Little Caprine

Zhou Zishu :"What are you looking at ?"

Wen Kexing : *blinks*

And then he goes :

When Zhou Zishu gets away at that he just...

"Can you not die?" In such a voice, help.

And Zhou Zishu has his back to him.

"I'll try my best" "Turn around. Look at me." "I can't look at you"

And a bit later:

"Are you pitiying me or humiliating me?

And Wen Kexing's answer is :

"I'm just scared"

Zhou Zishu moves around and Wen Kexing panics a bit and goes

"Dont leave!" "I'm not leaving"

*Wen Kexing pulls such a relieved face*

And then towards the end, Zhou Zishu says Wen Kexing's "Brushing [him] off with [his] fake actions" and we get that expression :

"They are not fake..."

"...They're real."

Me : *clutches my heart*

Then, Zhou Zishu gets him into bed because he is drunk and my heart finished being ripped out of me by :

"I bet that you'll open up to me one day" "Human hearts are evil, what's so good about looking into mine? [...] "After looking into it you won't see me as your friend."

zhou zishu: ok. same.

wen ke xing: AWESOME.

wen ke xing: wait, what do you mean “same”???

zhou zishu: you wanna love me and know me and all my fucked up shit? fine. but best believe im gonna uncover all YOUR fucked up shit

wen ke xing: wait

zhou zishu: and i am gonna hold you accountable for all the stupid shit you do but fuck up ANYONE ELSE who tries to pull you up on it because fuck them, only I get to do that

wen ke xing: wait

zhou zishu: and you can best believe that I will uncover EVERY SINGLE PIECE OF YOUR TRAGIC BACKSTORY

wen ke xing: no

zhou zishu: and I am gonna ACCEPT YOU and LOVE YOU for EVERYTHING THAT YOU ARE because you are MY FUCKING MAN NOW, BITCH

山河令 word of honor, wenzhou, 6k, E

alternative tags: canon divergence, established sexual relationship, D/s undertones, bottom wkx/top zzs, emotional sex, grief/mourning, identity porn, angst, wkx's trauma brain, the nails, unresolved emotional tension, internal conflict, sequel!

series: these nameless ponds

summary:

They’ve had sex while on unsure ground with each other, but this is different. There is no endgame here, no argument to win or point to prove. If good sex would heal whatever is broken, it would be easier. But what is broken is not broken between them. And what little control Wen Kexing can exercise, would only make the situation worse. There is nothing to do, just Zhou Zishu’s hot mouth. His familiar, hot, hot mouth.

or, after the events in some wishes should not come true leave him a broken shell, wen kexing has to return to his life with zhou zishu, knowing of the seven nails now, with a new secret between them

Let Wenzhou eat part 2