My Personal Quotes

There's a point where you HAVE to stop your trying because they honestly don't care

So tired of killing myself over you

I wonder if you ever think about me when you're kissing her....because you're all I think about when I'm kissing him

I like to think I'm a strong and resilient person but I'm starting to think maybe I've just grown numb to the world

I feel too much but say so little

I'm not scared that nobody is going to love my kind of crazy. It's happened before much to my surprise. I'm scared that I'm not capable of falling in love with the people in love with me. Why do we always love the wrong people?

It's not called being lazy it's called being depressed

Just can't take it anymore...you know?

You unfriended me so I wouldn't see that you're with her now. You do know I can type in your name and it shows that you're in a relationship right? Ghosted after we fucked and then a week later you're with her. No explanation, no apology, not anything. How could you? I gave you everything and you couldn't even be honest with me. It's not like we were exclusive or together and it would've hurt a little to hear the words come from your mouth.... But that would've been better than me thinking I did something wrong and thinking that you're just going through a rough patch and need some space for your mentality. I'm hurting worse because you couldn't be a decent human and now I feel like an idiot for worrying about you. You've got her for that now.

The world just doesn't get it. When you're depressed, truly depressed; nothing matters. Nothing at all. So your family and friends caring about you doesn't matter. You don't care if they love you and would fall apart if you left. You just don't have the energy to worry about those kind of things. They call it selfish when people commit suicide but they've been suffering for so long and have tried to stick with this whole life thing but they've realized there's just no point. They've been pushed too far and have lost some vital human emotions. They're hurt and no amount of love in this world effects them. We don't care anymore. We don't care enough about ourselves and you expect us to stay for you? How selfish is that? So don't blame them for being weak because I see them as the strongest people ever. To have the courage to decided you can't do it anymore and act on it screams volumes. We are strong. We can do it but it's also okay to feel like you can't sometimes. I encourage you to keep going even though you can't see a future. I can't even see one for myself. We've got to push through the hard times because it's all got to be worth something in the end right? Right?

I'm somewhat glad that I don't have any pictures with you. I wouldn't have the heart to delete them...

I don't know what hurts worse missing you or not being able to tell you that I'm missing you