know itâs late, Iâm sorry.â
That seems to be the main word in his vocabulary lately.
He kicks off his shoes, neatly setting them in the corner of your room. âI couldnât sleep either,â he admits.
You draw your knees into your chest. âI see.â
âIs itâcan I?â He gestures to his side of the bed, the movement slow and hesitant and filled with the uncertainty clouding your own mind right now.
You nod, patting the mattress next to you. Itâs his side of the bed, anyway.
Jaime tugs his shirt over his head before getting in with you, the bed dipping down beneath his weight. The familiar weight soothes something in you, has you gravitating towards him.
He flops down on his back, staring blankly at the ceiling. âI really am sorry, you know.â
âI know.â
And itâs true, you understand just how sorry he is. Just how wrecked he is that he left you waiting. His guilt isnât enough to overshadow your own sadness.
âAnd you are important to me, amor. You are the world to me, I donâtâI donât know what Iâd do without you.â
âI know, Jaime.â
He rolls onto his side, looking at you with those big puppy eyes like he always does when heâs in trouble. âI love you.â
You sigh, âI love you, too.â
You give in, shuffling down in bed and rolling on your side to face him. He reaches out, draping an arm across your waist, drawing you in.
âIâm gonna do better,â he says it like a vow. âNo more excuses, okay? Iâll be better for you.â
âPromise?â
He tugs you into him, planting a soft kiss to your forehead. âSwear it on my life.â
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aight im really sick of my mutuals being accused of ai over and over again and them having to defend themselvesâwhich in and of itself is such a tedious task for writers who come on here to share their craft for free and genuinely for the love of the gameâbut since everyone wants to continuously be fucking stupid as hell, hereâs some general notes on picking up whether something is ai or not:
shockingly, you have to fucking read thing youâre accusing of ai to figure out whether itâs ai or not. no, the use of em dashes (â) are not a giveaway for ai use; no, the phrasing âitâs not x, itâs yâ is not a giveaway for ai use. oftentimes the biggest giveaway in fiction/creative-focused ai writing is the emptiness behind each word, metaphor, figurative speech, etc.
one of the hallmarks of great fiction or any form of creative writing is generally the voice an author brings to the text. think about your best friend telling you a story about their day over facetime or while you're hanging out or even on a discord call idfk. the story could be the driest, boring story you've ever fucking heard about someone's worklife, but it's the way your friend tells it to you that keeps you hooked and engaged: what was about some bitchass customer ordering the stupidest coffee order becomes this odyssey-like adventure because ur friend, endearingly, can't stfu! they're using such animated language, they're playing with pauses and pacing, they're bringing out this voice that is so uniquely theirs that the world from their eyes simply is a different color than you'll ever get to experienceâand that's what makes it so interesting. a 5-minute interaction becomes a 2-hour conversation simply because your friend can tell a story.
so when you're reading some fic about idk bruce wayne dicking you down or whatever, what's keeping you there, besides the smut content, is the way the smut is written. does the writing leave room for you to get immersed? are you engaged with the story being told? does it fucking make sense? obv in a smutty bruce wayne fic, you're not going to see phrasing like "it's not x, but y" (could you imagine.."it wasn't his hand, but his dick" how erotic!), but the potential use of ai would come in through flattened language that doesn't make much sense given the narrative being told. although, given most llms today (maybe other than c.ai? idk how that one works tbh), you probably won't be able to get explicit smut generated off of fucking chatgpt or claude but to give another exampleâthis time, fluffâyou'll have to discern whether the fluffy 'jason-todd-taking-u-on-a-bike-ride' fic makes any fucking sense when you read it. yes, it has em dashes, but does it also have emotion? are you walking away from that fic feeling moved in any particular way? are you smiling like an idiot because the writer described holding onto jason todd's waist at a stoplight as if it was a fucking washboard or an omnichord where your fingers got lost in the melodic touch? yes, thinking of someone's waist and abdominal muscles as a fucking musical instrument is odd, but does it make sense within the realm of the paragraph? if it comes out of nowhere, sure! but if the writer turns that around and goes on a brief ramble about how loving jason todd is a musical feeling of some sort, it's not all that odd at the end of the day, is it? essentially, you have to (a) read and (b) use your brain.
ergo, instead of seeing an em dash and yelling "witch!" maybe ask yourself, as you read:
does this fic have the same vibe or linguistic voice as the others, or is that changing every fic?
does the figurative language used make any sense given the context of the story?
do the metaphors make sense or is it just straight bullshit?
does this read like a corporation tried to think about what i'd like as a consumer, rather than a reader?
does the language here feel very much like the writer is trying to sell me an idea, rather than tell me a story?
an important thing to note: the unfortunate reality is that within a year or two, ai will be almost indistinguishable from human-created writing. itâs the shittiest reality-check youâre gonna have to reckon with today, tomorrow, next month, next year, etc. but itâs here, itâs fucking up our creative spaces, itâs fucking up the land we live on, itâs fucking up our clean water suppliesâitâs fucking up the very fabric of reality as we know it, accelerating us into zones of contention, hostility, and violence. in short, itâs the neocolonial frontier, the playground imperialism is stretching its grimy hands across and fucking us left, right, up, down, sideways, and on entirely new dimensional fields of existence we havenât even fully realized yet. and while i can spend the rest of this already long ass ramble talking about just how exactly ai/llms are functioning as such, thatâs an essay for another day; im mostly just here trying to tell yall to get a fucking grip and actually be intentional with how you interact and engage etc.
piggybacking off that: another thing to acknowledge is that not everyone is a good writer; it's a harsh truth, but as a critic i have every right to say this given the slop of our contemporary publishing landscape (and genuinely, there are better writers on tumblr than there are on bookstore shelves today). but with that being said, many current young and emerging writers are unfortunately trained in a world where ai is beginning to be accepted and used as a publishing standard. not going to unpack this idea to its fullest here, but there's a generation of emerging writers that learned how to write like shit from a lexicon of tiktok regurgitation and empty and meaningless youtube video essays. we can't blame them either, this is just the reality of our linguistic landscape developed on social media (hence why the generation after you will have a meme-language you won't be able to understand). so, yes, we're going to see writers who do write weirdly similar to ai, or carry this corporate-like language full of funky ass metaphors that make no sense and shit like "fostering a vibrant community" whatever tf that means
ultimately though, the more you read, the more you'll develop taste, and that's what'll help you determine if something is ai or not. that's the only thing that'll save you in a world so devastatingly polarizing in antagonizing the layman and pacifying us into stillness (which is the exact word i would use to describe ai writing actually!). in knowing yourself and, by extension, knowing what you like, you can build out a language that carries meaning, life, intention, and therefore cultivate a unique worldview just with this ever-moving language you collected. but u have to use ur fucking brain and know when to turn away from something: the world is going to feed you slop and the only weapon you have to defend yourself is being able to look at it and say "well, that was shit!" and move on.
also uh oh am I using ai because i dared to write this with an em dash thatâs been a staple to grammar and punctuation across multiple languages for centuries, with literal fucking evidence tracing its uses back to 15th century printing presses, and possibly earlier but im no early modernist/medievalist??? guess I should just kms!!!!!
i also feel the need to add this disclaimer because ik there are people who cant fucking read and comprehend shit: i don't support ai, i don't fuck with ai, i hate ai, and i don't support writers who use ai. but, i also don't go around accusing people of using ai without substantial evidence to back up my fucking argument. if you're going to accuse anyone of ai, do so with your sources fucking cited. there's a reason they teach you that shit in school! again, the world is already so vile as hell, don't go around adding more bullshit to the mixing bowl
đŠđĽđđ˛đđŤ đŠđŤđ¨đđ˘đĽđ : john logan x fem! reader
đŤđ˘đŹđ¤ đđŹđŹđđŹđŹđŚđđ§đ : none! mention of dicks, walking into changing room full of guys? swearing? dramatic, feral Hannah. Established Hannah X Garrett, Allie X Dean, crackfic!
đđŻđđĽđŽđđđ˘đ¨đ§ : If a small, angry music major student were to a) be one of your best friends and b) insist on going to hunt down her boyfriend to shove her phone up his ass. would you argue, even if it meant bursting into the locker room after practice?
or
When you, Allie and Hannah walk into the changing rooms, omitting the fact that they'd just finished practice.
đđ˘đŚđ đ¨đ§ đ˘đđ : 4.5k words
đđŽđ§đ§đ˛âđŹ đĽđ¨đđ¤đđŤ : something to tide ya'll over as I work through my big bertha fics for yall, and yes, I will start planning the first part of my series... when I feel like it! She's a slow grower ykwim? grower not a shower? whatever helps me sleep at night. Hope you like this little piece! Thank you @mndvx for the gif and @somebitchprobably-graphicdump for the dividers !
đĽđ¨đđ¤đđŤ đŠđđŹđŹđ°đ¨đŤđ : I would really appreciate if you could send in an ask to be on my taglist, it's easier for me to manage and make sure everyone is added!! here is the post of my current taglist. Also, if your user is bolded, I'm going on a prayer that youve been tagged but Tumblr wouldn't let me properly do so. I would recommend checking your privacy settings to allow other people to tag you.
One thing you learnt about Hannah Wells, being one of her best friends and all, was that she was normally- a very reasonable person. She was the one to keep electrolyte sachetâs in her bag during a night out, the one to book the uber a day in advance and the one to always text check-ins on the group chat during finals week.Â
That was her, normally.Â
Unfortunately, ever since she decided to become the first hockey WAG in the group, the captain she shared a bed with had spent their entire relationship testing that theory. The relationship was undoubtedly adorable, some may say to a disgusting, how-to-lose-a-guy-in-10-days level, but sometimes Garrett would feel the need to use Hannah's tightly strung mental stability as a pair of chopsticks.
âJust, tell me again why weâre doing this?â You watched Hannah with a concerned expression, she was aggressively highlighting a sentence that had absolutely nothing to do with the paragraph she'd just read.
The yellow highlighter squeaked angrily across the page,"You know why," She gritted out.Â
"No, I know why you're angry,â You pointed at the highlighter.
"I'm asking why that textbook is suffering for it."
The answer never came, but that was attributed to the fact that Hannah was still busy glaring at her notes like they had personally offended her. Beethoven was a bitch.Â
The study room had fallen suspiciously quiet about twenty minutes ago, with Allie laying on the sofa in the corner going through a script for class and you and hannah sitting on the large table in the centre of the glass box, you scribbling out statistics equations and Hannah trying to compose a new piece.Â
The initial productivity went out the window when Hannah began to complain about Garrett, either of you could have stopped her, put a pin in it and dealt with it at home. Instead, Allie and you happily discarded your work and quipped helpful bits of advice during her rant.Â
"You know what his problem is?"
You exchanged a glance with Allie, both of you knew it was better if nobody answered- experience had taught you this was a trap.
"He says he'll call me."
Hannah pointed at her phone that she had flung across the table at the beginning of her speech, "then doesn't call me."
You nodded, the man had a habit of saying heâll call after practice- then take hours in the locker room with the boys. Your own boyfriend had done that more times than you could count, but you made peace with it very early on; assuming it was because the boys were engrossed in some weird, hockey bro hangout while they changed.Â
It was nonetheless a reasonable complaint, because the team was AWOL for nearly the entire day, and the three of you were suffering for it. Ever since Garrett returned from the bench, after the fight that led to his suspension, training was 24/7 and you were lucky to get a morning kiss at the crack of dawn and a small whisper of seeing you later before the door shut, leading their phones seeming to have fallen off the face of the planet.
So, if Graham had promised heâd âsee his girl tonightâ because he âmissed her so muchâ and then had the gall to not reply to her messages for half an hour. You were prepared to ride at dawn, and steal his skates to rub against concrete for as long as your drill sergeant ordered.Â
However, currently the drill sergeant was pink in the face and grabbing at her phone, stretching herself over her textbook to wave the device angrily.Â
"And then when I text him asking where he is-"
You already knew this wasn't going to end well.
"He sends me a thumbs up."
The silence was immediate, you gaped at Allie, she gaped back. It was two fishes staring at each other while Hannah slumped into her chair.
It shouldn't have been shocking, it was exactly the sort of thing Garrett would do. But he was an idiot for deciding to not fight against his nature during this trying time.Â
Allie lowered the script she had folded against her legs, flopping it onto her chest as she sat up. Slowly, carefully, as if sheâd been told there was a rabid animal that could sense her fear.
"A thumbs up?"
"A thumbs up."
"Oh."
"Exactly."
You shook your head and closed your eyes. This was rough, like Liverpool F.C rough.Â
"I know he meant well."
That sentence was somehow worse, because she was trying to be rational. And when Hannah was angry and tried to be rational, it usually resulted in disaster.Â
"Did he think?"
Allie's contribution was deeply unhelpful.
Hannah jumped and gave her a thankful clap, "THANK YOU."
"I'm just saying."
You groan and give her a look of deep regret, "You are not helping."
"I wasn't trying to." She grinned at you.
Hannah dropped her head onto the table, face first into her music sheets. The universal sign of academic and emotional defeat.Â
You watched her lie there for a moment.
Then another
Then-
"I am going to kill him."
You roll your eyes and cross your arms, there it was. The threat youâd all been waiting for, Allie checked her phone, nodding her head.
"Only ten minutes."
"A personal best." You added.
Hannah stood up immediately, the chair scraped obnoxiously against the floor- as if warning her not to do the thing she was absolutely going to do. Both you and Allie looked up, concerned at the way she blinked quickly, the cogs in her head turning so fast that you were sure smoke would start spilling from her ears.Â
You recognised the look on her face, a dangerous determination, masked by an eerie calm. In actuality it was a complete loss of common sense
"Hannah." Allie started, warningly.Â
"No."
"You haven't even heard the question."
"I know the question."
The smile spreading across Hannah's face made your stomach drop. It was a Hannah Has An Idea smile and historically speaking, those had a terrible survival rate.
You racked your brain for what she could possibly be plotting. Then your face fell. Practice had ended approximately fifteen minutes ago. Which meant the boys were currently finishing up at the rink. A fact that should've been irrelevant, so painfully ordinary that it was similar to breathing. Instead, it somehow became the most important detail in the room.
âHannah, no-â
She had already grabbed her bag and started walking towards the door. Allie scrambled to her feet, shoving her stuff into the tote she randomly picked up when you left that morning. You did the same, not caring that you messily crumpled up your work into your bag, instead more focussed on watching Hannah strut out of the library, stomping through the isles- not paying you any mind.Â
You panted when you caught up to her, dragging a hand through your hair,
"Oh no."
"Oh yes."
"Hannah."
"No."
"Hannah."
The door to the outside world opened and Allie squinted against the golden hour glow, Hannahâs smile widened dangerously,Â
"I am going to find my boyfriend."
The first sign this was a terrible idea came when Hannah ignored the boys leisurely walking out of the athletes' building, their hair damp from showers, you recognised a few, some from the calisthenics club, you waved at the girls on the swim team and pointedly flipped off the lewd comments from the lacrosse team. Eugh.Â
The second sign came when she didnât listen to your warnings.
The third came when she barely blinked at the coach giving her a confused greeting.
By that point, frankly, the universe had done everything it reasonably could.
"Hannah."
No response.
"Hannah."
Still nothing.
The woman marched through the arena, stumbling sharply against the chairs. You inched through behind her, holding Allie's hand as she huffed and whipped her bangs out of her eyes, glaring at Hannah, who was already at the bottom of the staircase, about to turn into the back corridor.Â
Neither of you were particularly interested in letting your best friend commit relationship homicide without witnesses.
"Hannah."
"What."
The answer arrived instantly. She stilled just before the dim pathway towards the locker room, hands braced on her backpack straps, her shoes tapped on the floor expectantly.Â
"You do realise practice literally just ended."
"Correct."
"You do realise hockey players are probably changing."
"Correct."
You looked at Allie, whose eye was twitching at her best friend's unwavering need for vindication.Â
"You're concerning me."
She rolled her eyes and dashed down the hallway, you recognised this part of the training facility instantly, it was embarrassing the amount of times you had waited here, leaning against the wall for Logan to emerge, his chain glinting in the yellow lighting as he hauled equipment over one shoulder, the other carried his own gear.Â
He would kiss you quickly, mumbling against your lips about missing you, and then dump all the random sticks and bags of pucks into the storage before slinging an arm around your shoulder, slowing to a leisurely stroll as you recounted your day.Â
You rounded the corner, and froze. Allie bumped into you, whining as she rubbed her nose.Â
The locker room doors sat at the end of the corridor. You stared ahead, and blinked when Hannah barely stopped- charging forward.
"Hannah."
"No."
"Hannah."
You cupped your hands around your mouth and shouted after her, jogging behind. "What exactly is your plan here?"
"I am going to find Garrett."
"Then?"
"Then I am going to explain why sending a thumbs up was stupid."
Allie threw her hands up and blocked her pathway to the door, "Hannah."
"No." She tugged down Allieâs arms, and pushed the girl out of the way. Before either you or Allie could stop her, Hannah grabbed the door handle, and it was like the world slowed.
"HANNAH!"
The door opened and you immediately regretted the day you were born. The silence hit you like the torrential stream of water in a car wash, burning your eyes as a gasp got stuck in your throat.Â
Then your brain caught up with what was in front of you- because unfortunately, disastrously, hockey practice had ended, extremely recently. So recently in fact, that half the team were still in the showers hooting and hollering, while the other half were dripping wet in front of their cubbies. Staring straight at you, towels paused mid-dry.
You froze.
Hannah froze.
Allie froze.
The hockey team froze.
Time itself appeared to freeze.
"Oh my God." Allie giggled shrilly, her eyes wide as her hand came up to stifle a mix between a gasp and sob.
It wasnât the shirtless hockey players that disturbed you. It was the penisâ.
Everywhere.Â
Anywhere.Â
Dicks floor to ceiling, no matter where your troubled eyes would take you, it was phallic body parts all around. A sight that would haunt you until graduation.
The team were the first one to snap out of the trance, some of them barely phased at the intrusion, the other half silently covered their junk and shouted brokenly for the people you were actually looking for.Â
âWhat?â Loganâs voice shouted from beyond the showers, luckily you were far enough away to avoid the sight of your boyfriend and his teammates in the steamy, tiled cheap porno setting.Â
You accidentally made eye-contact with one of the freshmen on the team, and he winked at you. The expression on your face must've been unbelievably unimpressed because he rushed to get dressed immediately after his failure.Â
That made your survival instincts finally activate.
You spun around immediately, a sensible decision on your part.Â
Unfortunately, Allie had chosen the exact same strategy.
The two of you collided at full speed.
"OW."
The yelp escaped simultaneously. One second you were turning around, the next your shoulder crashed into Allie's.
Your foot caught on your other ankle, and suddenly gravity joined the party. The floor rushed upwards, the world tilted and you were convinced this was your rapture.Â
Two seconds away from meeting your untimely demise, strong arms caught you before impact.
"Oh my God, babe?" The voice sounded familiar and you braced yourself for his bewildered expression when you squinted your eyes open. Loganâs face was approximately six inches away and you felt the towel he had hurriedly wrapped around himself slip low down his hips against your waist.Â
"Nope, donât ask." You closed your eyes against the water droplets splashing onto your face from his hair. The tickle of his silver chain against your cheek made you wave your hands between the two of you. You could feel him gearing up to ask something,Â
A finger wag in his face and a simple, "Nope." made him laugh as he hoisted you up.Â
Across from you, Dean had already reached Allie, looking equally concerned and delighted.
"Are you okay?" His arms were bound securely around her, pressing in front of him.
Allie flicked his forehead, "Stop smiling."
"I'm not smiling."
"You absolutely are."
Dean was moments away from framing the incident and hanging it on a wall, it was when Allie had steadied herself and stepped fractionally away from him that you noticed Dean hadnât managed to grab a towel. And stood naked, right in front of you. As bare as the day he was born.Â
You retched loudly and tried to run out the door, forgetting that Logan was still holding you upright, an arm around your waist- hand steadying your shoulder.
Deeply and violently, you groaned- accepting that this was your life right now, "Please tell me I died."
The laughter around you doubled in volume, a few of the guys chirping at you.
Somewhere behind Logan, Garrett appeared, towel around his waist- completely oblivious to the chaos playing out with his team.Â
"What happened?"
The silence that followed was immediate, the boys pursed their lips together, you and Allie were engrossed in anything that didn't involve Hannah.Â
She glared at him slowly, dangerously. Garrett took one look at her expression, and his eyes ping ponged around the changing area, the open door, the duo of embarrassed girlfriends- one of them looking at her boyfriend seductively, the other hiding her face in her hands. And finally the boys, Dean who was playing into Allies flirting- butt naked. And Logan who was stifling a laugh against your shoulder as you shook your head silently into your palms.
Understanding dawned, making him rush over to his bag and dig out his phone, his eyes widening at his girlfriend, "Oh."
The idiot actually laughed. Hannah looked ready to gouge his eyes out with his stick. And somehow, unbelievably, things were about to get worse.
By dinner the same day, everybody knew, not just the team, not just other teams. The entire student population.Â
People in your classes, people in the library, people in the campus cafes. Somehow all of them must've collectively received an email.
You still didn't know how, no matter how hard you searched the gossip account, your dmâs, hunted through stories. There was no way to determine how the hell the situation had reached every set of ears at Briar. You'd spent the better part of twelve hours trying to figure it out.
The incident had happened at approximately 9 am that morning.
By six-fifteen, two members of the lacrosse team had smirked at you in passing.
By seven, somebody in a study group asked if you were "recovering."
By eight-thirty, a girl in your dorm-block had winked.
"Tell me again why I haven't transferred,â You dropped your forehead onto the cafeteria table.
Across from you, Hannah looked equally traumatised as she picked at her dinner, Allie looked murderous as another pair of irrelevant students giggled as they passed by.Â
The three of you had spent the entire day suffering.
Allie slumped in her chair, "Because we're seniors."
You stabbed aggressively at your salad. "Unfortunately,â mouth half-full of lettuce you continued, "You know what the worst part is?"
Nobody answered, mostly because nobody wanted to encourage you.
"The fact we literally didn't do anything."
"THANK YOU."
Allie pointed dramatically.
"THANK YOU."
The cafeteria table rattled slightly, you winced and gave her an accusing stare. While the passion was appreciated, the volume was not.
"We walked into a room." Hannah shrugged
"Accidentally." Allie added.
"Then left."
"Immediately."
You threw your hands up, "And somehow everyone is acting like we joined an orgy."
The three of you sat in offended silence, completely justified silence. Silence that lasted approximately four seconds.
Then somebody cleared their throat and you closed your eyes, praying to whatever god that put you in that situation this morning, wasnât just deciding to test your self control.
You swore, if you opened your eyes, and the person who you thought it was, was standing in front of you. There would be a search warrant for your name, and a blown up ice rink in your wake.Â
"No."
Across the table, Hannah groaned and Allie made a sound like she was ready to throw something. The answer came before you opened them, pressing your lips to your hands that were held together in a praying position, you shook your head, "No."
Because standing directly behind you was, Dean who was grinning so wide, youâd think Santa Clause gifted him a dildo, Garrett, currently more occupied in flashing his puppy dog eyes at Hannah and Logan, the only useful one, who came bearing gifts with an apologetic yet amused smile on his annoyingly handsome face.
The Three Horsemen of Making Things Worse.
"Oh, come on.â Dean looked genuinely offended, hand on his chest as he pulled out the seat next to you, in front of Allie.
She threw one of Hannahâs chips at his face, which he caught in his mouth, "We came to support our girlfriends! amidst their public cancellation from society."
"You came to laugh at us." You corrected, ignoring the paper container that slid in front of your tray and the weirdly shaped Logan entity that sat on the other side of you.Â
The smile on Dean's face widened, "How âbout both?"
Hannah dropped her fork and lunged at him, only held back by Garrett- who had two fingers looped into her belt loop.Â
During this, you peeked into the container, flicking open the lid to see a slice of your favourite cake- red velvet from the bakery just outside campus.
You glanced at Logan and stuck your tongue out at him in response to his pleading expression. There it was, you thought- your eye twitching, the complete lack of shame astounded you.
You hated the smug bastard. A deep, passionate hate. But you still gave him a quick peck, intertwining your hands beneath the table and placed them on his thigh. He suppressed a grin and leaned back in his chair watching you cut into the pastry with your fork.
"How's recovery going?" Dean rested his chin on his palm, twirling a blonde strand with his finger.
Allie flipped off her boyfriend, "Leave."
Garrett laughed immediately, "You have to admit-"
"No." Hannah interrupted, hands slapping at his wrist which comfortably kept his hand looped into her jeans.Â
"You don't even know what I was going to say."
"Because it doesn't matter."
"It was funny."
"It wasn't."
"It really was."
The idiot looked entirely too pleased with himself, which was particularly annoying because he wasn't even the one receiving the worst of it.
That honour belonged to you and Allie. Specifically because both of your boyfriends had apparently become the main characters of the story. A fact you deeply resented.
"You know what?" You sat up, âHow come nobody is talking about Hannah?â
The entire table went quiet.
Hannah blinked.
"Oh my God." Allie said slowly, "You're right."
"I know."
Hannah immediately looked suspicious, "Why aren't they talking about me?"
Then Allie pointed dramatically, "THAT'S WHAT I'VE BEEN SAYING."
"You haven't said that."
"I've been thinking about it."
Somehow, the entire college manipulated the story into a desperate cliche- that you and Allie were dying to see your boyfriendâs and just. couldn't. wait. for them, so you burst into the changing room, ovulation phase at it's peak and boned down in front of the entire team.
Completely cutting out the bit where you both were trying to stop Hannah from social suicide.
Mission accomplished apparently. The problem now, was that youâd stepped in front of the bullet, and forgot that it meant youâd get shot.Â
"You started the whole thing." You whined at her.
"EXACTLY."
Dean and Garrett looked delighted.
"You stormed across campus." You held up one finger.
"Correct." Hannah nodded.
"You opened the door." Another finger.
"Correct."
"You ignored approximately fourteen warnings." A third.
"Correct."
"And somehow everyone else became the main characters." You harrumped and slumped back into your seat, glaring at Logan whose arm came up to rest behind you- but you didnât pull away when he pecked your forehead.
Hannah looked genuinely aghast at her lack of involvement within the gossip mill, "You know what?" She folded her arms, "That is offensive."
"There she is." Dean blew an exaggerated kiss at her, "The victim complex."
Hannah threw a napkin at him.
The situation somehow got worse, a possibility you never thought could be true.
By Wednesday morning, people had started inventing details, ones that didnât even make sense. Especially because the original story was already embarrassing enough.
Now there were rumours.
Terrible rumours.
Wild rumours.
Factually incorrect rumours.
"I heard somebody say we were recording."
Hannah looked flabbergasted, the pen in her hand creaked as her first tightened.
Across the corridor, Allie stopped walking, "We weren't?"
"Exactly."
"We were too busy being surrounded by cockfest 2026."
The three of you continued toward class, united by shared trauma- forged entirely through public humiliation.Â
The campus buzzed around you, students heading between lectures, athletes carrying equipment bags, people drinking coffee they absolutely couldn't afford. The usual. Until somebody shouted out your name, the voice was gratingly familiar in a way that made you want to spit out your tonsils.Â
The guys sitting outside the student centre weren't even subtle about it, the one who called out for you nudged another, the second looked up and smirked.
They were two guys from the lacrosse team. Arguably, youâd think such a fancy sport would produce gentlemen, but the game manufactured slime-balls like the two currently snickering at your deadpan expression.Â
"Oh look." The smile spread, "The locker room girls."
You stopped mid-step, and youâd known it was a mistake the minute your foot paused, because now they knew you'd heard. The embarrassment hit instantly, like a slap to the face that reached down your throat, hot in a way that made your body burn.Â
Beside you, Hannah looked ready to throw hands, her eyes narrowing at the boys.Â
âYou got only fans? Weâd love to see what happened in the locker room.âÂ
Allie grit her teeth and just as she was about to bite back, a voice interrupted her.
"Say that again."
The atmosphere chilled behind you, one second the lacrosse pair were giggling like little goblins, the next, their faces were frozen with teetering smiles.Â
You felt an arm wrap around your shoulders. Logan stood next to you, his thumb rubbing soothingly on your arm.Â
Dean was walking up to Allie, his hands still cupped around his mouth from his interruption. Garrett hung back, but welcomed Hannah into his side when she begrudgingly shuffled up to him.Â
They had apparently finished a team strategy session, an unfortunate coincidence for the boys in front of you, who suddenly looked significantly less dick-ish.Â
The one with slicked back, blonde hair looked to his friend- who shrugged and patted him on the shoulder, his lip visibly quivered when he spoke, "What?" the question came out weak.
Dean smiled, two hands braced on his girlfriend's frame. Leisurely almost. "Oh, don't do that." He tilted his head with a pout, "You were really confident thirty seconds ago."
Nobody answered.
Garrett called out, still maintaining a generous distance from the situation- probably not wanting to get too involved with another team as the captain, âYou seem like the type to be on only fans Jackson. Is that what you do when you lose to Eastwood?â The disappointment in his voice somehow made it worse.
"Seriously,â Dean shook his head, "Dude, if you're going to talk shit about my girlfriend at least be creative." Allie smacked the front of his chest, but nodded in agreement.Â
Then Logan spoke, "Find something else to talk about."
Jackson, and the other guy- equally as greasy, dissolved into pitiful excuses and throwaway comments, scoffing as they retreated into the building.
"Holy shit."
Dean grinned, "You're welcome."
"You enjoyed that." Allie poked him accusatorially, leaning up on her toes to kiss his cheek a few times, leaving lipstick prints against his dimple.Â
"I enjoyed that immensely."
Nearby, Garrett wrapped an arm around Hannah's shoulders and joined the rest of you.
"You know," Garrett said thoughtfully, "I feel like people would've stopped talking about it sooner if Dean hadn't told literally everyone."
The silence was beautiful. The three of you slowly turned to look at Dean, who was gritting out threats at Garrett, a horrified expression gracing his features as he timidly caressed Allie's hair.Â
"I did not."
Logan punched his shoulder jokingly, like bros talking about whose basketball team won last night, "You absolutely did."
"I told one person."
The universe was finally smiling down on you, since Tucker walked up to the six of you, pushing his curls out of his face.
"You told Tucker." Garrett laughed.Â
Tucker blinked between the two, who were now engaged in a heated conversation using their eyes.Â
"That's still one person."
"Dean."
"One person."
"You told the biggest gossip on the hockey team that our girlfriends walked into the changing room after practice and saw everyone's dicks. by accident."
Tucker finally nodded his head with an affirmative sound, âOh yeah, Iâm just annoyed I left practice early for a doctor's appointment.â He patted Dean on the shoulder, grinning as he stirred the proverbial pot, âluckily Dean here, my best friend, the person who tells me everything. Recounted it in perfect detail.â
An argument exploded instantly, involving Allie smacking Dean upside the head and she bickered about how the last 48 hours had been a living hell.
Hannah wasnât letting Garrett off the hook easily, nagging him that if he had just âreplied to her goddamn messagesâ the three of you wouldnât have been in there, she quietened and blushed when he whispered in her ear.
Tucker had joined Allie in bashing Dean, but the three of them groaned when Dean promised, âmind-blowing orgasms on every surface of the houseâ. Allie didnât say anything further, just glared at him when he hooked a hand onto her waist and pulled her in.
They drifted ahead while they bickered. Leaving you slightly behind with Logan, who had somehow presented an iced coffee from behind his back and was watching you sip it.Â
"You didn't have to do that." You said mid-sip.
Logan looked over, "What?"
"That."
You gestured vaguely toward the now-empty student centre steps. Loganâs expressions softened slightly as he took your bag from your shoulder and pulled you into him, tucking a hand into your back pocket.Â
"Yeah." he paused, "Actually, I kind of did."
Your stomach performed a deeply inconvenient little flip.
"Why?"
Logan looked ahead, then to the ground in an almost bashful kind of way, then he shrugged. Like the answer was obvious, "I don't like people making you feel bad."
You cooed at him, grabbing his face with your free hand and squishing his face between your fingers, âYouâre such a softie.âÂ
Smacking a kiss to his stubbly cheek, you returned to the drink, gulping it down appreciatively.
He snickered to himself and added unhelpfully, âPlus, kind of owed you since you saw Deanâs cock.â
THIS WAS A PHENOMENAL READ. I'm still partially dying on the floor in laughter, this was beautiful and certainly not helping with my current John Logan obsession (I don't want to be saved) </3
mama, me want more merlin fic 𼺠(the idea sounds so cool, I've never seen a fanfiction writer actually use a kaleidoscope in a story before!)
hii angel !! you will be fed more merlin fic very soon </3 also yes, I love the idea of the kaleidoscope, it's so whimsical, def going to have to find one so I can admire it all day </3 thanks for the ask !
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"IN SICKNESS AND IN HEALTH." ( OA Zidan x fem!reader )
SYNOPSIS : After his attention was divided between the case, the lack of response from you throughout the entire day, and a gentle push from Maggie, it doesn't take a genius to guess where OA heads to after the day is done. ( no warnings I think, let me know if you think there is one !)
ketzia yaps! : I am so down bad for him, it's not even funny. he may be ooc, but I''m trying here </3 I've noticed a lot of traction on my sick!reader Damon Salvatore fic, so I may make this an ongoing series... also this is my first time trying to make dividers and such! They look a little wonky I know </3
The JOC was winding down after a hectic work day. The teenage daughter of a popular yet politically controversial news anchor had gone missing, the situation had become a state-wide incident. The whole team was laser-focused the whole time, or at least that's how Isobel had seen them.Â
But Maggie had seen something differentânot in the majorityâbut in OA. It had been subtle at first. In the morning, he checked his phone once or twice before turning away from the device to focus on the case.Â
Then he checked again an hour and a half later when they were in the undercover van. Maggie, giving him the benefit of the doubt, thought that he was just checking the time. But when she saw her partner periodically checking his phone againâand then his watchâshe knew she had to say something.Â
Unfortunately, the leads they were following throughout the day turned into a full-blown manhunt, so she never quite got the chance to. But now that the case was done, and everyone was getting ready to head home, she spoke up.Â
âAre you okay?â The brunette asked quietly, as to not draw the other's attention. OA glanced at her once before turning his body to her direction to respond, âOf course I am, why?âÂ
Maggie's lips parted for a moment as she gathered her thoughts. âYou seemed pretty distracted today.â She finally said, watching as her friend's shoulders stiffened. âDid something happen?â
Oa sighed, resting back down into his seat as he placed his elbows on the chilled metal of his desk. He should've known Maggie would notice something off about himâMaggie always notices. âIt's my girlfriend.â He started, lacing his fingers together. âShe hasn't exactly been⌠responsive today.â Maggie's eyebrows rose in mild surpriseâand maybe a little amusementâas she leaned forward. âShe didn't text you backâŚ?âÂ
He could hear the barely contained humor and felt like banging his head against the desk. But that wouldn't help his situation, would it? He exhaled slowly, drumming his fingers against the surface as if to make his next words any less humiliating. âNo, Maggie.â He muttered. âShe hasn't.âÂ
He wouldn't deny that it sounded a bit ridiculous on the surface. You two had only been together for three months, and dates were few and far in between because of his demanding job. It was perfectly reasonable to think that maybe you just hadn't seen them or even just didn't want to reply, that was acceptable too. It would kill him insideâbut it's acceptable all the same.Â
But he knew you. Way too well for a three month relationship one could argue.Â
He knew about your familyâevery twist and knob of that large and complicated tree that had produced the gift to the world that was youâhe knew that you loved your birthday, but you didn't make a big deal out of it due to the reception it had gotten you in the past. He knew your favorite drinks and how you had a personal vendetta towards anyone who leaves empty soda cans in the fridge. He knew about your childhood goldfish and that you swear up and down that your father ate it.Â
He even knew about that one college spring break fiasco in Belize.Â
He knew you.Â
It just felt so unnatural that you wouldn't respond, not even some sort of a short acronym. It unsettled him, and Maggie saw that. So for his sake, she didn't make a teasing comment. âWhy don't you stop by her place?â She offered. âJust to make sure.âÂ
OA thought about it, mulled it over in his mind for a few milliseconds before springing out of his chair and grabbing his wallet and keys. âSee you tomorrow, Mags.â He said in a rush before turning on his heel and making his way out of the JOC.Â
Maggie couldn't contain her grin any longer, laughing lightly to herself as she watched her partnerâa man she's known for yearsâleave in a hurry like there was fire at his heels.Â
You were one lucky woman.Â
You felt like the unluckiest woman in the world right now.Â
The [favorite color] plastic trash can stood like a short and easily dented knight, filled to a quarter with used tissues and crushed empty water bottles.Â
Your body was staging a coup. All of those cells that are supposed to help your immune system rebelled sometime between 3 am and 10 am at the slight sign of a raise in temperature. Your nose felt disconnected from your body in a way that was both uncomfortable and irritating, and if you sneezed one more time you're going to be the first person in history to look into plastic surgery for nose removal.Â
A deep and guttural cough left youâthe sensation travelling somewhere from your lungs and up to your spineâprompting your body to lurch up from your stack of pillows.
When you get betterâif you get betterâyou swear you're going to be the last person Sienna Cain ever sees. Her and her stupid workaholic tendencies. âYou sound sick, take a day off.â You all told her, but no, and now look where you've ended up? She's better and you're dying miserable and alone.Â
â(___)?âÂ
You perked up, feeling a surge of energy as you pushed yourself to sit up as your boyfriend came into view at the threshold of your bedroom doorway. Okay, so maybe you won't die miserable and alone.Â
âOmarââ You grinned before wincing as you remembered the several buzzes that your phone (that you tossed somewhere across the room) made throughout the day. Your grin immediately softened into something apologetic. âHeyâŚâÂ
OAâs eyes flickered over the roomâthe space that he'd been in more than a few times over the past three monthsâhe saw the trash can, the twelve pack case of water bottles that had dwindled down to three, and lastly he saw you.Â
Who clearly was struggling to even stay upright.Â
âYou're sick?â He asked, although it was obvious. He walked further into the room, his usually stern features melting into an impossibly soft look as he sat down gently at your hip. He reached out and took your hands into his lap, intertwining his fingers with yours. The metal of the ring he wears produces a soothing feeling to your overheated palms. âWhy didn't you tell me? I could've called off work today.âÂ
His brows did that adorable thing they did when he was perplexed or interrogating a suspect, creating a small wrinkle between the arches. Instinctively, you wanted to reach your thumb up and smooth it outâbut then you remembered that you're sick and you certainly don't want to breathe germ-infused fumes onto the guy that you possibly love.Â
âI didn't know that FBI agents could just âcall outâ, they should add that to your guy's wikipedia.âÂ
â(___).âÂ
âIt's just the flu.âÂ
âIt could be dust allergies and I'd still want to know.â He pressed, squeezing your hands once and then twice for good measure. His words made your heart do a treacherous thing, and you're positive that if your lungs weren't actively struggling to keep you alive right now, the organ would've catapulted right up into your throat.Â
âDid you rush over here because you were worried?â You asked quietly, your lips twitching upward while you watched your boyfriend open his mouth and struggle for a few minutes, his own smile appearing. âYou weren't answering.â He settled for the most neutral version of the reason he could muster.Â
A full grin pulled at your mouth, you moved closer and looked directly into his eyes. âYou were worried.âÂ
âI was.â He admitted after a moment, inclining his head to meet your gaze better. Â
âMy phone could've died.â You suggested, your voice growing quieter but the playful lilt never left your tone.Â
OA drew closer, his breath lulling against your lips. âI had to make sure.â He whispered.Â
If this flu didn't kill you, OA would. And what a way to go.Â
âI hope you're aware that if I weren't fighting for my very life right now, I'd kiss you.â The remark flew from your mouth in the way that words flew out unchecked when the TSA checkpoints in your mind were down from an invasion of bacteria.Â
A snort left him, his shoulders shaking in poorly contained laughter. âI had a feeling.â He replied, pulling you closer to rest against his body despite your protests. âYou'll get sick.â You mumbled, feeling his chin rest at the crown of your head. âI survived the FBI.â He spoke against your scalp, the vibration of his voice resounding from where your ear was pressed. âI think I can survive my girlfriend.âÂ
The way he said itâwith so much certaintyâmade your insides feel all fuzzy. âYou say that now, but give it a few more months.â You jabbed, your voice a soft whisper.Â
âYears.â OA said firmly, his hand squeezing your hip gently. âThen we can revisit that assumption.â He placed a kiss to your hairline, a promise seared into your skin.Â
I like chaoâs being symbols of purity, angels, and all else. Also this was a submission for an art project for my class (prompt was make a peice that was decorative, but functional)
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Stated - A clear, factual declaration.
Replied - A direct response to someone.
Answered - A direct response to someone.
Inquired - Asked a question, usually seeking information.
Explained -Clarified or elaborated on something.
Whispered - Spoke quietly.
Happy:
Cheered - Spoke with joy and excitement.
Giggled - Spoke while laughing lightly.
Beamed - Spoke with happiness.
Angry:
Snapped - Spoke sharply, usually in anger or frustration.
Barked - Spoke in a short, harsh, commanding tone.
Growled - Spoke in a low, angry tone, resembling a growl.
Hissed - Spoke in a whisper-like tone, often with anger or menace.
Retorted - Responded sharply, often in disagreement or defense.
Sighed - Spoke with a heavy exhale.
Whispered - Spoke quietly (not inherently angry, but can be).
Screech - Screamed in a long, loud, high-pitched, and often unpleasant sound.
Shrieked - Screamed in a short, loud, high-pitched cry or sound, typically produced in sudden fear, pain, anger, or excitement
Sad:
Sobbed - Spoke through tears.
Cried - Spoke with sorrow or emotional pain.
Cried out - Shouted suddenly due to pain, shock, fear.
Whimpered - Spoke softly, with pain or sadness.
Sniffled - Spoke while trying to hold back tears.
Lamented - Expressed deep regret or sorrow.
Sighed - Spoke with a heavy exhale.
Choked - Spoke with difficulty, often because of emotion.
Breathed - Spoke softly.
Screech - Screamed in a long, loud, high-pitched, and often unpleasant sound.
Shrieked - Screamed in a short, loud, high-pitched cry or sound, typically produced in sudden fear, pain, anger, or excitement
Surprised:
Gasped - Spoke while catching breath.
Exclaimed - Spoke suddenly, loudly.
Blurted - Spoke without thinking.
Cried out - Shouted suddenly due to pain, shock, fear.
Stammered - Spoke hesitantly, struggling due to shock.
Uttered - Spoke briefly, often in disbelief.
Breathed - Spoke softly.
Echoed - Repeated something in surprise, trying to process it.
Squeaked - Spoke in a short, high-pitched sound.
Fearful:
Whispered - Spoke quietly.
Stammered - Spoke with hesitation, fear causing the words to stumble.
Gasped - Spoke in a quick breath, startled or frightened.
Pleaded -Spoke in a desperate, fearful tone, asking for something.
Cried out - Spoke or shouted suddenly, reacting to fear.
Breathed - Spoke in a shallow, tense manner, often showing anxiety.
Begged - Asked for something urgently, humbly, or desperately.
Squeaked - Spoke in a short, high-pitched sound.
Screech - Screamed in a long, loud, high-pitched, and often unpleasant sound.
Shrieked - Screamed in a short, loud, high-pitched cry or sound, typically produced in sudden fear, pain, anger, or excitement
Shy:
Murmured - Spoke quietly, almost too softly to hear.
Mumbled - Spoke unclearly, here due to nervousness or shyness.
Whispered - Spoke in a very low, timid voice.
Hesitated - Paused before speaking, unsure or shy.
Stuttered - Spoke with difficulty, due to nervousness or embarrassment.
Breathed - Spoke softly.
Thoughtful:
Observed - Made a thoughtful or insightful comment.
Remarked - Made a casual or insightful comment.
Suggested - Offering an idea or recommendation.
Noted - Pointed out something of importance.
Murmured - Spoke quietly, (in thought, often to themselves) almost too quiety to hear.
Commanding:
Ordered - Gave a command or instruction.
Demanded - Insisted on something firmly or forcefully.
Directed - Gave specific instructions or guidance.
Commanded -Â Gave an authoritative order; a directive, or control over a situation or group.
I survived eight exams, and after today? I will finally be freed from these shackles ! So don't you worry, updates will be swarming you all đŤśđž summer is OUR season.
SYNOPSIS : Armed with high intellect, impeccable fashion sense, and a need for speedâYou truly are your motherâs child in more ways than you may think. Drawn to the life of danger and the call to help people, you use your passion for mechanical engineering to create a high-tech suit that uses electromagnetic disks as both detachable skates and weapons, becoming known as the vigilante: âSonicâ. A teen trying to survive their junior year of high school by day and, well⌠a super-speed hero whenever itâs needed. There are secrets lurking in the dark, your past is far more complex than just being the neglected kid of a semi-popular model. How long are you going to manage to pull this off without help? [Sonic & GoGo Tomago Inspired!Reader]
Chapter I : 'B' isn't for baseball bat, it's for my bottom line.
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"THROUGH THE LOOKING GLASS." â BBC MERLIN x gn!reader
SYNOPSIS: There were three rules you lived by in your young butâarguablyâinfinitely wise life. #1 was to never follow strangers when they ask you to, even if they were children. #2 was to never step within eight-thousand kilometers of a haunted house, even if it meant possibly blocking your friends on all socials if they went and came back with an attachment to somebodyâs great great great aunt Jillian. #3 was to neverânever everâgo antique shopping or bring an antique home. Technically, you didnât break that ruleâyou didnât buy the kaleidoscopeâit was a gift! Maybe you sort have broke rule #1. Although, it seems like you need to add a fourth rule, donât accept gifts that end up transporting a twenty-first century college freshman into a show about Camelot.
SHUFFLING THROUGH THE ANCIENT TOMES...
nothing here yet!
credits for the sword divider go to the spectacular @seulzitos !
"THE ART OF SAYING NO." â Sirius Black x gender neutral!reader
SYNOPSIS : You were well-known around Hogwarts for having a slight issue with saying ânoâ to people. To the point where your friends even wonder if you knew how to say the word! It was trifficult, and those taking advantage of your bleeding heart didn't make it any easier. Good thing you have a boyfriend who isn't afraid of using unconventional methods to say it for you until you learn how.
You don't know when you became what most of the world called a âpush-overâ, you can only assume it began from childhood and developed even more into your mature years.
The first time you'd document your awareness of the fact was around the holidays a few months ago.
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The warmth of the Hogwarts Express was familiarâeven more familiar than the walls of your own familial home you'd argueâthough you'd never speak that to your parents' face. You remember the day vividly, like an embarrassing memory from childhood that had an unyielding death grip on your mind in the dead of the night.
Your face had been pressed against the window, the frigid air seeping through the glass. The worn yet very much loved suitcase sat between your legs, your thumb rubbing the smooth leather of the handle to ground your bee swarm of thoughts.
That's when they showed up.
Two girlsâone brunette with a bubbly bob, the other a girl with black curls that framed her face lovinglyâthey stood there for a few moments, sharing looks and quiet murmurs as if you weren't right there.
You had just opened your mouth to speak when the brunette cut you off, "Do you mind... moving seats?"
You blinked. She blinked back. You blinked again, unsure of what to do.
"Moving seats...?" You repeated her words quietly, your brows furrowing in confusion as your grip tightened on your suitcase.
The two girls shared yet another look, the one with the curls pursing her lips before taking a step forward. "Yes, moving seatsâ"
She paused and did a motion with her arm, pointing from where you were most comfortably situated to some place in the back of the train car. As if you were a daft bird who didn't know that their wings were meant for flight.
The thought prodded at your chest before you forcefully swallowed it down, your voice coming out stronger than before. "I know the concept of moving seatsâwhat I mean is...!"
You stopped. Took a deep breath. Maybe this was a misunderstanding, why did you feel upset so suddenly? Why did your chest feel so tight?
Regardless of these flags, you smiled. A weary smile, but a smile nonetheless. "What I mean is..." You began calmly. "Why do you want me to move to a different seat?"
Your eyes darted around quickly, there were plenty of free seats nearby, why did they want yours?
They shared another lookâmerlin, you'd wish they'd stop doing thatâbefore the brunette spoke again, her voice deceptively soft in a way that made something uneasy settle in your throat.
"It's just that me and Judy here, we love to spread outâand the other seats are far too... cramped." You were quite sure that all the seats were the same size actually. "And this seat is one of the closest to the exit, it comforts me." She added.
"So could you please move?" Her friend interjected, her tone leaking with impatience.
You bit the inside of your cheek, feeling a sense of helpless frustration that seemed so familiar yet so new. You wanted to say no, you really did. There were plenty of other seats, plenty!
But for some reason that two-letter word wouldn't form.
So you forced another smile onto your face, nodding absently as you forced yourself to stand with your suitcase hanging from your left hand. "Of course, no trouble at all." Were the only words that would escape your mouth.
Stepping around them, you glanced back momentarily to watch the two girls slouch back into the seats, already beginning to chatter away about some topic that you couldn't hear.
As your feet carried you to a different seatâsomewhere further towards the backâsomething cold and ugly sprouted in your chest.
Was this irritation?
Whatever it was, you didn't like it, and you felt awful for feeling it. It wasn't a big deal, you just moved seats, it's not the end of the world, it's not.
However, from that day onward? You took notice of it. The sickening realization that you were somehow unable to utter the word no.
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Somebody wanted to borrow a book that you were so obviously reading right in front of them? "Sure! Just please make sure to return it when you're done." It was never returned and you never had the heart to ask for it back.
A boy from your History of Magic class asked to copy a paragraph off of your essay because his 'wasn't coming along very well'? "Well, alright... but not word for word." He copied your entire essay.
It's as if you're stuck in this neverending loop. Somebody could flash you a pleading glance and you'd have no choice but to give in because you couldn't bare to seem like the bad guy.
And now it's happening again.
"Please, (___)!" Nettie Carlintâa Ravenclaw from your Herbology classâpressed her hands together, her big brown eyes shining at you pleadingly. Tucked in her elbow was a terribly sad looking plant, withering at the leaves like it's been through a bloody battle with one of those muggle brand pesticides.
You knew Nettie didn't have a green thumb, but this was a low maintenance plant!
You gripped your potted plant tighter, almost protectively even. "Nettie... we've been caring for our plants for days." At least you were. "Besides, wouldn't it be suspicious if you had a suddenly healthy plant, and I have... well,"
That.
"(___)!" She exclaimed, a look of betrayal on her freckled face.
"I'm sorry!" You winced.
Despite that, Nettie Carlint was born stubbornâto a concerning extentâso she kept pressing.
"(___), I'll owe you for life, I swear it!" She insisted, and you could feel your conviction beginning to fade. As it always did.
You looked down at your plant, then back up at Nettie, then down again. A tired sigh left you.
You began extending the plant for her, watching her face light upâbut then a hand stopped you, gently pulling you back.
"Afternoon, love." Sirius greeted, an easy grin pulling at his lips as he leaned down and planted a firm kiss to your temple.
Both you and Nettie looked at him in surprise. You'd expected him to already be in the Great Hall with the others by now, in fact, that's where you were going to head after dropping off your plant at the dormitory.
"Where did you spring out from?" You found yourself asking, glancing around the emptying corridor. Usually you'd have spotted him immediately.
"Nowhere and everywhere," He answered cheekily, swinging his arm casually over your shoulders and bringing you into his side before continuing in what could only be described as a melodramatic tone, "Although, it seems I was just in time to stop you from giving away dear Herbert."
"Herbert?" You and Nettie echoed, bewilderment fresh on your faces.
"Herbert." He affirmed, not-so-subtly shooting you a wink as he retrieved his arm and took your plantâHerbertâinto his calloused hands, even making a show of rocking it back and forth in the crook of his elbow! "I've become quite fond of the little guy, as any father would naturally."
Nettie's jaw dropped, her stubbornness evaporating in favor of shell-shock at the growing absurdity of the situation.
You were too stunned to speak, caught between the limbo of hitting your boyfriend over his beautiful head or bursting out in a fit of laughter.
Sirius' amusement was flooding out in waves, it's clear that he's enjoying himself far too much. He turned his head to Nettie, twisting his mouth into a confused frown. "Nettie, what in Merlin's name happened to your child?"
He can't be serious.
Nettie's jaw snapped shut while her neck flushed a vibrant red, suddenly clutching her suffering plant to her chest. "It's just... going through a stage!" She defended with a huff.
Your boyfriend noddedâas if understanding her plightâbefore he began tutting like a mother would when her child comes home with a nasty scrape.
"See, lovely?" He turned to you, hoisting Herbert up further against him. "This is why I didn't want Herbert playing with all those other flora and fauna, they're horrid influences!"
You couldn't hold it in anymore, a loud laugh barged out of your mouth as your hand went up instinctively to try and muffle the rest that followed.
Nettie, however, didn't find the quip as amusing as you did. With an angry puff, she swiftly turned on her heel and stormed away.
Normally, you would've chased after herâapologies spilling like waterâbut right now? You were too busy enjoying Sirius' heroic act of saving Herbert from being switched out like a common daisy.
Once she was completely out of sight, he turned to you, holding Herbert normally again. "That went better than I expected it to." He remarked, bumping his shoulder with yours.
Your fit of giggles finally subsided, a deep exhale exiting your chest as you stared at the boy adoringly. "Thank you." You said.
Sirius's smirk softened, something more private but equally as affectionate overtaking his features. "I don't need that." He replied, shifting Herbert into one arm and taking your hand in his with the next as the two of you began your journey to the Great Hall.
"I know." You acknowledged with a soft smile, your chest light for once. Leaning your head down onto his shoulder, you whispered: "But I'll always say it anyway."
You could've sworn you heard his heart stutter, but knew that if you asked that he'd deny it until Merlin walked among you again.
He settled for a quiet scoff. "Yes, well, do you know what I need to do?" He whispered back, his breath caressing your hair.