And the cycle begins again

The tragedy about Peter being so lonely is that he’s alone in a way that most people have never experienced. Not only do none of his friends remember him- not just Ned and Mj, but literally every friend he ever had from high school- but any extended family, any colleagues, anyone who ever interacted with him has no memory of him. Some guy at a corner shop that he frequents will have to relearn his regular order. The upstairs neighbor that he borrowed eggs from one time has no idea who he is. Every teacher that enjoyed having him in their class, every childhood friend, every former classmate, everyone who he ever went out of his way to help has no idea he ever existed. Not only that but any non super good that he brought to the world or personal sacrifice that he made is completely undone by the spell. Peter literally has no history. He doesn’t even have pictures because he was erased from them. Can you imagine years worth of stupid vlogs and videos and baby pictures and selfies with family and birthday cards or letters or emails wiped from existence? And Peter lived like that for four years in near solitude. No wonder he was suicidally depressed, even despite being the most cheerful, optimistic person in the MCU. One second you have a life and the next second it’s like you were never alive. And he felt like he had to force himself to live that way for four years. The more i think about the sadder this movie makes me.

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imagine you finally work up the nerve to interact with your old BEST FRIENDS who’ve FORGOTTEN YOU EXIST and you go up to them and learn that they’ve been trying to subconsciously REACH OUT and FIND YOU for YEARS but ultimately CANT REMEMBER who you are and you see your old girlfriend who you’re still in LOVE with KISS her BOYFRIEND happily and then you go to try and KILL YOURSELF but SURVIVE and then mope back to your APARTMENT and PASS OUT and wake up wrapped in your own ORGANIC WEBS on the side of your building and you FALL and discover that you’re TURNING INTO a SPIDER happened to my good friend Peter

The tragedy about Peter being so lonely is that he’s alone in a way that most people have never experienced. Not only do none of his friends remember him- not just Ned and Mj, but literally every friend he ever had from high school- but any extended family, any colleagues, anyone who ever interacted with him has no memory of him. Some guy at a corner shop that he frequents will have to relearn his regular order. The upstairs neighbor that he borrowed eggs from one time has no idea who he is. Every teacher that enjoyed having him in their class, every childhood friend, every former classmate, everyone who he ever went out of his way to help has no idea he ever existed. Not only that but any non super good that he brought to the world or personal sacrifice that he made is completely undone by the spell. Peter literally has no history. He doesn’t even have pictures because he was erased from them. Can you imagine years worth of stupid vlogs and videos and baby pictures and selfies with family and birthday cards or letters or emails wiped from existence? And Peter lived like that for four years in near solitude. No wonder he was suicidally depressed, even despite being the most cheerful, optimistic person in the MCU. One second you have a life and the next second it’s like you were never alive. And he felt like he had to force himself to live that way for four years. The more i think about the sadder this movie makes me.

@astral-icecream

The tragedy about Peter being so lonely is that he’s alone in a way that most people have never experienced. Not only do none of his friends remember him- not just Ned and Mj, but literally every friend he ever had from high school- but any extended family, any colleagues, anyone who ever interacted with him has no memory of him. Some guy at a corner shop that he frequents will have to relearn his regular order. The upstairs neighbor that he borrowed eggs from one time has no idea who he is. Every teacher that enjoyed having him in their class, every childhood friend, every former classmate, everyone who he ever went out of his way to help has no idea he ever existed. Not only that but any non super good that he brought to the world or personal sacrifice that he made is completely undone by the spell. Peter literally has no history. He doesn’t even have pictures because he was erased from them. Can you imagine years worth of stupid vlogs and videos and baby pictures and selfies with family and birthday cards or letters or emails wiped from existence? And Peter lived like that for four years in near solitude. No wonder he was suicidally depressed, even despite being the most cheerful, optimistic person in the MCU. One second you have a life and the next second it’s like you were never alive. And he felt like he had to force himself to live that way for four years. The more i think about the sadder this movie makes me.

@astral-icecream

The tragedy about Peter being so lonely is that he’s alone in a way that most people have never experienced. Not only do none of his friends remember him- not just Ned and Mj, but literally every friend he ever had from high school- but any extended family, any colleagues, anyone who ever interacted with him has no memory of him. Some guy at a corner shop that he frequents will have to relearn his regular order. The upstairs neighbor that he borrowed eggs from one time has no idea who he is. Every teacher that enjoyed having him in their class, every childhood friend, every former classmate, everyone who he ever went out of his way to help has no idea he ever existed. Not only that but any non super good that he brought to the world or personal sacrifice that he made is completely undone by the spell. Peter literally has no history. He doesn’t even have pictures because he was erased from them. Can you imagine years worth of stupid vlogs and videos and baby pictures and selfies with family and birthday cards or letters or emails wiped from existence? And Peter lived like that for four years in near solitude. No wonder he was suicidally depressed, even despite being the most cheerful, optimistic person in the MCU. One second you have a life and the next second it’s like you were never alive. And he felt like he had to force himself to live that way for four years. The more i think about the sadder this movie makes me.

@astral-icecream

Tom Holland's acting is so fucking good. He's really honed his craft over the last few years. Especially his NYC accent. It was really authentic particularly when he was talking to Frank. It's like he code switched and slipped into the accent even more like one does when they meet a close friend from their native town. Like so well done.

man. the secret history has become so synonymous with dark academia that when u look through the tag its just knit sweaters and latte art. like please show me a text post about how fucking unhinged richard was for staying in a room with a Literal hole in the wall during the dead of winter and almost dying of hypothermia.