12AM Coffee

04-18-2023

Cleaned my kitchen and my desk this morning! It feels great to have a space that is calm and not cluttered, but now I have to get actual work done.

28.03.23

To dream–to dream has been the business of my life.

[11.February.2018 - Gloomy mornings in the library]

Thank you all for your kind words yesterday! I am feeling a bit better today~

I am currently in the library studying for my last final on Friday. [Advanced criminal law].

Monday, the 26th of September

I am back home now and I don't feel too well. I am in a weird headspace, furthered by the anxiety of my own writing goals for the next few days but I'll get through that! At the end of the day my writing can never be worse than blank pages.

This morning I already had a lovely phone call with my closest friend and my dog has been in a very cuddly mood as well.

6 o'clock reflection: after a very time consuming and mentally challenging meeting I went to lunch and allowed myself an anxiety and anti-cold nap. I didn't set an alarm, knowing that my nervousness would spike if I awoke solely to work on my to-do list. For two hours I slept in peace before making myself a cup of tea and doing some focus exercises. It was the best decision for me and I know, I wouldn't have allowed myself to rest just a couple of months ago but would have sat in my anxiety for hours, unable to get anything done. Now I am in a good writing process. It reassures me that giving myself space for mental health brings the best results in the end.

Studying

Meeting at 10 o'clock

Finishing reflection pieces

Write 4 pages of my term paper