Forgot to post this here, Emzie refrence sheet!!
Originally it was for artfight (user LilDragon_35) but it is for olnf too ^^!!
Emzie is trying his best to talk with people. Really they are. From a silent observer that followed his brother, they are now trying to talk with others.. Even if it does sound like they are forcing themslves to talk and appear more likeable.
Even with the effort they put in they don't seem to succeed much. People see them as someone weird or just non existent. They don't want to admit it but they are jelaous of their brother who seems to form connections easily. Theo says that THEY BOTH have many friends, but in reality it's just him that has them.
They overthink a lot and are an empathethic person, but their own emotions are sometimes too much for them to deal with. Emzie is also a very self-aware person.
They struggle with their gender identity, in step 2 and they start to hate feminity and being refered to as a girl. Trying to distance themselves further from it, they start going by he/they pronouns. They try to avoid feminen clothing and sometimes their behavior leads to toxic masculinity in a way, exmp: proving to be strong with more violent acts.
Hobbies: drawing, ballet, scrap-booking, writing stories, cooking, sewing, reading
Fun fact abt the ref sheet is the shades of purple and the colors! Colors in their clothing turn more muted in step 2 and there is more red which contrasts Theos green in step 2!!
Their positives for red: determination, action, strenght, love
Their negatives for red: alert, anger, stress, violence
In step 3 the colors are finally more bright and easier on the eye. Again, purple with more of bluish tones! They are finally calm 💙 This will go more in depth as the step 3 reveals!!
