Drafts Of A Broken Mind

what do you mean it’s “”not healthy”” for me to lock myself in my room all day and completely isolate myself from everyone

hahaha but like why am i such an insecure paranoid piece of shit

how can loneliness feel so heavy

i want to be in love and i want it to not hurt

I hate my body so much, i feel so disgusting in my own skin.

do you ever type a message to someone but halfway through it you think “why am i sending this, they don’t even care” and just delete the whole thing

tired tired tired so so tired will i ever not feel tired again

avril lavigne was right why is everything so confusing.

Telling anyone how I feel leaves me feeling stupid and alone so it’s a waste of fucking time

i am once again fighting the urge to disappear

i want to GO somewhere. i need to leave for a while

I guess I’ve learned to direct my anger towards myself, because if I break things or tell people how I feel they just get mad at me. If I break myself no one gives a shit.