RQ, anti-harm, bodily adult, bottom (on this blog)

probably when i was in high school at summer camp with a bunch of kids from my school - i had just come out at school so i was staying in the boys cabin for the first time (i was pre-t and everything though). i felt really accepted for the first couple days cause all the guys were being super nice to me, using my preferred name and he/him etc, so i felt safe with them. but on like the third or fourth night of the week they completely broke my trust and fucked over my mind - i woke up in the middle of the night to a pillowcase being tied over my mouth as a gag. the boy who'd been sleeping in the bed next to mine was on top of me forcing the pillowcase around my head and tying it at the back so i could barely make a sound.

he was the only one who raped me that night but i knew almost all the other guys were awake (i was still making some soft scared noises and the bed was squeaking plus my pussy was wet and squelching around his cock 😖) and i could even see some of them jerking off where their fists were moving up and down under the blankets.

Your name is called, your deadname. you still haven’t changed it with the clinic because it’s just “too much work”

the other girls there are confused when you stand up, you pretend not to notice and follow the nurse to the back. She gives you a cup to pee in and points to a restroom, the women’s restroom. You don’t ask for the men’s room, everyone here already knows you have a pussy hiding between your legs.

You piss in the cup and are directed into a waiting room, told to undress from the waist down and put on a thin paper cover. the doctor will be in soon.

He enters, and tells you to lean back and put your feet on the stirrups, you struggle to find them so he takes your ankles and places them where they’re meant to go, legs spread apart and your shy little pussy on display. but he’s just a doctor, he’s seen this loads of times, and even though you’re a boy, you’re cunt functions exactly like the other women in the waiting room.

you feel straps around your ankles and hear two little clicks as they lock into place, next you feel a bar positioned between your knees and strapped into place. you realize you can’t close your legs even if you wanted to, maybe it would mess up the pap smear if you flinched. you don’t say anything.

he tells you to relax, and you feel his fingers graze your enlarged clit. when you flinch he gives you a look, not angry but disciplinary, like a teacher catching you talking in class. you make yourself relax. His fingers return to your cunt, this time spreading apart your lips as he stares. You swear you can feel his heavy gaze inspecting your folds, you want to hide your delicate pussy but the bar at your knees quickly corrects you.

the doctor puts lube on the speculum, warning you that it’ll be cold before pushing it in. you haven’t had anything inside of you in a long time, and hadn’t expected it to slide in so quickly. he tells you you’re doing well, tells you to relax as he cranks the tool open. you flinch, he reminds you to breathe. you can feel things prodding inside of your exposed walls, but soon enough he slides the speculum out.

“there’s something we need to address” he doesn’t sound pleased, and you worry that something is wrong with your health. maybe you even hope for cancer in your uterus, hope that you can get it removed without having to convince your insurance. “you aren’t pregnant”

you blink at him, confused. he keeps going “and you have a very fertile and healthy womb”

“i don’t want kids” you blurt out. but it’s like he doesn’t even hear you “we can of course fix this here, your insurance will be more than happy to cover the cost for you” you hear his belt

“no i don’t want kids, I don’t need any fertility medication”

you try to move your legs, then quickly realize the ankle straps and knee bar are not going to let that happen “it’s much easier when the patient doesn’t struggle” He lubes up his cock, you can’t see it over the paper blanket but the way has hand works himself makes you realize what’s going to happen to you.

then you feel him up against your entrance, his thick head sliding up and down that slit. over your t-dick clit, back over your wet and loosened vaginal hole. You’re so deep in shock you don’t even get a word out before he dips inside. shallow for now, getting you stretched to him.

“doctor-“ he shushes you, then pushes another inch. soon he’s thrusting his full length into you, a gentle but consistent rhythm. he changes the angle and you cry out, and to anyone else it would’ve sounded like a moan but you tell yourself it was a cry. But this new angle allows his tip to dig into that spot inside of you, and eventually you can’t even lie to yourself that you aren’t moaning.

his motions get faster, more sporadic and he starts mumbling “gonna breed you, gonna breed this little boy pussy, gonna make you a mommy” You feel his hot, fertile seed shoot into you as he shoves his cock as deep as it’ll go.

You realize you were crying, your cheeks wet.

Horrified, You try to back out but your "friend" grabs you from behind, you pinning your arm to your side as he gropes your tits

"Hey guys, I got more fuck holes for us to play with!"

Ever man there cheers, more hands grabbing you and drag you to a couch. You start to cry out, but are helpless against all the men around you who work to rip your clothes off.

Before long you're airtight on rapist cock, each guy taking a turn with your holes. Those cocks feel so good that you can't help but cum over and over as they take their turns using you like a fleshlight.

"Hey, let's see if we can knock this bitch up".

guy who notices a remote left on a bench, looking around for where it's come from and clicking it on-off-on-off trying to locate which TV or speaker it's connected, not hearing or seeing any difference as he turns volume up or presses the power button

...only when he presses the pause button, does he realise that the gym gets significantly more quiet.

like, really quiet.

no more metal clanks or grunt or chatter or squeaky footsteps of trainers against the rubbery floor...

because everyone is motionless.

it's uncanny. how still everyone is. and it's even weirder that he is the only one that's able to move.

he's hesitant in moving, yet as he moves he realises that everyone else remains frozen in time. only when he presses the play button of the remote does everyone begin moving again.

it's enough to send anyone into confusion, and so only after pausing and unpausing everyone many a time does the man realise that he's got the power to do anything.

nobody notices when he moves from one side of the rom to the other in the pause-time. nor do they respond to a tap on the shoulder done when they're frozen once they're back to their senses.

truly, this remote grants him the do whatever he wants with nobody noticing.

once he's gained enough confidence, that's when things start to get fun.

making out with someone when their body is frozen in time but their flesh is still pliable is an odd sensation, he realises, but he definitely finds it a lot more fun to move on to a girl who's halfway through a pullup - chin just pulled up the the bar - choosing to tug her vest down and remove her bra so that her tits can flop out on top of the black material - and when he unpauses his remote-

he does his best not to instantly drop his mouth to watch her return to motion, completing her pull up and lowering herself down - her gaze lowering to her chest & upon realising her breasts are exposed, letting go of the bar so that her tits ripple deliciously as she hits the floor, gasping and hastily pulling her vest away from her body to scoop her heavy boobs back behind the material of her top, covering herself up once more and spinning around to see whether anyone had seen her in her vulnerable state

of course, he had.

and his cock was hardened beneath his gym shorts in a way that made half his blood flow down to his shaft, the other half stimulating his brain and giving him the smart idea to pause the gym once more

he ran over to the same girl, deciding it would be fun to pants her and see how she responded to that, picking her up and placing her a few feet away from her original location so that now she was stood besides the weights in a more densely crowded area

that way, when he unpaused with the remote...

the girl looked confused initially, wondering why she was in a new location - before looking down and seeing her gym shorts down to her ankles in the wife gym mirrors to the side - catching peoples' gaze in the mirror, who ogled at her now bare ass, gasping and covering her mouth in horror before bending over to pull her shorts back up and protect her decency

PAUSE!

it's almost too fun to stop now, and so in the paused limbo, the man with the remote decides to take one of the men nearby and uncurl his fingers from his weights - instead taking both hands and repositioning his fingers, before sticking two from one hand into her pussy, another two into her puckered backhole, so that when he unpaused the man was horrified to see himself knuckle deep in a exposed woman in the gym, while the girl felt her holes filled and clench around two foreign fingers, before they were pulled out of her with horror and a confused stammer

the girl was confused and horrified and embarrassed

the fingerer was equally confused

and the rest of the gym that had seen was silently watching with wide eyes

the girl did the understandable thing of sprinting to the ladies room to process whether what had just happened was real - and being a gentleman, the man with the remote chose not to pause her.

instead, he simply slipped away into that same changing room a couple minutes later, when it seemed nobody else was heading in

walking into the ladies room, it was all empty, nobody in stalls, the main space, nor the lockers - only noise coming from a showerhead in one of the cubicles that had a flimsy plastic curtain for privacy.

it was obvious who was in there - the girl with the heavy tits and unlucky streak of being pantsed and humiliated in the gym just because she was in the wrong place at the wrong time

the man's hand curled around the remote in his pocket, getting ready to pause when he realised...

...he didn't have to pause it

nobody was heading in or out of the changing rooms - nobody would hear and there was no risk of anyone pointing him out as someone responsible for any of the indecent happenings in the gym...

and no, rather, he wanted to see the face of this girl as he terrorised her even further. she had such a cute little expression of horror and embarrassment as she would struggle to pull her clothes up - and the man couldn't held but wonder what that expression would look like if he were fucking her simultaneously

and so, the man took his shorts off, and his shirt - leaving the remote outside the cubicle before pushing past the plastic curtains and disturbing the girl having a peaceful shower to wash away her awful experience in the gym - naked and vulnerable in the shower cubicle, he firmly held her hands as she struggled and screamed - crying as she realised that her misfortune in the gym wasn't over just yet, as his hard cock rubbed her lower stomach and trailed further south as her babbles and cries rendered useless to putting this awful day to an end