humiliating to be attracted to a conventionally attractive person. I thought I was a more sensitive and refined pervert than this

i’m hiding worse, more secret emotions behind my big and obvious ones

i wont worry about it i say to myself with the always worried disorder

tumblr is great bc its like a diary where I can take other peoples diary entries and glue them into my own diary

the lioness still concerns herself with things she should have gotten over a long time ago

in some way i have failed every single social interaction i have ever had

(begging you to get me started) UGH don't get me started.......

too weird for normal kids too normal for weird kids Just right for being alone and miserable my entire life

my belief system: Cliff Marleau is a chill dude but he does not Know Things. When he finds out about hollanov, he's happy that Ilya is happy but also is sad for him because he thinks gay men can't do missionary and Hollander has a pretty face for a dude so the idea he can't look at him is upsetting

you've met me at a very "yeah i'm trying to work on that" time in my life

(no beers in) So how do you perceive me in the privacy of your thoughts