' & who lived.

               you’re  FINE.  but  you  begin  to  notice:  hours  are  b l e e d i n g  through  your  fingers.  your  mouth  is  sticky  with  sleeplessness,  &  your  chest  feels  clawed  out  &  hollow.  there’s  a  forest  behind  your  eyes,  &  it’s   d a r k  .  time  is  getting  rounded  &  strange  at  the  edges,  &  you’re  forgetting  —  something.  your  throat  is  thick  with  the  raw-nerve  hurt  of  an  inheld  scream,  words  are  sharp  under  your  tongue.  your  fingers  ache  with  inaction,  your  jaw  is  clenched.  but  it’s  okay,  you’re  fine.  yes.    W E  ‘ RE    F I NE.            ( graphic @ )

               you’re  FINE.  but  you  begin  to  notice:  hours  are  b l e e d i n g  through  your  fingers.  your  mouth  is  sticky  with  sleeplessness,  &  your  chest  feels  clawed  out  &  hollow.  there’s  a  forest  behind  your  eyes,  &  it’s   d a r k  .  time  is  getting  rounded  &  strange  at  the  edges,  &  you’re  forgetting  —  something.  your  throat  is  thick  with  the  raw-nerve  hurt  of  an  inheld  scream,  words  are  sharp  under  your  tongue.  your  fingers  ache  with  inaction,  your  jaw  is  clenched.  but  it’s  okay,  you’re  fine.  yes.    W E  ‘ RE    F I NE.            ( graphic @ )

CRIME●SCENED. n. 1. you are a dead end, a back alley, a do not enter; you are shadow & danger & tripwire with a graveyard heart. 2. this tongue cuts like a sword & these hands end in bad intentions & body bags. darkness calls to darkness; ashes to ashes, dust to dust. 3. you will be their killing floor, their slaughterhouse, their morgue & final resting because in the darkness there was a boy & in the boy there was a darkness & that boy is you. 4. you gave yourself two names, & the bloodier came first. now you’ll never get your own name back without the coroner’s report diagnosis attached to it, but oh well. it’s been like that for years, anyways. 5. ( !! patient is predisposed to violent tendencies. proceed with caution !! ) here’s the real tragedy: WHEN YOU TOLD THEM TO OUTRUN THEIR DEMONS, THEY TURNED THEIR BACKS ON YOU & RAN THE OTHER WAY. but oh well. at least they listened.

1. the golden trio: Harry, Ron or Hermione?

where’s the happiness

who likes happy endings anyways // k.m.  (via codepcndent)

Veni, Vidi, Vici

i’ll be back full-swing beginning on the 12th, though !! you’ll see a lot more of me then, but right now, i have priorities that are far above rping. thanks for your guys’ patience, & i hope you all understand !!