life update . referencing events outline from this previous post .
as some of you know , the whole ordeal with school really messed me up for a while . i retreated into myself and moved a lot of my attention on gaming . tbh , it kinda unalived my muse and my inspiration to just really write . not entirely , but enough to throw me off my equilibrium here .
soooo that leads to the actual update . yesterday while i was getting ready for work i was clearing out my emails and got one from my school . the dean of education reached out and said that my appeal went to corporate despite being initially rejected by the school and they wanted to invite me back for the fall semester starting october 2 . admittedly i was skeptical so i emailed her again and she outlined the details and gave me the paperwork to print and fill out before i meet with them tomorrow and next week .
you guys - i'm still so dumbfounded about it . i was shaking from the good news and just feeling so damn blessed for this chance . it's why i need to write this update because starting october 2 i will be on a semi - hiatus with very low activity . i don't want tumblr to distract me so i can focus on studying and putting my energy into passing that god awful exit exam a second time around . i hope you all understand i'll still be back because i genuinely adore writing ayaka and interacting with you all , but i really need to manifest a happy ending for myself with school . on top of that i'll be busy with 12 hour rotation / clinicals again plus working on my free days :')
a big thank you to so many of you for being supportive and offering to let me talk to you when i needed a friend or helping me stay positive . i appreciate it more than you know and it really makes me happy that there's so much beyond just rp here . i'll make a formal psa about my activity closer to october 2 , but as for now i'm gonna try and do what i can without burning myself out too much or stretching myself too thin .