I hate that parts of me are jealous of my friends/ family that are travelling abroad right now because I’ve done it lots but I think it’s because they are all single and have the option to move to those places if they so chose to. I feel like I really missed out on a part of my life not moving abroad and I’m only 28 and would still love to do so but I’m in a relationship … which don’t get me wrong I’m very happy in and am so in love but he wants kids soon as he’s older and I’m in no way ready for kids anytime soon. He lived in Thailand for 2 years in his 20’s and I feel like I just hold so much regret not doing that while I had the chance. Having kids will mean I will never get the opportunity to do so if I by chances wanted to. But I do also love travelling and being able to do just that, but I want to be gone for months and now I have a career with only 3 weeks vacation time so I can’t do that… this whole growing up thing is really fucking with me lately.