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We're both fighting a war with the negative thoughts rampaging our brains. My fight isn't even up to par to what you're dealing with. I'm doing my best to spread positivity, but in these recent days I've been fucking up and it's really starting to affect me. I'm slowly falling farther and farther down the well, but forget about me. I'll do my best to help you get to the other side of the bridge. I want to see you prosper and become the person you want to be. Winning your war will mean winning mine because seeing you transition into that will make me happy.

I wish it was easy to change the way I am and how I think. I bring out the horrible side in you and it makes me feel disappointed and ashamed of being alive. However, you are the only reason I keep telling myself to do better. You are nothing like the rest, you really are one of a kind. You're really committed to your heart, you never lose what little hope you may have for me. You're loyal as fuck, always sticking by my side through thick and thin. I love you and I don't want to stop loving you. I'm sorry for being the most indecent human being you've ever met.