“you’re my best friend south of midnight…”

extreme shot in the dark dies ANYONE like Bugsnax and Homestuck. Mainly for classpect reasons

the more I think about it…the more I think maybe my time is up. im losing a lot of things, im getting hurt more than normal- i took a chunk off my finger just today- my life is meaningless, im getting so so tired of fighting…

going to post like I wasn’t extremely suicidal and self loathing last night why are porn videos filled with so much cursing. lame asf where’s the love.

sometimes you gotta hold the crashout in

what if I started bottling everything up again.

I think cutting myself off from people is like. Second nature to me at this point.

I started reading Homestuck and am currently on Act 6 Part 6- genuinely incredible that nobody hated Andrew Hussie simply for how he was written in the comics alone.

I dunno how to phrase this but I think my lack of talking to people when I’m upset and tired and having a bad day + extremely high maintaince personality AKA not telling people I’m struggling because I hate burdening others and have this interpersonal conflict that I need to hand all my problems all my own vs I need to be comforted and loved and free of all my responsibilities in order to finally be happy is biting me in the ass again.

realizing I’m really autistic because what do you mean it doesn’t bother you guys that there’s two Grumpuses who aren’t into freaky shit