to whom it may concern, i think ive died again

been struggling a lot with body dysmorphia, so here’s an old picture where i felt pretty. #me https://www.instagram.com/p/B9v61y7JoJQ/?igshid=13omrri7psbnv

hi. i dyed my hair again. #me https://www.instagram.com/p/B40nNx0JTcq/?igshid=c19kd5jm2v6

i rarely take pictures anymore but i did a thing to my hair a few months ago. can’t wait to lighten to blonde more. 🥰💖 #halfandhalfhair #hair #blonde #brunette #me https://www.instagram.com/p/B3dYVGAJXOZ/?igshid=1u5na25rh1aix

to die by your side is such a heavenly way to die. 💖 #me https://www.instagram.com/p/B1nTcw8pxNv/?igshid=16hb5w4j8x4zj

i thought i had found love before you, but it was never as strong and serious as the love i have for you. thank you austin for taking care of me. emotionally, mentally, psychically. you’re the best thing that happened to me. it’s only been 6 months, but i know that it’s gonna be forever. 💖 #me https://www.instagram.com/p/Bz4T1JKpJqj/?igshid=1lxrce52dd63m

it was time for a change, and i haven’t gone blonde 😜 #me #newhair https://www.instagram.com/p/BxtQqJgpCyL/?igshid=iic9cyxovdic

you are my peach, you are my plum. you are my earth, you are my sun. all of your fingers, and all of your toes. from the back of your head to the tip of your nose. #me #mymans #peach #thefrontbottoms https://www.instagram.com/p/BtxeAM4hDsw/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=dusd1ijgqcqf

oh how i love this man of mine. thank you for being you. 💖 @austiago_massey https://www.instagram.com/p/BtFIkdGB3g3/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=kmfc44qkzqi7

so thankful to have you. 💖 can’t wait to continue annoying you for as long as i can. #me #mymans https://www.instagram.com/p/BshS3gohrIN/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=62d200g1ycf7

i’m so thankful to have you, honey. you make me feel beautiful even when i’m at my ugliest. #me https://www.instagram.com/p/BshSi1ShSpj/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=bpygzho700bh

i’m glad i didn’t die before i met you. @austiago_massey #mymans 💖 #me https://www.instagram.com/p/BsRhDw2Bcia/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1wa3ytczspt54

so genuinely happy with where i’m at in life right now. #me https://www.instagram.com/p/BsPSHtKho_X/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=18m6z29gh7yhw

i’m so genuinely happy right now. 🥰#me https://www.instagram.com/p/BrtIsYIBODQ/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1nwe2pptzi597