hello! i'm lesserl and this is my. (blaugh) tumblor blog.
pls commission me, all info is in here: lesserl.carrd.co
i don't really have a DNI list that contains something that a usual nonradical leftist's DNI list wouldn't, but if you have a problem with trans people (and transmascs in particular) talking about their unique issues, you are very much not welcome on this blog
the fact that i have to put this out here to begin with is insane. get a grip
abt me:
some dumb 20+ y.o. russian guy that likes to make art and create characters and designs. also i write (not in my head anymore! :3)
want to be a game developer!
english is my second language
fav colors are gray, orange and steel blue
suspected AuHD, don't have the means of getting an official diagnosis unfortunately (YET???)
i do... qualify as trans man i guess, afab, all that, but i don't really like being associated with the label, so treat me like you would a cis guy, i very much wish i was one. am open to talk about transmasc stuff in dms though
aegosexual aegoromantic weirdo woow
main interests (as of now):
CrossCode
other things i like a lot, in no particular order, the list may change with time:
Owlboy, Bugsnax, Fields of Mistria, Terraria, Slay The Princess, TES IV: Oblivion, Team Fortress 2, Who's Lila, Telltale's The Walking Dead, Delicious in Dungeon, Sonic X, Dofus (Wakfu, Kerub's bazaar and the movie, not the MMOs), Monkey Wrench
tags:
#lesserldewsomething — my art tag, the mistype is now intentional
#lesserlwotesomething — fic tag :)
#ramblings — venting, rambling, anything like that, includes some personal reblogs
#funnies — something i made or did or found that is funny
#reblogs — new tag for like. reblogs. so people could filter them out ig... won't apply it to posts prior to this one though, i don't have the patience to filter them all out
#friend reblogs — reblogs from friends!!!! rah!!! i love my friends!!!! check them out!!!!
#shitpostings — stuff that doesn't fall under any other tags or is too cringe for me to treat it as a specimen of any other tags
original stuff tags:
#charlieverse — tag for my main oc stuff thing that has Charlie, Ben, Martha, Nick and others... very cool... you should love them...
#charlieverse charlotte au — tag for the charlieverse au that is kind of a standalone thing. almost. not really. but there is a lot that's different
#werewitch — a game that i really hope will happen before i die in a bus crash or something
#crococ — CrossCode OC's specifically
#cc: project code blue — my crocodle AU >:3
#gray boringbread — the "Charlie is now available as a Bugsnax journalist OC" situation is crazy
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They disgust me.................Thoughts under the cut
I am trying to think abt how they would exist in a story together...i have yet to figure out the exact circumstances under which they would meet. The funniest option is if grace comes across copy in VW, realizes that it is not a normal evotar and somebody fucked up badly, and decides to somehow break it out of there just to see what it does. &Then they could get up to all kinds of shenanigans or wahtever. I think actually they would have a shockingly healthy (if a little bit codependent) friendship...
From grace's perspective: she doesnt have to mask or put on any kind of social performance for this thing, so she's very at ease around it. She sees it as an equal on some level (in the sense that there's no major power imbalance in either direction). She would feel a sense of kinship with it bc she also feels like shes incomplete/missing something fundamental that would make her human, so to her thats something they have in common. She is fascinated by its behavior, and trying to decode its actual intentions/preferences (which are largely unrelated to whatever it says out loud) would be like a fun exciting puzzle for her. Enrichment even.
From copy's perspective: its feelings are less logical and harder to quantify, since having preferences at all is pretty new to it, but it would rather be around her than not be around her. It finds her predictable (which is good) because of how much time she's spent interacting with it, which most people aren't patient enough to do for very long. Much of its understanding of the world around it is built from its observations of her. The sound of her voice is pleasant to it. Most importantly: it likes that she's good at fighting so it earns a lot of money when it's in a party with her
Hi. It's the end of the month. I am STILL looking for a fucking job and I need $200 again for this stupid fucking car insurance I hate living here in this fucking country
JOB HAS BEEN FOUND unfortunately it starts in august and I need a little help staying afloat until then. I really need like $20 for my phone bill that's coming up soon and my insurance got switched so I have a little time until that's due thank you everybody ohh my god I'm tired
I have enough for phone bill (thank you!) but I need gas money to get to an interview for another part time position on thursday so anything would be appreciated
Gas money taken care of but I have $8 left so any help in buffering it appreciated haha. We'll see how the interview went when he gets back to me in 24hrs he said
Our monthly service fee just got taken out and I need money also to print paperwork for the job can anyone spare a little because we dipped under and don't have enough for the physical now and we also need for the papers
I begin my new job the first week of august, can anyone spare anything to help me pay my $90 insurance at the end of the month and my $25 phone bill in 2 days?? Please :') I am so close to being able to pay for shit on my own again
hey guys here are my two little oc freaks i made. they're on artfight now
princess (she/her) is a virtual crossworlds idol who really really doesn't like her job! her real name is dahlia smith. she was inspired by spoken for by flavor foley. i made her like 3 days after the song came out.
she also has a triblader design!
nebulea (they/them) is a fan fusion of lea and c'tron! i have no clue how they would fuse, and i don't have any aus to explain this, so they're just here for fun. their name with the really bad pun was emilie's idea.
this was their first doodle sheet :-) i forgot to draw the scar on their new art so they don't have one anymore.
when these two become more developed they'll get their own posts maybe. primarily princess. (i hope to really focus on oc art soon... ive neglected my ocs the past few years lmao)
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Did I ever even post these on here...? Well these are really old but heres some grace expressions and a copy explanation, bc I am thinking about both of them and they are driving me to madness. I struggled for a while with what kind of behavior copy should have as something that is arguably sentient but 0% human. In addition to not understanding factuality like in this image^, I think another big thing is that it would struggle with the difference between itself and others, i.e. not really understanding what "i" vs. "you" means. Hence why it mimics other people so heavily: it literally does not understand that the things people tell it about themselves don't also apply to it. (Kind of like cleverbot if anyone remembers that...........) But mainly i really like the idea of it being super conversational and verbose while not totally understanding how language works or what it's saying. Making it kind of the opposite of lea (who understands language fluently but has difficulty communicating). Yay!
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