lisly

where one plant falls, another grows.

Unfortunately I am not good at that. I am impatient and want to be better instantly and then give up once the results aren't instantaneous. 

I firmly believe my follies are all due to my inability to practice something everyday. 

Scratch that. I can do something everyday but only the things I feel like doing.

If I could just develop a routine, I wouldn't keep falling into the same trap of sleeping in bed for days and not leaving the house. If I could just develop a routine, I wouldn't keep falling into the same trap of sleeping in bed for days and not leaving the house. 

If I could be less lazy and commit I could do a run everyday. 

It is so simple to say this to another person but I can't apply it to myself. 

-Elisa lam

I relate to you the most, dearest Elisa.

- an oppressor's realization

well maybe one wholesome thing out of all the not very wholesome things that happened as of lately was the appearance of the one and only big bro of the jujutsu kaisen universe, Choso kamo in my dream yesterday during my morning nap.

the description of what happened in my dream

ok so in this dream I was itadori and I and choso were in this amusement park and there was this tunnel thingy that we had to get through. Choso being the big brotherest big brother that he is tried to help me out even though I didn't really need it and we both got out and that's it. I know it really isn't much but I guess what makes it special is the fact that this is the first time I ever dreamed of an anime character.