~♡.𝓛𝓲𝓵𝓪 𝓑𝓵𝓪𝓷𝓬.♡~

Por:Lila Blanc(Larissa Jorge De Moraes).

Obs:Postado originalmente no substack.

Seus cabelos são escuros tais quais os meus.

Quando seus belos olhos me encaram me sinto diante de Deus.

Tuas mão me envolvem e perante a elas me submeto.

Você torna tudo obsoleto.

Poderia te olhar por toda eternidade.

Gosto de olhar para todas as suas qualidades.

Você gosta de mitologia.

E por você eu me perderia nessa fantasia como forma de cortesia.

Sua pele é parda.

Eu me envolveria nela e faria uma farda.

Sonho com você, penso em você, escrevo sobre você.

Sei que é clichê mas amo você.

O porquê de eu amar você eu não sei responder.

Você é carente, inteligente, decente, de beleza reluzente.

E por ti meu coração queima de paixão permanentemente de forma ardente.

Não quero nunca que você esteja ausente.

Mas sim presente.

Me ame e me toque.

Quero ter um choque de forma que perderei o enfoque e terei que fazer retoque.

Me provoque, me toque, me evoque.

Quero te na minha vida, não quero te perder, mesmo que não possa te ver, quero te ter.

By:Lila Blanc.

Ele está na parede, seus olhos ternos olham diretamente para meu interior.

Eu clamo seu nome, peço por salvação, chamo por ajuda.

Jesus, se você estiver aqui, me salve de meu interior, me salve de mim mesma e daqueles que habitam em mim.

Jesus não veio, ele não me salvou. Mesmo eu estando lá, com meu rosto infantil pedindo a minha execução, hoje percebo, não queria morrer, só ser ouvida.

Eu não falo com ninguém, já que, quando tentei, não fui ouvida, e, se fui escutada, fui completamente ignorada.

Hoje acho que é melhor guardar tudo aquilo que me aborrece para mim mesma. Sei que faz mal, mas, se o que os olhos não veem o coração não sente, então, a não ser que eu comece a me derramar em água, não haverá nenhum problema.

Odeio incomodar, odeio falar, prefiro morrer a falar. Jesus, por qual motivo não me ouviu? Eu te chamei em meu momento mais vulnerável, e você fingiu que nada existiu.

Se nem o pai celestial pode me ajudar, só resta a morte ou a mim mesma para recorrer.

Se você acordar ele vai te salvar.

•Obs: Esse poema estava postado na minha conta do substack, estarei repostando o que já escrevi lá aqui nessa conta.

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Have you ever tried living for two full years in a makeshift tent that protects you from neither the scorching heat of summer nor the freezing cold of winter?

Have you lived without clean water, without proper food, in a place that isn’t suitable for human beings?

We are living in tragic conditions. We barely eat enough to keep hunger away, and whatever food we find is nothing close to what a human body needs.

Have you ever been in severe pain that feels like your body is tearing apart simply because there is no medicine? And when medicine does appear, it is either a rare miracle or sold at a price we can never afford.

Our life has become something that words cannot fully describe.

We are suffering every moment, in every part of daily life. And asking for help is not easy for me, but our reality is far harsher than anything we can face alone.

Your kindness, your humanity, your support are the only things keeping us going. Without your help, I don’t know how we would have survived these months.

Please continue supporting my family by donating and sharing this post.

We are in desperate need, especially for my ill father whose medicine has become nearly impossible to secure.

Your generosity is the only light we have left.

📌This is my new account on Suhffed, after the beneficiary’s account was banned on GoFundMe, and the alternative account on Ko-fi was also banned.

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