Truth

Hi my love.

I wonder how the last few days have been for you? Wonder if you hate or despise me as much as you claim. I think to myself and I can't believe that this is where we have come to. I can't believe that after everything you were able to let me leave. With out soo much as a "fck you stfu".. That is what I got from you... That is where you leave me now. You have endlessly broke my heart. & you asked me yesterday why? Why do I try to stay with you when all you do is hurt me.. & i'll tell you why I stayed... I stayed and still want to stay because it was never simply just staying.. It was something that we both worked for. It is something that is timeless & to me it was everlasting.. I answer you... & the only thing I can say is it was all because of love. As corny or as stupid as that sounds? That's why I choose to be with you.. Because at every point in our relationship... I chose to stay.. Because you are and have always been worth it... i'm soo sorry that you think i'm ignorant and a fool. I guess you can say I was blinded by how i thought and believed we had so much faith in our relationship that I never thought you'd think i'd cheat on you. I sincerely hope that one day you will remember how much I loved and adored you. You were my rock.. You kept me down.. But I wasn't good enough for you to stay....