this is not a place of honor.
idk why I feel the need but basically I am abandoning this Tumblr and tbh Tumblr in general. I will probably still reblog things on occasion but I'm really only on this website when I am very extremely bored and it just does not hit like it used to. Not that it matters or anyone cares, I've literally never had a following or friends on here much bc I mainly just used Tumblr for looking at memes and art and silly media stuff but I'm just more active on other sites as well as trying to cut down on social media usage in general. And not to mention every time I come on this website it is like reopening an old wound again and again. I used to use this a lot when I was in a much different place in my life and the ghost of that hangs over me like a dark cloud every time I'm here and I am trying my best to heal and cut that part of myself out of me so it can stop festering and I can stop hurting. But it's hard. Anyway like I said I doubt anyone cares but I just felt I had to say something. I'm not dead I'm just gone. ✌️
