this blog is a museum of my heart

they should invent putting on sunscreen that doesn't feel like putting on sunscreen

''what if you regret it'' then you will expirience regret - a normal and unavoidable part of the human expirience.

the more you twist yourself into a pretzel to avoid regret the harder it will hit when it eventually catches up to you.

idk i would personally rather give up access to certain products seasonally or locally than have people enslaved to give me the ability to have any product any place any time. i think i can go without tomatoes in january.

just a girl in her room trying to forgive herself

equating womanhood to submissiveness is so laughable to me. My first moment of conceptualization of gender was seeing my mom's fury, courage, and fearlessness in protecting me. The worst thing you can do when backpacking is get between a mother bear and her cubs. There is no feminine urge to get abused or being a sweetiepie or whatever the fuck the stockholm syndrome princesses over at Tiktok are posting about

just experienced a brief desire this is so scary

would u still love me if i were stuck in a cycle i've never been able to break

wikipedia Tell me about this man's personal life

your life is not an optimization problem

as in you'll never achieve the perfect daily routine, sleep schedule, coping mechanisms, mannerisms, fashion sense etc. even after years and years of healing and improvement and self-discovery. you will never be so good at life that you manage to utilize every waking moment. its great to be productive and all but sometimes you'll suck ass. sometimes you'll take eight hours to be done with a twenty minute job. you'll prioritize the wrong thing. you'll sleep for 12 hrs just to avoid being awake. you'll relapse. and you'll relapse again. you'll forget to turn in the assignment. you'll order too little food. life is far too large and complex for you to even experience it completely, much less try to make sense of and control it. you can't. please give up on that and be at peace with the hours you lose. they are not separate from your life.