a sometimes hot mess

he's so cute i can't

i think my brain just needs to focus on someone else or something

emotions are complicated

on a real i genuinely don't know how i feel about this boy. like he's adorable and we clicked very fast and i enjoy his company but also he's young and kinda dumb and naive and an overthinker and a little codependent and i go insane if i can't spend a day bedrotting alone. i can't tell if i truly am having feelings for him. i don't want to. he's in this situationship that i feel will go south and id hate to see his poor little heart break. he's a sweet kid. i care a lot for him even though ive only known him a few days. just trying to figure out my thoughts and feelings.

falling for another bitch that's younger than me why can i not escape

hi tumblr i'm back bc im mentally ill

i wanna relapse so bad lol

i'm getting dentures and i can't decide if i wanna make fun little videos about having dentures or just never tell anyone and let it be a fun little surprise

beginning to have that "no one would care if i died" feeling again

suddenly not okay bc gf got a new schedule plus we've been fighting plus im feeling a lot of distance between me and one of my best friends plus i have to do community service and idk where to start plus im about to undergo a very big stressful dental procedure and im fucking scared

every 😀 time 😀 things 😀 start 😀 to 😀 get 😀 better 😀 they 😀 crash 😀 down 😀 again

we were supposed to call and play fortnite tonight but now she's drunk w her roommate and doesn't want to play and i'm very sad about it

what the actual fuck

i would never hurt my cat but fuck if i could turn into a cat i would square up with that little bitch