why am i talking?

has anyone noticed theyre taking away what it means to be human

pre-traumatic stress

when you overthink shit that could happen

feels like im always recovering. when do i get to live

"it's okay to rest for as long as you need from burnout" how long is it actually going to take though. there's stuff i wanna do.

and not to sound like a conspiracy theorist but another reason I hate the return of 2000’s th*nspo shit is bc starving does make women frail and has longer term consequences like early osteoporosis, brittle bones/teeth, insomnia, ect. Your muscles will start eating themselves. It also makes you extremely emotional and severely lowers your capacity for critical thinking not bc you’re a girl but because your brain isn’t getting any fucking nutrients so idk I just feel like its very convenient that every time there’s an uptick in fascist rhetoric and women’s rights are being stripped suddenly it’s peak fashion for women to be starving, weak, and exhausted

A rest day isn't enough. I need one billion years alone in a crystal.

They said the Black Panthers were a terrorist militia group but they were one of the only ones defending Black Americans from white violence. Like. If you kill the peaceful protesters, the ones willing to come to the table and "debate", you get the angry ones that get shit done

At this point, I do not condemn "terrorists", like yes. Go ahead. White supremacy and Western ideology has people convinced that defending yourself from racialized violence is a crime. Let it be a crime. Defend yourself anyways.