For My Fellow Lisp Buddies

Okay,kinda random,kinda important, nothing to do with my blog but idgaf. I found out a lisp is a speech disorder… DISORDER. I have one and at this point I’m super self aware that I can’t speak properly but no one seems to notice for the most part, but I do want to say one quick thing… DON’T POINT IT OUT TO SOMEONE WHEN THEIR TALKING. I have been told I wasn’t pronouncing my words properly in the middle of talking and I swear I wanted to die at that point. People with a lisp can’t change the way they speak or ‘just speak properly’ so please don’t tell us to do so. Whenever I ask people can they hear my lisp they would lie and say they couldn’t, how do I know they lied? CAUSE THEY POINTED IT OUT WHILE I WAS SPEAKING. Like honey,I know I can’t pronounce ’s’ so don’t add to the problem.