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#Loving #myself #authentically & #unapologetically IS #GIVING me the #courage to love others the same... imma get there one #day... #oneday #onedayatatime

#life is #talking to #me

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#goodfriends #goodpeople #motivation

#newseason #dreams

Prayer time tonight was rough but also insightful... don't know how to feel right now... my trust in God is all I got to hold on to and that grip is firm as fuck!! Feeling like a part of me died this passed weekend... but today I learned that something great will soon be reborn to replace it and heal this pain. The scars will always remain but it won't be to depress me, it will serve the purpose of fortifying me... building something in me up that I never knew I needed to help me become what I'm meant to become... can't explain it real good but... today I learned that my hope and trust is God is bigger than this pain and hurt... and that's a good start... my questions of why won't ever be answered but this feeling of just wait and soon all will be revealed will help me sleep a little more peaceful tonight than I have the passed few days and for that I'm grateful. #death #ripnelsanellis #iloveu #newangel #heavensbouttobepoppin #friend #family #life #love #peace #god #trust

To the one who always made me believe in myself. The one who took me in when I was at my lowest "struggling artist" point in LA. The one who showed me the rope in #lalaland". The one who everyone thought was #hollywood but so wasn't!!! The #fame never got to him. He stayed the same in it and Thru it. To the one who was always there for everyone he considered family, who went above and beyond what a friend would ever do. To the one who always found a way to put a smile on my face and who took all my worries away constantly. To the one who gave the best hugs. The one who cracked me up constantly with his shenanigans. The one who helped me become a better me and the one who understood me, loved me, made me accept my flaws and see them as assets. To the one who showered me with love and affection. To the one who helped me build confidence in my looks, my acting, my talents, my gifts, and who helped me come to grips with who I was and am.... to the one who ever could call me #lissa" or "lissy" sad ur gone but know I'll never forget u. #12yearfriendship #neverdies #urgone #nelsanellis #imissyoualready #heartbroken #supersad #loveyou #mybrother #myfriend #myspirithurts #dontlikethis #painful this fucking hurts

Just found out one of my best friends my brother from another mother passed away. Sitting over here bawling my eyes out like what?? Wtf?? My heart is broken and I have no words to describe this pain. Feels like someone shot me in the gut. #ripnelsanellis #iloveyou #gone2soon #heartbreak #pain #loss #lostmyfriend

Yup!! That's #me!!! I've been #blessed to be able to have #friends in my #life to #push passed their #fear who have done #incredible things with their #lives for that I'm #grateful. This #magic in my #spirit was meant to be #shared. And I'm all for it!!

#blessed #life #love and the #pursuitofhappiness #lettinglifehappen #however #whatever #happylife #tolsenmen #myboys

Thinking about & Grateful for these two tonight. #Tolsenmen #notmyfamily but #myheart #hesbecomingmybestfriend #youngZion #aka #Zionic #lovethatlittleboylikeheismyown #missthem #lastweek was too #magical want to go back #lol #vacationwithdrawal #needmore

#hola #lakeside with my #ladies #love #happiness #friends #blessed #4thofjuly #fourthofjuly #goodtimes

This #view has me in a #trance/ this #nature #romance got my mind #transfixed on the #worlds #innocence also known as #purity before #humanity put it Thru #scrutiny this #gypsy #hippie #flymami is one with land and my #heart beats to its #rhythm #dropsmic #walksaway #snapsondeck #lol #love #peace #harmony

The rain killed the #pool #flow at one #friends house so now at the next spot of the day...who knew I'd end up in #Paradise? This is a #metaphor for #LIFE. Maybe the #rain comes to make you #move into the #next #destination, that you didn't even #know #existed but when you get there, that #shit is so #magical!!! You'll #be #grateful for the rain. My roommates friend's backyard has a #lake in it. #blessings #iwantahouselikethis #beautiful #peaceful #breathtaking #takingitallin

Fourth of July not really my holiday but I'll take the extra day to lounge. Gotta feel free somehow in this craZy country!!! #cute #relaxation #poolside #lounging #dopefriends #weoutchea #4thofjuly #amerikkka #getsomepeace #somehow #black #blackamerica #blacklivesmatter.

Back to #life back to #reality #vacation over :-( but I'm taking the memories with me. I had a blast!!! #goodtimes #goodfriends #goodvibes #goodvacay