After the break up all I try to ignore is the feeling of how I'm a loser and how I'm not doing anything with my life except working and smoking pot. It hasn't even been a month yet or anything so I understand being sad still I just dont want to be anymore. I honestly thought for a long time I didn't think I was attached to him as I am. Sex is unsettlingly on my mind lately for good and bad reasons.

i can't deny the fear and guilt in my stomach

And I mean I'm naked so... thanks for helping me out.

And tells you everything

Hopefully I get smooth sleep and wake up motivated to run. I would love to wake up to be motivated and run. I am going to wake up and be motivated to run. I won't let this breakup completely ruin me like I basically let the relationship do.

Both of my dogs passed. Idk wtf to do