When I check the time at night and see that it’s 3:17 in the morning I don't bat an eye
Two thousand miles separates us
But I swear I can feel you next to me
When it’s suddenly five in the morning and all I want to do is talk to you
You speak to me about Maine like it’s your first born child
Like it’s why you continue living
It’s beautiful
I don’t usually feel this way
The need to be dependent
You make me weak and destroy the walls I have built up so many times
I’ll tell my best friend hours prior how I have no attachment
I’m living for myself
But whatever is meant to be wont pass me by
And I’m willing to chase after this.
You sent me pictures you took of the night sky after I expressed to you the love I hold for it
Like you’re trying to convince me you’re capable of giving me what I love
And desire
You are the moon
And the stars
That I search for at night.
I wait patiently for the clouds to diverge
Bringing the moon back into my view
I’ll wait for you to be in my view
You have me entranced
Like the night sky does
So effortlessly
I am losing sleep over you every night
My insisted need to sleep early is disregarded on my end once time enters a new day
I drift off at my desk at work but it’s worth it
You’re worth it
I want this more than I want air
And the idea of counting without you seems like a death sentence
But I won’t share these thoughts to you
As the various airline websites sit
Their open tabs all point to your location
I consider how far this has gone
Your eyes match mine
And all I want to do is look at them
I’ll be united within your irises
I’m willing to chase this












