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You teach his lungs the length of a breath with the rise and fall of your chest. The tempo of your heart tempers his. Your body is a battle ground you fight and win for him. First you build him with your own bones then you show him how to use them and then you are sitting in the room nextdoor while he slams his fists on the floor and you hope he is learning by your silence.
Broken
Steal this story to my heart
it’s broken all over the place.
I flop into the kitchen, broken there
Slipping on the icedewalk, saltcrunch, I break there too
Gripping stair railing, I discard shards on the way up
Slipncrunch them on the way down.
Crumpled. I sit
on the bottom stair
crying.
I wish I could cry everywhere.
I slop my tears back
Barking.
World wet and sighing.
Hearts don’t break in tidy boxes anymore.
They sweat into my conversation
with a sales clerk.
They swan into the living room
watching garbage trucks.
A broken heart is a thousand pieces of a regular day.
A breaking heart cracks the eggs for omelettes too.
I break my heart by holding it.
I wish I could cry everywhere.
Wild Geese You do not have to be good. You do not have to walk on your knees for a hundred miles through the desert, repenting. You only have to let the soft animal of your body love what it loves. Tell me about despair, yours, and I will tell you mine. Meanwhile the world goes on. Meanwhile the sun and the clear pebbles of the rain are moving across the landscapes, over the prairies and the deep trees, the mountains and the rivers. Meanwhile the wild geese, high in the clean blue air, are heading home again. Whoever you are, no matter how lonely, the world offers itself to your imagination, calls to you like the wild geese, harsh and exciting-- over and over announcing your place in the family of things.
© Mary Oliver.
What we forget
I remember wandering afternoons, a coffee here, a park there, a good view up here. Oh look, a museum. We aren’t far from home. Let’s eat here, I’m hungry. Cobblestoning around with a stroller. I remember green over every hill and hills everywhere. Sheep lined ridges, quaint stone bridges. Moss in all the crevices. Main routes one lane roads with blind hedge-lined corners. A pub in every village.…
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"Practicing Her Eulogy," a new poem by Alex Chertok on KROnline. "The father of the week-old boy and the mother / of the week-dead son..."
A throw-away post
What’s writer’s block for a personal travel blog? I mean, we are still doing things right? New things, beautiful things, Monumental things. We have photos! We have memories! What does it mean that I can’t find words to share them? Thoughts that correlate? That the daily experiences we are having that are breathtaking and moving and terrifying and hilarious seem untranslatable to anecdotes and…
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Welsh Wind Walks
Have we mentioned the wind? In Nottingham we took C to a playroom with other toddlers and the next day C woke up with a cough and now he’s basically fine and R and I are sick sick sick. We are pumping ourselves with British drugs and drinking gallons of honey lemon, but neither of us are sleeping very well and if you thought we moved slow before…It’s Gettin’ Glacial. It’s quite windy And yet!…
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Welsh Wind Rocks
Wow. Rocks. So many of them. Wales takes its wind very seriously. Even C, who counts wind and rocks and being with his parents all the time as the best things ever to be included in his field of experience, thought it was a bit much. I’m not a dainty lady and at times struggled to maintain vertical composure. That being said, we did manage to squeeze our brief Snowdonia stroll into the narrow…
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It's Just Nice
It’s Just Nice
It’s a beautiful country, this little one. So are lots of them of course, but Britain makes its esthetic richness so easily available from the car window. Not that we’ve only driven by it. Gentle strolls are easy to come by. And even in the rain, the pastoral gentleness can be breathtaking. Purple heather, grazing sheep (also known as dogs if you are C) sweeping views, or tidy stone cottages…
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Chronicled Abstraction, Dismay, Delay
If you thought last post was opaque, a rabbit hole awaits. Art is a capitulation to sadness.
Why is Jesus in a negligee? Or is it a frilly apron? Holding a wee lamb? Is it dinner? So many questions. If you thought last post was opaque, a rabbit hole awaits. I’ve been an adult-without-a-child for such a large portion of my life that it is easy to forget how little one can achieve in a day with a child. Sometimes, I have hopes of getting things done. The result of which, is that sometimes,…
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On Parks
Oh I do like Lisbon. Or maybe I like staying in one city for a while. It is a nice way to be. A nice way to travel. One advantage to travelling with a toddler is that you have to stop, daily, and just let the kid run around. The easiest place to do this is a park. So you are literally forced to spend time, not rushing from museum to art gallery to Old Church, and watch children play, notice the…
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Warning: There is a picture of an octopus at the end of this post.
Traveling with a toddler is indeed a different beast than travelling with an infant. Aside from the obvious changes in locomotion and language, it also becomes clearer that the wee one has some idea as to what is going on – we are not at home, airports are full of exciting and point-out-able airplanes, and both his parents are with him all the time. No need to constantly holler for the absent one. It’s pretty great. It is exciting to watch him delight in things that are different than our regular life – a moving walkway, a new place to stay – infants may be picking up on these things, but they are not telling you about them. It’s a nice thing to share with your kid.
Of course, he is grumpy in just the same way as back home. Plus he takes up way more space on the plane. And C happen to weigh a 1000 pounds, and has a lot of opinions about being in your arms, in the stroller, or walking. And now he has the use of language to repeat these opinions, ferociously, until shared. It’s not all rainbows.
C enjoying the view from our balcony, while I sat on the ground in a puddle of my own drool.
Lisbon so far has been lovely. We flew in on a night flight so as usual the first day was a messy collage of stumblings, naps and blurry decision making. At one point the sidewalk was too bright and neither R nor I could actually open our eyes while we walked. We looked – felt, nobody cared – ridiculous. We found delicious food (not hard here as far as I can tell), ate it, C played in some puddles that seemed to be exclusively made of nicotine, and we dragged our saggy bones back to bed by 4:30pm. We’ve still got it ladies.
We spent about twenty minutes while C inspected the water as it ran over these rocks.
I’m not so sure about this.
Today we went to Lisbon’s quite spectacular aquarium. Although crowded, it is well organized with lots to see and great for a toddler obsessed with fish. Despite the fact that he took a nap in the middle of it (it was just too much), and that he consistently got fascinated with things like the floor or a rivulet of water that had no fish in it at all, I would call it a resounding success for both kid-friendliness and general cool things to do. Maybe I just think fish are cool. I like the way rays move.
Neither am I
My impressions of Lisbon are obviously limited right now, but from what we have seen, the interwoven European Capital with tumble-down decrepit is quite pleasing. I was surprised by how much derelict we drove past, as it mingles with ancient grandeur, cobblestone sidewalks, painted blue tiles, a history of conquest. It also feels like a city that does not take intensity very seriously. It doesn’t seem to have the flash and dance of a place like Rome whilst still holding onto the style and history. Maybe that is because we were told that everyone in Lisbon takes their kids to the beach in August. Maybe that is because I don’t know what I’m talking about after a day and a half. Maybe I never know what I’m talking about.
Here’s lookin’ at you kid.
It sure is good to be on the road again. It already feels like we never left.
Warning: Promised Octopus Below
Lisbon Large Warning: There is a picture of an octopus at the end of this post. Traveling with a toddler is indeed a different beast than travelling with an infant.
Coming soon… We are going off again, this time on shorter, less ambitious trip, and with an older, more mobile child.
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‘The gears of life had gone into reverse.’ Rachel Cusk in Granta 115: The F Word.
“It was as though I had suddenly acquired the ability to speak Russian: what I could do – this women’s work – had so much form of its own, yet I didn’t know where my knowledge of it had come from. In some ways I wanted to claim the knowledge as mine, as innate, but to do that seemed to involve a strange kind of dishonesty, a pretending. And yet, how could I pretend to be what I already was? I felt inhabited by a second self, a twin whose jest it was – in the way of twins – to appear to be me while doing things that were alien to my own character. Yet this twin was not apparently malign: she was just asking for a degree of freedom, a temporary release from the strict protocol of identity. She wanted to act as a woman, a generic woman, but character is not generic. It is entirely and utterly specific. To act as a mother, I had to suspend my own character, which had evolved on a diet of male values. And my habitat, my environment, had evolved that way too. An adaptation would be required. But who was going to do the adapting? I was aware, in those early days, that my behaviour was strange to the people who knew me well. It was as though I had been brainwashed, taken over by a cult religion. I had gone away – I couldn’t be reached on the usual number. And yet this cult, motherhood, was not a place where I could actually live. It reflected nothing about me: its literature and practices, its values, its codes of conduct, its aesthetic were not mine. It was generic too: like any cult, it demanded a complete surrender of identity to belong to it. So for a while I didn’t belong anywhere.”