medicated drama queen

Everything thing I do, it's never enough. I'm drowning. I'm so tired of feeling like this. I'm so tired of trying my hardest but never having anything. I do everything for everyone. Yet I'm the one constantly struggling to even want to live. I don't want to live this life. I'm not happy. And I haven't been for years. I feel like a used piece of trash every single day. I can't afford this.

No. I am not okay. I haven't been for years. But these last fews months, things have gotten even harder. I'm almost completely broke. I lost all my money. I'm not getting any work right now. My head hurts. My heart hurts. My body hurts. I feel disgusting. Inside and out. I hate looking in the mirror. I just feel like sleeping all day. I feel useless. I feel empty.