stupid project
peter parker x readerÂ
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word count: 1999
hey guys give me notes on what i should fix so i can get better thanksÂ
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what does life mean? what is living? i ask myself that everyday. why am i stuck in this crazy world? ây/n, y/n hello. earth to y/nâ i hear snapping out of my thoughts âyes peterâ i look over to him sitting in his desk tapping his pen to his mouth. âwe have to get started on this paperâ the nerdy friend of mine rolls his eyes and sitting back in his seat. i let out a sigh.âPete i know but i dont wanna its stupid and annoying andâ i stop and look at peter confused. He is looking behind me and back at me like there was a bug in my hair. i was about to say something as the blonde teacher slaps two detention notes on my and peters desk. as she walks away.
he whispers âreally y/n againâ this was the second time this week. âsorry lets get startedâ i reached for the instructions on peters desk and he stops me. âyou know i could just do it laterâ he scratched the back of his neck. why would he say that. does he not think i can do this.  know this is our last grade of the year and peter dont believe in me  ânoâ i say with no emotion in my voice. âbut y/n-â ânoâ i cut him off and snatch the paper from his hand and write down what i need to until i get cut off by the bell. i grab all my stuff together and leave as quick as i can before peter can say something to me.
why would he? as i walk down to the hallway to the bathroom to skip my last class i bump into his friends. âoh hey y/nâ Ned says waving. i ignore him completely, trying to hold back my tears running to the bathroom locking the stall. he dont trust me. why am i reacting like this i should be mad i should just brush it off. the bathroom door opened and i lifted my feet up so no one sees me in here. ây/n are you in hereâ mj says. the footsteps get quiet as i dont respond, looking under the door i see her shoes. they are boots with little chains on them her shoelaces are mismatched and she knocks on my stall door. i dont answer looking around the stall. âschool sucksâ, âBLMâ, âspider man is soooo hotâ, were written on the stall wall with different handwriting and colors. ây/n are you okayâ she knocked again. âim fine mj just ate something that messed up my stomachâ i wiped my tears and pulled down my hair to fix it so my puffy eyes arnt noticeable. Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â As i put my feet down from the toilet about to unlock the door she slides a drawing under my stall. âi know thats not the reason that your in here maybe this will cheer you up, and y/n if you need anyone to talk to girl to girl call me my number is on the back. and if its peter i will kill him. i will let you be but for real text me i am here.â she says walking out of the gross bathroom. the door shuts and i grab the paper. It is a dawing of me and peter. it looks like it took months to finish and i flipped the paper over and it reveled her number. I've known peter for years we have always been the bestest of friends until he met mj and started to hang out more with them. ive been alone most of this school year. in the begging of the class he wouldn't talk to me or look at me or anything. it was like he forgot i existed. i got cut off from my thoughts as my phone lit up buzzing. i opened it to see peter texted me.
Pete: y/n are you okay?
Pete: please answer me
Pete: do you wanna come over and do this project after detention? we can listen to your fav music and watch movies afterwards?
my fingers tap out a message âno i dont want to i just wanna go home you dont even tr-â no i shouldn't say that. i tap on the screen erasing the message i try again âsure Pete meet you by the busesâ i type out.looking at my screen for a minute. he will probably just bale on me like last time. so dont get my hopes up. my thumbs tap on the send button.
Pete: okay meet ya, are you coming in the next class?
my face gets all red. i forgot i had two classes with him how stupid ill just tell him im busy or something. âno i got called to the office for something dont tell teacherâ i type thinking it was a great excuse. i reach for my bag and grab out my sketch book and flip to an empty page. as my pencil sketched away the rest of the school day peter wad in class writing my notes for me until the bell rang.
After the bell rang i got out of the stall reaching for my bag of makeup going towards the mirror. I see black running down my face and fix it. i get out of the bathroom and start walking to the detention room. Maybe it wont be as bad i thought it would. ây/n over hereâ peter calls sitting in a empty desk patting a spot next to him i roll my eyes and walk twords him. âhey y/nâ peter waves and i just nod and sit down. as the hour of detention goes by peter looks at me time to time seeing me draw something in my sketch book. âhey y/nâ he whispers and pokes my arm. i look at him. âi have to do a quick thing before we head to my house okay so just wait for meâ he says nervously. âokâ is all i say before the teacher looks at us. The rest of the time passes i get up to leave shoving my book into my bag and walking out to where the buses would usually be. i wait. putting headphones in i play Shawn mendes. listening to music waiting for peter.
As time goes by to 30 minutes to an hour to two hours to three. i get up from my sitting position. he ditched me again. i feel tears hit my cheeks as i start to walk home. walking turned into running hearing leaves crunching under my feet. music blasting in my ears. why. he is probably with mj or Ned. why do i trust him. why did he pick me for the project. why would he. tears getting stronger. running not home just anywhere. my feet taking me wherever they want until i reach the woods. there was smoke and pieces of metal everywhere. i wipe my face looking to see if anyone needs help. moving pieces of metal and wood and i see a blue and red piece of fabric from far away. i run to it..the person is  trapped under a big chunk of metal. âs-spider man?â i question. realizing its him the hero himself. he looks over and sees my puffy red face and coughs a little not being able to talk. i look at him more closely he is all beaten up and dirty. he has holes in his suit and some hair poking out of a rip on his head only revealing the color of his hair. âcan you grab a pipe and lift up the metal pleaseâ he says trying to deepen his voice. âo-oh yes of courseâ i say grabbing a big pipe almost to heavy to pick up and shove it under the metal. i try to push it down but it wouldn't budge. so i stood on it and jump and as soon as it lifted a little he managed to push him self out.
âthank you maâam that i have no clue who is at allâ he says in his deep weird voice as he nervous laughs. i furrow my eyebrows and nod âsure Mr spider man who saves the worldâ i laugh copying his obviously fave voice. he just sits there in silence and i turn on my heals to walk away âwaitâ he says in a familiar voice âi mean waitâ he cuts himself off in a deep voice. i stop and turn around waiting for him to continue. âwho ever you are running from he will come back just give him timeâ he says in his deep voice and starts to limp away and lift his arm up and start swinging away. what was that about and what was that terrible voice. and why did he seem so familiar?
I start to walk home forgetting about peter. after hours i get home seeing no car in the drive way. âlooks like its a late night for meâ i say under my breathe unlocking the front door and stepping inside. i throw my backpack on the ground and take my shoes off. my body hurts but i still manage to get up the stairs and going to my room. as i lay down on my bed my phone rings. i look at it. âPeteâ it says buzzing in my hand i answer it
âwhat peterâ i frown into the phone disappointed and sad.
ây/n i am so sorry i ditched you i was leaving and i got a call from my boss and i had to come in im-â i cut him off  âpeter its okay down worry about it goodnightâ i say about to hang up
âwait can i come over i can explain everything so much betterâ he says nervously â i guess peterâ i say hanging up. ten minutes has passed and i hear a knock at my door. i run down stairs and open it to see peter. he has a big coat on with black sweat pants. he has bruises all over his fave and cuts. i gasp and grab his face â OH my god peter what happened are you ok let me clean you upâ i say grabbing his hand bringing him towards the bathroom ây/n im ok its just a scratchâ he said squeezing my hand softly. i stop âi swear if flash did this i will kill him.â clenched my jaw, opening the bathroom door and making him go in and i close the door behind me. âno y/n it wasn't him i promise but i do have to talk to youâ he says grabbing the rubbing alcohol from my hands. âwell what is it peter? if it was about ditching me we can talk about it later let me-â he cut me off by unzipping his jacket showing me his suit ây/n im spider man thats why ive been ditching you someone very dangerous was out there today you helped me get out from under scrap metal today y/nâ he says pulling out his beated up mask from his jacket pocket and looked at me.
i was just standing there looking at him in shock. ây/n?â he says âyou are spider man?â i say in shock âyeah im sorry i didn't show up after school and been treating you differentlyâ he said holding my cheek âparker is spider manâ i smile â i knew itâ i giggle âyour man voice is funnyâ i say looking into his eyes. he leans in ây/nâ he licks his lips and looking at your lips and back to your eyes. âhmâ i say leaning in to where our lips are almost touching. He kisses me passionately as i kiss back holding onto him. i pull away for air and i say looking in his eyes smiling...
âive always loved you parkerâ










