liar, liar. pants on fire.

i really hate this shit.

like, why would you tell me how you fucked her? candles, romantic shit? when you don’t even do that to me.... sure, pretty sure we made love before but nothing like that. and now she’s fucking pregnant. why don’t you just stay with her?

i shouldn’t even feel betrayed but i do.

i’m starting to feel myself push away.

i’m meeting rafa tomorrow. i know how close him and daveed are. i know what their friendship consists of. this is like meeting a family member. but what does that mean? what does it mean for us?

can these next couple weeks hurry!! i wanna be in disney world with daveed

honest to shit, i want to sit in daveed’s lap and either have him finger me or slowly ride him and just hear him say sweet things and kiss my neck okay goodnight

ew, i’m in the uber and i wish i was holding daveed’s hand on the way. i’m so into him. but i’m scared i’ll fuck something up, or over step. i even said i love you first.

i’ve been waking up to daveed for the past couple days and its just heaven.