Magical Princess

ohhhhhh myyy godd i love you omg i’m not amazing or important i’m actually such a shit person i swear if you ever meet up with me irl you’re gonna be so disappointed. no it’s fine…? i mean i just took classes and learned how to tell when somebody is lying, so that definitely kicks in every time somebody talks to me, although if they’re really close to me sometimes i can’t tell. hmm yeah i guess small lies aren’t that important but when i was younger i put like, all my trust in one or two people who then ended up stabbing me in the back, which is where i get my own distrust from.  mmm i guess i’ll try, although my exams are next week ^.^’ so they’ll be over and done with soon.  yeah yeah i getcha, don’t worry!! i guess although sometimes shoving them in the right direction is just annoying? I’ve had a load of times where people have tried to help and have just ended up making things like a thousand times worse and it makes me want to hit them, but at the same time thank them awkwardly.  i’ll try haha and i seriously hope you do the same!! I know for sure that if you want to work in criminal justice dept, you can make it!!!! and make it fairly too. thanks for believing in me though, it makes me a little stronger and more motivated to reach my goal. when i’m finally an astronaut i’ll buy you a ticket so you can go up on that shuttle with me!! and all of our friends too of course. why did you need to make sure? i’m only teasing aha. you’re relieved? that’s a bit of a weird thing to say. i mean, i get it, but its just a strange thing to say…?? you had the perfect opportunity, but you didn’t take it? plz, been there and done that too. it’s often really awkward, and i just like, answer them with something really dumb and then regret it later. so what’d you do instead? you’re sure they’d like me back, huh? well, how would you know? pff i don’t go all gooey or anything, i’m more the ‘sit around and think of them constantly while showing no emotion’ kind of lover >/////< you’re probably not too gay tho, i mean even i can get pretty gay and i’m surprised that they havent stopped being friends yet. for a while? how long presumably? i think i know who you’re talking about ~  me too, sometimes you kind of deny having a crush and then when you smile you realise that you’re thinking of them.. again.  wow you seem to hate tennessee a lot for someone who lives there haha. not but yeah nashville is where i’m probably going if i live there as i have family there! although i’ve heard theres a really cool bridge in memphis so i’ll probably end up touring there just to see the rivers and stuff. im seriously glad like dear god i don’t know what i’d do if you died omfg i’d be like ‘plz no. *dies*’ so ahem.  nah… naaaahhhh bc i dunno how you could beat them up exactly.  yeah i feeel sorry for her too sometimes, it mustn’t be fun for her.  haha impressions don’t seem to be your thing, do they? don’t worry, i’m probably far worse at them. yeah i do!! i have it saved in my contacts methinks. i’ll try to make one next weekend mayb? i’ll message you the details first thing after, okay? and you wouldn’t ‘bother’ me at all aha. sure sure goddess camp!!! we’re both goddesses who just happened to stumble across each other at some point. you are both cute and amazing omg stop putting yourself down. i’ll try like?? maybe. i have shit i need to do honestly (my parents made me go to school again today and i fainted… again haha) oh if there’s anything i can do to help out, hmu, okay? ah yeah i feel you, sometimes parents can be a little… touchy?? also sorry if this is bad bc my ex bf just fucking told me he loved me after six months and i yelled at him and now i’m pissed.

i love you too, but what're you talking about? of course you're amazing and important! i would never be disappointed if i were to meet you in person! well it's good that you can tell when someone's lying, that'll definitely help you out. i'm sorry those punks stabbed you in the back those wtf that's awful! kids can be such assholes. :/ oh shoot they are? best of luck to you then, i know you'll do well!! well you have to ask if they want the extra push, like usually that's what pepole will do before they start shoving me all over y'know? so like yeah don't begin shoving people around without their permission because then that sort of mess happens. aw thank you! i just don't really know what i want to actually be? so that's the tricky part. ;u; but either way i'll definitely be doing my best!! oh no problem, i've always believed in you and i'll continue to root you on no matter what! you can totally do this!! i'll be waiting for that ticket! oh i know you're teasing just...ahaha yeah. ;eue well i guess i'm really relieved because...ugh i don't know, it's just sorta weird, like you said. i'm so so so bad with romance like i just love them so much but i don't know if i'll ever be able to make them happy if we got into a relationship? or if i would be too pushy or something uuuugh i don't know... i'm just glad to hear i'm not the only one who wasted a perfect opportunity >u<; but um...i just kinda....uuugh i don't kow if i wanna say even that because if they read this they'll go "oh no that's me!" and oh man i really don't know if i want that. i know because i don't think anyone would be crazy enough to not like you back! like you're so cute and amazing and sweet i mean come on you're the whole package! i'm the type of lover who will listen to love songs a whole lot and think about them a bunch and get super flustered while doing it ;; no trust me i'm like, really really gay. i talk about them sometimes to my friends and they'll tell me i'm really gay. but um you know i've known them for a good while now i started talking ot them during the summer so it's been a few months. but umm...hahaha......i wouldn't be surprised if you knew who........ahhh yeah i used to deny i had a crush on them and it just made everything worse so i just had to cave in and accept that i'm just really gay. yeah i really hate tennessee like it's so conservative and close minded here and ew it's so gross... it's good that you won't be anywhere near memphis tho this place is dangerous. like stay far away from downtown memphis. pff well it's sort of hard to get rid of me so you won't have to be doing *dies* anytime soon! well i could fly over there and punch them in the face if that helps clear things up. you should probably tell her to chill and lae around with her one day like she's going to end up exploding if someone doesn't do that. well just as long as i know i'm not the only who's butts at first impressions. ;u; okay!! i'll be looking forward to getting that message!  nah trust me i'd be bothering you, like i message people a whole bunch of random crap when i'm bored. strange how goddesses can just stumble upon each other, huh? but no for real i'm really not all that cute and amazing that's all you!! (/)A(\ ) ahhhh why are they making you go to school when you're fainting like this!!! that's soo sososo bad!! but um yeah i'll definitely message you, but i think you should be worrying about yourself right now if anyone! parents are super duper touchy and just...gah. don't trust that boy you said he's your ex and he's not good for you. he's just a gross boy now. super freaking gross.

Available until January 14, 2015

i’m so glad you’re one of those people who say it like it is, to be honest. I’ve seen to many people try to ‘cover up’ the truth by telling me lies. yeah that would be a good idea but my parents make lists and tbh i want to be completely different from them.  ah its fine, i understood whatcha meant pfft yeah it was an older cousin so i guess tempers were just running high, so i haven’t held it against them. i’m really happy that you wouldn’t, a lot of people do try to push me into things and being so willing to cooperate, i go along with them so yeah.  of course i will haha although it’s a long road for me if i want to be an astronaut tbh. ah really? yeah i know, i’m congratulating you on your bravery to even say ‘I love you’ to them in a normal conversation lmao. they’re really oblivious?  wouldn’t you rather that they weren’t oblivious and that they returned your feelings? y’know, you should just ask them as you said. i’m nearly 100% sure they’ll return those feelings, unlike my own crush haha  i fell for them so hard that i’m not really laughing.  wow you sound like you love them a lot, i feel a little jealous tbh haha. they’re NOT in Tennessee???????!!! Wow so let me guess…. are they on tumblr, then? btw fun fact my dad lived in tennesse for a little bit and it’s one of three potential places for me to live when i’m older. i guess that’s true. ‘m glad, please dont die on me now. ever. oh no its fine, i’ve learned to deal with bullying so its fine i guess? yeah it’s a pretty cool place to be if you’re open minded.  yeah i have a friend whos all serious at every opportunity and there comes a point where i’m just like ‘i cant handle you, dude, just shut up’. Yeah me too like i plan for hours and then when i actually meet them i just like, all common sense seems to leave me and i’m left there gaping like a fish, although some people think it’s cute. i think i already have your skype (although i myself dont have one haha i never got round to it) and i don’t have a kik either lmao. hell yeah imma like find a goddess camp and just train my butt off. but you’d have to come too bc you’re a cute, amazing powerful goddess too! oh no i’m fine i’m just exhausted and stressed. i’m glad, you just sounded worried and stuff and i was concerned. yeah me and my parents have pretty heated talks about it too, even though we’re not in America.

well of course i'm going to tell you the truth, especially if it's about how important and amazing you are! sorry to hear you've gotta lot of people lying to you though, i mean i guess i've got some too but like it's just something you're gonna end up getting used to i guess. and i mean it isn't all too bad (in my opinion) if it's a little lie. like, if they ate three pieces of candy instead of two or something silly like that. hmm, just be sure to keep organized, it'll really help you out when you've gotta clutter of things you need to get to. ah okay that's good. ;u; not about tempers getting high but yeah you know what i mean! well i mean it's good to shove someone in the right direction every now and again, but if it's something that you know they can't handle or they're just downright not comfortable with then i mean, what's the point? just as long as you keep your head held high and believe that you can do anything then you'll definitely be an astronaut for sure, i believe in you! ah okay i just...had to make sure ;; i don't know??? i mean it'd be really gret if they did know but at the same time i'm so relieved that they don't? or at least don't seem like they do? or maybe they do and they're teasing me? hhhh....i really don't know if i can confess i mean i had the opportunity to, like the perfect opportunity to confess but i couldn't lmfao. i'm sure you crush would like you right back though, kiddo!!! yeah pfff i love them a lot and i get all gooey and gross when i think about them and i'm just a little too gay for the mayb. ;; but yeeeeaaaah i met them on tumblr and we've been good bros for a while now and idk how i started developing a crush but sometimes it's just the worst. boy i really, REALLY hope you don't end up moving to tennessee. or at least not towards memphis, i hear it's pretty nice towards nashville but....no. stay away from memphis plz. have no fear, i'm basically immortal at this point so i won't be going anywhere soon!! (•̀ᴗ•́)و ̑̑ it's still awful that you're being bullied???? like you have to show me who's picking on you so i can beat 'em up for you! i feel kinda sorry for your friend, i know someone who was like that too and they just ended up getting super duper stressed out all the time. same here omg!!! i'm just so bad with first impressions, and sometimes second ones as well, maybe the third one as well. oh you do, don't you!! you should definitely make one so i can pester you all the time! i could definitely show you the goddess camp i went to, totally kicked ass there. B) but pfff i dunno if i'm all that cute and amazing. maybe you should take it easy for a while then? take a bath, listen to some music, read a book, whatever makes you happy! well i am worried but i'm just not worried about me personally. i flat out called my parents racist the other day so really i think this is the most heated argument we're ever going to have.

aww thanks!! there are just days where i dont even know what im doing and it just makes me try and push everything back like ‘whoa time slow down i don’t have time for this shit right now’ but… eh. nobody, huh? i’ve tried it before and i got snapped at so i kinda left it… oh no worries, i know you wouldn’t force me to do anything at all, thats one of the coolest things i like in a friend! omfg congrats like?? i’m really happy for you!! you’re gonna have to tell me about them someday. do they live in tennessee with you?? i guess yeah it can (for instance in our case ‘i love you’ is used platonically) but it’s still a really strange phrase to me bc i never really experience love?? i’ve only experienced it once and of course from my family so haha.  mhmm you could die and i would like, die from your death because i’d miss you loads omg. i’m glad i don’t have to worry, but promise me you’ll be safe over in the USA anyway?? you can’t be too careful. yeah i get what you mean about the pattern, although i’m not really great at catching on when people do have a pattern which is why i have trouble connecting with others and stuff.  lmao i feel your pain. I used to go round telling a lot of people real personal information that got me bullied six times so i’ve been there and done that. i hope i do gain experience from this bc right now i’m like oblivious as fuck and i feel really naive too, like i act really childish and have a sort of open state of mind, i trust that a lot of people won’t let me down, and then they do so yeah.  you didn’t mess up on first impressions with me (although i’ll admit it was a little awkward) so you don’t always mess them up? Like i swear i’ll trip over or stutter or blush or do something really stupid whenever i meet someone. mmm i’d like to be closer too, although it doesn’t really help that we don’t know that much about each other. maybe we should go back on email and ask a couple of non-personal questions to get to know each other a little better? that generally brings people closer. an indestructible goddess? omg i’m laughing what are you talking about *pauses* i’m secretly already a goddess. haha only joking (or maybe not?? ;) ) but yeah i’ll try to be a little stronger when this mess clears up. i’m sure we will, yeah! i’m so glad! guess what, i fainted in school today so we’re both one in the same with this sickness like what. by the by, are you okay? i’m just asking because of what happened in ferguson and i know it’s like states away but i’m just concerned for you and all of my other amercian buddies/

no problem! i'm just saying it as it is! i have those days too, no worries. i suggest making a list and then began doing things in the order of which you think they're important. that usually helps my brain to settle down, anyways. well i guess i should have said that nobody worth your time will snap at you! i'm sorry that happened though, people can be pretty freaking rude. i would never ever push you to do anything! like man just take your time, the only thing you need to know is that you're gonna get to your goals at your own pace! oh!!!! omg nooooooo i haven't made any real confession to them yet omg!!!! they're really oblivious ( i think???? hopefully??) /)////(\ i just meant that we say "i love you" in like??? a friendly way???? if that makes sense just like little "i love you"s here and there you know??? i'm going to be hypocritical and say i will probably never be able to confess how much i really love them omg. but um no they're not in tennessee hahahhaa....but yeah more people are more...loving? i guess? than others? like i love a whole lot of people but i mean i don't throw around the word "i love you" like it's nothing. you just gotta find that one kid that you just think "whoa i wouldn't mind being with you for a good portion of my life" and say it! i guess i won't be dying any time soon then if it'll keep you going then. but yeah don't worry about me i'll totally be fine! yeah some people really ARE unpredictable like there's no sorta patter and with them life can just be one wild ride! they're good people tho so. oh shit i've never been bullied for any of the things i reveal about myself man i'm so sorry to hear about that ;; i think it's good to be childish and open minded though, i mean that's what makes someone enjoy life! if you're all adult and shit then well that's gonna be a load of crap tbh. trust me i have super cool things planned out for people and then i mess up, like, BIG time. first impressions just aren't my thing. yeah okay that sounds pretty good to me! i could also give you my skype or kik if you want that too, since i've usually got my phone on me moreso than i do my laptop. o i'm sure you're already a goddess, but we have to make you stronger! you need to go to a god training  camp and kick ass! wait are you alright??? fainting doesn't sound all too good ;; you don't have to worry about me kiddo, i live out in the middle of nowhere so really the only thing that's happening to me relating to ferguson is a lot of late night debates with my family.

hmmm maybe?? i dunno i’m kinda scared to approach people now and don’t really know why, it just freaks me out because i feel they’re gonna snap at me or something, and to be honest i don’t know what i could do to help out, i feel like a bit of a waste of space haha. yeah but just ‘outright saying it’ is a lot harder than you think! plus, you said you like one of your friends, have you told them yet?? i’m just guessing, but i’m going to go with you haven’t, so really you should know how hard that is. anybody could die at any time, and especially on tumblr, we wouldn’t even know they were gone. that scares me a bit, i don’t want to lose anybody on here, like anybody anybody at all, even people i dislike (which there aren’t a lot of but…)  people scare me a bit, because they’re unpredictable, but maybe that comes from my friends. i don’t really open up to many people, despite being an enfp i  just.. don’t?  i like to talk to a chosen few and i’m really selective too?? yeah messing up’s just another part of life, as you said. i wish it wasn’t though, it makes me feel awful, especially if i mess up a first impression.  yeah i think we’re pretty close too, which is weird if you think about the fact that we only met a month or two ago. you want to be closer, huh? well, how close would you like to be, then? i’ll probably agree to be honest. i feel a little better after talking a bit but…. it still feels sad, and idek anymore. i’ll try to be strong for you. haha but i’m like six hours ahead of you. ahh that’s why, well i sure hope you feel better soon!!

well i know how you feel on being anxious about talking to people, but i can assure you that you're not a waste of space! like i said earlier, you're so so important! i'm sure that no one would snap at you, especially if you're trying to cheer them up. but i'm not trying to make you do anything, i'm just suggesting things. ah, well, i sort of told them? i mean we always say 'i love you' to the other and i think i flirt a little too much for my own good. but hey, at  least it isn't hard to tell them i love them, and 'i love you' can be used platonically, so really things can go more smoothly than you think. yeah okay so people can die at any second of any day, heck even i could! but we don't and we won't for a long, loooong time. so really, you shouldn't have anything to worry about when it comes to that! everyone is going to be unpredictable when you first meet them, like you don't know them at all! but once you get used to them, you'll sorta see a pattern in everything they do and how it can relate to their personality and stuff. it's totally cool not to open up to a lot of people, i mean it's not always fun being an open book (take it from me) and really i wish i was more secretive with some of the stuff i let out? people just have different ways of thinking and some are open and some are reserved and i think that's what makes the world a pretty neat place. if you mess up a whole lot now though, you'll be able to use that exerience when you're older! you want to mess up as much as you can now while you're young so you'll be able to do the right thing when you have more restraints set on you. like if you mess up a first impression that's totally cool because i mess up, like, every single first impression i give people and i've got some pretty tight friends out of it! well like i said i'm an open book, so i guess it makes it easier to get to know me and get pretty close? oh i dunno, i guess just closer than we already are? i would love to chat a lot more tbh, i just like to be close with people and get to really know them i guess? well it can help dull the pain a little, right? you should try to be strong for yourself, not me! being strong for yourself will make you an indestructible goddess! if i'm able to goof off with someone fourteen hours ahead of me, i'm sure we'll be able to figure something out! ah thanks, i think i'm getting better? not 100% sure tho

           ” Simon Blackquill. And you are… ? “

"Trucy Wright! Nice to meet'cha Mr. Blackquill!"

yeah i guess it will. i just wish that it’d hurry up sometimes? i don’t want to spend my life waiting for things that are never going to happen. ah no it’s all good i know you can’t really help with that. i wouldn’t say it’s ‘uncommon’ either, but hey, some people feel it and some people don’t, that’s the way life is. life’s a strange thing, isn’t it? sometimes when we really like or love somebody, we’re too scared to speak up, but would it be different if we realised that they could die at any time? the one that you love could die tomorrow for all you know, and without the confidence to bring it up, you’ve never had a chance. it’s sort of scary, but curious at the same time. yeah i feel the ‘family’ vibes, some of the time, although i’m too nervous to talk to anybody or start the conversations. i’m really glad i continued, i’m really glad i met you as well. oh and i have to ask this (because i ask everybody so i know my place) but how close do you (honestly) think we are? i’m only strong when i’m near you guys, i finally feel like there’s nothing to hide. but i like worrying about you, and i’ll continue to, because i always worry about those i care a lot about. it’s my choice to worry about you, and i like that choice, even if you are an excellent student. sure, we could arrange one, but we’d have to work round time zones. btw wouldn’t you have been at school when this conversation started??

maybe, if you want, you could try and do things that would brighten everyone's mood? it could move the process along a lot quicker, and make things seem like they're getting better. it doesn't have to be extravagant, even little things can lift the mood. i guess so, but i wouldn't be so passive about it either. if you do like or love someone a whole lot, you should just outright say it! like you said, there may be a chance on of you may not be there the next day, and it's better to have them know how you feel while they're around, right? i'm sure they'll end up loving you right back! yeah i get nervous to people too, but when i do talk to them i'm really glad i did, so i guess it's always alright to take risks, even if you feel like you're gonna mess up, chances are you won't! and hey if you do well that's alright i mean, it's apart of life! hmm...i think we're pretty close, although i'd like to be closer. we'll definitely keep rooting you on to make you stronger than, you can be just as strong on your own as well! just don't worry about me too much then, alright? i'm fine! yeah that's true, but i've managed to do that before so it shouldn't be too tricky. and um, aha yeah i should have been at school but i've been feeling super sick today so i left early.

Doing a project in school and wanted to prove my parents wrong at the same time.

oh don’t worry, i think inside everybody knows that it’ll pass, but it’s just so sad. Sometimes i feel really disconnected from other people and it worries me? thanks, but my parents seem to think that i’m too ‘absorbed’ in the internet, and so they’ve started banning it, and i’m only allowed on for a short while a day. i don’t think they realise how much this distresses me because you people are the only ones i tell feelings and emotions to anymore? ah i’m glad that you like having me around, i wasn’t really sure i’d ‘fit’ in with you at the start, or whether i could continue, but i’m really glad i didn’t quit, all of you give me a lot of strength i didn’t know i even had. i know that i would end up worrying about your exams, though, because i want you to do well and live up to what i know you can do, because you’re a bright person. that’s not to say you have to get A* all the time, but i know you can do super well. what we could do though is arrange a time to hangout and chat on here while we both study?

hopefully once things do settle down, the atmosphere will brighten again. i don't know if i can help you with feeling disconnected, but i know it's not a totally uncommon thing if that's reassuring? i'm really sorry your parents are limiting your time on the internet, that really stinks and doesn't seem fair at all?? but of course you fit in, we're all one happy little family! i'm glad that you continued too, since we wouldn't be so close if you didn't and i'm really glad you know that you're strong!! aw thank you, but you shouldn't have to worry about me a bit, i do good under pressure and it doesn't take me too long to study for things. we'll both end up doing great, but yeah we we could totally arrange a time to hangout and study together!

Yeah I guess but I’ve had a string of ‘em, like people have died in my family or gotten sick, and it’s been happening since august 2013 and everyone’s so worn out and tired and snappy. This might sound bad, but for a year i haven’t really talked much to anybody as much as i’ve talked to you guys? (you especially) i’m really glad i have you all and if carrying on through the hardships are what is takes to talk to you again, i know i can do it. i don’t know if a lot of my issues are something i can talk about, but i’ll keep that in mind. you can try to help if you’d like to, but wont you have your own exams coming up?

i'm sorry to hear about your family, and i can see how people would be getting snappy and tired. i don't think it sounds bad that you've mainly been talking to people on here, i mean the only thing that matters is that you're happy and comfortable with the people you interact with. we're glad to have you as well and seriously if you do need help with anything we can do our best to help you out. whether you need someone to vent to or a distraction, just whatever you need. you don't have to worry about my exams though, they're always pretty easy and i'm one to get good grades anyways so it wouldn't be a huge blunder if i didn't do amazing on one or two.

"Is your dad home? I kinda need to talk with him."

"Daddy should be home in a little bit, he went to go grab lunch! I didn't know that he had friends like you!" He certainly seemed a little young to be friends with her father, and a lot more glamorous than she would expect.