FORTUN606: PLATFORM TERBAIK DI ASIA

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➮𝐈𝐃 𝐋𝐈𝐌𝐈𝐓𝐄𝐃

What is it to deserve by someone who genuinely values you over something that only they choose to see?

This idea comes from a 24 y.o. me that is into design interior and fnb fields since my mom loves to cook and she is 40 y.o. when give a birth to me 🫶🏻🙆🏻‍♀️

I wish to have a few restaurant crew that is elderly productive and they literally just left behind others' specification from the world's fast pace requirements such as: should be a bachelor's degree from a highly reputable university and mostly have 2 years in the same field background. I will cut the bullcrap outta details specifications. I would love to hire those who are willing to learn and to have stable income so they have the belief that the world still has a peaceful place to live in.

Ngandelin diri sendiri ga semudah bangun tidur di pagi hari. Ketika kasih tak berfungsi, hasrat tak bisa dikoordinasi. malah, rasanya perlu direformasi, karena kurang emansipasi.

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My Thought

#4

Hi there!

Gue baru aja dikusi masalah yang sangat crucial. yaitu 'Insecure'. siapa sih orang di dunia ini yang ga pernah ngerasa insecure? everybody does, right? apalagi udah ada platform yang menyediakan fiture share moments dan tanpa sengaja di gunakan sebagai tempat untuk flexing, yagak?

Temen gue sebut saja aw, dia bilang kalau dia insecure karena main instagram. dia ga mendapatkan experience and well privilege yang sama dengan followers nya yang lebih 'wow' padahal disini konteksnya kita memakai platform yang sama.

gue paham disini. karena gue pun hampir merasakan hal yang sama. hampir loh yaa.. hampir.

tapi bedanya gue lebih ke ga peduli tentang flexing nya mereka-mereka ini ya. karena dunia mereka berbeda dengan dunia yang gue buat khusus dan sesuai porsi gue gitu loh. platform itu kan cuman fasilitas kita bisa berjumpa-sapa aja. in reality, our own shits more worth untuk kita urusin.

Coba deh. berpikir sesaat. Ibaratkan segala sesuatu sebisa lu. nih gue kasih contoh. ibaratnya mah instagram sebagai dunia. dan dunia ini diisi oleh orang-orang aja berupa (user/account). dan bahasa yang mereka gunakan adalah momen. Shared moments berupa instastory / captured moments berupa post feeds. dan momen ini jangan lu ibaratkan kasta. tapi sebagai bahasa ya. ada yang capture moment bahagia (post foto bareng pacar misalnya), atau share blurry moments (nge story-in mantan trus di share cuman di close-friend doang contohnya wkwkwkwk) atau bahkan ada yang membagikan momen dapet hadiah baru. jadikan itu sebagai bahasa aja guys. and lu bakal ngerasa insecure no more. there you gonn be 'oh. ok. *swipe'

#3

Punya muka judes dari lahir itu ga menyenangkan banget. gue bener-bener sering di judge 'jutekan orangnya'. padahal mah engga cuy!

aslinya mah ya, gue muji-muji orang kaya misalnya "ih, dia cakep banget deh, bulu matanya lentik, matanya bulet kaya kemiri, bibirnya kecil, idungnya mancung, bla bla bla" kinda..

tapi mungkin orang malah jadi skeptical tentang gue gini, yang dimana 'pikiran' gue sama 'ekspresi' gue tuh ga sejalan banget gitu loh?! kaya dalem hati gue emang muji nih, tapi muka gue jutek dingin sok sok banget gitu dagh kek pengen banget di jitak hhhff.. gue juga gatau ini nurunin dari siapa hhmmm

trus gara-gara gini, cowo-cowo pada males deketin gua wahahaha karna muka gue yang udah asem duluan cuy kalo dipanggil hadeehhh.. well yang cewe-cewe sih di depan gue kaya segan gituu tapi gue juga gatau yahh whether 'segan' or any else :)

padahal emang dari lahir pun begini. gue juga ganyadar kali klo emang muka gue asem haduuu kalo muka kalian kaca pasti gue sadar kok kalo muka gue lagi asem bgt hhf.

oh terus pernah! temen cewe gua manggil gua gitu kan. dia di belkang gue trus nepuk pundak gue gitu sambil manggil. nah gue nengok nih kan.. tapi mungkin emang waktu itu ekspresi gua yang gue anggep "biasa banget" (maksudnya tuh: seperti biasa pada hari hari umumnya gitu loh ngerti ga? pokoknya muka biasa gua tuh yang datar abis tapi bukan karna bete atau gimana emang hari harinya begitu) dianggep gue males nanggepin temen gue padahal mah gue emang b aja waktu itu. trus dia bilang gini "ihhh takuut :'( gajadi dehh muka lu jutek banget" gituuu huhuhuhuhu trus gue langsung jelasin akhirnya dia ga salah paham wkwwkwk

#3

Its January 9th 2020 about 2:40 a.m. and i'm on my bed right now. and it's rainy night.

So i just been thinking 'bout to discover new things that i have never seen before.. maybe i'm at my late puberty haha (not related but still tryin) but it sounds interesting just to know something new every day!

I decided to work my self off to gain new things that might be good or not..

let say, something like DID (Dissociative Identity Disorder), The reason WW3 has begun(?), A student discovered new drugs for losing weight up to the end of the life time, bts theories (pfft.. ya i'm an army too haha) and many more.. oh ya.. forgot to mention that i actually really falling in love in languages.. it was begin from exploring the lyrics of the music.. so i start to study new language when i heard it, watch it, or copying the accent... i'm not gonn say that i have a fluent accent or good enough in vocabs or gramatically and tenses.. y'know still have to learn so hard and hope to gain the chance to..

by the way, why do i convey this into the 'late night conversation with my self'? because i just been watched uTube channel that talking about education in disparate way and i saw new different thoughts that wont be able to gain in school.. my mind has been set to just follow the lines as they bribed (indo edu). but since i watched and learnt new things then discovered that the lines not include the dots, wrinkles, and other shapes besides of it.. so i decided to do what i wanna do instead of let it flow..('hate to being controled' tipical)

i like to write and note everything i saw, i heard, i touched, i smell.. maybe not really detailed but just as a reminder for me to restore things that i knew. sometimes i talk to my self alot and kinda embarassed when someone accidentally figure it out (uuughh) i do it just to describe it, remember it (another methods i do to remember), practice it, and do it or etc..

well i'm being grateful for everything comes around me whether it problem, or the joy so i could gain another chance to study and learn any 'postive' or 'bad' even 'paradox' vibe from it

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