lisa stockley

i wish i could go back in time and tell my younger self “hey just kill yourself now. there’s no hope and the future is worthless”.

i’m the problem. i’m draining to be around. i turn everything good into something toxic. i can’t stop myself from ruining everything, no matter how hard i try. i’m the only one to blame. i’m poison to everyone around me, i destroy everything i touch

I have no purpose in life I don’t know what the fuck I’m still doing here.

Ever been so sad and broken that you can’t move. So you just sit there, frozen, paralyzed by your pain and suffer. Because that’s all you can do.

I wish I could be good enough for once in my life

I don’t wanna get out of bed. I don’t wanna eat. I don’t wanna go to work. I don’t want to go anywhere. I just wanna fall asleep and never wake up.