(Hurt/comfort, pet whump, whump recovery, slice of life)
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Character Backstories
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Picrews:
Meet Elliot and Lyra | Meet Christian | Meet the Team | A Very Whumpy Picrew | Before / During / After | My Girls | Dumpling | Worthless Cast | Whumpy Picrews | Meet Colleen | Character Heights (not a picrew) | Worthless Meme | The Whitlocks | Halloween picrew | Pirate AU Elliot
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Drabbles:
Hallucinations | Drunk | First Meeting | Hallucinations Part 2 | Birthday Gift | Accidents | Bed | In the Beginning | Strays | Nightmares | Recovery Day 1 | Lights Out | Safe | Drunk Part 2 | Panic | The Truth | A Real Dog | Nails | Feeding Tube | In Public | Alone with Landon | Basement | Baby's First Mission | Restrained | Valentine's Day Collab (Elliot's POV) (Cedarâs POV) | Restrained Part 2 | Happy Birthday | The Whitlocks | PTSD | Let go | Sixteen Months | Decoration
Pirate AU Masterlist
Shorter Snippets:
"I'm glad you're here" | "Will you read to me?" | Everything is okay | Christian breaks his arm | Fight or Flight
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Art:
Landon and Elliot (ch.9) | Elliot and Lyra (drunk drabble) | Karine Fanart (The Truth drabble) | Elliot Fanart | Elliot Fanart 2 | Elliot in his green dress Fanart (ch.24) | Elliot and Virgo oc Fanart
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Jonah dangled in the Captainâs arms, trying not to cry. He felt so stupid for getting his hopes upâfor hoping this would end when heâd pleased the man with his mouth. He should have known it wouldnât be so easy.Â
He thought of what Jaxon had told him, âWeâre not allowed to shove into your pretty holes until the Captain has claimed you first.â Jonah whimpered at the sheer helplessness that overcame himâhis fate had been sealed long before heâd even stepped foot into the Captainâs quarters.Â
âCome join me up here, dear boy,â Vale said, as if Jonah had any choice in the matter. âYouâve earned it.â
SebĂĄstian gingerly set the boy down atop the silken bedcover. Jonah leaned back against the pillow, his hands pinned safely beneath him, still wrapped tightly in that red silk ribbon.Â
Jonah watched as Vale produced a familiar small key from his pocket. When had he.. Jonah thought about it as the Captain reached down to unlock the shackles around his ankles. Perhaps Crowe had handed it over to him and Jonah hadnât noticed. Perhaps there were multiple copies. Jonah hoped it was the latter. Regardless, he was grateful to have his ankles free, even if his hands were still bound, though the feeling was notably dampened by the circumstances. They only let him out of the shackles when they wanted to undress him or use him, it seemed. God forbid they let him forget his place here for a single moment.
Vale set the shackles aside and slipped his shirt off. He climbed onto the red silk bedcover, settling himself atop the boy that lay bound and helpless beneath him. He slid his broad hands down Jonahâs slender torso, feeling the way his skin stretched over his ribs, the dip of his naval, the way his little hipbones jutted out just a bit. Jonah twitched and hissed as he touched him there. One of Valeâs hands rose to pinch lightly at one of his nipples and Jonah let out a small gasp. Vale smiled down at him.Â
âOh, pretty thing,â SebĂĄstian mused. âYouâre going to be so much fun to play with, I can already tell.â Jonah merely winced in response, trying to turn his head away. He didnât want to have to see the Captainâs smug expression.
SebĂĄstian kept working at him, rubbing his nipples between his fingers and tugging at them ever so slightly, relishing in the way Jonahâs back arched up into it. He thumbed at his hipbone with his other hand, rubbing slow circles on the peak of it, before replacing it with a fingernail, dragging it along his skin. Jonahâs eyes widened and he gasped in shock at the feelingâSebĂĄstian didnât miss the way the boyâs hips twitched upward to meet his touch.Â
âOh, so you do like a little pain,â Vale commented smugly, deepening the gesture and digging his nail in a bit harder into the dip just above the boyâs hipbone. His other hand tugged at Jonahâs nipple sharply, and the motions forced an embarrassing moan out of the boy.Â
Fuckâhe was giving Vale exactly what he wanted, again. Jonah bit his lip to try and hold back his reactions, but SebĂĄstian seemed to play his body like an instrument, quickly figuring out his most sensitive areas and thoroughly exploiting them.Â
âGod, youâre gorgeous,â Vale cooed. âHow pretty and delicate you areâŠâÂ
The Captain slowly raked his nails down Jonahâs torso, from his chest down to his naval, and smiled wide when the boyâs eyes rolled back a bit and he fucking groaned.
Jonahâs head was spinningâfrom the pain, from the exhaustion, he didnât know whichâbut the way the Captain was touching him now was electrifying in a way he loathed. It was gentle, but dappled with just enough pain to make his body light up with little electric sparks that made it so hard to think. He wanted to resist, deep down he wanted to, but he neither had the strength left to put up a good fight nor the bravery to face the consequences of doing so. He writhed on the bed as the Captain tormented his body, wishing he could move his hands to at least cover his face and stifle the embarrassing, pathetic noises Vale was forcing out of him.Â
Vale took his time exploring the boyâs reactions. He parted Jonahâs legs, spreading his knees wide and settling himself between them. Jonahâs exposed body trembled beneath him, and Vale almost laughed when the boy started whimpering.
âWa-Waitâ N-no, pleaseâ Masterââ
âSweet little stupid thingâŠâ Valeâs voice was blissful, soft as the silk beneath Jonahâs skin. âItâs adorable you still think you have a say in anything that happens now,â SebĂĄstian cooed, stroking his slaveâs inner thighs. He started with his fingertips, so gentle it raised goosebumps over the boyâs skin.Â
Gradually, he shifted to using his nails, dragging them closer and closer to that sensitive place between the boyâs thighs. Jonahâs legs were shaking harder now. Vale smiled smugly when he saw the effect he was having on his little slaveâs trembling, helpless body. Jonah whined as he slowly began to harden against his will, his body was betraying him againâgiving in to exactly what Vale wanted.Â
âOh my,â SebĂĄstian remarked, feigning surprise. âSeems you really like this, donât you. And I havenât even touched you there yet, pretty thing.âÂ
He leaned down over Jonah, his long honey-colored hair cascading like silk over the boyâs chest.Â
âWould you like me to?âÂ
Jonah froze. Vale was really going to make him beg for it, wasnât he. The bastardâhe seemed hell bent on making Jonah not just an endurer, but an active participant in his own undoing, his own molestation.Â
He wanted to plead with the Captain to stopâheâd already tried it so many times, but it only seemed to invigorate him further. Vale continued his ministrations over Jonahâs body as he waited patiently for an answer, twisting at the sensitive nipples on his chest and dragging slow fingernails up his inner thighs. Jonah was far from immune to itâhe was panting now, the blood was rushing to his groin rapidly, and he could feel how hard he was even without seeing it.Â
He felt frozen, staring wide eyed at Valeâs warm, expectant expression. Suddenly, he felt Valeâs fingers dig into the sensitive spot where his leg met his torso, tantalizingly close to his now twitching erection. He gasped and his hips jutted upward, chasing friction where there was nothing but thin air.Â
Jonahâs mind flashed with the thought of what it might feel like to have the Captainâs hands wrapped around him, stroking him and playing with him until he finally released. Jonah wanted to feel goodâhe deserved this, right? Fuck itâmaybeâ
âPlease!â Jonah criedâhe couldnât take the relentless teasing any longer. âPlease, please, t-touch me there, Master..â
SebĂĄstian chuckled darkly above him, his eyes narrowing with satisfaction. He wrapped a hand gently around Jonahâs length and gave him a light squeeze, delighting in the gasped moan it drew from the boy as his hips twitched up into his Masterâs hand, chasing moremoremoreâ Oh, he was coming undone now, right into the Captainâs hands.Â
One hand stayed wrapped around the boyâs pulsing erection, the other delicately pressing a fingertip up against his entrance.Â
âW-waitâ!â Jonah cried out. âMaster, master, I, Iââ He couldnât even think of what to say that would stop this from happening. Heâd just wanted to feel good, if only for a brief momentâheâd stupidly hoped the Captain would just touch him, that he was rewarding Jonah for taking him down his throat so well. He shouldâve known better. This night was always going to be about the Captainâs pleasure, nothing else. Jonah crashed back down to his place, at the lowest rung imaginable. He was a slaveâhe was here to please Vale, nothing more. If Jonah felt good too in the process, it was merely an accidental byproduct.Â
âOh, dear boy,â Vale pressed a little harder, smiling down at him with a mockery of gentleness. âWhat did I say about you having a choice?âÂ
Jonah blinked up at him, tears in his eyes for what felt like the hundredth time that night. Vale prodded at his entrance againâhe wanted him to answer.
âTh-that I, I d-donâtâ I donât get w- one, Master,â Jonah whimpered, squeezing his eyes shut and trying to resign himself to it. This was always going to happen. There was nothing Jonah could do about it. Just be good, just be good justbegoodâ Just be good, and maybe heâll be gentle.
Jonahâs lip quivered in despair as Vale reached up to grab something off of the nightstand. He held it up, and Jonah identified the object as a small bottle of oil. He felt a flicker of relief at the sight of it, despite himself. At least Vale wouldnât try to fuck him dry. That would be infinitely worse. Jonah knew from experience that it could always be so much worse.Â
Jonah watched in trepidation as Vale uncorked the bottle and poured out a little bit into the palm of his hand. He resealed the cork, settling the bottle aside before lowering his hand to stroke himself. He was already back at nearly full mast just from playing with Jonahâs body, pulling those gorgeous reactions from the boyâs tender pink lips.Â
SebĂĄstian swiped his slicked fingers across the puckered skin of Jonahâs entrance, before teasing in a fingertip past the tight ring of muscle. Jonahâs breath caught in his chestâhe let out a little shocked gasp at the feeling, even though he knew it was coming. SebĂĄstian slid his finger further, wiggling it a bit to loosen up the taut muscles inside him. Jonah gasped when he felt a second finger slide in, stretching him open and slickening his insides.Â
âArenât you grateful Iâm taking the time to do this for you, pet?â SebĂĄstian mused, beginning to slide his fingers back and forth and teasing the boy open.Â
âHnnhhyyes, Master,â Jonah whined, his head fuzzy with the sensation. âTh-thank you, Master,â he knew what SebĂĄstian was really asking for. He felt lightheaded, the pulsing feeling in his erection growing more and more urgent as the Captain continued to open him up. Carlisle was never this patient, Jonah truly was grateful that he was at least getting prepped first. Carlisle would just shove right into him half the time, hardly caring if his slave tore and bled and cried as he used him. Vale was being so gentle, trying to make Jonah feel good. Jonah knew he should be grateful, all things considered. It could be so much worse, he reminded himself.Â
Vale had managed to work his fingers in up to the knuckles now, the rest of his hand now pressing flush up against Jonahâs skin. He twisted his fingers a bit, looking for that one special little place that wouldâ
âAaahh!â Jonah gasped suddenly when Valeâs fingertips brushed up against it, his hips twitching automatically and his hips nearly rising off the bed.Â
âMmnn, there we go,â SebĂĄstian mused, pulling back just a bit before pressing into that spot again.Â
âHnnngaahh!ââ Jonah cried out, panting hard now as he tried to get his head to stop spinning.Â
Vale jabbed at the spot again, and again, and Jonah was writhing and coming undone beneath him.Â
âHaah.. hh-haah..â he panted under Valeâs fingers, his eyes lidded and glazed over. âP-please,â Jonah was far past maintaining pride now. He had none left to protect. âPlease S-sirâMaster!â Jonah corrected himself quicklyâhe was losing the ability to think around the heavy waves of electricity being forced up through his delicate body.Â
âTell me, what is it you want now, darling?â SebĂĄstianâs voice was dripping, sickeningly sweet.Â
He wanted Jonah to beg for it. An active participant. Jonah didnât even have to think about it.Â
Jonahâs tears streaked down his cheeks at the sheer humiliation. He didnât want thisâhe didnâtâbut Vale was playing his body like a violin and he was losing himself to the sensations forced upon him.Â
âMmn,â Vale hummed, more than pleased at the way his little toy was coming apart in his hands. âGood boy.. I suppose you deserve a reward after all.âÂ
Jonah felt the fingers slip out of him, and he felt agonizingly empty in the moments it took the Captain to wipe his fingers off on a spare handkerchief.Â
Vale took a moment to lower his cock down over the boyâs stomach, smiling to himself when he saw how far it would press up inside of him once he was all the way in. It looked huge up against Jonahâs petite proportions, and it only made him all the more hungry to be inside him now.Â
Jonah squirmed as SebĂĄstian drew his tip downwards to press against his entrance. The boyâs body was slick and malleable now, and Vale bit his lip and groaned as he pressed the tip inside.Â
âHaah!ââ Jonah gasped sharply as SebĂĄstian slowly pushed himself inside him. Vale breathed in deeply and relished in the tight heat, taking his time to feel Jonahâs walls clench around every inch as he invaded the boyâs body.Â
âH-hurts!â Jonah cried when Vale pressed impossibly deep inside him. âM-master, it hurtsâ pleaseââÂ
âSh, shhh,â Vale hushed him, pausing his movements for a moment to stroke Jonahâs face with his hand. âItâll be okay, youâll be okay. Just relax for me darling, and it will feel good soon. I promise.âÂ
SebĂĄstianâs voice was like thick, sweet honey in Jonahâs ears, and he whined in protest but knew he couldnât do anything to stop his Master. He squirmed at the intrusion as Vale began to press in further, wincing at the impossible stretch he felt inside.Â
Jonahâs gasping breaths were rising into higher-pitched keens as Vale slowly forced himself all the way in to the hilt. The Captain loomed over Jonah, his hands on either side of the boyâs head, and they both panted heavily now, breathing each other's air as Vale let Jonahâs body adjust to the feeling of being so achingly full.Â
âOh, but you can, my dear.â Vale lovingly wiped Jonahâs bangs from his sweat slicked forehead. âYouâre already doing it, and you feel fucking amazing squeezing around me like this.âÂ
Jonah only let out a pathetic-sounding whine in response, knowing there was nothing he could say to get through to the man that towered over him, that forced his way in. Vale controlled everything about this moment, and every moment that would come afterwards.
âNow,â Vale said, lightly panting, his eyes lidded with lust. âBe a good boy, and keep taking it for me.â
âNononoâwait!â Jonah wailed as the Captain started to move his hips again. Vale simply ignored him, pulling backwards and drawing a gorgeous moan from his slave before pressing back into his boyâs tight insides once more. Jonah cried out and weakly kicked his legs around him, but he was so exhausted, so hazy between the jolts of pain and waves of pleasure, that it didnât do much of anything at all.Â
Vale chuckled at the boyâs weak struggling, he found it unbelievably cute. He was so bad at it, he was so small, there was absolutely nothing he could do. Vale would have his way with him like this time and time again, whenever he wanted for the rest of his life. The thought of itâthat this boy was his foreverâsent a thrill sparking through his chest, and he slid himself out and shoved himself back in a little rougher this time.Â
Jonah cried out at the feelingâtoo full too fullâhe was impossibly fullâ He was sure he couldnât take it, but his body was doing it anyway. He felt as though his organs were being shoved around to accommodate the impossible stretch.Â
He bit his lip and whined pitifully as Vale slowly stretched him out over and over, taking his sweet time to savor the way Jonahâs muscles spasmed around him as he pushed the boyâs body further than what shouldâve been anatomically possible.Â
All of a sudden, sparks lit up Jonahâs torso and gasped sharply, feeling his head spin. Oh fuckfuckâ He moaned in pleasure as the head of Valeâs cock brushed up against that spot he had pressed on earlier. Vale snickered, then did it again. Fireworks flashed in Jonahâs vision, and he cried out, his back arching up into the motion on pure instinct.Â
âOh godâfuckâ! Fuckfuckâ Master please!â Jonah was falling apart at the seams now, crumbling at the force of the sensation being pressed up into his body with every push of the Captainâs hips.Â
âDoes that feel good, sweetheart?â He heard Vale coo from somewhere above him. He could barely see, white was edging at the corners of his visionâeverything was growing fuzzy and all he could focus on was the stretch and that spot the Captain kept hitting.Â
âTooslowtooslowtooslow!â Jonah whined. It was agonizing nowâVale was toying with him, seeing how long he could tease him before the boy cracked and begged to be fucked relentlessly into the mattress.Â
âWhat do you want, dear?â Vale prompted, a satisfied smile on his face. Everything was going exactly as heâd wanted.Â
âPleaseâ! M-masterâfuck me, p-please, please fuck me Master pleaseâ-!!!â Jonah wailed, squeezing his eyes shut and straining his body to rut back up into SebĂĄstianâs hungry cock.Â
âThatâs what I wanted to hear, sweetheart,â Vale smiled, before pulling back his hips and thrusting into the boy with vigor. Jonah cried out at the feeling, spurting precum from the tip of his little cock now as it twitched, untouched and aching against his stomach.Â
Jonah gasped and sobbed as Vale punished him relentlessly, fucking into him like he was starving and Jonah was the wettest, tightest thing heâd ever felt in his life. God, he really might be. Vale loved how he squeezed around him, how tiny he was compared to himself. And he took him so wellâhe was so needyâand his sounds, God, fuckâ
Vale was losing it along with Jonah, jabbing into the boyâs prostate over and over and gripping his slender waist for better leverage.Â
The room was filled now with the sounds of both of them, the thumping of the mattress a steady beat against Jonahâs whines and gasps and Valeâs blissful groans.Â
All of a sudden, Vale lowered himself to meet Jonahâs open, panting mouth with his own. He tasted divine, and Jonah moaned into his masterâs mouth so willingly as he returned the kiss.Â
SebĂĄstian slipped his tongue past Jonahâs soft lips, letting it explore his mouth and slide as far in as he could towards the back of the boyâs throat. It was intrusive, invasiveâit wouldâve been so revolting to Jonah in any other moment, if he hadnât been getting split open in the best way on his Masterâs cock in that very moment. Instead, he could only groan around Valeâs tongue, panting hard through his nose and bucking his hips up against the man above him to try and get some friction against his leaking erection.Â
Vale explored Jonahâs mouth as he ravaged his boyâs body, thoroughly dazed at the feeling of filling both of Jonahâs holes at once. He was perfect like this. Vale wanted him like this every night for the rest of his life.Â
At last, Vale pulled back, separating their lips once more with a thin, wet string of saliva hanging between them as they panted the same air.Â
Vale painted open mouthed kisses down Jonahâs neck, tonguing at the red lines left behind by the knife before biting down and sucking bruises into his neck, drawing pained gasps and beautiful cries from the trembling boy beneath him. He worked his way down to Jonahâs collarbones, biting down once more and relishing at the feeling of gnawing the bone between his jaws. So delicate⊠He bit down on the space where Jonahâs neck and shoulder met, sucking deep bruises into the boyâs flesh. He wanted him all nice and marked up, so that everyone who saw the slave would know he was claimed and owned. Vale alternated between kissing and biting at Jonahâs skin, swirling his tongue along the boyâs flesh before gnawing at it with his teeth. It was a kaleidoscope of sensations for Jonah, who couldnât think at all nowâhe could only lie there and take it, twitching up into the empty space between them, dizzy to near delirium now with everything he was forced to feel.
Well, Vale thought, if he was going to beg like thatâ He smiled and indulged him, reaching a hand down and wrapping his fingers around the boyâs aching length. He slowly squeezed him, with just enough pressure to make Jonahâs eyes roll back in pleasure, before beginning to slide his hand up and down.Â
Heâd only done it a couple of timesâJonahâs voice rose higher and higher as he moaned against him, until it reached a fever pitch and the boy threw his head back. His voice cracked sharply as he moaned, all his muscles tensed up so hard Vale felt as though the boy might snap in half. Jonahâs back arched up off the mattress and his hips spasmed up into Valeâs hand as he began to shoot his release all over his own stomach.Â
Vale kept fucking him the whole time, stroking and squeezing him with his hand until he was sure heâd wrung every last drop from the boyâs body. After several long moments, Jonah went limp, collapsing back to the silken sheets and gasping for air.Â
Fuckâ The sight of him like thatâ it was driving Vale over the edgeâ Fuckâ He drove into him harder, picking up the pace and fucking in and out of him even faster. Jonah started whining at the overstimulation, wriggling beneath him as his muscles twitched and spasmed around Valeâs cock.Â
Vale drove deep into Jonah as he came, groaning against the boyâs carved up throat as he shot into him as far as he could. He saw white as he fucked him through his orgasm, and it was the best thing heâd ever feltâeven better than Jonahâs mouth. Jonah could feel it gushing out of Valeâs tip, liquid heat coating his insides and he cried outâit was too muchâhis nerves were on fireâit was too muchâ
Finally, Vale collapsed onto his elbows over Jonahâs trembling body, completely spent. He panted deeply, trying to catch his breath, still lightly thrusting up inside of Jonah to fuck it deeper as he slowly went soft inside of him.Â
Jonah couldnât feel his legs. It was almost as though he was floating, somewhere high above where his body lay. In the dark, misty clouds above the ship, perhaps, lifted by a midnight wind.Â
Eventually, Vale climbed off of Jonah to get himself cleaned up, though Jonah hardly registered it through his haze. He felt a cool wet cloth swiping down his skinâVale was wiping the remnants of his release from his torso. Jonah lay there limply, his arms still trapped beneath him, still bound in the red silk ribbon.Â
At some point, Jonah felt himself being rolled over onto his front. He groaned lightly at the motion as Vale worked at the knotted ribbon to free his hands at last. For the first time in hours, Jonah flexed his arms, drawing them in front of him and hissing in pain as his sore muscles clenched. Vale slid onto the bed beside him, taking the boy in his arms.Â
âYou did so well for me, sweetheart,â he said, pressing a kiss to the top of Jonahâs head.Â
Jonah made a small, muffled sound against the pillow, content to lie here for now. Peace at last. Vale slid an arm beneath his neck and wrapped another around the boyâs torso, pulling him in close. Jonah could feel the Captainâs bare chest rising with his breath, pressing warmly against his back.Â
In the afterglow of the praise, Jonah didnât think at all about what would come in the morning. He rested in the present, between SebĂĄstianâs arms in the dimming lantern light. Heâd done well. Heâd pleased his new master. He wouldnât be punished any more tonight. Jonah let that thought reassure him as he drifted off into a blissful sleep.Â
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The Captain took his time unlacing Jonahâs chain corset, slipping the golden thread through the loops and running his fingers along the exposed skin on the boyâs ribs as the fabric parted.Â
Heâd made Jonah stand before him, and when he pulled the chain free, Vale leaned back on the dressing bench and casually wound it around his hand, before waving his fingers to wordlessly order Jonah to step back a bit. Jonah tried not to show how uncomfortable he was, but he just couldnât keep his hands stillâhe kept nervously thumbing at the hem of the dress, not sure what to do with himself as the Captain looked him over with an intense expression, as though appraising him.Â
âNow, slip it off for me, pet,â Vale ordered, his eyes lidded and sultry in the lantern light.Â
Jonah gulped, counting down the seconds before the inevitable was revealed and his world would come crashing down. He let the chiffon fabric slip down his shoulder, only to freeze when Vale snapped his fingers at him.Â
âUh-uh,â the Captain corrected. âSlower now, no need to rush, pet. We have all night for that. I want to enjoy this.âÂ
Jonah picked up on what Vale wanted. He wanted Jonah to drag it out. To pretend he was enjoying this too. It was beyond humiliatingâJonahâs face felt too hot, but he turned up the performance, fluttering his eyelashes as he slowly let the fabric slip down his arm before repeating the action on the other side.Â
Jonah let the light blue chiffon slide down his back, turning slightly and allowing his hips to sway with the motion. He was so deeply uncomfortable, mimicking the body language of some tavern dancer, but Vale seemed to be enjoying itâJonah could see the slight curl in his lips and the hunger in his eyes. Jonah slid the fabric down to expose his hipbones, and tried not to visibly react when he saw the Captain lower a hand to palm himself over the fabric of his pants. Just like Jaxon had done, only slower, merely teasing himself the way a lover might. Unlike Jaxon, though, SebĂĄstian had all the time in the world. And Jonah was certain that he would drag this out untilâ
The inevitable.Â
âTurn around for me, muñequito,â the Captain ordered, his voice smooth like molten caramel. Jonahâs heart raced in his chest. Heâd been trying his hardest to please Captain Valeâit had been workingâbut this was the moment it would all fall apart. Any hope for a peaceful, non-violent evening would end after this.Â
Jonah stood frozen for a moment, but when Vale cocked an eyebrow at him impatiently, he knew he had no choice. This would end badly either wayâit was better to just obey. He was bound to see it eventually. Just get it over with.
Jonah grit his teeth and forced himself to turn, the fabric slipping down below his hip bones and exposing the dip of his spine.Â
With his back to the Captain, Jonah stared at the floor.Â
âWhat on earth is that?â Vale growled. Jonah heard him rise to his feet, then he felt a hand gripping the back of his neck. Valeâs other hand jabbed at the initials burned into the right side of Jonahâs lower back, just over his kidney. CM. Carlisle Montague.Â
Tears were streaking down Jonahâs face now, and he was shuddering horribly. âAââ Jonahâs voice cracked. âA, a b-brand, M-master,â he whimpered. He hated this. He wanted to disappear. Vale was just as angry as heâd expected him to be.Â
Valeâs hand twisted up into Jonahâs hair, and the boy yelped when he felt himself being yanked harshly from the bedroom, back into the main living room.
Jonah sobbed as the Captain dragged him back to the entrance of the quarters, unlocking the door and calling out across the deck.Â
âVoss!â SebĂĄstianâs voice boomed out over the deck of the ship. âGet in here now.â
Jonah shook in his grasp, trying and failing to stifle his panicked crying. He was going to be punished for something he hadn't even wanted. Heâd screamed the whole way through the branding, that fateful day back in Carlisleâs workshop. Carlisle had only laughed as he pressed the burning metal to the boyâs tender flesh.
Voss arrived in less than a minute, âCaptain, what seems to be theââ Vale gripped Vossâ shoulder with his other hand and pulled him inside, slamming the door shut behind him.
âWhy the fuck wasnât I notified about this?â Vale hissed, abruptly spinning Jonah around and pointing to the brand, accusingly pressing down on the initials with his finger.Â
âOh myââ Voss said. âFrankly, I didnât see it earlier. The boy was facing me front ways andââ
âWell we have to do something about this, donât we,â the Captain snapped.Â
âOf course,â Voss agreed. His voice was calm and cool in the face of the Captainâs ire, like he was used to it. âI can have the brand heated up tomorrow and we can give him a nice new one to match the mutt,â Voss punctuated his words with a toothy grin.Â
Jonah felt the world fall out from beneath his feet. He bit down on his hand and sobbed around his fist. It was going to happen againâagain. Jonah wanted to wake up from thisâheâd do anything to avoid this fate. His branding with Carlisle still played over and over in his nightmares. He couldnât imagine going through that a second time.Â
Vale, on the other hand, seemed reassured at the promise of a new brand.Â
âVery well,â Vale said, past the peak of his anger now and descending down the crest of it. âA new brand in the morning. And I'm going to slice this one up tonight so itâs clear which one stands.âÂ
Jonah felt his vision wavering, black was closing in around the edges. Everything in him was buzzing with panicâhe wanted to sink into the floor, to curl into a ball and sob until he disappeared, but the Captainâs tight grip in his hair kept him miserably upright.Â
âVery good, Captain,â Voss agreed, ignoring Jonahâs stifled sobbing, his voice steady and businesslike as ever. âIs that all then?â
Vale sighed. âYes, yes. I just wanted you to be aware of our little⊠situation so we can make proper arrangements.â
âConsider it done, Sir,â Voss flashed a smileâperhaps it was meant to be reassuring to the Captain, but it just looked sinister when Jonah peaked a teary glance in his direction. He regretted it almost immediately, and hid his face in his hands.Â
âVery well,â Vale said, and Jonah felt so invisible standing there between them. Though heâd cried through their whole conversation, it was as though he werenât in the room at all while they discussed his fate.Â
âThat is all,â SebĂĄstian said. âYou may return to your station.âÂ
âCanât let these idiots go unsupervised for too long. You know how it gets,â Voss said. âSir,â he addressed the Captain with a nod of his head, then slipped back out into the night.Â
Vale abruptly shook Jonahâs head around by the fist in his hair, âitâs alright, pretty thing,â he said it with a menacingly sweet tone, but Jonah still heard that fervent intensity buzzing through his every word. âWeâll get that nasty old brand all fixed up for you.âÂ
Jonah was inconsolable, crying into his hands as he was dragged back into the bedroom.Â
Was there even any use in begging at this point? He was terrified of making the Captain any more angry than he already was.Â
âIâm so- sorry,â he said instead, his breath hitching as he choked out a sob. âIâm sorry, M-master,â the apologies were bubbling out of him like water from a hot spring, pouring out of him fresh and hot like the tears from his eyes.Â
âItâs alright, dear boy,â Valeâs words would seem comforting if he werenât gritting his teeth as he said them. âWeâll get you all fixed up now, wonât we.âÂ
Vale shoved Jonah face down on the bed so he was bent over the side of it. SebĂĄstian yanked the chiffon dress the rest of the way down, letting it pool at his slaveâs feet. Jonah trembled against the plush comforter, tears streaking the silken cover as he heard the metallic shing that meant the knife had been drawn once more. Jonah tried to stay still, terror freezing in his chest, when he felt Valeâs left hand grip him fiercely on the back of his neck, pinning him down against the mattress.Â
âP-please, Masterââ Jonah pleaded through broken sobs. âPlease donâtââ
Jonah screamed as the dagger dug in, gripping the comforter until his knuckles turned white as the knife twisted deeper into his flesh. It hurt almost as badly as getting the brand itself, though Jonah was sure nothing was as painful. And he had another one tomorrow. Jonahâs heart careened down a pit of hopelessness, dropping further and further into a dark cavern in which no light could reach.Â
Vale chuckled darkly, a deep satisfaction swelling within him as he carved through Carlisleâs brand. He dug the knife in deep enough to scarâhe would mar this brand like his life depended on it, and then after tomorrow, there would be no question who Jonah belonged to.Â
Jonah wailed like a banshee while SebĂĄstian dug the blade in and dragged it through his flesh, carving a wide red X over the face of those wretched initials. Blood ran in scarlet streaks down Jonahâs lower back, sprung free from the confines of his skin to ink red rivers down the boyâs tanned body.Â
âPlease!â Jonah wailed, wishing he would pass out instead of being forced to endure another second of this. âPleaseâ Master please st- stop! Pleease!â
Vale ignored him, eager to keep drawing more beautiful noises from his new slave. He could feel himself stiffening once again at the boyâs screams. It was a reaction beyond his control, but it was welcome. He relished in Jonahâs little shocked gasp when he pressed his clothed groin flush to the curve of the boyâs behind. Vale knew Jonah could feel how this was affecting him. In response, Jonah sobbed even harderâhis throat was starting to get hoarse from all the screaming shredding his vocal chords.Â
When he deemed the bloody X deep enough, SebĂĄstian withdrew the knife from the wound and twisted his other hand into Jonahâs hair again. He yanked the boyâs head back and grinned at the startled cry it drew out of him. Vale leaned down and held the blade of the knife right in front of the boyâs face.Â
âLick. It. Clean,â he commanded, a new type of frenzy electrified his voice now. It all made his heart pound with excitementâthe sheer thrill of itâhe was delighted with the way his toy reacted.
Jonah cried the whole time, but forced himself to open his mouth and slide his tongue along the flat surface of the knife. He tried to be careful not to cut his tongue, but he was shaking so badly he was relieved he managed it. He panted, open mouthed, as he lapped up the blood, his head still dizzy with the pain radiating from that spot on his back.
Vale pulled the knife back once he was satisfied, tucking it back into its sheath at his hip once more. He wanted to flip Jonah over right then and thereâto shove all the way inside him and see how far he could push his tongue down the boyâs throatâbut he didnât want to get blood all over the bed covers. It almost pained him to withdraw at a moment like this, but he managed it, ordering the boy to stay while he retrieved some bandages from the adjacent bathroom.Â
Jonah didnât have the strength left in him to move, even if he wanted to. The silk of the bedspread felt wet beneath his face as he collapsed back down upon it. Tears still slid down his cheeks, and he panted and gasped between shuddering exhales, trying to catch his breath, to stop crying, anything to regain some semblance of composure before the inevitable happened. He hated the way he always cried like this whenever he was in pain.
Jonah felt limp, ragged, spent, as he came down from the panicked adrenaline and settled into a wave of exhaustion. Vale returned to patch the wound with gauze, and Jonahâs limbs felt heavy, sprawled out there on the silk. Vale applied a thick gauze pad to catch the bleeding, before reaching an arm beneath Jonahâs slender torso to haul him up a bit. Jonah let him, didnât fight it, and he obediently held the position so Vale could wrap the gauze strip around his body and tie it in place. He didnât want to find out what Vale would do if he were to get his blood all over the manâs expensive bedcovers.
When Vale was finished, Jonah slumped down into the bed again, saying nothing. He felt almost numb now, the pain dulling his senses as it reverberated from the brand on his lower back. Vale lowered his hand to slowly pet Jonahâs hair in what might have been intended as a calming gesture.Â
âThere you are. Youâre okay, pretty thing,â Vale cooed. âIâm making you better for me. Arenât you lucky? Youâre already so much better now.â Vale leaned in close, his voice low against Jonahâs ear. âIâm proud of you,â he said, and Jonah felt as though he would start crying again. He hated that he felt it, but his heart clung to the praise like a lifeline. Heâd do anything to keep this man happy with him.Â
âNow, be a good boy while I play with you,â Vale said into his ear, and Jonah only let out a weak moan. He couldnât get his tongue to form words. Everything felt too heavy.
Vale stepped back momentarily to retrieve a long, silk red ribbon from a drawer behind Jonah. He pulled Jonahâs limp arms behind him and began to wind the strip of fabric around the boyâs thin wrists. He cinched it tightly, tying a sturdy knot to keep Jonahâs hands in place at the small of his back. Jonah let him, a despairing resignation weighing him down.Â
SebĂĄstian tugged Jonah up by his hair and dragged him back over to the dressing bench. Jonah only let out a morose whimper at the pain in his scalp, but allowed himself to be maneuvered, his legs shaking and unsteady. When he reached it, Vale gave Jonahâs head a forceful shove downwards, dropping the boy to his knees. Settling himself atop the benchâs plush velvet surface, the Captain ran his hands through Jonahâs hair. His touch felt almost loving, and Jonah instinctively leaned into it before his hazy mind could process it.Â
Vale could feel the blood pooling low in his abdomen, tugging his attention downwards incessantly. âIâve taken such good care of you, my petârelieving you of that distasteful symbol.â His voice was sweet yet dangerous, as if every word were dripping with poisoned honey. âNow itâs your turn to take care of me.â
Jonah flicked his reddened eyes up to SebĂĄstianâs face, with an expression that looked downright pitiful. His eyes were wide and wet, his lip wobbled, like he was trying not to cry again. Vale felt himself twitch again between his legs. Oh, he was going to enjoy this.Â
Now that the boy was clearly out of it from all the pain, SebĂĄstian knew he could use Jonahâs mouth without much resistance. His throat would be nice and pliable for him to mold.
âItâs important for a slave to learn how to please its master, is it not?â Vale said, freeing his leather belt from its buckle and working the button on his pants open.Â
âY-yes, Master,â Jonah felt the blood drain from his faceâhe knew what came next.Â
âAnd youâve just got such a pretty face, dear, it's only right that I use it, donât you agree?â
Jonah felt a tug at his hair, before uttering another miserable âYes, Masterâ as he felt his head pulled forward. He tried to close his eyes and imagine he was somewhere, anywhere else. On a beach, on the sand, resting somewhere warm. Vale pressed the boyâs face up against his clothed bulge, feeling himself twitch against the heat of Jonahâs breath.Â
âIâll teach you to worship me properly,â Vale promised, that sickening warmth ever present in his voice. âIt starts here.â
Jonah played along, eager to keep the dagger in its sheath and away from his skin for the rest of the night. He could feel tears rising once more, a lump forming in his throat. But he played along just as he was supposed to, mouthing and panting against the fabric between the Captainâs parted knees. He choked back a small sob, and that seemed to drive the Captain furtherâhe gave Jonahâs hair a small tug, before unwrapping the seam of his pants and freeing the hardened length that had been trapped beneath. Jonah winced when he saw the size of itâhe knew his throat would be hurting in the morning, from more than just his screams.Â
âLook at me, darling boy,â the Captain ordered, and Jonahâs eyelashes fluttered as he gazed up at him. Vale could see the tears welling in the corners of his slaveâs eyes, and knew that they could be spilled at any moment, if Jonah blinked too hard. He looked forward to watching them fall once more.Â
Vale began by simply toying with the boyâs mouth with his fingers. He slipped a thumb past Jonahâs pink lips and slid it over his tongue. He pressed down on it, experimentally. Jonah gave a weak little moan, and that went straight to Valeâs aching length. He wrapped his other hand around it, stroking himself as he swapped his thumb for two fingers. He lazily fucked the boyâs mouth with his fingers, feeling himself grow and stiffen even further in his other hand.Â
âNo, no. Keep your eyes on me,â Vale corrected when Jonah tried to look away in shame. âI want to see your pretty face while I use you, dear.â
Vale pressed in further, forcing Jonahâs mouth open wider until his fingers hit the back of his throat. He felt the muscles therein spasm as Jonah choked at the intrusionâhe was pleased the boy knew better than to try and pull away. Beads of moisture leaked from his tip now as he invaded Jonahâs mouth, and above all else, SebĂĄstian knew he had to have that gorgeous, tight throat wrapped around him immediately.Â
At last, he withdrew his hand slowly, letting the string of saliva lengthen from his fingertips to the boyâs glossy lips.Â
âNow, querida,â SebĂ„stian smiled. âI want you to worship me.â
Jonah felt Valeâs hand at the back of his neck, slowly, eagerly, drawing his mouth forward towards the tip of his now leaking erection.Â
âAnd If I fucking feel teeth,â he warned, âI will pull them out myself.â
Jonah shivered at the threat. âYes, Master,â he nearly whispered. He blinked up at Vale, half-cocking his head to the side, expecting further instructions, but the Captain just returned his gaze, waiting expectantly. Vale wanted to see what his new pet already had trained into him.Â
Jonah felt terror grip his chest and bubble up his throatâhe was nothing without instructions, without force. He was terrified of upsetting his new master, and he only knew what Carlisle had enjoyedâusually taking him forcefully and fucking his mouth like a fleshlight, or lying back in a drunken haze and dragging Jonahâs face up and down on his cock with a fierce grip in his hair.
Nearly spilling tears once more, Jonah let his jaw go slack and pushed his tongue out from between his bitten lips, just the way he was trained to. He shuffled forward a bit on his knees so he wouldnât have to lean over so farâhis balance was offset with his hands tied behind him.
It was a whole different territory now, here, between the Captainâs knees. Jonah wasnât used to being given the reins like this, to taking initiative on his own. Usually his job was just to endure, to take whatever Carlisle wanted to do to him without complaint. But he knew Vale wanted a show. He vowed to himself, for his own good, not to disappoint him.Â
Ever so slowly, Jonah brought his lips forward until their skin touched, and he began kissing and mouthing up Valeâs length, ignoring how his ownerâs precum dripped down onto his cheek, mingling with his tears. The tightness in his chest only gripped him more sharply as he continued. He was so not used to doing it like thisâhe felt so observed, like hot stagelights were burning up his cheeks.
Once he reached the tip, Jonah remembered what Vale had said about eye contact. Fearing having to be reminded, he blinked up at him through his blonde eyelashes and gingerly wrapped his lips around the Captainâs tip. Jonah forced his eyes to unfocus a bit, so he wouldnât have to see the look on Valeâs face as he nursed the tip in worshipful, open-mouthed kisses.Â
Vale gazed down at him almost lovingly, a heat behind his eyes and a slight flush to his cheeks.
âTake it now, dear,â SebĂĄstian instructed, and Jonah obeyed, feeling a tinge of gratitude to be told what to do for a moment. Slowly, he lowered his head, taking inch upon inch into his mouth until SebĂĄstianâs tip jabbed at the back of his throat. He gagged when he felt the manâs hips twitch upwards, pushing himself in even further back. Tears were leaking from the boyâs eyes as he tried not to keep choking around the intrusion, but that was made all the more difficult with what the Captain demanded of him next.Â
âGood boy,â Vale stroked his hair fondly. âCome on, little thing, take it all now.âÂ
Jonah whined around himâfor all his efforts, he still hadnât fully fit his masterâs length all the way inside his mouth, and he balled his hands into fists behind his back and forced his head down ever further, pushing the tip of his ownerâs cock past the wall of muscle at his uvula and down into his throat.Â
âMmhnn, good boy,â Vale moaned, âNow stay thereâhold itâjust like that.â He let his hips twitch upward again and felt Jonah gag around him, the muscles in his slaveâs throat spasming and squeezing him so perfectly.Â
Jonah couldnât breatheâthe width of it filled every centimeter of space in his throat, nothing could get past the intrusion. He tried breathing through his nose, focusing on drawing in little pockets of air as best he could. He was getting lightheaded, and he couldnât stop gagging. He was semi-decent at controlling it, most of the time, but for all Carlisleâs years of abuse, he still hadnât managed to train Jonahâs gag reflex entirely out of him. Jonah was worried SebĂĄstian would punish him for it, but truthfully the man seemed to be taking great pleasure in it, letting out low, pleased moans whenever Jonahâs throat spasmed around his length.Â
âGod, yeah thatâs goodâyou feel amazing, pet,â Vale leaned his head back and relished in the feeling of that tight heat pressing in around him. He fit down Jonahâs throat like a puzzle pieceâit was just snug enough to feel amazing.Â
SebĂĄstian floated there for a while, nestled in the taut muscles of Jonahâs throat, imagining the boy warming him beneath his desk. He looked forward to having the little thing present and bowing at his feet to keep his cock warm while he filled out innocuous paperwork.Â
At last, SebĂĄstian spoke. âAlright, you can move now, little pet.â Jonah groaned in response, and the vibrations sent jolts of pleasure up Valeâs length. Tears streaming down his face. Jonah began to pull his head back up, choking a bit as the Captainâs tip slid out from the back of his throat and onto his tongue once again. His mouth opened against it and he panted desperately, sucking in as much air as he could, feeling the weight of his masterâs cock weighing down on the surface of his tongue.Â
From here, Jonah started to feel a bit more confident. He knew how to make a man feel good. Maybe, if he pleased his Master well now, this night wouldnât have to go any further. He dutifully wrapped his lips around him once more and pushed his head back down, sliding him in and out of his throat and finding a slow, steady rhythm that sent pulsing waves of electric pleasure through the Captainâs groin.Â
Jonah slipped his tongue over the tip each time he pulled his head up, lapping at the precum that beaded out like glue. He could taste itâbitter and somewhat salty, but different from Carlisle. Jonahâs face was hot with humiliation, bound hand and foot and forced to pleasure the Captain on his kneesâbut some part of him still clung desperately to a silver lining, and he told himself that he didnât mind this quite as much compared to getting face-fucked mercilessly. It wasnât so bad, he told himself. He could do this. He just had to be good.Â
Dutifully bobbing his head up and down the Captainâs shaft, Jonah internally grimaced when he felt Valeâs hand curling and twitching in his hairâhe knew his Master was drawing closer. He chased itâshoving down the agony and the disgust and the self-pity. Now was his chanceâmake him feel good now and get sent away and you wonât have to do anything else. The tears never stopped flowing, but the Captain only seemed turned on by his little slaveâs misery.Â
Jonah felt some sickening mixture of anticipation and dread when Valeâs hand twisted in his hair and he roughly shoved the boyâs head all the way down, only to drag him back up again. Fuckfuckâit fucking hurtâJonah had started audibly crying again, more than just tearsâmuffled little choked cries were forced out as the Captain ravaged his face. Vale repeated the motion again and again while Jonah gagged and sobbed brokenly around him.Â
âFuck, so fucking good for me,â SebĂĄstian groaned, gripping the boyâs hair with both hands now and fucking his mouth at a relentless pace.Â
At last, just when Jonah thought heâd lose consciousness entirely, he felt the Captain shove himself all the way down his throat as far as he could goânose pressed to skinâbefore hot liquid came spurting out of his tip and shot straight down into Jonahâs esophagus. The way the boyâs throat spasmed around him as he choked and cried was heaven, and Vale saw white as he pressed his hips forward. He threw his head back and moaned loudly, his eyes squeezed shut. Jonah didnât even have a choice in whether to swallowâVale had pressed in deep enough to shoot it directly down his throat.
SebĂĄstian slowly rode out his pleasure, twitching deep inside the boy, before panting heavily as he came down and slowly slid himself back out. Jonah nearly collapsed when his mouth was finally empty again, and he crumpled on his knees and gasped furiously for airâunobstructed, sacred air.
Vale chuckled breathlessly, beyond pleased with his new toyâs performance. âGod, pet,â he mused. âWith you on your knees in my quarters, at my command, how on earth will I get anything done?âÂ
Jonah barely heard what heâd saidâhe was too busy trying to catch his breath and still the thundering heartbeat in his ears. He rested his forehead against the Captainâs thigh unconsciously, clinging to any scrap of relief he could get.Â
They sat there together for a few moments, both trying to catch their breath. Vale, emboldened and delightedâJonah, dismayed and thoroughly humiliated, yet relieved it was finally over. Heâd done it. Heâd pleased the Captain, and now maybe he would even be allowed to sleep. His limbs felt so heavy. His throat ached from the screaming and the abuse. He was so tired. He wouldnât dare ask it, but he wanted so badly to be dismissed.Â
As though heâd jinxed his fate with the mere thought of a merciful end to the evening, the Captainâs fingers returned to comb through Jonahâs hair and he spoke down to him once more in that voice that oozed like warm honey.
âYou did such a good job, pet. Such a good boy for me,â he said, and Jonah let the praise wash over him, taking it wherever he could get it. âBut donât delude yourself into thinking I've finished with you.âÂ
Jonahâs blood froze.Â
âNo no, pet,â Vale cooed, an amusement in his voice now at the boyâs panicked reaction. âI intend to thoroughly enjoy you tonight, and weâve still got a long night ahead of us.âÂ
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Yes thatâs right this also got long so it will be extended into a part 3!Â
Tags: pirate whump, slave whump, held at knifepoint, knifeplay, bloodplay, implied future noncon, creepy/intimate whumper, dehumanization // Words: 3.3k
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Jonah shivered as he stood before the ornate, carved wooden door that led to the Captainâs chambers. It was evening now, and the sun's absence cast a chill upon the wind that nipped at Jonahâs body as it blew past his bare skin. The sheer, baby blue slip dress barely covered him at all, and he found himself nervously tugging at the hem of the skirt to keep the breeze from pushing it up and exposing him entirely for all the deck to see.
The sailors at their stations had already taken notice of him from the moment heâd emerged from the staircase from belowdecks, jeering and whistling at him as he passed. One man had even tried to reach out and grab Jonahâs rear end, only for Crowe to slap his hand away just before he reached Jonah, with a hiss that the boy was âfor the Captain tonight.â The man had grumbled something under his breath but didnât argue further, and Jonah couldnât help but feel a small tinge of relief at Croweâs defense of him, even if it was only to serve him up on a silver platter to another man within a matter of minutes.Â
Goosebumps raised over Jonahâs arms and legs, and the wind chilled the golden chain that had been strung along his torso, causing his nipples to tense up and harden beneath the thin fabric. He still felt a dozen or so pairs of eyes on himâthe sailors were more than a bit distracted by Jonahâs presence on the deck, dressed up like a little confectionery waiting to be devoured.Â
Crowe rapped his knuckles at the wooden door again, and when it slid open, Jonah felt the sudden urge overcome him to run, to hide anywhere he could, but Crowe kept a firm grip on the back of Jonahâs neck, and the boy could feel the implicit threat in that gripâthe way it would tighten if he were to resist. He really didnât want to get choked again.Â
The Captainâs face slid into view when the doorway was ajar, and Jonahâs eyes widened at the way the light of the lanterns seemed to lavish the manâs features in their orange glow. He had changed his earlier light-colored tunic for a dark midnight-blue garment with ruffles down the sides that lay unbuttoned down his torso. His face was all sharp, dramatic anglesâshadows cast across his forehead and the light seemed to cling to the tip of his nose and the top of his cheekbones. His skin looked dewy and youthful in the golden glow, and Jonah found himself briefly wondering how old he was, and what someone so young wouldâve had to do to become captain of his own shipâa ship like this nonetheless.Â
âEvening, Captain, Sir,â Crowe addressed the man. SebĂĄstian gave a polite nod to Crowe before fixating his gaze on Jonah.Â
âOh my..â he mused, reaching a hand out to cup Jonahâs face. âYou are just breathtaking like this.â The Captain smiled, as if listless, and his hazel eyes nearly sparkled as he gazed down at the shivering boy.Â
Jonah felt frozen in place. He didnât speak, only returned the Captainâs gaze and tried not to pass out from trepidation alone.
âAlejandro really did âim up nicely, eh Sir?â Crowe commented.Â
âIndeed, such a little treat,â SebĂĄstian smiled. âI look forward to finding out how he tastes.âÂ
Jonah gulped, the shiver that ran through him was from much more than the cold now.Â
âWell, heâs all yours Captain,â Crowe said, giving a little shove to the back of Jonahâs neck. The Captain reached out and took Jonahâs hand, leading him inside the chamber. Captain Valeâs hands were smooth and soft, not quite what Jonah would have expected from a pirate captain. Though, he supposed, nothing about this place seemed to be what Jonah would have expected.Â
The doorway opened up to a large central chamber. There was a large mahogany desk on one side of the room, a lounge area with a sofa and a few chairs arranged around a wooden coffee table. Shelves and glass cabinets lined the walls, filled with an array of treasuresâornate plates and goblets shone brightly in the lantern light, necklaces, pendants, and rings rested upon plush black velvet stands. A large piano stood on the far side of the room beneath a wide bay-style window that looked out onto the starry seascape. It looked truly glamorousâbefitting of someone like Captain Vale. Jonah could see another open doorway to the right side of the room, which seemed to lead into a bedroom. Jonah could glimpse the edge of a large, luxurious-looking bed through the threshold.Â
âWelcome to my chambers, dear Jonah,â the Captain said, a warmth in his voice that reminded Jonah of Alejandro in a way he found deeply unsettling. Alejandro had seemed ever so pleasant, so warmâuntil he wasnât. Alejandro had nearly drowned Jonah for daring to resist him, and Jonah would hate to find out what awful punishment would befall him if he were to disappoint or, god forbid, anger the Captain of all people.Â
Jonah didnât know what to say. He knew why he was here. He knew it wasnât for a friendly conversation over tea.Â
âItâs very nice, Sir,â Jonah said nervously. Suddenly, there was a hand in his hair and he was being shoved back until his head hit the now closed door. Jonah gasped at the impactâheâd hit his head way too many times today and was starting to feel concussed.
âFirst rule, dear boy,â hissed the Captain, his voice suddenly low and menacing. âDo recall what I reminded you of this morning. Iâll give you one chance to fix it. How are you to address me, slave?â
âM-master! Iâm sorryâ! It, it w-wonât happen again, Master,â Jonah was close to tears out of sheer panic alone. Â
The fist in his hair relented as quickly as it came, and the Captain let his fingers relax as he gently petted Jonahâs hair.Â
âThere, thatâs better isnât it?â Vale said, almost too gently. âIsnât it better to do as I say and keep me happy?â There was a heavy condescension in his voice, and though he loathed it, Jonah hated to admit he was somewhat getting used to being talked to this way.
âY-yes, Master,â Jonah panted, leaning back against the door. âThank you, Master.â He wasnât sure why he said it, it was pure instinct and panicâbut he really was grateful to be given a chance to correct himself.Â
âIf I have to remind you again,â the Captain warned, âLetâs just say I might have to open up a few new scars on your body.â
Jonah paled, squeezing his eyes shut at the threat. âYes, Master,â he squeaked, too afraid to say anything else.Â
âNow then,â SebĂĄstian seemed to recover instantly. âLetâs have a good look at you, shall we?â Jonah nodded, trying to still the trembling in his hands. The Captain led him back into the center of that grand room and positioned him facing the large window.Â
âStay,â came the order, and Jonah obeyed. SebĂĄstian circled him slowly, like a lioness looking for the best angle to pounce, and Jonah could feel those sharp hazel eyes raking up and down his skin. The Captainâs hand traced up Jonahâs torso, gliding smooth fingertips over the lines of gold chain that held the thin pieces of sheer fabric to his body. The Captain stepped around him and that same hand slid down his back, so slowly that Jonah had to clench his hands into fists to suppress the urge to flinch.Â
âMy, my..â SebĂĄstianâs voice dipped and he tutted his tongue down at Jonah, pausing his prowl to further study his back. âBadly behaved for your old master, werenât you?â Heâd already assumed. The tendons in Jonahâs neck tightened like strings on a violin bow. It wasnât true.
âN-no! Master..â Jonah fought to keep his voice steady amid the rush of panic. âI- I wasnât! I meanâ I,â he was scrambling for the right words. âI always tried t-to be good, M-master,â he said a bit more quietly, a sheepishness lacing his tone as his face reddened in shame. He knew how this lookedâall the years worth of whip scars layered over one another like brushstrokes on a bloody painting. The evidence was damningâand the Captain hadnât even seen the brand yetâoh, Jonah loathed to have to live through the moment when he did. But for now, the pale chiffon seemed to just barely obscure the spot where it sat on his lower back.Â
âWell, donât worry, my darling,â SebĂĄstian leaned in, wrapping his hands across Jonahâs torso and bringing his lips close enough to the boy to murmur into his ear. Jonah felt the Captainâs long hair sliding down his skin at their close proximity.
âIâll simply paint over it,â SebĂĄstian said, and Jonah could hear the dark smile lacing every word. âJust have to give you another few layers of lashesâreally make sure that the marks you bear for the world to see are the marks given to you at my hand, at my command.âÂ
Jonah shivered against the Captainâs breathâhot on his neck, in the shell of his ear. He could feel the tiny hairs on the back of his neck stand up. Moisture was building behind his eyelids, and he bit his lip to ensure he didnât react.Â
It wasnât even a threatâit was a promise.Â
That perhaps stung worst of allâthat even if Jonah behaved perfectly aboard the ship, he still had to suffer, just for what had been done to him by another man, his former master. Carlisle didnât own him anymore, but he felt stupid for holding onto the hope that something here would be better.Â
His mind returned once again to the brand. He didnât want to think about what the Captain would say when he saw the brand. Donât think about it.
SebĂĄstian clicked his tongue, a short hiss of irritation, and Jonah instantly knew what it meant. He was supposed to answer.Â
âY-yes, Master,â he said morosely, trying not to start crying again. Fuckâwhy was he always crying. He loathed that part of himselfâthat it always seemed to be his automatic reaction. Why couldnât he bite back like Sawyer? Though, then again, a lot of good it seemed to do Sawyer, whose back was in an even worse state than his own, by a long shot.Â
âGood boy,â SebĂĄstian cooed, running a hand through Jonahâs sandy hair and bringing his other hand up to cup the boyâs face.
âI will make you completely mine. Every mark on your body will belong to me. Your every reaction, every word or sound you utter, will be only for me.â
Jonah wasnât sure if he was supposed to answer that, but he did anyway, just to be safe. Anything to be a little bit safer than he would otherwise be if he didnât give this man exactly what he wanted.Â
âYes, Master,â Jonah said it like a promise, breathless words against his tongue.Â
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Vale gave a practiced swish of his wrist, drawing a long dagger out from its sheath at his belt. Jonah winced when he saw the flash of the blade against the flickering light of the lanternsâhe hadnât even realized it was there. In an instant, Jonah blinked and Vale was holding it up against Jonahâs back, pressing the tip of the knife into the dip of the boyâs spine. Jonahâs heart beat like a racehorse running at breakneck speed, and he instinctively raised his hands above his shoulders in surrender.Â
âWalk,â came the Captainâs order, and Jonah obeyed with a squeak of fear, allowing himself to be steered towards the doorway that he knew led to the bedroom.Â
Inside was a slightly less large but nonetheless luxuriously designed room. A large bed sat on one side of it, covered with a plush, red satin comforter and adorned with a plethora of decorative pillows. The bed was flanked by intricately carved dual nightstands, atop which rested two hand-blown glass oil lampsâthe glass had been blown in such a way to create the image of two birds taking flight. Jonah took note of how expensive they must have been. The whole room frightened him with how easy delicate things like the lamps would be to break. If he were to tip one overâ Stop. Donât think about it. He had to shove the thought of it awayâhe was only scaring himself with hypotheticals. He needed to take in his surroundings while he still could.
A long dressing bench, plush and upholstered, rested at the foot of the bed. On the other side of the room stood a large wardrobe and a tall, ornate mirror, its frame adorned with gold and jewels. It felt like the room would belong to a king or a prince of one of the many kingdoms beyond the great Atlantic. Jonah had only read of them in books before. Heâd never been anywhere half as nice as this, and was afraid to touch anything at all.Â
But the tip of the knife pressed him forward. His body obeyed the knifeâs edge almost eagerly, melting into something malleable and moldable with its every movement. With every bit of pressure, the knife easily pushed him forward as if its wielder were a puppeteer, holding Jonahâs limp body aloft on tiny strings.Â
âSit,â Vale ordered when Jonah had been pushed up to the dressing bench. Jonah waited until the tip of the blade no longer pressed into his skin before he slowly turned. He sat obediently, trying and failing not to fidget with the hem of the dress. It was far too shortâhe was still clinging for any scrap of modesty he could get.Â
The way SebĂĄstianâs eyes slid over his body as he loomed down over the boy promised anything but modesty. The Captain held his hand out to run the blade up Jonahâs exposed chest. He slid it upwards, and Jonah let out a tiny gasp when the daggerâs edge caught on the boyâs sharp collarbone and left trickling beads of blood in its wake, before rising to tilt Jonahâs chin up to force him to look up into his masterâs hungry visage. Jonah clenched his fists into the fabric of the dress and tried not to moveânot to breatheâas the knifeâs point slowly pressed against the thin layers of skin beneath his jawline.Â
âI collect all sorts of treasures here, as you can see,â Vale mused, playing with the daggerâs edge and forcing Jonahâs head back as far as it would go. âYou, my dear, shall be my prized possession.â His voice was a low, pleased hum as he slid the tip of the knife up and down Jonahâs neck. Jonah kept his head all the way back, terrified of moving suddenly and causing the knife to slice up his throat. The boy shook in place as he drew in a slow, cautious breath, trying to stay as frozen as a statue as the Captain played with the dagger.Â
The tip pressed in deeper, and Jonah bit back a small, shocked cryâthat had definitely broken skin, he thought miserably. He grit his teeth and hissed as the Captain dragged the blade of the dagger down, down, to his collarbone again, before suddenly swiping to the side like the stroke of a paintbrush, leaving another thin, bloody slice across the dip in his collarbone.Â
Jonah didnât dare move, didnât dare crane his head down to try and look at it, to see whether that slow, warm trickle he felt was indeed his own blood. He kept his head back, neck bared submissively, and let the Captain slice him openâand slice him he did. Vale left long, decorative lines down both sides of Jonahâs neck, just deep enough to get a nice trickle of blood from each of the wounds.Â
Jonah was shaking in fear, tensing every muscle in his body to avoid twitching into the blade. A pained, terrified whimper escaped his bitten lips at one particularly agonizing slice, and he nearly winced when he anticipated the Captainâs ire at his reaction.Â
âOh now, donât be scared little one,â Vale cooed, his smile all teeth, like that of a wolf discovering a rabbit in a trap. âI like the little sounds you make.âÂ
Jonah whined in fear at thatâhe wasnât even trying to give the Captain what he wanted, it just seemed to happen anyway. Vale gave a low chuckle, seemingly pleased with the way his new slave boy was responding.Â
At last, the knife left his throat, and Jonah finally, tentatively, allowed himself to draw a full breath. Vale loomed down over him, leaning forward until he was in the boyâs line of sight. He worried the tip of the dagger against Jonahâs bottom lip, using a downward motion to pry the boyâs mouth open and lower his head a bit. Jonah panted against the blade now, his head dizzy with fear. The tears in his eyes made the Captainâs face waver above him as if he were gazing up at him from beneath the surface of a pool. He blinked, and a droplet broke the confines of his eyelids and slid down his cheek. He didnât risk raising a hand to wipe it away.Â
SebĂĄstian held the knife sideways at the entrance to Jonahâs mouth, laying the metal surface across the boyâs bottom lip.Â
âLick it clean, now, slave,â Vale ordered, his smile wide and his voice smooth like the dark velvet beneath Jonahâs thighs.Â
Like a horse that could be spooked by the snapping of a mere twig, Jonah tentatively pushed his tongue out of his mouth to lick at the tip of the dagger. It tasted metallic, like iron, as he lapped at his own blood. When the blood had been licked away, Jonah carefully wound his tongue beneath the blade to polish its underside with his saliva. More tears were falling now. He just wanted the knife to be put away. He could still feel blood running slowly down his neck, mixed now with the saltiness of tears that ran unburdened down the sides of his face.
When Vale was satisfied at last, the dagger was pulled away and sheathed back into its holster, and Jonah began panting hardârealizing only now how little heâd allowed himself to breathe throughout the entire time heâd been held at knifepoint. He felt so lightheadedâperhaps from the sudden rush of oxygen after what felt like ages of partial deprivation, or perhaps from the sheer terror of how close heâd come to getting fatally sliced openâlikely a mix of both.
âThat really is a lovely little number theyâve put you in,â SebĂĄstian commented, trailing his fingers down the fabric that barely clung to the edge of Jonahâs shoulder. âIt looks so nice on you. In fact, I think Iâve decided not to slice it off of you this time, just so you can wear it again for me.âÂ
âUm, thank you M-master,â Jonah whispered, still trying to get his head to stop spinning, trying to will away that nauseating feelingâall his fear and adrenaline had mixed now with the relief that the dagger was no longer being pressed up against his skin.
âNow, letâs get you out of that so I can fully enjoy you,â Vale smiled as he said it, beginning to unwrap the chain from the fabric loops at Jonahâs torso.Â
Jonah tried to gulp down the heavy lump that trapped itself in his throatâthere really was no getting out of this. This was going to happen. The man was armed and he would see the brand and he wouldâ he wouldâÂ
There was nothing Jonah could do to stop whatever happened next.Â
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Jonahâs mind raced with dread as he was led through the sprawling halls of the ship, his mind caught between what had just happened with Jaxon and what was going to happen tonight with the Captain. He didnât want to be here, heâd never wanted thisâhe wished theyâd just lock him in the brig for the night and be done with it.Â
But he let Crowe push him through the wooden corridors, his ankle chains rattling up steps and around corners until they arrived at an ornate doorway. Crowe slid it open and revealed a large room lit with many lanterns that lined the walls. In the center lay a white, claw-footed bathtub with golden fixtures. It looked like something out of a fantasy novel, certainly not something he expected to see on a pirate ship, of all places. Jonah was used to bathing in a large, simple wooden tubâheâd never known any common person to bathe in a real tub made of what looked to be porcelain.Â
To the side of the room stood a tall array of shelves with various concoctions in bottles and jars. Beside it, he saw a vanity with a counter, a stool and a large mirror. It would look almost gaudy for how out of place it felt, but Jonah had seen all the jewelry on the Captainâs neck and wrists and figured that they must be able to afford some amount of luxury here.Â
Jonah stood in awe of the room, wondering why he, of all people, had been brought hereâsurely he wouldn't be allowed to bathe in this room, it was far too fancy for a slave. He was gazing at the many potion-like bottles that lined the shelves when he saw abrupt motion in his periphery and realized that a man had been kneeling at the tubâs edge in the center of the chamber. Heâd been so busy gawking at the roomâs contents that he hadnât noticed him at first, but found his eyes naturally locked onto the stranger once he stood and made his way towards Jonah and Crowe with a pleasant smile on his face.Â
âAlejandro,â Crowe greeted the man with a friendly tone and a nod of his head. âIâve brought you the new little plaything.â Jonah winced. He didnât like the implications of that word one bit.Â
Crowe gave Jonah a shove from behind, causing him to nearly trip in the chains as he stumbled forward to catch himself.Â
âAh, so good of you to deliver him,â Alejandroâs voice was smooth and warm, almost too warm. He stepped closer, and Jonah felt his cheeks flush at the way the lantern-light illuminated the manâs face.Â
Alejandro was stupidly beautifulâwith caramel skin that seemed to glow in the golden gleam of the lanterns, brows that arched in perfect symmetry, and long, dark eyelashes that fluttered when he blinked down at Jonah and let his lips curl up into what Jonah might have interpreted as a comforting smile, had it not been for the devilish twinkle in his brown eyes. His hair was long, down to the middle of his spine, and he let it hang freely without the use of a ribbon to hold it back. The manâs cream-colored tunic hung loosely off his shoulders, unbuttoned down to his mid-torso. His sleeves had been rolled up to just above his elbows, revealing several gold bracelets around his wrists.
âHello, dear Jonah,â Alejandro purred, and Jonah felt a chill run up his spine for a reason he couldnât pin down. Perhaps it was the surprise that someone had actually addressed him by name.Â
Jonah had to crane his head upwards as the man approached him, and he fidgeted with his hands, nervous to be essentially trapped between the two men who were exchanging him like he was a parcel at a postage station. Alejandro extended a hand and slowly trailed a tanned finger down the side of Jonahâs face, and Jonah felt himself shake a little as he tried not to move. He flicked his eyes down, suddenly more nervous than before. He had no idea what kind of man he would be dealing with now, and he did not want to anger him so soon.Â
âAy.. Que bonito..â the man hummed, and Jonah felt his face redden deeper as that single finger lifted beneath his chin.Â
âMĂrame, amor,â Alejandro said, and Jonah knew it was an order, despite the smooth and almost gentle way the man had said it. âLook at me,â and Jonah did, lifting eyes to meet Alejandroâs dewy brown gaze.
Suddenly, Aljenadro broke their eye contact to look behind Jonah at Crowe, and his expression instantly narrowed to something bordering on irritation.Â
âHe reeks of sex, Crowe,â Alejandro said, his tone flat when he addressed the other man. âWhy is that?â There was a hint of accusation in his voice now. âYou know heâs not to beââ
âYeahh, yeah,â Crowe cut him off impatiently, as if heâd been expecting this very question. âDonât look at me. He only got that way after I left him with Jaxon,â he said, rolling his eyes.Â
âPinche cabrĂłn..â Alejandro muttered. âCanât he fucking keep his hands to himself for once?â There was annoyance in his tone, but the warmth returned to his eyes when he looked back at Jonah.Â
Alejandroâs finger traced Jonahâs jawline. âThough,â he mused, âSeeing the little thing in person, I can see why he wanted to sample a taste..â
âYes, yes, heâs very pretty,â said Crowe, who seemed keen on rushing the interaction. Alejandro, on the other hand, took his sweet time, touching Jonahâs face before sliding his fingers down to the bruises on his neck.Â
âHm,â Alejandro frowned. âCaptain wonât like this,â he said, tapping at the quickly darkening bruises on Jonahâs neck. âDonât suppose you know anything about these finger marks do you?â Alejandro quirked an eyebrow at Crowe.Â
âItâs as I said. You can fucking ask Jaxon.â Crowe gritted out. âIâve hardly touched the brat.â Jonah mightâve laughed at the irony if he werenât so unsettledâhe was still sore from Crowe kicking him into the floor.
âAnd the bruise on his cheekbone?â Alejandro questioned, like a detective investigating every little clue at a crime scene.
âAhh.. Ahah..â Crowe chuckled a bit nervously, scratching at the back of his head. âThat mightâve been my doinâ. But Graves anâ I had to get the little rat to stop thrashing so we could restrain him this morning. Iâm sure you understand.â
âHmn,â Alejandro gave a less-than-enthused, flat hum at the confession, but didnât push it further.Â
âWell, nothing a little touching up wonât fix,â his voice ricocheted back into warmth and he smiled back at Jonah, as if to reassure him. âSĂ, mi amor?âÂ
Jonah was more than willing to let them talk over him, it nearly surprised him that he was being directly addressed.Â
âUm, y-yes, Sir,â he said quietly, hoping that was the correct answer.Â
âGood boy,â Aljenadro cooed, petting Jonahâs hair with his hand.
Jonahâs shoulders slumped just slightly in relief. Despite his slight invasiveness, this man was being nice to him so far, and Jonah hoped things would stay that way. As long as he obeyed perfectly. He would. Heâd be perfect. He swore it to himself.Â
âLook, Iâve got shit to do,â Crowe said abruptly, cutting through the moment of silence. âSo if you donât mindââ
âSĂ, sĂ,â Alejandro said, waving him out with his hand. âPuedes ir, por Dios.âÂ
Crowe exhaled sharply and handed something small over to Alehandro, who took it in his hand. Jonah didnât see what it was, but he saw Alejandro slip the object into his pocket.Â
Then, Jonah heard Croweâs impatient footsteps as he exited through the door, sliding it shut behind him. Alejandroâs eyes watched the door close over Jonahâs shoulder, before looking down at the little slave once more.Â
The smile crept back onto his faceâit looked warm, encouraging even, if Jonah pretended not to notice the mischief in his eyes. Perhaps Jonah was only imagining itâhe wanted to be so lucky. At the very least, Jonah was hoping heâd get a bath. The idea of it sparked hope in his chestâhe so desperately wanted to get clean after everything that had happened with Jaxon.Â
âNow then, cariño,â Alejandro was cooing at him again. âLetâs get you all cleaned up for the Captain, shall we?âÂ
âYes, Sir! Th-thank you, Sir,â Jonah exclaimed, thrilled at the prospect of a bath. He was so beyond grateful to hear it that his brain seemed to filter out the second half of that sentenceââfor the Capitan.â He just truly couldnât believe he was about to be able to bathe in that glamorous tub.Â
Shoving down the thought of his inevitable fate, his heart filled with hope so quickly he felt as if it might spill over, and he let Alejandro take his hand in his and lead him over to a changing area behind a folding paper curtain.Â
Alejandro positioned Jonah and circled him slowly, his hand on his chin, as if appraising him. Jonah didnât take his eyes off the bathtub, hungrily eyeing the clear water within.
âYouâre in quite a state, amor,â Alejandro commented, running a finger down the lash scars on Jonahâs back. âIâd almost hate to see if whatâs beneath the trousers is worse.â Jonah felt chills rise to the surface of his skin. It sounded like a warning.Â
âIt's, itâs not as bad.. Sir..â Jonah promised sheepishly. It was true, the state of his torso and back really was the worst of it. Between all the burns, the whip scars, and the brand, Carlisle had really done a number on him over the years.Â
âYouâre lucky youâve got a pretty face,â Alejandro remarked, his voice warm once again, as though it were a simple compliment and not laced heavily with implication. He ran his hand down Jonahâs front as he walked around him, until they stood face to face once more.Â
âIâm going to need you to strip for me, pretty.â There was the order, Jonah thought. He shouldâve expected it. Although the purpose of the folding curtain seemed lost on him now, if Alejandro was just going to stand there and watch him change. Heâd been hoping heâd get some time alone in the bath, though in hindsight that dream felt rather stupid. He shouldâve known they wouldnât just leave him alone unsupervised, especially in a room like this.Â
âSir..â Jonah said quietly, desperately not wanting to anger himâhe didnât know Alejandro well enough yet to know the limits of his temper. âHow should I.. Um, the, the chains, Sir, um.. Theyâll catch on the fabric..â Please donât snap please donât snap please donâtâ
Alejandro just gave a small hum. âIâve got just the thing for that, but youâre going to have to be very good for me and do just as I say.â Jonah nodded eagerly, and Alejandro reached into his pocket and withdrew a small key. Jonahâs heart leaptâso there was a keyâthe chains could be removed.
âTry anything stupid, and I will make you instantly regret it,â Alejandro warned, bending down to unlock one of the padlocks on Jonahâs right ankle. Jonah flexed the joint when the shackle was removed, grateful for the moments of freedom from the bite of the metal. Jonahâs heart sank a bit when Alejandro didnât undo the other side, and simply stood up once more, pocketing the key.Â
âOff,â he ordered, gesturing to Jonahâs trousers. Jonah turned around, shuffling awkwardly as he maneuvered himself with the chain dragging from his left foot.
Alejandro chuckled behind him. âYou can go ahead and turn around, but you wonât have any modesty to protect here.â
Jonah didnât say anything, trying to ignore the heat of embarrassment rising in his cheeks as he slid his trousers and boxers from his thin waist to the floor. Balancing on his right foot, he pulled the fabric free from the chain, and tried to ignore the feeling of Alejandroâs eyes on his bare body as he folded the pieces of fabric and set them on the nearby dressing stool.
âLook at me,â came Alejandroâs order, and Jonah bit his lip as he turned back around, instinctively bringing his hands down between his legs to try and retain even an ounce of dignity. Alejandro knelt once more and re-fastened the shackle around his right ankle, locking the padlock into place, and Jonah felt a pang of dismay when he realized he wouldnât even be allowed to bathe with his ankles free of the chains.Â
âThese stay on as a safety measure,â Alejandro warned, flicking his eyes up to Jonahâs disappointed expression. The taller man stood and slid his fingers fondly through Jonahâs hair. âIâm sure you understand, mi amor,â he cooed warmly, in a way that made Jonah want to agree with everything the man said.
âYes, Sir,â Jonah said quietly, trying not to look too disappointed. He felt foolish. He shouldnât have expected it in the first place.Â
âNow, ven acĂĄ,â he said, like he was luring a small animal out from its hiding place. Alejandro brought a gentle hand to the back of Jonahâs neck and led him over to the edge of the tub. Jonah was suddenly fine with the presence of the shackles. Anything if it meant he got to sink into the water that filled that luxurious bathtub.
With the chain fastened to his ankles, Jonah couldnât lift his foot high enough to clear the edge of the tub, so Alejandro lifted him into a bridal-style carry and set him down into the water below. Jonah tried and failed to suppress a sigh of relief when he felt himself engulfed in the cool, clear water.Â
Alejandro left him there to go rummage through the many bottles and jars that lined the shelves along the wall, and Jonah took the chance to sink all the way in, closing his eyes and sliding himself down until his head slipped below the surface. He let the water engulf his face and soak his hair, enjoying a few moments of true peace and silence before he rose back up to breathe. It was the first good feeling heâd felt since heâd woken up in that barrel.
Alejandro had lined up several products on the little side table beside the tub, and was already uncorking one of the bottles. He tipped it into his hand and let a decent amount of the shimmering pinkish soap fill his palm, before he set it back down on the table.Â
It was at this point that Jonah realized he wasnât just going to be given soaps and left to his own devices. Of course not. Alejandro reached his hands out and began to rub the soap into the boyâs hair. Jonah didnât protest, and when he let it happen, it actually felt kind of nice.Â
Alejandro had Jonah dunk his head once more so he could rinse the soap out of his hair, and when he resurfaced, he saw Alejandro sitting back on the small stool, pouring a second liquidâlight blue this timeâinto the palm of his hand.Â
âIâm going to ask you to stand up now, cariño.â
âW-wait,â Jonah paled. âIâ I can wash myself, I can d-do it myself, Sir, pleaseââ
Alejandroâs eyes snapped up at him, suddenly narrowed and stern. Jonah let out a tiny fearful squeak at the look aloneâit scared him to be so vulnerable with someone that was angry. He didnât want Alejandro to be angry.Â
âS-sorry, Iâm sorry, Sirââ Jonah immediately pivoted into damage control, and the apology seemed to melt the irritation from Alejandroâs eyes. His brow unfurrowed, and he gave a small smile in its stead.Â
âThatâs better,â he hummed, standing along with the boy and beginning to rub the soap into Jonahâs chest.Â
Jonah swallowed the lump in his throat and flicked his eyes away, trying to pretend there werenât hands on him right now, trying to mentally sink back into the water where he could float in peace.Â
âArms up,â Alejandro ordered, a level of sternness back in his voice that made Jonah obey immediately. Jonah could smell the fruity scent wafting through the air as Alejandro spread it along his skin. He ran the soap down Jonahâs arms, neck, face, and torso, scrubbing away at every inch of skin, before circling behind him and repeating the motion on his scarred back.Â
âThe captain has an affinity for luxury soapsâyouâre lucky heâs letting me use them on you. Probably more expensive than any youâve used in your life.âÂ
âThank you, Sir,â Jonah said timidly, hoping that was the correct response.
âHeâs truly a man of taste, you should know. Enjoys the finer things,â Alejandro spoke as he scrubbed, his voice smooth as the scented soaps he lathered over Jonahâs scarred back. âI suppose heâs a lot like me, in that regard,â Alejandro mused.Â
âPerhaps thatâs what drew him to recruit me in the first place.. Though Iâm not like you,â Alejandro said with an audible smirk. âYouâre⊠special. And weâre going to make you shine for the Captain.âÂ
The lump his throat seemed to double in size at the implication, and Jonah said nothing at first, but when a moment of silence extended between them, he murmured a âYes, Sir,â just to be safe, in case Alejandro wanted a response.Â
He heard Alejandroâs pleased hum from behind him, the low vibration in his chest was audible to Jonah in their too-close proximity. He could feel Alejandroâs breath on the back of his neck.Â
Jonah lowered his arms when Alejandro instructed him to. He was being the perfect doll. His heart froze for a moment when he saw Alejandro pour more of the blue soap into his hands and he realized what came next.
âSir, c-can Iâ pleaseââ
âAy, donât test me, niño,â Alejandro hissed, his eyes narrowed to serpentine slits, and Jonah snapped back into obedient silence once more.Â
The pleasant expression was back on Alejandroâs face the moment Jonah obeyed, and Jonah felt he was going to get whiplash with the speed at which the manâs demeanor seemed to change. Just be good, just be good, Jonah repeated in his mind, and he squeezed his eyes shut when he felt Alejandroâs hands sliding down to his lower body.Â
Jonah balled his fingers into fists until he felt his nails digging into his palms. Alejandro was in no rush, it seemed, and he took his time feeling Jonahâs skin between his legs, rubbing the soap in little circles against his most sensitive areas. Jonah bit his lip and bit back a whineâhe couldnât help the way his body reacted to the stimulation. He didnât even realize he was holding his breath until Alejandroâs hands finally pulled away, and Jonah found himself panting slightly, his head spinning a bit when he allowed himself to reopen his eyes.Â
âSit, mi amor,â Alejandro instructed, and Jonah obeyed, grateful to sink back into the water. Alejandro sat upon the low stool and rinsed his hands in the bath, before taking one of Jonahâs arms and scrubbing his skin beneath the surface of the water to get all the soap off.Â
Jonah supposed there was no point in insisting again that he could do it himself. Heâd accepted, with a healthy layer of dismay, that that wasnât the point. Alejandro was to do it, and to make sure it was done perfectly.Â
When heâd rinsed the boyâs upper body, he slid his hands even lower until he was rubbing Jonah between his legs beneath the surface of the water. Jonahâs eyes squeezed shut againâAlejandroâs nimble fingers forced a small gasp and an embarrassing whine out of the boy before Jonah could catch it, and he quickly held his breath again, gripping the sides of his legs with his hands.
Suddenly, Jonah felt Alejandroâs fingers probing at his entrance. He whimpered uncontrollably, but when those fingertips started pressing inside him, he gasped, panic gripping at his chest like the claws of a tiger, and his hands snapped up and seized Alejandroâs wrist fiercely. Jonah cried out and shoved his hand away furiouslyânot even thinkingâjust running on sheer frantic panic at the way he did not want those fingers probing through his insidesâ
Alejandroâs hand shot up and fisted into Jonahâs hair. Without warning, Alejandro shoved Jonahâs head down hard, down beneath the surface of the water and held him there. Jonah thrashed as he was forced underwater, his hands clawing and scratching frantically at Alejandroâs arm, trying to free himself. Jonah breathed in a gulp of water in sheer shockâfuckfuckfuckfuckâ- His fingernails tore at the other manâs skin, desperate to free himself from Alejandroâs vice grip.Â
Alejandro added a second hand, pressing down on Jonahâs face to bolster the grip in his hair. He held him all the way under, gritting his teeth and cursing under his breath as the boy thrashed and kicked and scratched against him. The water Jonah kicked up splashed on Alejandroâs tunic until it was soaked, and Alejandro growled as he shoved Jonahâs head down harder until it slammed against the base of the tub. He dragged him up a few inches and slammed him down again, and again, and again, until finally, Jonah went limp beneath him.Â
At last, Alejandro dragged Jonahâs head back above the surface. The boy heaved and wretched, coughing up mouthfuls of water and letting out rough, full-body sobs that shook his entire form as he shuddered in Alejandroâs grip. At last, Alejandro released him, and Jonah continued to cough and gasp for several more long moments, tears running down his face to greet the bath water that soaked him.Â
âYou stupid fucking mutt,â Alejandro snapped, every ounce of vitriol he had layered thick in his voice. âHow dare you. I fucking warned you what would happen.âÂ
Jonah sobbed into his hands. âIâmsorryââ he slurred. âIâmsorry Iâmsorryâhiicâ Iâmsorry, Sirââ his voice cracked into another broken cry.Â
Alejandro only huffed a breath of irritation. Giving Jonah almost no time to recover from his near-drowning, Alejandro suddenly reached into the water and gripped the chain that bound Jonahâs ankles together. Jonah gasped, still breathless, as Alejandro tugged the chain upwards and dragged Jonahâs body forward until he could prop the boyâs feet up on the edge of the bathtub. Jonah really did feel like a dollâbeing touched and shoved and posed and manipulated like he couldn't do a damned thing on his own. He hated the feeling, but his head was still spinning, and he feared Alejandroâs wrath enough not to try to resist again.Â
More soap in his hands, and Alejandro was rubbing circles into the skin on Jonahâs legs, making his way down to the boyâs feet. Jonah tried not to twitch too much when he felt the manâs fingers between his toes, but it was weirdly sensitive there in a way that almost felt ticklish. It was still a thousand times better than feeling Alejandroâs fingers molesting him between his legs, or shoving his head underwater, so he endured it without a word, only sniffling and trying to suppress the tears that still leaked stubbornly from his eyes.
Eventually, his crying gave way to a sort of numbness, and Jonah felt himself zone out as Alejandro lay his legs back beneath the water once more and scrubbed the soap from his skin. He let himself drift away in his mind, to a calming seashore, the waves lapping and kissing at the white sand, a serene sunset overhead dappling the clouds with shades of pink and orange.Â
He let himself float there, drifting somewhere in the seafoam, until he felt a sharp tug in his hair and heard an audible snap that yanked him away and shoved him back into realityâback into the ornate bathtub, deep below the decks of the ship.Â
âOye, niño,â Alejandro said sharply, snapping his fingers in front of Jonahâs face. âParate,â he ordered, and Jonah obeyed numbly, standing on shaking legs and trying to stop the room from swimming around him.Â
Alejandro stood and walked to retrieve a large towel from a nearby cabinet. He wrapped it around Jonah and worked the fabric into Jonahâs soaking wet hair before drying the rest of his upper body. With no warning, Alejandro scooped Jonah up into a bridal carry and set him down on a mat on the floor beside the edge of the tub, and when Jonah caught his balance, the man dragged the towel down his legs before wrapping it around his shoulders and releasing him. Jonah gleaned that Alejandro was finished drying him, and he reached up to grip the edges of the towel now and hold it tightly around himself, eager to recover some semblance of modesty in the presence of the man who controlled everything in his life right now.Â
Jonahâs eyes flickered up to the manâs face to assess whether this was allowed, and was surprised when he was once again met with a warm dewy gaze.Â
âYouâll need to be better behaved with the Captain, you know. He wonât be as forgiving.â It was a terrifying warning, but he said it so pleasantly that his tone wouldâve felt comforting if Jonah didnât understand the meaning of the words. It was jarring to hear promises of pain presented with such warmth.Â
âVen, cariño,â Alejandro said, leading Jonah over to the vanity to sit upon the stool that rested in front of it.Â
Joanh stayed very quiet and very still, save for the little âYes, Sir,â he uttered automatically out of force of habit.Â
Alejandro busied himself with touching up the bruising on Jonahâs face and neck, dabbing a bit of skin-colored cream on with a sponge and dusting it with a thin layer of powder.
âThere, thatâs much better, donât you think?â Alejandro mused, and Jonah glanced into the mirror. Indeed, the bruises had virtually disappeared, though the makeup did nothing for the dull pain he still felt throbbing in his neck where Jaxonâs hands had nearly squeezed him into unconsciousness.Â
Jonah watched, still and pliant, as Alejandro retrieved a bundle of sheer fabric from a trunk on the other side of the room. When the man unfolded it and held it out, Jonah felt a spike of dread in his chest and a flash of heat beneath the skin of his cheeks.Â
The garment was barely something one might consider clothing. It was a short slip dress, with what looked to be large gaps on the front and back of it. When Jonah allowed it to be slipped over his head, the shape of the piece made his eyes widen at the way it hugged at his body. The pale fabric was practically see-through, and was almost completely backless. The front of it was cut so deep it didnât even have a neckline, exposing his chest and torso all the way down to his waist.Â
A series of small loops lined the hems at the front of it, and their presence began to make more sense when Alejandro produced a long length of the thinnest golden chain Jonah had ever seen. He watched, embarrassment and dread twisting like a python in his stomach, as Alejandro wove the delicate chain through the loops of the garment in a corset-like pattern. When he was finished, the gold decorated Jonahâs torso in long zig-zag stripes.Â
Alejandro stepped back and hummed in approval. âAy, que bonito.. It looks so beautiful on you, cariño,â he purred, running his fingers down Jonahâs exposed skin and cupping his thin waist.
Jonah felt like heâd been wrapped up like a present, designed to tempt and tantalize before finally being opened. His hips and lower regions were barely covered by the short dress, and he felt far more like an object than a person dressed in this ridiculous getup. He felt the tears returning to his eyes as he looked at himself in the mirror. He knew he was getting dressed up to be devoured.Â
âOh, Iâve really outdone myself this time, havenât I,â Alejandro hummed, sliding a hand down Jonahâs bare back. âThe Captain will love you like this.â Jonah felt the serpent in his stomach twist his insides around as the creeping dread spiked into a hopeless, humiliated terror.
âPlease..â he said softly, though he couldnât bring himself to finish the sentence. He knew there was nothing he could do, nothing Alejandro would do, to stop what was about to happen to him.Â
It would make what had happened with Jaxon seem like a sunny walk in the park. Jonah shook as tears streaked down his face, and choked back a small cry of despair when he saw Alejandroâs face twist into a frown of disapproval.
âAy, donât cry, niño,â Alejandro ordered, swiping away the droplets that ran down his cheeks. âYouâll mess up your makeup.â
Jonah sniffled and hiccuped, trying to stop the tears. âIâ Iâm s-sorry, Sir, Iâm sorryââ he was feeling like a broken record again.Â
Like the everchanging winds, Alejandroâs expression suddenly melted into that of sympathy. âPobrecito..â he cooed, wrapping his arms around Jonahâs shoulders and guiding his head to rest on the manâs exposed chest. âYouâll be okay, amor. Just be a good little boy and obey, and it will all be okay.âÂ
Jonah hiccuped into the manâs chest, and tried desperately to convince himself that Alejandro was telling him the truth.Â
Jonah withered under Jaxonâs sharp gaze as he lay shivering on the table. Jaxonâs bright green eyes raked over the boyâs form and made him feel so exposedâJonah unconsciously crossed his arms over his torso in a protective gesture. Jaxon immediately snapped his fingers, causing Jonah to flinch.Â
âNo, no,â Jaxon tutted down at him. âArms down, puppy. Do I have to restrain you for this?â
âN-no, Sir,â Jonah promised. Heâd only just gotten the use of his arms back. âBut wha-what are you d-doing, Sir?â He tried to ask it innocuously, hoping that maintaining some semblance of casualty would cause Jaxon to slip up and tell him, but the fear shook his voice and squashed any notion that this question was any bit casual.Â
âNot your place to worry about, pup, now is it,â Jaxon grinned, continuing to undress the rest of Jonahâs body with his eyes.Â
âN-no, Sir..â Jonah said morosely. As always, it was Jonahâs job to lay back and take itâwhatever âitâ was.Â
Jonah tensed up when Jaxon climbed onto the table and straddled his waist, pinning Jonahâs hips in place with his thighs.Â
âYouâre going to be very good for me, aren't you,â Jaxon said, no hint of a questioning tone in his voiceâit had been a statement, but Jonah answered anyway, on pure reflex.Â
âYes, Sir,â his voice was nearly a whisper, and his breath caught in his throat when Jaxon started touching him again. He ran his hands up Jonahâs torso, before wrapping his fingers around Jonahâs neck and giving an experimental little squeeze. Jonah pleaded with his eyes for Jaxon to please not squeeze any tighter. He hated being choked. It reminded him of the way Carlisle would hold him down by the neck and squeeze his throat until he passed out, only to keep fucking him through his unconsciousness. When he finally decided to let go, Jonah would come slowly back to his surroundings, as if summoned from the throes of a nightmare, only to realize that he was still being pinned down and split open by his master. One nightmare for another. And Carlisle would do it again, and again, and again, thrusting Jonah in and out between realms until he couldn't form a single thought beyond âNo, no, pleaseâ noââ
Perhaps Jaxon could see the panic in Jonahâs eyes, for his own gaze widened for just a split second before narrowing back into a nasty snicker. But Jaxon didnât comment on it, and slid his hands down Jonahâs chest to tug at his nipples.Â
âAaâaah!â Jonah instantly tried to seal his lips shut the moment the sound was forced out, a fierce heat of embarrassment flushing his cheeks when he realized it had happened. He hadnât meant toâhe was always just so ridiculously sensitive there. Carlisle had taken advantage of it constantly.Â
Jaxon let out a low chuckle, âMy.. Sensitive little thing, arenât you..â Another statement, phrased like a question. Jonah did not answer him this time, instead biting away at his lower lip to try and muffle any further sound that came out.Â
Jaxon, as if taking it as a personal challenge, tugged and twisted sharply on both sides of his chest at once until Jonahâs back forcibly arched up into the motion and he cried outâtears welled up in his eyes at the sheer humiliation of it all. He did not want to be giving Jaxon what he wanted, but Jaxonâs thrilled expression told him that heâor rather, his bodyâwas doing exactly that.Â
Jonah let out pathetic, closed mouth whimpers as Jaxon continued his assault, raking nails down his scarred torso and tugging at the sensitive little buds on his chest. At some point, Jaxonâs hands had wound around Jonahâs throat again, and his body reacted automaticallyâhe didnât even think about itâhis hands snapped up and he gripped Jaxonâs wrist, tugging at it to try and make him let go.Â
Jaxon cut him off with a fierce slap to the face with his other hand, and Jonahâs head snapped to the side. The force of the blow made his head spinâJaxon had used the base of his palm for that, surely, for the pain of it reverberated through his cheekbone in a way that Jonah knew would leave a bruise.Â
âYou stupid fucking slut, donât you dare try and stop me,â Jaxon spat venom down at Jonah, a previously unseen rage in his eyes.Â
âThatâs it, I wonât tolerate this,â Jaxon said decisively, before pushing up off of Jonah and climbing down off of the table.
For one brief, stupid moment, Jonah celebrated a small victory. Heâd gotten Jaxon to stop.
He rode that high for a flash of a second, before his world came crashing down again when Jaxon reached for him once more and he felt himself being hauled over onto his front.Â
âW-wait, Sirââ Jonah begged, no idea what was about to happen to him instead. âIâm sorry! Iâm sorry, Sir, I wonât do it agaââ
âShut up,â Jaxon growled, and Jonahâs blood ran cold when he felt Jaxon dragging his arms back behind him again.
Jonah tried to twist awayâa stupid effort, reallyâfor he paid for it instantly when Jaxon gripped his hair sharply and pulled back, forcing Jonahâs head to crane upwards painfully before Jaxon slammed his face back down into the table so hard Jonah saw stars.Â
Jonah gasped at the shock of the impact, before Jaxon did it a second time, just for good measure. Sparks popped and danced in his vision, and Jonah moaned in pain against the wood. This had happened to him far too many times todayâat this rate, heâd be well concussed before sundown.Â
Jaxon slid his beltâItalian leatherâoff in one swift motion, making quick work of restraining the boyâs hands behind him. Jonah was still dazed, swimming in the sea of stars that flickered behind his eyelids, and he barely even registered what was happening before he felt a grip at his shoulder and realized he was being rolled back onto his front again.
He panted for air, still trying to recover from the pounding agony in his head, while Jaxon climbed back on top of him and gripped his hair in a fist. Jaxon leaned down to study Jonahâs face. The boyâs eyes were lidded and unfocused now, his lips were parted and wet with what was probably drool. He looked dizzy and pained and so fucking out of itâit was a beautiful sight in Jaxonâs eyes.Â
Jaxon took advantage of the slaveâs parted lips, lifting his other hand to shove two fingers into the boyâs panting mouth. Jonahâs eyes went wide with shock at the intrusion, and he almost bit down on instinct before his mind caught up with him and forced him to accept it without resistance. Donât make it worse donât make it worse donât make it worseâ
Jaxon slid his digits across Jonahâs teeth, along his tongue, giving the muscle a firm tug and pulling an embarrassing cry of pain from Jonahâs throat. Jaxon snickered, all too pleased with himself, and he drove his fingers in further to force them into the back of the boyâs throat.Â
Jonah gagged harshly as Jaxon jabbed the back of his throat with his fingertips, causing the muscles within to spasm around the intrusion. Jonah twisted in his bindings, begging with choked gagging noises and tearful eyes for Jaxon to fucking stop already. Heâd beg with words if he couldâoh, he would beg so, so wellâbut there was nothing he could do but twitch against the belt and writhe beneath Jaxonâs hips as his mouth was invaded.Â
Jonah, to his horror, could feel Jaxon stiffening over him. The gap between their hips was closing rapidly as Jaxon grew harder in his trousers until the shape of it was pressing down into Jonahâs pelvis.
âOh, yeahh,â Jaxon nearly moaned. âI bet your throat would feel reeally nice..âÂ
Jonahâs eyes shot wide open, his chest spiking with dread. He tried to shake his head, whining out some desperate sound that might have meant âStop,â or âPlease donât,â had he been able to speak. Jaxon simply ignored him, relishing in the fun he was having playing with the little slave boyâs mouth.
After what felt like a lifetime, Jaxon finally pulled his fingers from Jonahâs mouth, and Jonah panted hard as a string of drool stretched from his glistening lips to Jaxonâs now dripping fingers. Jonah closed his eyes for a moment, trying to recover. It was over. Heâd endured it, and now it was over.Â
Jonah tried to comfort himself with the thought, but his shred of hope was ripped away suddenly when he heard Jaxonâs zipper coming undone. Jonahâs eyes shot open in panic. Shitâhe was really about toâ
âNo! Sir, please donâtâ Please! Iâll, Iâll be good just, just pleaseââ
âOh, fucking relax,â Jaxon snapped, bringing his saliva-slicked fingers to his waist to wrap around his now exposed length. Jaxon groaned when his hand slid down, slickening the surface with Jonahâs drool, before sliding up again, causing Jaxonâs hips to twitch forward in pleasure as he chased it.Â
Jonah was whimpering now, not sure what was about to happen, but sure it was absolutely nothing that would let him âfucking relax.â
âCâmon pup, donât give me that look,â Jaxon had a smug, almost blissful smile back on his face. His eyes looked just a bit more lidded than usual now as he stroked himself against Jonahâs bare stomach.Â
âItâs a real fucking shame you know,â Jaxon panted, âbut Iâm not going to fuck you, pet. At least, not today.âÂ
Jonah blinked up at him, not even sure if he believed him.
Jaxon chuckled at Jonahâs incredulous expression. âSee, it's an awful shame, puppy, but weâre not allowed to shove into your pretty holes until the Captain has claimed you first.â
Jonah should have been relieved to hear it, that Jaxon wouldnât fuck him like thisâright there on the table, with Sawyer kneeling on the floor in the very same room. But Jonah felt a spike of horror instead at Jaxonâs words, for it meant his worst fears were confirmedâwhat the Captain would do to himâwhat he was there forâthe real reason heâd been taken captive.
Jaxon just continued his musings like it was nothing. âBut, I suppose I'll have to make do like this.. And besides, youâre so pretty when youâre in pain. I trust youâll make those gorgeous noises for me until you get me off, yeah?âÂ
Jonah was trying and failing to hold back his tears. âP-please, Sir, just let me upâ Please I, I want to be good, I donât want toâ I donât want toâ to do thisâ please, SirââÂ
Jonah was cut off when Jaxon brought his free hand down hard on the side of Jonahâs face. He hit the boy savagely, onceâtwiceâa third timeâand Jonah cried out in pain and choked out a sob as his face was assaulted. Jaxonâs other hand never stopped stroking himself. His hips were twitching fasterâhe was getting closer now.
âTry again, puppy!â Jaxon called, projecting his voice so it boomed throughout the room.Â
âAahHHâ! Iâm sorry Iâm sorry!! Iâmsorry Sir!!â Jonah cried, sobbing through his words, desperate for the pain to stop.Â
At last, Jaxon finally stopped hitting him, letting his hand hover in the air above Jonahâs face, poised to slap him again.Â
âYou gonna be good for me, then?â Jaxon challenged, daring Jonah to fuck this up again and give him another excuse to brutalize the boy.Â
âYes, Sir!â Jonah cried. âYes Sir, Yes Sir!! Be good! Iâllâ Iâll be, be good S-sir!â Jonah was fully sobbing now, as Jaxonâs free hand gripped his sore face and squeezed his cheeks harshly. Tears spilled down his cheeks and ran onto Jaxonâs fingers.Â
Jaxon lifted his hand to lap at the tears on his own skin, before cracking a cruel smile and leaning down. Jaxon let his tongue slip out from between his lips and he slowly lapped at the fresh tear streaks that cascaded down Jonahâs reddened face. Jonah shuddered at the feeling of the manâs tongue on his faceâas if this couldnât get any more invasive and humiliatingâ
Then, to his horror, Jaxonâs free hand was back around his throat, squeezing tighter than before, and Jonah twisted around in vain, his arms still tied uselessly behind him. He gagged and spluttered against Jaxonâs fierce grip, until Jaxonâs fingers tightened even further and cut off Jonahâs breath entirely. At that point, the boy went silent, thrashing in Jaxonâs grip.
Sawyer hadnât uttered a word this entire time, perhaps out of fear of facing the same treatmentâand the only sounds left in the room were the wet sounds of Jaxon fucking into his own hand and his heavy shuddering breath as he lost himself in his own pleasure.Â
âFuckâIâm so close, puppy,â Jaxon panted. âShould I let you have some air?âÂ
In his rational mind, Jonah would probably rather be unconscious for this, but the process of getting there hurt so fucking muchâevery fiber of his being was screaming for air. Jonah opened his teary red eyes and pleaded wordlessly with his expression.Â
Jaxon squeezed his throat a few moments longer, just to savor it, and when he saw Jonahâs eyes rolling back, his lips turning blue, Jaxon knew the boy was on the brink of unconsciousnessâright about to pass out. Then, he finally released him, just seconds before the boy slipped beneath the waves.
The moment Jaxon let go, Jonah was gasping furiously, his lungs burning and straining to draw in as much air as possible. His neck throbbed as Jaxon drew his hand away, and Jonah heaved fresh sobs in its blessed absence. Perhaps it was the way Jonah sounded right then, or perhaps the way he looked up at Jaxon as he desperately cried and gasped for air, but it was all too much for Jaxonâhe was losing itâit was driving him over the edge andâ
Jaxon squeezed his eyes shut and let out a guttural moan, biting down on his lip and riding out his orgasm as he spilled hot ropes all over Jonahâs bare stomach and chest. Jonah sobbed harder when he felt the warm substance splash over his skin, and the sight of him like that made Jaxon thrust faster into his hand, painting white ribbons over the boyâs scarred flesh.Â
Slowly, Jaxonâs breath slowed to deep, heavy exhales, and he chuckled with satisfaction at the way Jonah had come undone with horror and humiliation.Â
âGood job, puppy,â Jaxon panted over him and smiled, still a little breathless as he came down from his high. âGod, you made me feel so good, and I didnât even have to fuck you for that. Imagine how much fun itâll be next time when I take you properly.â
It was a praise Jonah didnât want. A promise he dreaded. He didnât want this. He didnât want any of this. Jaxon hadnât even fucked him, but Jonah still felt disgusting and awful and used. He thought of Carlisle. He didnât want to think about Carlisle.Â
Jonah squeezed his eyes shut. He didnât want to look at Jaxon anymore. Heâd love to never have to see this man again for the rest of his life. He knew he wouldnât get that wish.Â
Jonah felt the smallest tinge of relief when he heard Jaxonâs zipper slide back up and felt the man climb off of him. He kept his eyes shut, wishing he didnât have skin at all so he wouldnât have to feel itâ until he felt a cool rag being dragged down his now sticky torso.
He flickered his eyes open again. Jaxon was cleaning him off. Jaxon must have seen the brief flicker of unconscious gratitude in Jonahâs eyes, for he let out an amused little hum in the boyâs direction.Â
âWell, yeah,â he said, as if it were obvious. âI wasnât just gonna leave you like that.â
Jonah said nothing. He couldnât bring himself to speak. His throat felt raw. He really was grateful he at least got somewhat cleaned up afterwards, although he didnât feel Jaxon deserved to hear his thanks. He wouldnât say it unless the man made him.Â
Just then, Jaxon looked down at him, as if reading his mind. âWhat do you say, puppy?âÂ
Jonah sniffed, trying not to sob again. He knew his lines. He didnât want to drag this out. He just wanted it to be over.Â
âTh-thank, thank you, S-sir,â he whimpered. And Jaxon gave a hum in approval.Â
âGood boy,â the blonde man said, turning to discard the dirty rag into the bucket on the floor.Â
With his skin wiped as clean as it could get for now, Jonah felt himself being rolled over onto his side. Jaxon worked at the belt that bound his wrists behind him, and Jonah felt a pang of horror hit his chest when he spotted the mop of tousled black hair, still kneeling on the floor. Sawyer had been in the room the whole time. Heâd been so quiet, Jonah had nearly forgotten. He felt another sob rise up his throat at the sheer humiliation that Sawyer, of all people, had just heard everything. He held his breath, trying to swallow it down as Jaxon finally pulled the belt free and released his wrists.Â
Sawyer didnât even look up, seemingly keen on staring down at some particular spot on the floor. Heâd stopped scrubbing long ago, but hadnât uttered a word, hadnât made a sound, throughout Jaxonâs âprivate timeâ with Jonah. Jonah supposed that made sense, if Sawyer didnât want to bring that attention upon himself. Jonah supposed he probably got plenty of itâdespite his clear lack of brain cells, Sawyer was quite good-looking. Jonah would never tell him that, of course, but he could reason that Sawyer was probably not starved for this particular type of attention aboard the vessel. Despite the fact that Sawyer seemed to be practically begging for a beating with every word out of his mouth, it made sense that heâd not be in the business of purposefully inviting more of this particular type of punishment.Â
âMutt,â Jaxon hissed, and when Sawyer finally looked up, Jonah could see that the young manâs face was beet red.Â
âYou fucking missed a spot.â
Sawyer, to Jonahâs surprise, didnât bark out some sarcastic retort, he just resignedly crawled over to where Jaxon pointed and worked at the spot on the floor with the rag in his hand. Jonah did hear him mumbling under his breath, howeverâhe caught the word âbastardâ somewhere in there.
Jonah just lay there on the table for a few moments, trying to get his head to stop fucking spinning. He knew heâd have finger-shaped bruises darkening around his neck by morning, if not even sooner.
Just then, as the silence hung in the air between the three men, there was a sudden thumping at the door. Jonah startled out of his daze, snapping up into a sitting position before instantly regretting it when a wave of vertigo caused the whole room to spin around him.
âAye?â He heard Jaxon call out, and the door slid open to reveal Croweâs sharp features.Â
âIâm here for the boy,â Crowe said curtly. âCaptainâs orders. He wants him ready for tonight.â
âHeâs all yours,â said Jaxon, almost too casually, like what had just taken place was all just some horrible waking nightmare conjured up by Jonahâs overactive imagination.
âWonderful,â said Crowe flatly, and the man stepped into the room towards the wooden table. He reached out and gripped Jonahâs arm. Jonah flinched back when he saw the hand coming for him, but didnât pull away when Croweâs fingers encircled his bicep and tugged him off the surface.Â
He followed the motion as Crowe steered him out of the room, though his steps felt weak and awkward in the shackles. He was glad to be away from Jaxon, at least for now, and hoped whatever would happen to him next wouldnât be worse. Though he did not like the implications of âthe Captainâ and âtonight.âÂ
As he was pushed through the wooden corridors, he tried not to think about it, and instead, he thought of Sawyer. Sawyer, who had been left behind, kneeling on the floor, in the room with that man, to be subjected to some unknown fate. Jonah hoped that Jaxon wouldnât repeat his actions on Sawyer. He hoped Sawyer would keep his mouth shut for once, for his own good. He hoped they'd both make it through the night in one relative piece, without any more torture, if that was even possible for someone with a mouth like Sawyerâs.
Jonah wished he truly believed in God.Â
It would be nice to pray to something that would actually listen.Â
Worthless Pirate AU - A Well-Deserved Break: Part 2
Masterlist
Content: vomit, forced intoxication, gagging, beating, choking, humiliation, degradation, self-degradation, fear of death, slavery whump, pirate whump, hurt/no comfort
If I missed any content warnings, please let me know!
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Several hours and roughly four bottles later, Elliot's head was swirling. A thick molasses had flooded his mind, seeping into every crack and crevice it could find and suffocating his thoughts before they could even form. His vision was swimming, flashes of blurry colors the only thing that his sluggish mind could process. He couldn't tell if the sway of the ship on the gentle ocean waves was the cause of his instability or if his body had simply lost the wherewithal to hold him upright. The various voices and sounds around him faded in and out of comprehension, words blurring together into a muddled cacophony of nonsense.
âStill with us, treasure?â The captain's muffled voice pushed through Elliot's stupor. Elliot had to strain in order to process the dampened words, as though hearing them from behind a pane of glass.
The captain laughed as he examined his slave. The poor boy was staring forward with eyes half-lidded, pupils heavily dilated. His jaw was slack, lips parted as a thin string of drool dripped down his chin, and there was a nice red flush to his cheeks. The captain sighed. âGod, you look absolutely beautiful like this, pet.â The captain cupped his slave's cheek, guiding their eyes to meet, though Elliot's were distant and unfocused. âNot a single thought in that pretty little head. Just as it should be. But we're not quite done with you yet, pretty boy.â
The only sound Elliot was able to make in that moment was a pathetic, animalistic whine. The captain laughed. Or at least, Elliot thought he did. There was no way of knowing what, in Elliot's mind, was real anymore.
A hand on the back of Elliot's neck shoved him down and smashed his face into the splintered floor. The sheer quantity of alcohol in his system dulled the pain, but sparks danced along the edge of Elliot's distorted vision and he was sure he'd be feeling it in the morning.
âBow to your Master, rat!â Someone shouted as the crew dissolved into laughter. The hand at the back of his neck disappeared and was quickly replaced by a leather boot on the side of his face. Tears leaked out of the corners of his eyes, pathetic whimpers taking the place of his usual begging and pleading.
Elliot squirmed in discomfort against his tight restraints, which earned him a sharp smack to his raised backside. Elliot yelped, the sound eliciting even more laughter from the crew.
âDid you hear that, boys?â Someone shouted. âI think he likes that.â
âWhat a little slut!â
âMake it beg!â
The pressure on the side of his face increased as the man above him kneeled down to his level. Elliot whimpered. There wasn't much else he could do save for lying there in a growing puddle of his own drool. âHear that, bitch? You're gonna beg me to let you up. Maybe if you beg pretty enough, we'll let you off the hook for the night.â
Elliot didn't believe that for a second. At no point in his captivity did these horrible men ever grant him the respite they promised. Still, he needed to obey. He needed to keep them happy or things would only get worse for him.
But as Elliot opened his mouth to beg, nothing but incoherent babble came out. His mouth was full of cotton and his tongue felt three sizes too big. Any and all signals that his languid brain tried to send never reached their destination. Try as he did to obey his despicable tormentors, his drunken mind was incapable of cooperating.
Finally, the boot was lifted from his head, but the reprieve was short-lived as a hand tangled itself into Elliot's hair and yanked him back into a kneeling position. âWhat was that, slut? We couldn't understand you.â
Elliot's breath caught in his throat, restricting the path of another sob trying to break through.
âAw, still a little fucked up? Here, I've got something that'll be sure to wake you up a little.â The man waved something in Elliot's face, and only when he brought it close enough were the boy's eyes finally able to adjust. It was another bottle.
Elliot squeaked, violently shaking his head as the man laughed and ripped the cork out with his teeth. Elliot clamped his eyes shut, preparing for the burn of stolen liquor on his tongue, but that never came. Instead, the bottle was tipped over the slave's head, the contents soaking into his scalp and trickling down his face. They released their grip on his hair, allowing him to bow his head forward as far as he could so as to avoid getting the sticky, pungent liquid in his eyes.
âThat better, slave?â The grip on his hair returned, this time catching a fistful at the top of his head, which they used to forcefully bob his head up and down in a violent nod. âGood. Now the real fun can begin!â
Elliot didn't get the chance to contemplate what âthe real funâ could mean before the hand in his hair dragged him onto his unsteady feet. Elliot whined, choking on the saliva building up in his half-open mouth. He forced himself to swallow, despite the way his throat burned.
The vice-like grip on his hair kept him standing upright all the way up until a loop of rope was thrown around his neck. Panic lit aflame in Elliot's gut as the noose was tightened to a nearly unbearable level. Oh god, they were gonna kill him.
It took all of Elliot's strength to remain upright on his own. The noose around his neck allowed just enough airflow to remain conscious, but the discomfort seemed to help rouse Elliot's sluggish brain, if only slightly.
âP-Please,â he choked out.
âOh? What was that?â Said the man holding the other end of the noose. He tugged on it, dragging Elliot closer to him and squeezing a gasp out of the boy's rapidly constricting throat. âDid you say something, treasure?â Elliot blinked up at him, only then noticing who was holding his leash as the captain's face faded into relative clarity.
âP-Please,â Elliot said again. âP-Please donât-don't k-kill me.â His words were slurred and his stutter was infinitely worse than normal. Even as a barmaid, Elliot hardly drank. His patrons often offered to buy him drinks, but he rarely accepted. Only during exceptionally long shifts did he ever have any desire to partake, but even then, he could only handle about one or two. He was much too small to stomach this amount of alcohol.
The captain chuckled and tugged his slave a little closer. âListen to me, treasure,â he said, leaning forward so his face was level with Elliot's. âYou are far too valuable to me to ever dispose of. Don't ever forget that.â
Elliot's mind struggled to process the words, but he felt the smallest sense of relief upon hearing that.
His relief was short-lived, however, because within moments of those words leaving his lips, the captain wrenched Elliot forward by his leash. Elliot gasped, the ropes pulling taut and restricting his airflow. He stumbled after the captain, but the abrupt movement didn't give Elliot much time to gather his bearings. His bare feet tangled themselves in the chain binding his ankles and sent him tumbling to the ground, unable to catch himself. He landed on his shoulder, but he hardly noticed the pain when the rope around his neck pulled even tighter upon his descent.
Alarm bells rang off in his head. He couldn't breathe. He couldnât breathe! Black dots appeared at the edge of his vision and slowly began closing in around him. He instinctively wriggled against his restraints, desperate to claw at the noose around his throat.
It felt like eons before the pressure around his throat gave way to vital oxygen. Despite the ever-present aroma of salt in the air, Elliot had never tasted anything sweeter. He coughed and gasped, his lungs aching from disuse. But he was still denied the luxury of a full breath due to the boot that flew into his stomach. Elliot jerked and curled inward to protect his vital organs, but it did little to stop a second boot from kicking him in the ribs.
âGet up, mutt!â A voice shouted. He couldn't tell who's, but he'd have been a fool to disobey. With his hands tied and feet chained, it took Elliot several tries to push himself into a sitting position. He wiggled around the deck, moaning in pain, but was somehow able to use his bound hands to push himself upright. At least, he almost was, but the quick change in orientation made his head spin and he was just as swiftly on the ground again.
A chorus of laughter erupted all around him. âStupid bitch can't even stand up by himself.â
âThink we should give him a hand?â
âNah, just look at him. He belongs at our feet. Ain't that right, slave?â
Elliot's face was burning a humiliating shade of red. When he didn't answer quickly enough, the toe of another boot nudged him in his bruised ribs. Elliot whimpered.
âAnswer me, slave!â
Tears oozed out of the corners of his eyes, despite how tightly he was clamping them shut. Elliot nodded. âY-Yes, S-Sir,â he slurred.
There was another kick to his ribs, knocking the wind from the slave's lungs. âSay it!â
Elliot couldn't catch his breath. Every gasp of air hurt as his lungs expanded against his bruised ribcage. The rope around his chest only further hindered his desire for air.
âI-I b-belong at-at your f-feet, S-Sir,â Elliot choked out. He hoped that was what he'd said at least. His brain was mush at this point. It was a miracle he had enough awareness to form any coherent thought at all.
Suddenly, he was on his knees again. He didn't know how or when he'd gotten there. All he knew was the burning at his scalp.
Through his dizziness and overflowing well of tears, it was difficult to make out the features of the man whose face filled Elliot's vision. But the gentle, calloused hand against the slave's cheek, as well as the faint scent of cigar smoke and leather gave Elliot a pretty good guess.
The captain's hand slid down from his captive's cheek to firmly grasp his chin. Elliot whimpered. âNow, stay still, treasure.â The captain's thumb brushed against the slave's lips, gently parting them further. He gingerly ran the pad of his index finger along the edge of Elliot's teeth before delving deeper to further explore the boy's open mouth. âDon't gag,â he said as he inserted a second finger, then a third, pushing deeper until his knuckles scraped against Elliot's teeth. Elliot stared up at Captain Whitlock from beneath his drooping eyelids, fighting the way his throat tried to constrict around the intrusion.
The captain smirked and used his free hand to wipe away one of Elliot's tears. âWanna know a secret, treasure?â The captain asked. âRemember that break I promised you? You'll still get it. I'm a man of my word, after all.â Elliot's mind barely registered what the captain was saying. All his focus was on his aching jaw and the overwhelming urge to gag. âThe alcohol wasn't just for fun, treasure,â the captain admitted. âYou're so fucked up that you won't remember any of this in the morning. And that's my gift to you. That's your fucking break.â Elliot whined and the captain tutted. âQuiet, treasure. As much as I love your little noises, we wouldn't want you to gag yourself, eh?â
It was a little late for that. After the numerous kicks to the boy's stomach, plus the taste of dirt and grime on the captain's fingers, bile began to rise up Elliot's throat. He whined again and tried to pull away, but the captain grasped his jaw with his free hand to hold him still. âYou're not done, slave,â the captain warned him. âBe a good boy or I'll use your mouth for something else.â
Elliot couldn't take it anymore. Luckily, the captain seemed to notice the greenish hue of his captive's skin and quickly retracted his hand just in time for Elliot to regurgitate the poison that was in his stomach.
The crew released collective groans of disgust.
âStupid mutt!â Someone shouted, punctuating the statement with a heavy kick to Elliot's shoulder. The boy flinched as a glob of saliva landed square on his cheek, dripping down to his jaw. He kept his eyes clamped shut as tears leaked out of the corners. His nose and throat burned. While the disgusted crew took turns hurling degrading insults at him, pulling his hair, and smacking his face, Elliot wept.
He wept for the life he used to have and the future that he would never reach, the dignity and self-respect that had long-since been lost at sea. His heart ached with grief for the person he once was and the smile he could no longer find. He didn't recognize himself anymore. His body, his mind, his thoughts, his words, they no longer belonged to him. Nothing did.
âEnough!â The captain shouted after an eternity. The onslaught stopped, but Elliot's tears didn't. His loud, open-mouth sobbing was the only sound on the ship, save for the waves crashing against the hull. âRetire to your cabin, men,â the captain said, never taking his eyes off of his pitiful slave. âI'll be taking watch tonight.â
Elliot kept his head lowered as the crew filed below deck. The sound of pounding footsteps was lost on Elliot, but the feeling of dozens of heavy boots reverberating off the wooden deck shook Elliot to his core.
Once the crew had gone, Captain Whitlock watched his pet cry for a beat. The poor thing looked beautifully pathetic, tied up and helpless, sticky from its liquor shower, tears pouring down its pretty face. Christian reveled in the sight. He loved when his slave looked like this and he couldn't help the blood gathering between his legs.
âLook at me, slave,â Christian said. His pet sniffled and lifted its watery eyes to meet its master's. Fuck. It was gorgeous. It was moments like these that reminded the captain of why he'd chosen this one to begin with.
Elliot shriveled beneath his masterâs glare. He couldn't imagine how disgusting and miserable he must've looked, kneeling there in front of his puddle of vomit. âI-I'm s-sorry, Master,â he said. âI-I'll c-clean itââ
âAye,â the captain interrupted. âYou will.â Elliot flinched and lowered his head again, shoulders shaking beneath the weight of his cries. The captain kneeled in front of his sobbing pet and took a gentle hold of Elliot's chin, guiding the boy's eyes back up to his own. âBut not tonight,â the captain continued. âI am a man of my word and I promised you rest tonight. So that is exactly what you'll get. Come tomorrow, however, you will scrub and polish every centimeter of this deck until your hands bleed. Savvy?â
Elliot sniffled. His head was still swimming, despite how much alcohol had left his system. He was exhausted. There was a heavy pounding in his skull and his mouth tasted like death. It took everything in him to concentrate on the captain's words, but he nodded and slurred out, âY-Yes, Master.â
âGood,â the captain said as he brandished his dagger and sliced through the ropes binding Elliot's arms and wrists.
Elliot heaved a deep breath, his shoulder sagging in relief. âTh-Thank you, Master,â he said between heavy breaths.
âDon't thank me yet, mutt,â the captain said, returning to his full height. He snatched his slave by the arm and wrenched him to his feet, giving Elliot very little time to find his footing before the captain dragged him down the hatch and into the brig. The world twisted and swirled around him, dancing to the beat of the captain's footfalls. The next thing he knew, he was on the floor of his usual cell, the captain towering above him on the other side of the barred door. âEnjoy your break, treasure.â Elliot couldn't see it, but he could hear the smirk in the captain's voice.
The boy didn't have time to respond before the captain spun on his heel and left his slave to rot.
Come morning, Elliot had no memory of the night before.
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âThis is gonna hurt, mutt,â Jaxon said, uncapping a bottle of clear liquor. âYou know the drill.â
âNnng.. JaxonâŠâ Sawyer groaned, failing to hide the pain in his voice. âThe.. the leather strap.. Câmon mate, justâ just fuckinâ give me the strap.âÂ
âYou wanna ask nicely?âJaxon warned. âOr should I just let you bite your own tongue out?âÂ
âUghhh,â Sawyer groaned again, the agony in his tone fused with a thick layer of annoyance now. âFine, fuckâyou fuckingââ he cut himself off, as if taking a moment to prepare himself. Â
âPlease, Jaxon, okay? Isâthat what you wanna hear?âÂ
âHmm.. Thatâs a biiit better..â Jaxon mused, unbuckling his belt and beginning to slide it off, before deciding against it, and re-buckling it.Â
âActually, fuck that.â he said decisively. âThis is Italian leather. I don't want it covered in your ugly bite marks. You can have the little pupâs belt instead.âÂ
Jonahâs eyes shot up when he realized Jaxon was talking about him.Â
âGo on, little slave. Put your belt in his mouth,â Jaxonâs voice lifted with condescension, as if he were truly addressing a small, helpless dog. The everpresent sneer permeated every word he spoke.Â
Jonah gulped, but nodded his head, before silently working at his belt buckle and sliding it through the loops on his trousers. It was one of only a few articles of clothing he had left, and heâd hate for Sawyer to bite through it, but he obediently held it up to the prone manâs mouth until Sawyer clamped his jaws around the leather strip.Â
Jaxon grinned as he started pouring the alcohol into Sawyerâs bloody back, there was a moment of silence before the screaming startedâthen Sawyer shrieked like he was being skinned alive. It was just as it had been outside, only even worse in the close confines of the wooden roomâthe sound of Sawyerâs pain reverberated off the walls and made Jonah cringe and squeeze his eyes shut.Â
Sawyer balled up his fists and screamed through gritted teeth into the leather, gnawing on it furiously as Jaxon poured the contents of the bottle all over his lash-ridden back. He thrashed against the table as the liquid mixed with his blood and ran onto the wood below him, some of it dripping onto the floor.Â
âYouâre gonna clean all shit that up when weâre finished here, slave,â Jaxon said to Jonah, over the torrent of Sawyerâs pained cries.
âY-yes, Sir,â Jonah squeaked, hoping Jaxon could still hear him. As long as he wasnât being hurt. It would be okay. He just had to be good. He wasnât being hurt..
Jaxon shook the final droplets from the now empty bottle and set it on the counter. Sawyer continued to cry into the makeshift gag for several long, agonized moments, before the noises gave way to muffled, pained grunting, and eventually to deep, desperate panting as he tried to recover from the horrendous burning of the alcohol against his open wounds.Â
âHelp me mop up the blood,â Jaxon ordered, throwing Jonah a towel he had retrieved from the cabinet. âWe need the mutt dried off as much as possible if we want the bandages to stick.â
âYes, Sir,â Jonah said quietly, trying not to look visibly bothered at the way Sawyer still panted and shuddered below them. Jonah squeezed the fabric in his hands in an attempt to ground himself, and the two of them got to work soaking up the remaining alcohol-blood mixture that coated Sawyerâs back.Â
Sawyer hissed in pain as Jonah pressed the towel down, though he tried to be light-handed with his efforts. Jaxon, on the other hand, wasnât even trying to be gentle, seemingly going out of his way to draw pained moans out of the man at his mercy. Jonah winced when he saw Jaxon press particularly hard against Sawyerâs shoulder bladeâJonah was sure the blonde man was trying to cause Sawyer more agony on purpose.Â
He supposed that such behavior was befitting of a man like Jaxon, who seemed to relish in it. Jonah couldnât ignore the way Jaxonâs smile widened whenever he forced Sawyer to cry out against the leather beltâheâd seen the look on Carlisleâs face a hundred thousand times.Â
Eventually, Jaxon withdrew, declaring Sawyerâs back as dry as they could get it for now, and Jonah was relieved to be able to stop. Sawyer groaned into the table with what must have been some morose form of relief. Blood still oozed from the lash-woundsâJonah could see how deep they were nowâbut it wasnât the gut-wrenching, cascading red river Jonah had seen earlier when Sawyer had been getting his back split open on Vossâ whip.Â
âYou can take the belt back now, slave. Worst part is over.â
Jonah obeyed, taking the belt from between Sawyerâs teeth and wiping the drool off on his trousers before sliding it back into place around his waist. He ignored the little divots now indented into the leather from Sawyerâs clenched teeth.
Jaxon produced a jar from one of the cabinets. âHelp me spread this stuff on the woundsâkeeps it from getting infected.â
âYes, Sir,â Jonah said again, feeling like a broken record. Jaxon handed him an implement that looked sort of like a butter knife, only it wasnât sharpened. He watched as Jaxon dipped his implement into the jar and scooped out some of the gelatinous substance inside. Jonah copied the motion when Jaxon held the jar out to him, and together they spread the stuff down Sawyerâs wounded back.Â
Sawyer groaned against the wooden surface as the metal tools slid down his lashes, although it had morphed into a duller, more resigned sound now, rather than the shocked screams heâd let out earlier. Jonah hoped this part didnât hurt him too badly. He was glad to be able to help, if he were honest. Maybe he could help Sawyer hurt a little bit less than if Jaxon was doing all this himself. Jaxon seemed the type to get impatient quickly, and Jonah already knew he was not above worsening the pain for his own amusement.
When they were finished and the jar was back in the cabinet, Jaxon rounded the table to where Sawyerâs head lay. He pressed his hand down against the young manâs head, wrapping his fingers tightly into his dark locks.Â
âNow, what do you say, mutt?â
âHnnggâŠâ Sawyer groaned, and Jaxon sharply twisted the fist in his hair.
âThank you, what?â Jaxon seethed, yanking harshly at his hair. âWant me to make it hurt worse?â
âN-no!â Sawyer cried. âGodfuckyouâTh-thank you, S-sir.â He gritted out, pressing his face into the wooden table, as though eager to avoid seeing Jaxonâs self-satisfied expression.Â
Jaxon released the death-grip in Sawyerâs hair and smugly patted his head, his voice thick with condescention. âThaatâs it, mutt. See?â He turned to Jonah, his smile wide. âThe beast can be tamed, if we just give him enough pain first.â
Jonah didnât know what to say. He simply nodded, staring forth at the two of them, petrified. This was the treatment he had to look forward to if he ever found himself on the business end of Vossâ whip. Though no doubt he wouldnât be stupid enough to drag it out the way Sawyer had. Jonah would say âThank you, Sirâ correctly the first time.
Jaxon chuckled at Jonahâs reactionâthe shock in his eyes, the way his lips had parted just a little. âOh donât worry,â he chided. âStupid muttâll be back to his usual shitty self in the morning. Then we get to start allll over again.âÂ
Jaxon flashed a wide grin and the hair on Jonahâs neck stood on end. The list of people he needed to be terrified of was growing with each new crewmember he met.Â
Jaxon gave Sawyerâs hair another fierce tug. âUp,â he commanded, and Sawyer groaned again before slowly bringing his arms up to push himself up into a sitting position.Â
Jonah heard the rattling of chains, although he himself hadnât moved. When Sawyer swung his legs over the edge of the table, Jonah saw the source of the noise. There was a nearly identical pair of shackles around Sawyerâs ankles.Â
Sawyer was no crew member. He was a slave on this ship, just as Jonah was. Jonah felt a pang of empathy in his chest when the dots connected in his mind. The whipping, the accusations of a âshitty attitude,â the way Jaxon seemed to relish in Sawyerâs pain and tried to drag it out as much as possibleâSawyer was every bit as much of a prisoner on this ship as he was.Â
Jonah gave him a remorseful look, but Sawyer only scowled back at him when he caught his eye, with something loathsome in his expression. It unnerved Jonah, and he quickly flicked his eyes away. He wondered if Sawyer realized that Jonah didnât want to be here either.Â
Jaxon ordered Sawyer to raise his arms above his head, and the young man did it without further fuss. Jonah imagined he had to just want to get this over with at this point.Â
Now that he was finally getting a view of Sawyerâs front, Jonah saw several things at once that he found difficult to ignore. Heâd already glimpsed the long, jagged scar that ran down the side of Sawyerâs face and through his lips, but his torso was even worse. The man was covered in scars and bruisesâa mixture of new and old injuries.Â
Worst of all, was what looked to be a brand on the manâs chest, situated right in the center of his left pectoral. It looked to be a figure of a mermaid, her tail curled upwards to encircle her form. Jonah didnât want to be caught staring, but the design was so delicateâso intricate. Jonah knew it must have hurt like hell, but the brand looked old, it had long since healed completely. He saw more of himself in the manâs body than he would have liked. It unnerved him.Â
Jonah suddenly blinked out of his trance when Jaxon snapped his fingers at him impatiently. âOi! Quit eye-fuckinâ the mutt and help me with this,â he ordered sharply.Â
âYes, Sir!â Jonah squeaked, jumping out of whatever train of thought heâd been lost in while wandering his eyes over Sawyerâs many injuries.
As dutifully as he could manage, Jonah helped Jaxon wind long rolls of white gauze around Sawyerâs torso, before tying the ends off when all the lashes had been covered.Â
âGod, finally,â Jaxon stepped back and wiped his forehead dramatically, as though heâd just completed a tremendous workout. âYou really are the most irritating patient, you know that, mutt?â
âGo fuck yourself,â Sawyer mumbled under his breath, and the moment he uttered the words, Jaxon instantly yanked his hair back and slapped him hard on the side of the face. Sawyer grunted and hissed at the impact, but made no move to stop himâhis hands stayed balled into fists at his sides. Sawyer seemed resigned to the fact that saying such a thing would get him hit, and he didnât seem to care.Â
Jonah stared at them with wide eyes. He couldnât imagine what was going through Sawyerâs head. The guy just didnât know when to shut up. Didn't he realize he was only making things worse for himself?
âUgh, I need a fucking drink,â Jaxon groaned. He pointed fiercely at Jonah, making his way for the door, âDonât go anywhere,â he ordered. âDonât let him go anywhere.â Jaxon jabbed a finger at Sawyerâthe âhim,â in question.Â
He slid the door open. âIn fact, Iâll flay the both of you if youâre not right here when I get back,â he grunted, and slammed the door shut behind him.
And then, Jonah and Sawyer were alone.Â
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A long, tense silence passed between them. Jonah wrung his hands, and alternated between looking at the floorâat the cabinetsâat the sunlight streaming through the portholeâanything but those loathsome dark eyes.
Finally, Sawyer broke the silence.
âYou donât have to be such a fucking kiss-ass, you know,â Sawyer spat, as though Jonah had somehow wronged him personally.
âWh-what?â he stared at him, incredulous and shaking slightly.Â
âAll that âYes, Sir,â âNo, Sir,ââ Ugghh,â Sawyer groaned and dramatically rolled his eyes. âDoesnât it ever get old to you? Donât you ever get fucking sick of it?â Sawyerâs voice rose a bit as he ranted at Jonah. âI mean, these freaks donât give a flying fuck about you, clearly, so why the fuck donât you just grow a fucking spine and stop sniveling like a fucking child.â
Jonah stared back at him, wide-eyed. To his own embarrassment, he felt moisture kissing at the corners of his eyes. His cheeks suddenly felt too hot, as though heâd spent hours in the sunlight.
âWellââ Jonah gathered himself. âWell I could ask you why you fight back so much. It only ever makes things worse, you know.â Jonahâs tone lacked the sharpened edge that Sawyerâs hadâhe really didnât want to make any more enemies here than he already had, but he just didnât understand a damn thing about what was going on in Sawyerâs head.
âOh, and what, I should just be some spineless little doormat like you then?â Sawyer retorted. âIs that supposed to be a better option?â
âI mean, they havenât whipped me.. yetâŠâ Jonah said it quietly, crossing his arms over his bare stomach protectively. He genuinely didnât mean it to be offensive, merely a statement of fact, but Sawyer scoffed at him nonetheless.Â
âOh, just you wait, kid. Theyâll have you strung up in no time, trust me. You donât even have to deserve it,â Sawyerâs voice was thick with vitriol. âThey just do it cuz theyre fucking sick. Because they can. At least I have the sense to realize that if theyâre gonna hurt me anyway, I might as well get a few licks in first.â
Jonah paled. He hoped to God himself that what Sawyer had said wasnât trueâhe was still clinging to the hope that he could avoid horrendous torture by being obedient, and so far it seemed to be working for him, so who was Sawyer to question that? It made sense to Jonah why they beat Sawyer. He clearly didnât know his place. Jonah knew. Jonah would be good.
But Jonah knew better than to voice any of that. Injured though he was, Sawyer was still a lot bigger than him, and could probably throttle him in a second and beat him unconscious before Jaxon ever came back. And even if Sawyer got punished for doing it, that didnât seem to be a factor in motivating any of the manâs actions. The guy was a freaking enigma to Jonah.Â
Jonah didnât respond. This conversation was going nowhere. Instead, he turned around, busying himself cleaning the implements with another bottle of liquor and a clean rag. He might as well be useful and help Jaxon clean up, and he really didnât want to look at Sawyer.Â
He regretted it just a few moments later when he heard Sawyer let out a snicker.Â
âI see youâve been around the block, yourself, havenât you,â Sawyer said when Jonah turned around to the counter. There was a thick layer of amusement in his tone, though the pain was still stubbornly laced in his voiceâthe way it rasped, his throat was still hoarse from all that screaming.Â
Jonah startled when he realized Sawyer was still talking to him. Heâd hoped to stay as invisible as possible right now, to disappear into the task at hand.Â
âWh-what?â he said quietly.Â
âYour back,â Sawyer grinned. âLooks like youâve been through the fucking meat shredder. Whoever had you before liked the whip, didnât he.âÂ
Jonah frowned, suddenly feeling sheepish and far too exposed. That heat was spreading through his cheeks again. It wasnât his fault Carlisle had sliced up his only shirt ages ago. No one on the ship had given him anything to cover his torso with either, so he just walked around, scars and bruises and burns on full display.Â
âAnd waitâ turn around againââ Sawyer said it like an order, and Jonah obeyed him without even thinking about whether he wanted to. He was just so attuned to obeying that tone that left no room for questioning. His back to Sawyer, Jonah quickly realized he didnât have to obey the manâthey were together on the shipâs lowest rungâbut it was too late. Sawyer had started laughing. Jonah whirled back around, his face hot and flushed.Â
âBy god, and he fuckinâ branded you too?â Sawyer laughed. âAnâ I thought the bastards around here were some of the sickest freaks around. Seems they got âem on the mainland too!â
Jonah said nothing for a moment, worrying at his lower lip with his teeth and casing his eyes down and to the side. He didnât wanna look at Sawyerâs smug face. Fuck him. Fuck Carlisle and fuck Sawyer for laughing at him when he was just the fucking same.
âYouâre one to talk,â Jonah finally muttered, hoping Sawyer wouldnât lash out at him and knock him out for talking back. But Sawyer just sighed heavily and looked away. Guess he didnât have a clever retort to that.Â
You and I are the fucking same.Â
âYou did come from the mainland, didnât you kid?â Sawyer asked, pivoting the conversation.
Jonah was grateful for the subject changeâanything to avoid talking about his many injuries.Â
âNot the continent, no,â his voice still sounded so timid. âOne of the smaller Islas.âÂ
âWell, thereâs a million of those around here, arenât there,â Sawyer said flatly.Â
Jonah scratched the back of his neck with his fingers. He didnât want to say which oneâhe was worried if the crew found out, they might just take him back. But was this really any better than life at Carlisleâs beck and call? He supposed he hadnât been whipped yet on the ship, though itâd only been a day. As weird as it was to admit, things here had been going slightly better for him so far.Â
âY-yesâŠâ Jonah said, not wanting to provide anymore information.Â
Sawyer gave a little huff at the walls Jonah was putting up. âFine then, donât tell me. Not that I care anyway.â And Sawyer swung his chained legs back to the side, laying his head down on the table over his folded arms. Jonah supposed the fatigue was probably settling in. Sawyer had been through a lot that day.
âYouâll tell me one of these days, kid. Youâll see,â he said, though Jonah seriously doubted that.Â
Jonah was almost grateful when the door opened and Jaxon re-entered, a flask in his hand. He eyed them over with a sharp gaze, then flicked the cap open and took a swig.Â
âSlave,â Jaxon commanded, and both of the boysâ eyes snapped up at attention.Â
âI meant the pup,â Jaxon clarified. âBut I suppose both of you could help with this.âÂ
Jaxon pointed to the cabinet across the room. âFresh towels and cleaning rags are in there. Clean up all the liquor and blood. Use the rags, not the nice towels, got that?âÂ
âYes, Sir,â Jonah nodded. Sawyer just stared Jaxon down with a death glare. Jaxon continued anyway. âDo the table first, then the floors. Donât be stupid. When youâre done, dirty rags go in the bucket.â He nodded to said bucket, which sat on the floor up against the cabinet.Â
âYes, Sir,â Jonah said again. The response was truly automatic. It was a long-ingrained habit to respond affirmatively, respectfully, without question, and it was a habit that had been serving him here so far, so he didnât try to suppress it.
âUgh, fucking kiss-ass,â Sawyer mumbled under his breath, flicking irritated eyes at Jonah. Jonah shot him an innocent look and gave a tiny shrug of his shoulders. What the hell else was he supposed to say?
Jaxon snapped his fingers impatiently, and the boys got to work, wetting the rags with another bottle of clear alcohol and scrubbing down the table before starting on the floors.Â
Jaxon leaned back against the wall, sipping at his flask, watching them work. Jonah could feel the blonde manâs eyes boring into his back as he scrubbed at the blood on the floor.
âThatâs a nice brand,â Jaxon commented at one point, and Jonah felt the hair on the back of his neck stand up.Â
âTh-thank you, Sir,â he said meekly. He hated that everyone could see it all the time. The brand on his lower back was displayed out in the open like the beam of a lighthouse, shining bright red on his skin amid years worth of other burns and layered whip scars. He wished theyâd give him a fucking shirt.
Jaxon chuckled darkly at Jonahâs response. âArenât you just such an obedient little thing..â Jonah froze when he heard Jaxon approach where he knelt, bristled when he felt a hand in his hair.Â
Jonah let out a short gasp when he felt his head tugged upwards. He followed the motionâhis scalp was still sore from getting manhandled by Crowe. Jaxon rounded Jonahâs form to face him, tilting the boyâs head up so he was forced to look up into those shrewd green eyes.Â
âYouâd make a lovely pet,â he cooed, running his fingers through Jonahâs sandy locks..
âThank you.. S-sir..â Jonah felt the blood drain from his face. Sawyer snorted from somewhere next to him, still working a stubborn bit of blood out from the floorboards.Â
âStand up for me,â Jaxon ordered, giving his hair a little tug.
Jonah gulped, and rose on shaking legs. âGet on the table,â Jaxon said, and Jonah obeyed, despite alarm bells blaring in his head, echoing off the walls of his skull.
Sawyer looked up, suddenly interested in what was about to happen.
âYou keep cleaning, mutt,â Jaxon snapped, reaching over to shove Sawyerâs head back down. Sawyer grumbled under his breath, but didnât talk back for once. Perhaps all those fresh wounds were making him aware of just how easy to injure he was. All Jaxon would have to do is stomp down on his back and Sawyer would collapse, howling in pain into the floor.
âI just wanna have a little.. personal time with the puppy..â Jaxon grinned down at Jonah, who lay back on the table obediently, trying to still the tremor in his limbs.
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Next chapter gets wild oh man⊠I feel so bad for Jonah oh wait no i donât!! Suffer pretty boy sufferâŠ.
When the Captain had left them, Voss approached the kneeling, restrained Jonah and his two handlers.Â
âCrowe, Graves,â He addressed the two men curtly, almost militaristic in his orders. âI want you two to get our new little.. plaything set up. Give him a job to doânothing too hard. Maybe have him shadow Jaxon. I know heâs got a lot on his plate right now.âÂ
âAye, sir,â they both echoed, in tandem as if rehearsed.Â
âAnd for god sakes, men,â Voss drawled. âThe boyâs a slave. I want him in irons.â
Another round of âAye, SIr,â sounded out on either side of Jonah, and he found himself being hauled back to his feet. Voss turned on his heel and left them, walking away briskly as if to convey how busy and important he was.Â
Jonah felt himself give the smallest exhale of relief when he was no longer in Vossâ crosshairs. Everything about that man set off ringing alarm bells in his head.Â
Jonah complied as best he could as the two men dragged him back down the staircase belowdecks, and he was shoved through the maze of dark corridors. Jonah didn't struggle, and let them push him around until they came upon a room with a large table, dimly lit by a few lanterns which dangled on hooks on the wall.
Crowe ordered Jonah to sit up on the high table, and although it was awkward without the use of his hands, Jonah managed it, jumping up a little to reach the edge and settling himself atop the wooden surface.Â
Jonah heard Graves chuckle from behind him. âOi, I didnât really get a good look at you earlier, boyâyour old master really did a number on you, didnât he.â
Crowe was quick to dart behind him, eager to see what Graves was talking about. A moment later, he heard Crowe let out a sharp laugh. Jonah kept his eyes down on the floor as a fierce heat rose to his face.
âUm, y-yes, Sir,â he said quietly. He didnât want to be a spectacle. He wished they would just ignore the state of him.Â
âWow! You must have been really disobedient!â exclaimed Crowe between fits of laughter.Â
âIâI wasnât!â Jonah exclaimed fearfully. He didnât want to make these men think he was badâthat would surely only set him up for a life of punishment here too. He was going to be good. So so so good. Heâd do anything to avoid being hurt again.
When his handlers recovered from gawking and laughing at him, Jonah watched as Crowe ran his eyes along the wall, studying the various tools and implements hanging on hooks, and Jonah gulped when Crowe pulled a length of chain from a particular hook. Crowe held the chain up in front of Jonahâs faceâjingling it a little and chuckling to himselfâand Jonahâs blood ran cold when he saw what the chain actually was. Two heavy metal shackles hung from either end of the chain. Jonah watched in silent horror as Crowe bent down on one knee to wrap one of the metal cuffs around his left ankle.Â
Shitshitshitâ They were going toâ
âWaitâ!â Jonah cried out. He would bargain however he could to avoid being chained again. âSurely thatâs not necessary, um, Sirâ Y-you donât need toââ
âOi, you questioning the first mate's orders?â Crowe challenged, flicking his dark eyes up to Jonah with a dangerous expression.
âN-no!â Jonah squeaked. âN-no, Sir, no,â he was scrambling now. âI just.. I⊠Thereâs nowhere for me to run.. Sir.. I, I just thought it wouldnât beââÂ
He winced when he felt the heavy snap of a padlock securing the first shackle in place.
That it wouldnât be necessary. That he wouldnât have to live with his ankles in chains again. Jonah had really thought heâd put that all behind him when heâd escaped Carlisle. But now here he was, about to be chained up again. It was just the same, only somehow worseâat least Carlisle only restrained him at certain timesânamely when he was hurting him, or when he needed him out of the way⊠And that was better, right? Surely, Jonah thought, it must be. At least Carlisle only chained one of Jonahâs ankles at nightâbut now, he was going to have to wear these for⊠how long, exactly?
He knew he should just keep his fuciking mouth shut right nowâhe could feel how volatile the energy in the room was, like the air itself was crackling with electricity. But he couldnât stop himselfâhe had to know how bad this would be, whether it was truly time to catastrophize or not.
âUm.. Sir? H-how long do I⊠do I have to wear these for?â he asked timidly, as Crowe hooked the second heavy padlock on the shackle around his right ankle.Â
âOh,â Jonah could hear him smile. âThese donât come off, mate,â Crowe chuckled, looking up at Jonah with a wicked grin as he clamped the final padlock into place.Â
Jonah felt tears pricking the corners of his eyelids again at the sheer finality of it. He didnât see a key anywhere in sight. Hell, there might not even be a key for these shackles at all, if they werenât even meant to come off.Â
Crowe stood up, and Jonah tested the strength of the chain, yanking his feet apart until the chain stopped the motion cold and he felt the unforgiving metal pressing into his skin. He could get his ankles about two feet apart before the chain went taught.Â
âItâll be enough to walk, slowly, and crawl of course,â Crowe snickered. âBut we canât have little slaves like you running all over the damn place, now can we.âÂ
âN-no, Sir..â Jonah sniffled, trying not to cry again. Â
âGood boy,â Crowe grinned, ruffling Jonahâs hair condescendingly, just as the Captain had done minutes earlier.Â
Graves chuckled again from behind him.Â
âHeâs an obedient little thing, ainât he!â Graves exclaimed.
âHe really is⊠so far anyway,â Crowe leaned in. âBest keep that up, eh, boy? Iâm sure youâd hate to find out what would happen if you chose to be difficult.âÂ
A lump rose in Jonahâs throat. He blinked up pleadingly at Crowe, who towered over him with that sneering, scarred visage.Â
âN-never, Sir! Wouldnâtâwouldnât, d-dream of it, S-Sir,â he hoped heâd said it convincingly. He really did mean it. He did not want to face that whip. Jonah would be happy if he never got whipped again for the rest of his life. He hoped with everything he had that, maybe, if he earned their favor, they might consider letting him leave at the next port. He clung to that hope, however unrealistic, like a lifeline, for the only alternative was a hopeless collapse into despair.Â
Crowe gripped Jonahâs chin between his fingers, studying him.
âW-want t-to be good, S-sir,â Jonah stammered, shaking like a leaf as he was scrutinized by his new handler.
After several agonizing seconds, Crowe cracked a smile.Â
âAlright little slave, letâs see you make good on that promise,â he said.Â
Jonah bit his lip and nodded as best he could with Croweâs grip on his face. âI-I will, Sir. I pro-promise.âÂ
He heard Graves cackle behind him again, no doubt thrilled at Jonahâs little performance.Â
âWell, isn't he just a treasure,â he heard Graves jeer.
âIndeed,â mused Crowe, stepping back and releasing Jonahâs face at last. âLetâs see how well you handle your first task, eh, boy?â
âY-yes, Sir,â Jonah said meekly, although it was lost on him how he was meant to perform any tasks at all with his hands still bound behind his back.
As if reading his mind, Crowe stepped aside to shuffle around in a drawer behind him. A moment later, he withdrew his hand, holding a large pair of shears. He gave them an experimental snap in the air, making Jonah flinch automatically. Crowe gave a sharp exhale of amusement at the boyâs reaction.Â
âJumpy little thing, arenât you,â he teased, leaning forward and beginning to cut away at the ropes that wrapped around Jonahâs torso and bound his wrists behind him.
âI couldâve just untied it, you know,â mumbled Graves.Â
âOh, shut it,â hissed Crowe.Â
Jonah tried his best to stay perfectly still despite his shaking, for he didn't want to accidentally get nicked by the huge blades in Croweâs hand. Once the ropes were pulled off of him, Jonah rubbed at his raw wrists and squeezed his hands to get the circulation back in his fingers.Â
He was truly grateful to at least have the use of his hands again, although the ankle chains posed a new issue. He wouldnât be able to run in these, so theyâd effectively stopped him from booking it as soon as the ship docked at the next port. He wouldnât be able to swim well in them either, and theyâd keep him from kicking properly and would no doubt weigh him down in the waterâthey already weighed him down as it was. He ran through the scenarios, his prospects of escape growing bleaker and bleaker, while Crowe put the shears back in their drawer and rounded back to face Jonah once more.Â
âVossâ got an assignment for you,â he said, suddenly all business. âLetâs see if we can trust you with arm privileges. Those ropes will be back on you so fast if you try anything stupid.â
âYes, Sir,â Jonah said automatically, and his mind started running wild with what his task might be.Â
Crowe ordered Jonah off of the table, and he was gripped by the arms again by both men and steered out of the room, back down the dark wooden hallway.
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Jonah was marched down another corridor into another lantern-lit room, though this room had a porthole which allowed beams of sunlight to stream through.Â
This room looked similar, with a wide wooden table in the center, and various cabinets, counters, and drawers against two of the walls.Â
Jonah barely noticed the presence of the man who rummaged around in the cabinets, for all of his attention was caught instantly by whatâor whoâlay face down on the table. Jonah gasped when he saw those bright red bloody lashes up close, running all down the manâs back, from the hem of his trousers all the way up to his mop of black hair. Sawyer.
Crowe and Graves seemed to ignore Sawyerâs presence entirely, and the man didnât even look up from his spot on the table when Graves spoke.Â
âAye, Jaxon,â he greeted the blonde man at the cabinets with that signature gruff tone, but there was a friendliness to his voice when he addressed him. âVoss sent this little rat to help you. Keep a close eye on him, though heâs been behaving alright for us so far.â
The man turned. He had an almost too-handsome face, a head of tousled blonde hair, and a dimple on one side of his face when he greeted the men with a sneering grin. He raked his green eyes up and down Jonahâs shirtless form, and Jonah felt a shudder crawl up his spine at the way the man was looking at him.
âBoy,â Graves nudged Jonah with his elbow. âThis âereâs Jaxon. Heâs got one hell of a job cut out for him today, as you can see.â
âWell, hello there,â mused Jaxon, and Jonah could see now that his sneer might just be a permanent feature of his face.Â
With a thrill in his eye, Jaxon rounded the table and reached right for Jonah when he was close enough. Jonah shuddered as Jaxon slid his hands down Jonahâs face and neck. Jonah bit his lip, clenched his fists, and tried not to react, but the man set him on edge. Jaxon seemed to take great pleasure in touching Jonah all over, running his hands down Jonahâs chest and bare torso. He pinched at one of his nipples and Jonah let out a small gaspâhe hadnât been expecting that.
âMy, myâŠâ Jaxon sounded beyond amused. âYouâre that little stowaway they found this morning, arenât you.â Jonah gulped.
âActually, it was us who found him,â remarked Crowe, hell-bent on getting his credit where it was due.Â
âWell, seems you gentlemen have struck gold!â Jaxon exclaimed. âHeâs an awfully beautiful thing, ainât he?â
âAye,â Crowe agreed. âQuite the addition heâll make to our ship, provided he can behave better than the fucking mutt over here.â He shot a look of disdain down at Sawyer, who still hadnât looked upâwho until that point, had been content to let the men talk over him at each other.Â
âOh, fuck off,â came Sawyerâs muffled voice. He kept his head down still, but wasnât going to let the insult go unchallenged.
Crowe smiled wide, taking a step closer to where Sawyer lay.Â
âOh my, you are really not in a position to be talking back, mutt,â Crowe sneered, pressing a hand roughly down onto Sawyerâs bloody back. Sawyer groaned sharply in pain and bit his lip hard to avoid crying out, though Crowe smiled, seemingly getting what he wanted anyway. He dug his nails in and Sawyer whined, forcing a cruel laugh out of Crowe as he twisted his fingers in the bloody mess.
âWould it kill you not to make it worse, mate?â Jaxon sighed. âIâve already got my fucking work cut out for me as it is.âÂ
âServes him right for running his fucking mouth,â Crowe shrugged, wiping his bloody hand off on a hankerchief.
âWhatever,â Jaxon mumbled, displeased but clearly not willing to start a fight over it. Everyone knew Sawyer deserved what he got, after all. âJust leave the little puppy with me and Iâll take good care of him.âÂ
Jonah flushed when he realized he was the little puppy in question. Would it kill them to use his name? He had given it freely for a reason. Though, Carlisle never seemed to call him by name either, only by a series of degrading nicknames. The parallels between this situation and his last were making Jonah nauseous.
âEnjoy his company, then,â Graves grinned, growing smug at the way Jaxon continued to eye Jonah the way a coyote eyes its prey.Â
âAnd do try and teach him a thing or two, if you can,â Crowe added. âItâd be nice if he learned to be useful. Would please Voss and all that. You know how he gets..âÂ
âAye.. Aye...â Jaxon said, waving them away, never taking his eyes off of Jonah.Â
The two handlers left the room without any further fuss, and Jonah paled when the door slid shut and he was left alone in the room with Jaxon and Sawyer.
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Next chapter is already written! Iâll probably post it tomorrow :>
Worthless Pirate AU - A Well-Deserved Break: Part 2
Masterlist
Content: vomit, forced intoxication, gagging, beating, choking, humiliation, degradation, self-degradation, fear of death, slavery whump, pirate whump, hurt/no comfort
If I missed any content warnings, please let me know!
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Several hours and roughly four bottles later, Elliot's head was swirling. A thick molasses had flooded his mind, seeping into every crack and crevice it could find and suffocating his thoughts before they could even form. His vision was swimming, flashes of blurry colors the only thing that his sluggish mind could process. He couldn't tell if the sway of the ship on the gentle ocean waves was the cause of his instability or if his body had simply lost the wherewithal to hold him upright. The various voices and sounds around him faded in and out of comprehension, words blurring together into a muddled cacophony of nonsense.
âStill with us, treasure?â The captain's muffled voice pushed through Elliot's stupor. Elliot had to strain in order to process the dampened words, as though hearing them from behind a pane of glass.
The captain laughed as he examined his slave. The poor boy was staring forward with eyes half-lidded, pupils heavily dilated. His jaw was slack, lips parted as a thin string of drool dripped down his chin, and there was a nice red flush to his cheeks. The captain sighed. âGod, you look absolutely beautiful like this, pet.â The captain cupped his slave's cheek, guiding their eyes to meet, though Elliot's were distant and unfocused. âNot a single thought in that pretty little head. Just as it should be. But we're not quite done with you yet, pretty boy.â
The only sound Elliot was able to make in that moment was a pathetic, animalistic whine. The captain laughed. Or at least, Elliot thought he did. There was no way of knowing what, in Elliot's mind, was real anymore.
A hand on the back of Elliot's neck shoved him down and smashed his face into the splintered floor. The sheer quantity of alcohol in his system dulled the pain, but sparks danced along the edge of Elliot's distorted vision and he was sure he'd be feeling it in the morning.
âBow to your Master, rat!â Someone shouted as the crew dissolved into laughter. The hand at the back of his neck disappeared and was quickly replaced by a leather boot on the side of his face. Tears leaked out of the corners of his eyes, pathetic whimpers taking the place of his usual begging and pleading.
Elliot squirmed in discomfort against his tight restraints, which earned him a sharp smack to his raised backside. Elliot yelped, the sound eliciting even more laughter from the crew.
âDid you hear that, boys?â Someone shouted. âI think he likes that.â
âWhat a little slut!â
âMake it beg!â
The pressure on the side of his face increased as the man above him kneeled down to his level. Elliot whimpered. There wasn't much else he could do save for lying there in a growing puddle of his own drool. âHear that, bitch? You're gonna beg me to let you up. Maybe if you beg pretty enough, we'll let you off the hook for the night.â
Elliot didn't believe that for a second. At no point in his captivity did these horrible men ever grant him the respite they promised. Still, he needed to obey. He needed to keep them happy or things would only get worse for him.
But as Elliot opened his mouth to beg, nothing but incoherent babble came out. His mouth was full of cotton and his tongue felt three sizes too big. Any and all signals that his languid brain tried to send never reached their destination. Try as he did to obey his despicable tormentors, his drunken mind was incapable of cooperating.
Finally, the boot was lifted from his head, but the reprieve was short-lived as a hand tangled itself into Elliot's hair and yanked him back into a kneeling position. âWhat was that, slut? We couldn't understand you.â
Elliot's breath caught in his throat, restricting the path of another sob trying to break through.
âAw, still a little fucked up? Here, I've got something that'll be sure to wake you up a little.â The man waved something in Elliot's face, and only when he brought it close enough were the boy's eyes finally able to adjust. It was another bottle.
Elliot squeaked, violently shaking his head as the man laughed and ripped the cork out with his teeth. Elliot clamped his eyes shut, preparing for the burn of stolen liquor on his tongue, but that never came. Instead, the bottle was tipped over the slave's head, the contents soaking into his scalp and trickling down his face. They released their grip on his hair, allowing him to bow his head forward as far as he could so as to avoid getting the sticky, pungent liquid in his eyes.
âThat better, slave?â The grip on his hair returned, this time catching a fistful at the top of his head, which they used to forcefully bob his head up and down in a violent nod. âGood. Now the real fun can begin!â
Elliot didn't get the chance to contemplate what âthe real funâ could mean before the hand in his hair dragged him onto his unsteady feet. Elliot whined, choking on the saliva building up in his half-open mouth. He forced himself to swallow, despite the way his throat burned.
The vice-like grip on his hair kept him standing upright all the way up until a loop of rope was thrown around his neck. Panic lit aflame in Elliot's gut as the noose was tightened to a nearly unbearable level. Oh god, they were gonna kill him.
It took all of Elliot's strength to remain upright on his own. The noose around his neck allowed just enough airflow to remain conscious, but the discomfort seemed to help rouse Elliot's sluggish brain, if only slightly.
âP-Please,â he choked out.
âOh? What was that?â Said the man holding the other end of the noose. He tugged on it, dragging Elliot closer to him and squeezing a gasp out of the boy's rapidly constricting throat. âDid you say something, treasure?â Elliot blinked up at him, only then noticing who was holding his leash as the captain's face faded into relative clarity.
âP-Please,â Elliot said again. âP-Please donât-don't k-kill me.â His words were slurred and his stutter was infinitely worse than normal. Even as a barmaid, Elliot hardly drank. His patrons often offered to buy him drinks, but he rarely accepted. Only during exceptionally long shifts did he ever have any desire to partake, but even then, he could only handle about one or two. He was much too small to stomach this amount of alcohol.
The captain chuckled and tugged his slave a little closer. âListen to me, treasure,â he said, leaning forward so his face was level with Elliot's. âYou are far too valuable to me to ever dispose of. Don't ever forget that.â
Elliot's mind struggled to process the words, but he felt the smallest sense of relief upon hearing that.
His relief was short-lived, however, because within moments of those words leaving his lips, the captain wrenched Elliot forward by his leash. Elliot gasped, the ropes pulling taut and restricting his airflow. He stumbled after the captain, but the abrupt movement didn't give Elliot much time to gather his bearings. His bare feet tangled themselves in the chain binding his ankles and sent him tumbling to the ground, unable to catch himself. He landed on his shoulder, but he hardly noticed the pain when the rope around his neck pulled even tighter upon his descent.
Alarm bells rang off in his head. He couldn't breathe. He couldnât breathe! Black dots appeared at the edge of his vision and slowly began closing in around him. He instinctively wriggled against his restraints, desperate to claw at the noose around his throat.
It felt like eons before the pressure around his throat gave way to vital oxygen. Despite the ever-present aroma of salt in the air, Elliot had never tasted anything sweeter. He coughed and gasped, his lungs aching from disuse. But he was still denied the luxury of a full breath due to the boot that flew into his stomach. Elliot jerked and curled inward to protect his vital organs, but it did little to stop a second boot from kicking him in the ribs.
âGet up, mutt!â A voice shouted. He couldn't tell who's, but he'd have been a fool to disobey. With his hands tied and feet chained, it took Elliot several tries to push himself into a sitting position. He wiggled around the deck, moaning in pain, but was somehow able to use his bound hands to push himself upright. At least, he almost was, but the quick change in orientation made his head spin and he was just as swiftly on the ground again.
A chorus of laughter erupted all around him. âStupid bitch can't even stand up by himself.â
âThink we should give him a hand?â
âNah, just look at him. He belongs at our feet. Ain't that right, slave?â
Elliot's face was burning a humiliating shade of red. When he didn't answer quickly enough, the toe of another boot nudged him in his bruised ribs. Elliot whimpered.
âAnswer me, slave!â
Tears oozed out of the corners of his eyes, despite how tightly he was clamping them shut. Elliot nodded. âY-Yes, S-Sir,â he slurred.
There was another kick to his ribs, knocking the wind from the slave's lungs. âSay it!â
Elliot couldn't catch his breath. Every gasp of air hurt as his lungs expanded against his bruised ribcage. The rope around his chest only further hindered his desire for air.
âI-I b-belong at-at your f-feet, S-Sir,â Elliot choked out. He hoped that was what he'd said at least. His brain was mush at this point. It was a miracle he had enough awareness to form any coherent thought at all.
Suddenly, he was on his knees again. He didn't know how or when he'd gotten there. All he knew was the burning at his scalp.
Through his dizziness and overflowing well of tears, it was difficult to make out the features of the man whose face filled Elliot's vision. But the gentle, calloused hand against the slave's cheek, as well as the faint scent of cigar smoke and leather gave Elliot a pretty good guess.
The captain's hand slid down from his captive's cheek to firmly grasp his chin. Elliot whimpered. âNow, stay still, treasure.â The captain's thumb brushed against the slave's lips, gently parting them further. He gingerly ran the pad of his index finger along the edge of Elliot's teeth before delving deeper to further explore the boy's open mouth. âDon't gag,â he said as he inserted a second finger, then a third, pushing deeper until his knuckles scraped against Elliot's teeth. Elliot stared up at Captain Whitlock from beneath his drooping eyelids, fighting the way his throat tried to constrict around the intrusion.
The captain smirked and used his free hand to wipe away one of Elliot's tears. âWanna know a secret, treasure?â The captain asked. âRemember that break I promised you? You'll still get it. I'm a man of my word, after all.â Elliot's mind barely registered what the captain was saying. All his focus was on his aching jaw and the overwhelming urge to gag. âThe alcohol wasn't just for fun, treasure,â the captain admitted. âYou're so fucked up that you won't remember any of this in the morning. And that's my gift to you. That's your fucking break.â Elliot whined and the captain tutted. âQuiet, treasure. As much as I love your little noises, we wouldn't want you to gag yourself, eh?â
It was a little late for that. After the numerous kicks to the boy's stomach, plus the taste of dirt and grime on the captain's fingers, bile began to rise up Elliot's throat. He whined again and tried to pull away, but the captain grasped his jaw with his free hand to hold him still. âYou're not done, slave,â the captain warned him. âBe a good boy or I'll use your mouth for something else.â
Elliot couldn't take it anymore. Luckily, the captain seemed to notice the greenish hue of his captive's skin and quickly retracted his hand just in time for Elliot to regurgitate the poison that was in his stomach.
The crew released collective groans of disgust.
âStupid mutt!â Someone shouted, punctuating the statement with a heavy kick to Elliot's shoulder. The boy flinched as a glob of saliva landed square on his cheek, dripping down to his jaw. He kept his eyes clamped shut as tears leaked out of the corners. His nose and throat burned. While the disgusted crew took turns hurling degrading insults at him, pulling his hair, and smacking his face, Elliot wept.
He wept for the life he used to have and the future that he would never reach, the dignity and self-respect that had long-since been lost at sea. His heart ached with grief for the person he once was and the smile he could no longer find. He didn't recognize himself anymore. His body, his mind, his thoughts, his words, they no longer belonged to him. Nothing did.
âEnough!â The captain shouted after an eternity. The onslaught stopped, but Elliot's tears didn't. His loud, open-mouth sobbing was the only sound on the ship, save for the waves crashing against the hull. âRetire to your cabin, men,â the captain said, never taking his eyes off of his pitiful slave. âI'll be taking watch tonight.â
Elliot kept his head lowered as the crew filed below deck. The sound of pounding footsteps was lost on Elliot, but the feeling of dozens of heavy boots reverberating off the wooden deck shook Elliot to his core.
Once the crew had gone, Captain Whitlock watched his pet cry for a beat. The poor thing looked beautifully pathetic, tied up and helpless, sticky from its liquor shower, tears pouring down its pretty face. Christian reveled in the sight. He loved when his slave looked like this and he couldn't help the blood gathering between his legs.
âLook at me, slave,â Christian said. His pet sniffled and lifted its watery eyes to meet its master's. Fuck. It was gorgeous. It was moments like these that reminded the captain of why he'd chosen this one to begin with.
Elliot shriveled beneath his masterâs glare. He couldn't imagine how disgusting and miserable he must've looked, kneeling there in front of his puddle of vomit. âI-I'm s-sorry, Master,â he said. âI-I'll c-clean itââ
âAye,â the captain interrupted. âYou will.â Elliot flinched and lowered his head again, shoulders shaking beneath the weight of his cries. The captain kneeled in front of his sobbing pet and took a gentle hold of Elliot's chin, guiding the boy's eyes back up to his own. âBut not tonight,â the captain continued. âI am a man of my word and I promised you rest tonight. So that is exactly what you'll get. Come tomorrow, however, you will scrub and polish every centimeter of this deck until your hands bleed. Savvy?â
Elliot sniffled. His head was still swimming, despite how much alcohol had left his system. He was exhausted. There was a heavy pounding in his skull and his mouth tasted like death. It took everything in him to concentrate on the captain's words, but he nodded and slurred out, âY-Yes, Master.â
âGood,â the captain said as he brandished his dagger and sliced through the ropes binding Elliot's arms and wrists.
Elliot heaved a deep breath, his shoulder sagging in relief. âTh-Thank you, Master,â he said between heavy breaths.
âDon't thank me yet, mutt,â the captain said, returning to his full height. He snatched his slave by the arm and wrenched him to his feet, giving Elliot very little time to find his footing before the captain dragged him down the hatch and into the brig. The world twisted and swirled around him, dancing to the beat of the captain's footfalls. The next thing he knew, he was on the floor of his usual cell, the captain towering above him on the other side of the barred door. âEnjoy your break, treasure.â Elliot couldn't see it, but he could hear the smirk in the captain's voice.
The boy didn't have time to respond before the captain spun on his heel and left his slave to rot.
Come morning, Elliot had no memory of the night before.
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I hope you enjoyed this! I'm not super happy with it, but it's as good as it's gonna get, I suppose.
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Jonah squinted against the harsh sunlight, trying not to trip on the wooden stairs as his eyes adjusted to the harsh rays after so many hours of pure darkness. He heard menâs voices cheering and hollering, and squeezed his eyes shut as he was hauled up onto the deck.Â
He heard the crack of the whip before he saw it. The fierce snap cut through all the jeering voices and reverberated off the wooden deck like an echo of a thunderbolt.Â
He heard an angry cry, and his eyes snapped forward to see a crowd forming around a dark-haired figure tied between two masts, his hands outstretched above his head to either side, he was tethered so tightly he was stretched taut. Jonahâs heart frozeâthe manâs tanned back was an absolute mess of bloody lashesâthey criss-crossed through his skin in deep, angry gashes, leaking fresh red blood all down his skin. The young man hung his head forward and grunted loudly when the whip struck again.Â
The tall man holding the whip trailed back and forth behind his victim, a sharp grin on his face. His dark hair was pulled back into a low ponytail and secured with a dark red ribbon. He had a knee length leather coat and several gold necklaces around his neck, hanging down to his bare chest, golden pendants visible just above the hem of his low-cut tunic.Â
âYou know what I want to hear, Sawyer,â the man called, projecting his voice so the entire crowd of crewmates could hear.Â
âGo to hell!â he heard the bloody manâSawyerâshout, though Jonah could hear the pain in his voice. He couldnât believe the nerve of this man, to be mouthing off and cursing his torturer in his position. Jonah knew from personal experience that he wouldâve been begging for mercy long before this point, had it been him at the business end of the tall manâs whip.Â
Another lash, even harsher than the ones before, and it finally drew a long pained scream from the restrained man.Â
âThere we go,â the whip-wielding man sneered. ââBout time I get some pretty noises outta you for my efforts.â
âFuâfuck y-you,â Sawyerâs voice was wavering now, catching on his every sharp, pained inhale.
âStill as shameless as ever arenât you, mutt,â the wielder hissed, âAll these years and we still havenât managed to beat that shitty attitude out of you, âave we?âÂ
Sawyer said nothing, only panting in his restraints, his chest heaving as he tried to catch his breath in the brief respite before the lashes started up again.Â
âWhip him harder!â someone in the crowd called, to the furious cheers of the onlookers.Â
âMutt fuckinâ deserves it!â Another yelled. Then the crowd descended into mad shouts and jeers, swirling together in a symphony of thrilled, angry voices as the welder brought the whip down on Sawyers back again and again. The crowdâs cheers served as an orchestral backdrop against the thunder-claps of the whip and the screams of the one at its mercy.
Jonah looked to his sides, terrified. He locked eyes with Crowe, who gave him a fierce grin.
âStop!â Jonah cried, âWhat did heâ What did he even do?â
âOh, you should learn quickly that that stupid mutt can never keep his damn mouth shut,â Crowe said casually, as if this were the most normal thing in the world. Jonah had thought Carlisle to be the cruelest man heâd ever met, but it was clear he was in just as much danger here, on the ship he thought would be his mercy.Â
Jonah wanted to cry out to them, to scream at them to fucking stop hurting the poor man, but his voice failed him, fear took over and froze him in place. He cursed the way fear always seemed to grip him in ice until he couldnât move at all, but the self-preserving part of Jonah knew that to call out for mercy on the manâs behalf would only cause the whip to be turned on himself instead. So he stood there, Graves and Croweâs grip tight on either of his biceps, and watched with horrified tears streaking down his cheeks. He felt awful for the man, Sawyer, but knew he didnât want to face the same fate. Maybe if he was good, if he obeyed and didnât talk out of turn, he wouldnât face the brunt of that tall manâs whip.Â
âOh,â Graves leaned in, pointing to the wielder. âThat thereâs Voss, our fine shipâs first mate. Bit of a right terror he is, anâ awfully good with that whip, though donât tell him I said that..â Graves paused a moment, âJust.. uh, try not to get on his bad side, eh?âÂ
Jonah gazed in terror at Voss, who wielded the whip with such confidence, such ease, he could give Carlisle himself a run for his money. He watched the man pause his relentless onslaught for a moment to work the soreness out of his shoulder, rolling it in circles in the joint. Voss must have been working up a sweat, for he slipped his leather coat off to reveal a simple low-cut burgundy tunic below it, the fabric was unbuttoned most of the way to expose his chest and the top half of his torso. Jonah could see the tattooed tentacles of a kraken winding up his chest and neck, he saw them spreading down his arms where the sleeves had been rolled up.Â
Working the tension of his shoulder, Voss took up the whip again, and lashed Sawyer over and over, who only continued to curse him out between blood-curdling screams.Â
Eventually, the cursing stopped, and Sawyer only cried out at the fire of each hit, groaning in pain in the seconds between them.
Sawyer was clearly in too much pain to speak, and Jonahâs vision was getting blurry with the amount of tears welling up behind his eyelids. At some point, Voss gave one furious crack of the whip and Sawyer collapsed, limp in his bindings, hanging from his wrists.
Heâd passed out.Â
Voss signed, wiping the blood from the whip with a handkerchief from his pocket.Â
âWell, seems thatâs all the fun weâre going to get out of him for now, men,â Voss called, to the disappointed groans and boos of the crowd. The first mateâs voice sent chills up Jonahâs spineâit was sharp and menacing, though there was a slight breathlessness to it, as heâd no doubt just had a decent workout shredding up Sawyerâs back.Â
âCut him loose, boys,â Voss ordered, and two men rushed forward to untie the ropes at Sawyerâs wrists. Without the bindings to hold him up, Sawyer crumpled to the floor, and the men hauled him up and dragged him off to the side.Â
âAs you were, gentleman!â Voss called, and the crew gave a chorus of âAye!â before the men rushed in all directions back to their stations.Â
Now, with the central entertainment over and done with, the men started to take notice of Jonah, casting him hungry looks and eyeing him up.Â
âOi, Graves, Crowe,â Voss called, crossing the deck to where they stood, holding a tied up Jonah.Â
âWhatâs this pretty thing youâve caught me?â Voss sneered as he approached Jonah, who flinched and tried to crane his head away, only for Voss to reach out and grab his jaw in a firm grip once he was close enough to reach him.
âWe found this little rat stowing away in a barrel in the hold!â Graves said triumphantly.Â
âI see..â said Voss, his voice a low hiss when he leaned down ever closer to Jonah until they were face to face. Jonah stared up at him with wide, terrified eyes, shaking in the first mateâs grasp.Â
âAnd what, pray tell, were yaâ doinâ scuttling around down there?â
Jonah swallowed, willing his tongue to move, but it felt so heavy in his mouth it was hard to speak at all.
âP-passage, S-sir,â he stammered, his heart pounding like a drum in his ears. âJ-just wanted p-passage, Sir.â
Jonah winced when Voss gave a low, amused laugh, just as smug, if not all the more sinister than Graves and Crowe had mere minutes earlier.Â
âOhh, you poor, stupid thing,â Voss grinned like a serpent. âAinât you lucky you stumbled upon our little vessel.â Little was hardly the operative word, the ship felt huge to Jonah. âIâm afraid youâll not be goinâ anywhere now. Not without my say so.â
Jonah gulped, but couldnât bring himself to say anything. He feared his voice would crack into tears if he tried.Â
âWhatâs your name, pretty thing?â Voss asked, forcing Jonahâs chin up, tilting his face from side to side and studying him. It made the hairs on the back of Jonahâs neck stand on end, as if this could be any more terrifying.
âUm.. J-Jonah,â he squeaked. Heâd do anything to keep this man happy, it was Carlisle all over again. Voss was fucking terrifying.
âWell, dear Jonah,â Vossâ voice sank into a sickly mocking tone when he addressed the boy by his name. âLetâs have you come meet the Captain then, shall we?â
Jonah said nothing at first, but when Vossâ fingers gave his jaw a harsh squeeze, he forced out the âYes, Sir,â he was supposed to say.Â
âGood boy,â Voss smiled, patting Jonahâs face condescendingly before he released him. Â
Obedient. Just be obedient, and they wonât torture you. Just be good, Just obey. Jonah repeated the mantra in his head as he was dragged over to the other side of the ship, presumably near the captainâs quarters.Â
Voss ducked inside the chamber, and a few moments later he exited again, this time being followed by a beautiful, important looking man. The man had a large black tricorn cap atop his long silken hairâbrown with streaks of warm honey and tied loosely behind him with a cream-colored ribbon. His boots were freshly shined, and he had an excessive amount of gold jewelry hanging from his neck, his ears, around his wrists. He looked like he was absolutely dripping in treasure.Â
âNow, boy,â Voss ordered sharply, and Jonah snapped out of his trance from staring at the captain to blink back into reality. âThis hereâs your new master, Captain SebĂĄstian Vale. Show some respect.âÂ
The moment he uttered those words, Jonah was shoved down to his knees, and Crowe pressed his boot between Jonahâs shoulder blades until his face hit the floor for a second time that day. Croweâs boot rested heavily on his back, forcing Jonah down in the deep bow as the Captain eyed him over.
Captain Vale approached closer, until his boots were directly in front of Jonahâs head. Jonah shook horribly, terrified of what this Captain would do.Â
âWell, hello there,â the Captain cooed, as if Jonah were a little bird heâd trapped in a cage. âMy first mate here says the men found you stowing away on my ship?âÂ
Crowe stepped off of his back only to yank Jonahâs head up by his hair just enough so he could crane his neck to look up at the Captain.Â
âAnswer him!â Crowe ordered, with a fierce kick to his ribs.Â
âY-yes, Sir!â Came Jonahâs panicked response.
âAww, not quite, little pet,â the Captain clicked his tongue down at Jonah, who cringed back when he realized heâd already done something wrong.Â
âItâs Master to you, slave.âÂ
All the blood drained from Jonahâs face when he realized the full reality of his position. They werenât just going to ransom him or try to rob him, they were taking him captiveâpermanently. He had effectively gone from one cruel master to another in less than the span of 24 hours. Tears spilled down his face as Crowe tugged his hair again, a wordless demand for him to fucking answer already.
âY-yes, Master,â Jonahâs breath caught in his throat as a sob threatened to work its way up.Â
âAnd??â Crowe shook Jonahâs head roughly back and forth.Â
âIâIâm s-sorry, Master,â Jonah cried, his voice breaking as he looked down at the captainâs freshly shined shoes.Â
âWell, arenât you a pretty one,â SebĂĄstian Vale reached out to swipe away a tear on Jonahâs cheek. âItâs rare we get one thatâs pretty when it cries,â he smiled down at Jonah.Â
âFucking patheticâŠâ Voss scoffed from behind him. It was evident the first mate wasnât quite so enamored with Jonahâs little terrified performance as Captain Vale seemed to be.Â
âYes, quite pathetic, isnât he?â The smile never left the Captainâs face. âI think this one will do nicely here. Iâve been needing a new cabin boy ever since theâŠ. Well, never mind. You donât need to worry your pretty little head about it, sweetheart,â the Captain pinched Jonahâs cheek and he bit back a wince.Â
âGood work, gentleman,â Voss said, strict and businesslike.Â
âThereâs just something Iâd like to see,â Captain Vale said, voice alight with amusement. âI want to see the little thing kiss my boot.âÂ
âDo it, if you know whatâs good for you, mutt,â growled Voss, his arms crossed and all his weight leaned on one hip.Â
Jonah bit his lip to hold back the sob that wanted out so badly, and thought of Sawyer, and the whip that now dangled in a coil from Vossâ waist.Â
Slowly, when Crowe released his hair, Jonah lowered himself to the Captainâs shoes. Fresh tears fell and splashed against the smooth leather before Jonahâs face even reached it, but once he was close enough, Jonah pressed his lips to the captainâs shoe, shuddering in place as he tried not to sob against them.Â
âAww, very good, little boy,â the Captain sounded beyond pleased, smug and delighted at his new slave boyâs obedience.Â
Jonah stayed down, completely still save for the tremor in his shoulders. He didnât want to move without permission, the fear froze him in place. He didnât want to know what might happen if he angered the Captain so quickly.
It seemed to be the right call.
âUp,â ordered the Captain, and Jonah rose once more to blink up at him, his eyes red and wet as more tears streamed down his cheeks.Â
âWeâre going to train you so well, dear boy. Youâll be pleasing my every need in no time,â the Captain said it like it was an encouraging promise, but the words stabbed Jonahâs chest with icy dread. He couldnât get out of this. There was nothing surrounding them but miles and miles of water.Â
âNow, I trust these boys here to help you get⊠acquainted. Iâm pleased you already seem to understand your place here. Were you a slave before this?â
Jonah sniffled. âY-yes, Master.â Now he really did feel like he was back with Carlisle again, sniveling and dutifully agreeing, saying âYes, Master,â over and over to the man who ran his life, who decided whether he ate or slept or lived or died.
âGood boy,â the Captain gave Jonahâs hair a ruffle with his hand. âIn that case, Iâll let my men get you oriented here.â
SebĂĄstian Vale towered over his crying slave, and flashed him a wide, beaming smile.Â
âWelcome aboard La Sirena de Sangre.â
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Jonah sat in complete darkness. The waves bobbed the ship up and down, rocking Jonahâs body against the wooden sides of his enclosure. The barrel was small, and Jonah had to curl his knees up to his chest to fit. It was claustrophobic, and the air was thick and stuffy inside, as everything below deck was. He wrapped his arms around his legs and rested his head on his bent knees, trying to quell the pit of nausea that was growing in his stomach ever since the ship had started moving.
It might have been hell for anyone else, but Jonah would do anything to get away, even sneak onto a god forsaken pirate ship in the dead of night. In his mind, heâd been tossing and turning the idea of running away for months now, it was just a matter of time before he worked up the nerve to finally do it. He knew the merchant ships wouldnât do, theyâd find him on one of their routine cargo checks and heâd be sent right back to Carlisle before he could even make it to the next port.
But a pirate ship was a different story, and he was sure this was his best chance at slipping away unnoticed. Ships like these only docked at night, only in the shadier ports, and although Isla de Santa Margarita wasnât known for having much treasure to pillage, the litany of brothels and taverns attracted the attention of less-than-legal patrons often enough.Â
Anything to escape Carlile. Jonah had been pilfered off to the man as an apprentice once his parents had decided he was too expensive to keep feeding, that theyâd rather put that money towards their tavern bills instead. At first, Jonah had been looking forward to the fresh start. He wasnât exactly content living in that one-room dirt floor shack with his liquor-soaked parents.Â
However, it wasnât even a day after heâd been brought to Carlisle in exchange for a hefty sum that he realized heâd be far worse off here. At least his father only hit him when he was drunk and angry. Carlisle seemed to do it for the sheer fun of itâfor some kind of a sick thrill. He loved to chain Jonah up in his blacksmithing workshop and beat him with whatever tool struck his fancy that dayâa whip, long metal rods, pronged sharp tools. Sometimes heâd stick the metal in the furnace and press it flush against Jonahâs exposed skin. Jonahâs only tunic had been cut off of him that first day, and he was never given anything to wear as a replacementâCarlisle always said he liked to see the marks.
His title may have been âapprentice,â but Jonah knew what he was to the manâa slave. Heâd been exchanged for money, for crying out loud. He wasnât paid a dime for the years heâd worked in Carlisleâs blacksmithing workshopâhell, he served the man hand and foot, from dawn until dusk, but never got so much as a word of thanks. Carlisle always seemed much more preoccupied in abusing Jonah and trying out various cruel and unusual punishments than he ever did actually training the boy in his craft.Â
So Jonah dreamed of freedom, even though he spent most of his nights chained by the ankle in the workshop, sleeping on a pile of hay.Â
One evening, when heâd been permitted to accompany Carlisle to a supply run at the market, he spotted it, just out on the horizon of the sea. A shipâunlike any of the ships of the local merchants and foreign magistrates. Its flag was a deep, bloody red, with a grinning skull across the face of it. He could just make out the insignia as he stared out at the sea. The ship was approaching.Â
That night, he knew it was his chance, when Carlisle passed out drunk off too much rum and forgot to lock the chain to Jonahâs ankle before retiring himself. This had happened before, on occasion, but everyone in town knew Jonah belonged to the blacksmith and would drag him back to his master the moment they discovered him, so there was never anywhere for him to go, unless he wanted to walk off barefoot into the jungle and get bitten by a snake or die of starvation.Â
But tonight was different. The moon had risen high in the sky. Surely, the ship would have docked by now. Jonah snuck out of the workshop and slipped out onto the dark streets. His heart leapt as he approached the shore and saw it. Large and majestic now, the ship towered high above the waves. Its masts rose up into the star-lit sky. Its decks were quietâno doubt the crew had all gone ashore to⊠sample the local cuisine, as it were.Â
Jonah took his chance, his heart racing in his chest. He leaped from the old wooden dock and caught a rope that dangled from the shipâs side. He summoned every ounce of strength he had left to climb up and hauled himself over the shipâs railing and landed on the wooden upper deck. He spotted a guardsman on the opposite side, an oil lamp flickering in his hand. The man hadnât seen Jonah, thank god. Jonah scanned the floor of the ship until he spotted the gap in the floorboards that led belowdecks. Slowly, he crept through the darkness and descended the ladder.Â
He wove through a maze of dark passageways below, looking for a place to hide. The cargo hold was the obvious choice. He crept past a snoring sailor in a hammock, the manâs slumbering body swaying with the rocking of the waves. At last, Jonah reached a larger room full of barrels, trunks, and crates. The crates were all nailed shut, so he tiptoed to a set of barrels, looking for one empty enough that he could slip inside.Â
At last, he found one barrel at the end with a loose lid. This was his. He carefully lifted the lid and climbed inside, curling himself up before resetting the lid atop the barrel. So long as nobody came and nailed it down, he would be safe here until the ship docked once more. Then, heâd finally be free, on some new Isla, in some new town where he could start over. Get a real job, rent a room of his ownâthe visions of a new life invigorated Jonah as he curled up in the confines of the barrel. He was really doing itâthis was really happening. He could barely contain his excitement. He was finally on his way to a new land.Â
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At some point, Jonah must have fallen asleep, for he startled awake at the sound of muffled voices wafting through the corridors of the lower levels. His eyes snapped open, only to see absolutely nothing. He tried to stretch his limbs out, then panicked for a moment when he found he couldnât, before he remembered where he was, and tried to calm his nerves.Â
Itâs okay, he told himself. Nobody is coming to check the cargo. He focused on his breathâin, and out. In⊠and out.Â
Soon, however, he heard footsteps growing louder as they approached the cargo hold.
âSurely one of these has the rum,â said a gruff voice.Â
Jonah froze, holding his breath.Â
âIâm telling you, we drank it all,â came another, âBest pick up some more at the next port.âÂ
âAgh,â groaned the first, âYouâre so full of shite.âÂ
Jonah, to his horror, heard the sound of wood against wood, mere feet away from where he sat.Â
âOh yes, pop them all open, why donât you,â the smoother voice said sarcastically.
âI fuckinâ will!â grunted the gruff one.
Jonah felt tears of panic in his eyes. This couldnât be happeningâplease donât check this one please donât check this one please donâ
The orange light of a lantern flooded Jonahâs vision, and he squinted hard against it as the lid of the barrel was thrown open. He froze, panic like ice in his chest, and gazed up into the light at the two shocked faces above him.
Their shock quickly turned, as two crooked smiles overcame their faces.
âWell well wellâŠâ said the gruff voice, a man with a scraggly beard and a bandana around his head. âWhat âave we got here?â
âSeems weâve found ourselves a little stowaway,â smiled the smooth-voiced one, a taller man with a scar on his cheek and a gold earring.Â
âDonât suppose you know this one, do ya Graves?â
âCanât say I do,â said the gruff oneâGravesâeyeing Jonah like he was a freshly grilled steak. âThough he sure is a pretty little thing, ainât he?â
âPleaseâIâm sorry, just, just let me leave, IâllâIâll get off as soon as weâre at the next portâplease!â Jonah pleaded, tears rapidly welling up in his eyes. âJust donât tell anyone Iâm here!â
Jonah paled when the two men laughed and laughed, before strong, rough hands reached in to haul him out of the barrel. The two men dragged Jonah out and threw him onto the floor. Jonah hastily turned to face them in a kneeling position.Â
âPlease!â He cried. âPlease I beg of you, just donât tell anyoneâI mean no harm!â At least, for all his time with Carlisle, heâd had plenty of practice at begging for mercy.
âAww, you hear that Crowe?â Graves chided. âHe says he donât mean no harm.âÂ
âOh, Iâm sure he donât,â Crowe laughed, knocking Jonah over easily with a single sharp kick to his side.
Crowe stepped his foot down onto the side of Jonahâs face, leaning down to press the boyâs cheekbone hard into the wooden floorboards.Â
âWeâre just gonna have to see if the captain believes you.âÂ
Crowe kept his boot pressed down firmly on the side of Jonahâs head to hold him down. Jonah groaned in pain against the floor, convinced his head would split clean open if Crowe put even an ounce more weight on it.Â
âGrab something to tie him up, would ya Graves?âÂ
âAlready on it, mate,â came Gravesâ rough voice, now a few feet away. Jonah couldnât see what he was doing, but he heard his heavy footsteps approach once more and struggled weakly on the floor, still pinned down beneath Croweâs savage boot.Â
âAye, thatâll do, wonât it,â Crowe clapped Graves on the back as the man bent down to wrestle Jonahâs arms behind his back. Jonah tried to writhe against the man, but Crowe was quick to lift his foot for a moment before stomping down hard on the side of Jonahâs head, sending white stars popping through his vision and making the whole room swim. Jonah cried out and went limp for just long enough for Graves to tie the boyâs hands roughly behind him with thick, coarse rope. Crowe stepped off of Jonahâs head only to lean down and wrench a fist into his hair, hauling the boy back up onto his knees.Â
Graves, seemingly reading Croweâs mind, wound the rest of the rope around Jonahâs torso, pinning his arms tightly against his back. Jonah tried to thrash against Croweâs hold, but he only succeeded in making his own scalp burn as he twisted against the hand that held him.Â
Crowe stepped around to Jonah's front to deliver a sharp slap across the side of his face. His head tried to snap to the side with the force of it, but he was still held in place with Croweâs other hand in his hair, so Jonahâs face absorbed the full impact. Jonah gasped and hissed in pain, a fierce heat radiating through the side of his face.Â
âYouâre a firstly little one, arenât ya?â Croweâs crooked smile loomed down over Jonah as he said it, the amusement thick in his voice.Â
âPleâease..â Jonahâs voice cracked as he held back a sob. This was the worst possible way this escape could have gone. He just prayed whoever this captain was, he would take mercy on Jonah. He tried not to think of how slim the likelihood of that really was.
When Graves had secured the ropes around Jonahâs arms and torso, Crowe hauled Jonah to his feet by the grip in his hair. Jonah stumbled up to follow the motion, his head still spinning with the force of getting kicked into the floorâthe impact of Croweâs boot against his head.Â
âOhh the captainâs gonna love this,â Graves grinned wide, rubbing his grubby hands together as he stepped back.Â
âIâd say he might even reward us for finding the little rat, wouldnât you say?â Crowe smiled back at Graves, his eyes narrowed to delighted slits.
âAye..â Graves hummed, his voice a low rumble in his throat.Â
âLetâs go, pretty boy. Move.â Crowe snapped, beginning to drag Jonah out of the cargo hold and down the wooden corridor. Jonah tried to resist at first, keeping his feet stubbornly planted, but a fierce yank on his hair was all it took to have him hissing in pain again and obediently following Crowe through the passageway towards the upper decks, Graves trailing behind them.Â
Jonah let the tears fall silently, praying that this wouldnât turn out as badly as he feared it would. He saw sunlight stream down from the gap in the ceiling as they neared the staircase, a loud mix of voices sounded from above. As he was marched up the stairs to the upper deck, Jonah pleaded in his mind to anything that was out there that this captain of theirs would be merciful.Â
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At some point, Marquez had to get up to use the bathroom. Without wanting to wake Seven, he tried his best to slowly sneak out from beneath him, prompting the sleeping boy to cling to the pillow Marquez had been leaning against in his stead. The shift didnât seem to rattle Seven in the slightest. The boy kept sleeping peacefully as Marquez slid off the mattress, and he slipped into the bathroom without so much as a word.Â
Marquez hadnât heard the elevator ding downstairsâdidnât know anyone else had entered the penthouse until the mixed voices started to waft up the staircase and down the hall. Still, he busied himself with washing his hands without paying it too much mind. It was typical, expected even, for Wes to have guests at a time like this, evenâor perhaps especiallyâas wasted as he clearly was.Â
Marquez didnât hear her come up the stairs, nor did he hear whatever shit sheâd been saying before he opened the bathroom door that led directly into the bedroom, but he instantly bristled when he saw Brie, who had no doubt barged in of her own accord. She sat on the bed, straddling Sevenâs half-awake form, her thighs around his exposed hips. Her hands cupped around his feverish cheeks, she was cooing at him in that condescending-yet-thrilled tone she always spoke to him in.Â
âAwww..â Marquez could hear the smile in her voice as he walked out of the bathroom, although he couldnât see it through the cascade of red waves that dangled from her hairline down to cover her face.Â
âYouâre just so cute when youâre out of it!â she cooed. âArenât you, baby boyyâŠâ She was leaning in mere inches from his face, her short skirt pooling over his thin waist and pinning Seven in place with her thighs.Â
She leaned up for a moment, perhaps to assess his expression properly, and Marquez could see the way she pinched at Sevenâs cheeks when she spoke to him, as though he were a cute little puppy dog sheâd met on the street. Seven whined at the treatment, weakly batting at her waist with his hands. He groaned in painful protest when she lowered her hand to press down on the bruises that littered his bare torso.Â
âWhatâd you do to get all these, hmm?â She teased, pressing down harder at the purpled skin on his ribs and stomach. Seven cried out, weakly trying to push her away, and the sound seemed to snap Marquez out of his shocked daze.
âGet the fuck off him, Brie,â Marquez hissed, as menacingly as he could. He couldnât exactly shout and shove her off of Sevenâhe knew that it would not go over well with Wes, if Marquez âmistreatedâ one of his closest friends, but Marquez crossed his muscled arms and made a point to sound as irritated as possible to try and intimidate her off of him.
âAww câmonnnn,â she chided in mocking protest, turning her head to look at him, her red hair cascading like a sunset-lit waterfall as she tossed it over her shoulder. âWhatâs the problem? He clearly likes it...â The snicker in her voice would be audible even if Marquez were not able to witness her expression firsthand.Â
âHe does not. Like it.â Marquez forced out through gritted teeth. âHeâs sick. I'm supposed to be taking care of him,â he oozed authority now, knowing his purpose here was backed by Wesâ own desiresâsomething even Brie wasnât in a position to argue with. âNow buzz the fuck off.â He ordered. âSeriously.âÂ
âAww, he does though!â She protested, challenging the certainty in his voice as she pressed down on a particularly awful bruise on Sevenâs ribcage. âHe does! Seven likes it.. Don't you baby?â Her voice dripped even further into nauseating condescension when she said it, and she squeezed both of Sevenâs flushed cheeks tightly between her manicured fingertips, forcing another pained whine out of the boy. She smiled brightly and leaned in closer to his face, her pink glossy lips hovering inches above his own.
Seven blinked up at her with bleary eyes, âI⊠I.. umâŠâ he was frozen in fearâhe was never allowed to refuse them, especially Brie of all people. She could make his life hell for daring to speak against herâfor resisting in the slightest.Â
Marquez dropped a heavy hand to Brieâs shoulder. âOff him. Now,â he growled, and Brie turned her shoulder away and scoffed in mock disgust.Â
âDonât touch me!â she exclaimed. âI just wanted to come say hi to him!â Marquez stepped even closer to her, looming down over her straddled form, his biceps flexing as his arms twitched in their position.Â
âGet. Off.â Marquez growled, narrowing his eyes. âOr Iâll make you.â It was perhaps a bluff, mostly, but it seemed to work. Brie chuffed under her breath and climbed off of Seven. âAlright, fine! Fucking Jesus! You donât have to be so fucking dramatic.âÂ
Brie huffed as she climbed off the bed and stormed out of the room in a whirl of fiery red hair, her flowy miniskirt swishing behind her.Â
âEnjoy your little private time, lover boy. Hope you brought a condom!â she called behind her with a haughty sneer, and slammed the door behind her.Â
The relief of her absence was instant, palpable between the two of them. âSorry about that..â Marquez looked sheepish as he gazed back down at Seven, who was still panting slightly, his eyes wet around the edges. âI didnât know sheâd come in like that. Does this door even lock?âÂ
âIt⊠It doesnât, SirâŠâ Seven said quietly, confirming Marquezâ suspicions that Seven might have his own room, but privacy was a right he had to constantly earn around here.Â
Marquez vowed to wring her neck along with Wesâ when the time came. He let out a heavy sigh, trying to shove the feelings down once again and right himself to focus on what he could actually control. He willed his brow to unfurrow, his expression to soften, back into that of calm gentlenessâthe one that Seven needed right now.Â
âOkay, just come here,â he situated himself beside Seven once more, leaning back against the headboard. âItâs alright, just come over here with me,â he said gently, extending one arm and beckoning Seven to lean back with him and snuggle into his torso as heâd been before. Sevenâs skin still felt so hot to the touch. Marquez spotted the bottle of ibuprofen on the bed side table.
âDid Wes already give you a few of those pills?â He said, nodding to the bottle.Â
âUhn-huh,â Seven murmured against his chest, not even looking up.
âAlrtight then, Iâll give you some more in a few hours. For now, letâs just be here together, okay?â
âOhââ Sevenâs voice caught in his throat. âOkay.. Yes, Sir..â Marquez felt the boy hiccup against his chest, but didnât say anything, instead bringing a hand to Sevenâs bare back and rubbing gentle circles into the feverish skin with his thumb. He tried not to take too much notice of the way the layered whip scars felt beneath his fingertips. Don't think about Wes. Donât think about how much you fucking loathe Wes. Donât think about how nice itâd feel to slam his face into the ground..Â
Marquez squeezed his eyes shut and shoved it down, vowing to channel the energy into soothing the subject of Wesâ abuse. His other hand lifted to Sevenâs head, carding long fingers through the boyâs damp hair, absentmindedly undoing any tangles in careful, feather-like motions.
Seven didnât know what it was that made him start crying. Perhaps it was the gentleness, the act of someone actually caring about him, for the first time in over a decade, that brought fresh tears to well up behind his pale, long lashes. He hadnât felt actually, genuinely loved like this sinceâsince her.Â
And just like that, the floodgates opened, as the memories Seven had worked so hard to suppress over the many years began to bubble up to the surface of his consciousness, breaking through the confines of the mental walls heâd carefully built up for his own sanity. He tried never to think about the pastâabout her. It all hurt too much to think aboutâbut perhaps it was the fever, Marquez gentle touch, his soft voice, or all of the above, that weakened the gates of the dam with crack after crack, little hairline fractures spreading into larger canyons in the concrete, until the whole wall collapsed into rubble and water flooded into the valley of Sevenâs mind. It reminded him all too much of his mother.
Rosaline had been a gentle and hardworking womanâwhat she lacked in money she more than made up for in spirit. She worked herself to the bone to provide for the two of them, but it never cost her her smileâshe would beam at her little boy every time she came home. Sheâd take Seven up in her arms, swinging him around with sore muscles and hugging him close.Â
The way Marquez smiled at him, the way his hands felt like pure love itself, it all flooded his fevered mind with memories of herâof the last times he was able to feel gentleness, like he was truly worthy of love. His Aunt Beatrice had never loved himâthat much was clear from the day heâd been moved into her house and was carved in stone the day sheâd sold him. But Rosaline always had. Seven missed his mother more than anything in the universe. It ran through him like a wooden stake, piercing through his very heart in the place where every emotional nerve met at its highest sensitivity.Â
He grieved the life he mightâve had if she hadnât died when she did. He missed the way she would hold him, he missed the way heâd trusted in herâin the world itself, at the timeâto hold him and lead him through it safely. The memory of her love always opened a hole up in his chest and sucked everything good in with it. It cracked his soul apart and it fucking hurt. It always did when he allowed himself to remember her gentleness. Heâd tried for years to block it out mentally, for her memory only caused him more pain, but something about the way Marquezâ was holding him now made him unable to think of anything else.Â
He cried into the pillow in his arms, feeling Marquez' gentle touch on his hair, on his back. He wanted to apologize for crying but he couldn't even get himself to speak, he was sobbing so hard. He remembered the little stuffed pig she'd gotten him one year, when he was very small. Whatever happened to it, he didnât know. He wasn't even allowed to pack his own things from the house after sheâd diedâhe was ushered to his Aunt Beatriceâs house so quickly and the house heâd shared with Rosaline had been cleared out by his Aunt before he could clutch anything for the last time. Aunt Beatrice, who had said he was âtoo young to know what heâd need,â had packed it all upâwhat little she thought necessaryâand must have simply thrown the rest away. Seven never saw the pig again, or any of his stuffed animals, or even any photos of her. He had nothing but the memories.
He had a feeling Beatrice had always hated her sister. His mother had never really spoken much of her, not that he could remember anyway. But after Rosalineâs death, Beatrice had seemed hell-bent on erasing her own sisterâs very existence from history itself. Beatrice always grew angry with Seven whenever he tried to talk about his mother. He learned quickly never to bring it up. Rosaline lived on in his memories, though, and he remembered kneeling on the floor every night in Aunt Beatriceâs house, silently praying to anything that was out there to bring her backâto take him away from this new house where he was loathed and beaten down like he was some evil, wretched thing. Heâd pressed his face into the hardwood and cried into the floorboards, praying over and over to have his motherâs sunshine back.Â
Nothing ever answered him, of course.Â
He was so young at the time, that he didnât even recall that many conversations between them, but in his mind he could see her smile. He heard the sound of her laugh. He remembered the way sheâd make pancakes for him in fun little shapesâhearts and dinosaursâand put fresh strawberries on top. The songs sheâd sing himâgod the songsâsweet little lullabies as she rubbed his back to lull her young son to sleep. The songs especially hurt to think aboutâthe melodies in his head. He tried to shove them down but the song started up anyway.Â
âGo to sleep my darling, hush now, donât you cryâŠâ
He had curled in on himself now. He bit down on the pillow he was clutching and sobbed, shaking with the pain of it. His head pounded harder with the fever. He'd give anything to hold her in his arms again. Seven didn't know how tall sheâd been before she died, he had been so young and small at the time, but he imagined he might even be taller than her now. He thought of what it would be like to hug her, to pull her up against him tightly and rest his chin on the top of her head. He wondered if sheâd still sing to him, the way she used toâsoft and light, like the call of the morning birds.Â
Birdsâthey made him think of her too now, in the thick of his fever, his mental walls demolished to nothing by the sick burning heat. There was a memory of him lying next to her on a blanket in the grass. The shade of sunlight-dappled branches cast wandering stars over their forms. The image was so vivid he may as well have been hallucinating. He lay with his head on her shoulder and leaned into her torso, her arm wrapped around him. Rosaline laughed, in that bright, beautiful way that felt like the morning light itself. She pointed up to a bird on a branch.Â
âItâs a red breasted robin, dear, do you see it?â
âYes, mama,â heâd probably said, nuzzling in close to her and gazing up at the little bird.Â
Rosaline was not unlike the robin. She was light and free and peaceful. She hadnât had it easy, certainly not, but sheâd never lost that light that seemed to glow at the edges of her form. That music in her laugh, that carried on her voice with every word. Birds always brought Seven a certain bittersweet peace, when his guard was lowered as it was nowâshe mustâve given him that association before he could even piece it together.Â
Heâd give his life for hers, in a heartbeat if he could. Sheâd been too gentle, too sweet for a world like this one. It was only through some cruel divine wrath that her light would be snuffed out so soon, that Seven would be cast into darkness to face the world's cruelty aloneâAunt Beatrice, the facility, the McQueens. He hadnât been able to say goodbye, to tell her he loved her one last time. He was so young the day Rosaline had diedâshe didnât even get to see what he might turn out to be.Â
Seven cried in Marquezâ arms until he couldnât anymore. Though Marquez didnât know what had suddenly overcome the boy, he never pried, and simply held Seven and let him ride out the emotional waves as they came. Marquez would be his rockâthe one thing he could steady himself against amid the barrage of the stormâhe was determined to be, to stay with him until the clouds parted and calm was restored to the seas of Sevenâs mind once more.Â
At last, Sevenâs sobs gave way to little faint hiccups, the occasional sharp inhale, until even those faded into something slower, something akin to a calm sky with a still distressed, swirling sea below. Marquez kept rubbing slow, soothing circles into his scarred back. He pressed a soft kiss into the top of Seven's head. The boy had fallen asleep right there, no doubt spent from crying and fighting the feverâs heat.Â
Perhaps, when he awoke, Seven would tell him what heâd been thinking about. Perhaps he wouldnât. Marquez would listen if he wanted to talk, but it was up to Seven if he was willing to share it. Regardless, Marquez would be right here, still holding him tightly when he awoke once more.Â