Rave Love

Can I get a roll call?!

I never feel like I'm good enough for someone to love. I love with all my heart and get broken every time. It takes a lot to entrust someone with my everything. That "friend zone" bull shit is real. No one wants me for me, just my sex. You go six months ignoring me, making me feel like I'm not worthy, so I leave. I changed my mind and forced myself to suppress the feelings I held so dear. Suddenly you decide to just show back up. I've been down this road once before, and I refuse to allow myself to cry over you yet again. The love I have runs deeper than anyone will ever know. The passion was real, you're just a scared little boy, not yet a man. And I'm not here for you to throw around. My feelings are as real as anyone else's and you crushed them. I'm big enough to walk away. And I'm prideful enough to not allow you back into my life. So just stop. I don't want to wake up and see a late night text. I don't want to hear 'I miss you' or 'can I come over and talk.' The day I told you I wouldn't be your fuck buddy any longer and that you had a choice to make was the day you lost me, and when I'm gone, I never return. So take your childish ass and stop looking to run back because your life is suddenly missing something. I'm not a convenient friend when you need me. I can not, I will not do this any more. Go use someone else because this heart has been damaged enough.

My rave baby.

Kandi!