I’m single, again... tbh I’ve been single since January, but still was trying to make things work. It didn't. Not on my end at least. This break up was one sided. I decided to leave, usually its the other way around. I know you have to go through “trials and tribulations” in relationships, but I’m just at a point in my life where I’m fed up with certain things, and most importantly, I just know my worth. And he did too, don't get me wrong, but by the time he realized it, it was a little too late. And that’s okay.
This single life lol I honestly never thought I’d see the day again. I thought this was it. But shit happens, we live and we learn, right? I’m still adjusting. Like for one, my phone is super dry lmao. Besides my group chat with the girls, my hotline ain’t blinging y’all. I don't have a go to person anymore when I wanna talk about my day or just cry to or whatever. There’s no more planning for two. It’s just me now. And that’s okay too.
Now that I’m older, its a lot more different. I look at my friends, who are engaged and have children. And I can't help but wonder what am I doing wrong sometimes. I know I can't compare myself and their relationships, but I think that’s just my vulnerable mind and the state its in due to the circumstances...
I’m not in a rush to get into another relationship. I’m just gonna let things flow and do what I have to do to better myself.
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