i gazed a gazeless stare,

and besides i think im enjoying having friends. and a job. and relative peace

i mean, yeah ill be good, unless master tells me otherwise. who knows what his silly ass has planned.

not to be rude but she got on me for doing coke on occasion and literally every time i log in (nightly) shes talmbout getting drunk.... 

did elrena continuously curve aqua for AXEL?

one of me is unstable but i dont know who.

tired

im not a bad boyfriend if im not her boyfriend anymore

unrelated to the cocaine i just feel like biting something and shattering my teeth. for the fun of it

why cant you just get it.

i could do the age old “be a dick until SHE dumps ME”

damb all those things that r like “you can tell theyre gonna dump u bc theyre acting different”. real

ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh youre killin me

aw, now i feel worse.

shes really tryin huh

(lies some more)

trying, too tired