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The apartment door practically slammed open. The hinges creaking loudly in the old exterior as rain poured outside and thunderous booms echoed as flashes of lightning decorated the sky. It was as if mother nature herself was lashing out at what was happening.
âFuckâŠâ His lips moved to her neck as tossed his jacket off and lifted her, pinning her to the wall. âI need to taste you.â Normally, Yunho wouldnât beg. Being a 400 year old demon prince, heâs used to getting what he wanted but something about herâŠ. heâd drop to his knees if he had to. âNo one is stopping you.â She smirked and a deep, primal growl rumbled from Yunhoâs chest the second those words left her lips and his grip on her thighs tightened, fingers digging into her thighs as he pulled her harder against him. âWhereâs your bedroom?â he demanded, voice low and rough like gravel dragged over silk.
âDown the hall⊠across from the bathroom,â she breathed, barely finishing before he was already moving. He carried her like she weighed nothing, long strides eating up the distance while she stayed pressed to his chest and her legs locked around his waist. The door to her bedroom swung open with a kick and he dropped her onto the mattress and started following her down immediately to claim her mouth again in a bruising kiss as his hands worked fast but deliberately to yank the ripped jean shorts down her legs and tossing them aside before he peeled the black tank top she had on upward, exposing smooth skin inch by inch. The bra came next, unclasped with a flick of his fingers, not that she could see that, and dragged it down her arms.
Yunho didnât rush the reveal. He lowered his mouth to her breasts, kissing the swell of each one before his tongue dragged slow, wet circles around her nipples. He sucked one between his lips, teeth grazing just enough to make her arch, then switched to the other, nipping and leaving faint red marks that would darken later as his hands slid under her, lifting her body higher up the bed until her head rested against the pillows. âRide me,â he growled, the command vibrating through the air between them and in one swift motion he hooked his fingers into her panties and stripped them off before dragging her forward until her thighs straddled his face.
He held her there with an iron grip on her hips, mouth opening wide to devour her pussy. His tongue thrust deep inside her without warning, fucking into her with wet, obscene sounds while he growled against her. âFuck, this pussy⊠best Iâve ever tasted,â he rasped between licks, the words carrying centuries of experience she couldnât possibly understand. He sucked her clit, tongue flicking rapidly until her thighs shook and she came hard on his face but Yunho didnât let her lift off. He kept her pinned, licking every drop clean with long, slow strokes until she whimpered from oversensitivity. Only then did he release her, pulling her down his body while his mouth trailed kisses across her stomach and sides.
He sat up just long enough to yank his shirt over his head, then shoved his pants and underwear down, kicking his shoes off in the process and let her look. Her eyes dropped immediately to his dick, thick, heavy, and already leaking at the tip. It twitched under her gaze, veins prominent along the length. She reached for him without thinking, sliding off the bed to kneel between his legs, reaching and wrapping her hand around the base, stroking upward in a slow glide before her tongue followed the same path, licking from balls to tip with deliberate patience.
She barely had time to open her mouth before Yunhoâs hand caught her jaw. âOpen,â he ordered and she obeyed, watching as he leaned down and spat directly onto her tongue and watching her swallow the offering before he released her and she dove back in, lips stretching around his dick as she took him deeper, pulling off only to drag her tongue over his balls, sucking one gently before returning to fuck her own mouth on him. Spit ran down her chin, the wet sounds filling the room along with his low groans but just as his breathing grew ragged, Yunho pulled her off by the hair.
He dragged her back onto the bed, kissing her hard while his hand slipped between her legs. One finger pushed inside her soaked pussy, curling against her walls. âSo fucking wet⊠all for me.â He pulled his finger free and held it up between them and she leaned in without hesitation, sucking it clean making Yunhoâs grin sharpen. âGood girl.â She kissed him again, desperate now. âI need you inside me.â Another growl tore from his throat before he flipped her onto her stomach, one hand running down the length of her spine before gripping her ass hard enough to leave prints.
His dick slid between her cheeks, dragging slowly, then lower to tease her clit with the head. Then without further warning he thrusted in deep in one smooth stroke, burying himself to the hilt making her cry out, fingers clawing at the sheets as her walls stretched around him, clenching tight as Yunho moaned low, hips already rolling. âFucking made for me,â he hissed, starting slow and deep before gradually increasing the pace. Her begging came soon after, broken pleas, âharderâŠ.. pleaseâŠ. fasterâŠâ and he gave it to her, pounding into her with bruising force, the bed frame slamming against the wall in rhythm with his thrusts.
One hand fisted in her hair, yanking her upright against his chest and he held her there, fucking up into her relentlessly while his free hand slid around to rub her clit. The orgasm hit her hard making her shake violently, screaming as she squirted around him. But once again Yunho didnât stop. He kept driving into her through the aftershocks until a second rushed climax tore through her, leaving her limp and gasping. He eased her down onto the mattress, pulling out only to flip her onto her back, eyes raking over her flushed body, settling on her soaked pussy. His thumb brushed gently over her swollen clit. âCan you still keep going?â
Breathless, she met his gaze. âIf you donât get back inside me and come⊠you can go to hell.â Yunhoâs grin widened, dark amusement flickering in his eyes. She had no idea how literal that statement was. He spread her thighs wide, tapping his dick against her sensitive clit a few times. âKnock knock,â he teased, voice dripping with heat before he sank back inside her in one long thrust and her legs wrapped around his waist instantly, pulling him deeper.
He moved slower at first, savoring the tight heat of her and the way her walls clenched him, one hand sliding up to wrap around her throat and her own hands followed, gripping his wrist as he began pounding into her again. She squirted again, the wet gush soaking his him and the sheets beneath them making Yunho groan in approval, hips never faltering. âIâm gonna have to have you again⊠and again⊠and again⊠fuckâŠâ He was pussy drunk, completely addicted to the way she clenched around him, to every sound she made. How she begged him to come inside her, voice hoarse and desperate making Yunho tighten his fingers just slightly around her throat. âYeah? You want me to breed you? Ruin you for anyone else?â
He released her neck and folded her legs back into a deep mating press, folding her nearly in half. The new angle let him drive even deeper, pounding into her with brutal precision and all she could do was whimper his name, overwhelmed and crying from the intensity as her final orgasm crashed through her just as Yunho buried himself to the hilt and came hard, flooding her with him and stayed locked inside her through every pulse, grinding deep until he was empty.
When he finally collapsed beside her, both of them were breathless, bodies slick with sweat as she curled into his chest without thinking and he pulled her closer, already feeling the hunger stir again despite the exhaustion. They were ruined completely, thoroughly and already wanting more.
Monday arrived wrapped in a deceptively perfect California afternoon. The storm that had rattled Los Angeles for two nights and had vanished without a trace, leaving behind endless blue skies and sunlight that bounced off the glass towers downtown. Traffic crawled below in its usual symphony of impatient horns, helicopters drifting lazily overhead chasing whatever celebrity scandal had become todayâs headline, and somewhere down on Sunset Boulevard, people carried on as though the world had never stopped spinning.
From the floor to ceiling windows of a luxury penthouse overlooking the city, Yunho watched it all in silence. Heâd owned the apartment for nearly seventy years. Before that, it had belonged to another building entirely. Before that, there had been nothing but empty hills. Heâd watched Los Angeles grow upward one decade at a time until the skyline barely resembled the city heâd first wandered into centuries ago.
His fingers rested loosely around a crystal glass filled with whiskey, though heâd barely touched it. The amber liquid caught the afternoon light as he leaned one shoulder against the window, silver hair falling across his forehead. He looked every bit the successful businessman any human would expect to find living in a place like this. Only the faint pulse of infernal magic humming beneath his skin betrayed what he truly was.
His thoughts, much to his irritation, had wandered somewhere else entirely however. A tiny apartment. Rain hammering against old windows. A woman with absolutely no sense of self preservation. He could still hear her voice after sheâd told him to go to hell if he didnât get back inside her and the corner of his mouth twitched upward despite himself. âIronic,â he muttered beneath his breath. Four hundred years. Thousands of faces. Kings. Queens. Artists. Warriors. Lovers whose names had long since been forgotten by history. Yet somehow⊠the woman who worked nights at a club in Los Angeles had managed to occupy more of his thoughts in forty eight hours than most people had in decades.
Ridiculous.
He pushed away from the window, draining the rest of the whiskey before setting the glass on the marble counter. He shouldâve gone back already. There wasnât any reason to remain on Earth. Not reallyâŠâŠ.
a familiar ripple rolled through the room, invisible to any human eye as the air bent inward as though reality itself had exhaled. Yunho didnât bother turning around. Instead he sighed. âLet me guessâŠâ he said dryly. âDad thinks Iâve been up here too long again?â
A soft chuckle answered him. âYou always know itâs me.â
Yunho finally looked over his shoulder to the demon standing in the middle of the penthouse as though heâd always belonged there. Seonghwa. Unlike Yunho, Seonghwa made no effort to pretend humanity fascinated him. Everything about him carried quiet refinement. His black coat fell perfectly over tailored clothes, not a wrinkle to be found, and his posture remained impossibly straight. There was an ageless elegance to him, the kind earned only after centuries of existing. Six hundred years had sanded away any impulsiveness he mightâve once possessed, leaving behind someone whose calm could make even the oldest demons uncomfortable. He was one of the few beings Lucifer trusted without reservation. Which, in Hell, was saying something.
Yunho folded his arms across his chest. âSo?â
âSoâŠâ Seonghwa replied with the ghost of a smile, âLucifer doesnât particularly care how long youâve been on Earth.â
âHe doesnât?â
âNo.â
âHuh.â
âHe does, however, require your assistance.â
âThere it is.â
Seonghwa ignored the comment with practiced ease. âThereâs a man in Laguna Beach.â Yunho groaned before Seonghwa had even finished. âNo.â
âYes.â
âI literally know what youâre about to say.â
âIâm sure you do.â
âHe wants fame.â
âHe does.â
âHe thinks selling his soul is easier than developing talent.â
âHe does.â
Yunho pinched the bridge of his nose. âI hate these.â Seonghwaâs lips threatened another smile. âI know.â
âTheyâre always the same.â
âThey usually are.â
âThey never ask for something interesting.â
Seonghwa tilted his head slightly. âWhat would you consider interesting?â Yunho walked toward the kitchen, opening the refrigerator more out of habit than necessity before closing it again. âI donât know. World peace. The cure for cancer. Maybe someone wants to become the greatest violinist in history.â
âAnd instead?â
âThey want followers.â
âMillions of them.â
âThey want money.â
âLots of it.â
âThey want everyone to love them.â
âAnd nobody ever specifies why.â
Seonghwa gave a single approving nod. âYouâve conducted enough bargains.â
âIâve conducted too many.â Silence settled between them for a moment before Yunho glanced toward the skyline again. âWhatâs his name?â Seonghwa reached into the inner pocket of his coat and withdrew a small leather bound book. Not paper. Human skin. The pages turned on their own before stopping halfway through and he glanced down briefly. âEthan Holloway.â Yunho sighed as Seonghwa started reading. âTwenty seven. Aspiring musician. Convinced social media algorithms are personally conspiring against him.â Yunho looked at him flatly. âYouâre making that last part up.â
âI wish I were.â
A reluctant laugh escaped Yunho before he shook his head. âAnd what exactly does his infernal majesty need from me? Surely someone this⊠uninspired could be handled by a lesser collector.â
âHe requested you.â
That made Yunho pause. âHe⊠requested me?â
âHe specifically asked for the Prince of Hell.â
Now that was unusual. Humans almost never knew enough to make requests like that. Yunhoâs expression sharpened ever so slightly. âWhy?â Seonghwa closed the ledger. âBecause he believes the Devilâs son grants better bargains. And because the internet has become⊠surprisingly creative.â
Yunho stared at him. âYouâre telling me conspiracy forums have reached Hell.â
âTheyâve reached everyone.â
For the first time that afternoon, genuine amusement lit Yunhoâs face. âThatâs unfortunate.â
âIt truly is.â
Yunho slipped on a black jacket draped over the back of a chair, adjusting the cuffs with practiced ease. âFine.â His keys disappeared into his pocket. âIâll meet our future celebrity.â Seonghwa gave a single nod before adding, almost casually, âAnd afterwardâŠâ
âHm?â
âLucifer would like you to return home.â
Yunho hesitated only briefly before looking toward the glittering city stretched beneath the afternoon sun. Something in his chest resisted the idea. He couldnât explain why. It wasnât duty keeping him here. It wasnât curiosity. At least⊠thatâs what he kept telling himself as his gaze drifted, unbidden, toward the neighborhood where one very ordinary woman would probably be getting ready for another shift at the club in a few hours and frowned. âYeah,â he murmured quietly, more to himself than Seonghwa. âAfterward.â
Lunch with Tiffany was never cheap. That was the first thought that crossed Y/Nâs mind as she stepped out onto the rooftop terrace overlooking downtown Los Angeles, one hand shielding her eyes from the bright October sun while the hostess led them toward a table near the glass railing. Six months ago, sheâd have talked Tiffany out of it entirely. Today, sheâd stopped trying. Tiffany had expensive taste, an appreciation for rooftop restaurants with menus that didnât list prices until the bill came, and an irritating habit of insisting she was treating whenever Y/N complained.
The city stretched endlessly beyond them, sunlight glinting off skyscrapers that seemed close enough to touch. Down below, traffic crawled through the streets in familiar LA fashion, horns occasionally drifting upward on the warm breeze. It was almost impossible to believe that for two nights rain had flooded the streets and thunder had rattled windows hard enough to wake half the city. Y/N slid into her chair and opened the menu for all of three seconds before immediately closing it again. âEvery single time you bring me somewhere like this,â she muttered, setting it back on the table, âI become painfully aware that we do the exact same job and somehow have wildly different bank accounts.â
Tiffany didnât even bother looking up from across from her as she adjusted the oversized sunglasses resting on top of her red hair. âThe difference is I donât buy coffee every morning.â No. The difference was her daddy was a big time lawyer and gave her money whenever she wanted.
âI buy one coffee.â
âYou buy three coffees.â
âTheyâre emotional support coffees.â
âTheyâre financial mistakes.â
âTheyâre necessities.â
âTheyâre why youâre still living in that shoebox apartment.â
Y/N clicked her tongue. âI liked you better five minutes ago.â
âNo, you didnât.â
âFair.â
The server appeared to take their drink orders before disappearing again, leaving the two women alone beneath the shade of a cream colored umbrella. For a few minutes the conversation stayed comfortably ordinary, bouncing from work gossip to complaints about Saturday nightâs crowd at the club. They laughed about one of the bartenders nearly dropping an entire tray of drinks on a bachelor party, rolled their eyes over a regular customer whoâd once again insisted he knew the owner and briefly debated whether the new DJ had somehow managed to make every song sound exactly the same.
Then Tiffanyâs expression changed. It was subtle. One eyebrow lifted and her smile turned knowing as she folded her hands together on the table and looked directly at Y/N. âSoâŠâ Y/N sighed before Tiffany had even finished the word. âNo.â
âYou donât even know what I was going to ask.â
âI do.â
âYou donât.â
âI absolutely do.â
Tiffany leaned back in her chair, crossing her arms. âThen answer it.â
âIâm not answering a question you havenât asked.â
âYouâve been brushing it off for two days.â
Y/N reached for the glass of water the server had just set down, taking a long drink that accomplished absolutely nothing except delaying the inevitable. âI havenât been brushing anything off.â
âYou disappeared Saturday night.â
âI left.â
âYou left,â Tiffany repeated slowly, âwith the hot blonde.â Y/N stared into her water for another second before finally letting out an exaggerated sigh. âHis name was Yunho.â Tiffany blinked once. Then twice. Then pointed a finger across the table like sheâd just solved the easiest mystery of her life. âYou slut.â Y/N rolled her eyes so hard it almost hurt. âOh, please.â
âYou fucked him.â
Y/N opened her mouth to deny it but instead she bit down on her bottom lip and the corners of her mouth betrayed her almost immediately, a grin creeping across her face despite every attempt to suppress it making Tiffanyâs eyes widen. âOh.â Y/N looked away toward the skyline, shaking her head to herself. âOh,â Tiffany repeated, this time with enough realization in her voice to make Y/N laugh quietly under her breath as Tiffany gasped dramatically, one hand flying to her chest. âOh⊠he gave you the good dick.â
Y/N nearly choked on her water. âOh my God,â she hissed between laughs, looking around to make sure nobody nearby had heard. âWould you keep your voice down?â
âI knew it.â
âYou knew nothing.â
âI know that smile.â
âThere is no smile.â
âThere is a massive smile.â
Y/N rubbed a hand over her face, trying unsuccessfully to wipe the amusement away. âYouâre insufferable.â
âIâm right.â
âYouâre annoying.â
âIâm still right.â
Y/N let out another sigh, this one quieter, before resting her elbows on the table. âIt wasnât supposed to be⊠memorable.â
âBut?â
âButâŠâ A small laugh escaped her. âHe wasâŠâ She searched for the word. âDifferent.â Tiffany didnât interrupt this time. âHe actually listened when I talked. Like⊠genuinely listened. Didnât spend the whole night trying to impress me. Didnât brag about himself. Didnât act like buying me a drink meant I owed him something.â She absentmindedly traced the condensation on her water glass with her fingertip. âWe just⊠talked.â
âAnd then?â
âAnd then we went back to my place.â
Tiffany nodded knowingly. âAnd?â
Y/N shook her head with a quiet groan. âAnd now I canât stop comparing him to every other guy Iâve ever slept with, which is incredibly inconvenient.â A laugh burst out of Tiffany before she reached across the table and patted Y/Nâs hand. âHoneyâŠâ
âWhat?â
âI donât think your problem is that the sex was good.â
Y/N frowned.
âI think your problem is that you actually liked him.â
Y/N immediately scoffed. âNo.â
âNo?â
âIt was one night.â
âBut?â
âThere isnât a but.â
Tiffany simply gave her a look and Y/N held it for exactly three seconds before looking away toward the skyline again. âHe is probably the most beautiful man Iâve ever seen,â she admitted under her breath and hesitating a moment before admitting. âAnd definitely the best sex Iâve ever had.â Tiffany leaned back in her chair wearing the most self satisfied grin imaginable. âI knew it.â
âI hate that you knew it.â
âNo,â Tiffany said with a laugh as their lunch finally arrived, setting steaming plates between them. âYou hate that some ridiculously gorgeous stranger walked into your life for one night⊠and somehow ruined every man who comes after him.â
Y/N reached for a fry, pointing it accusingly across the table. âI am never telling you anything again.â
The aspiring musician had answered the knock on his apartment door with bloodshot eyes, two daysâ worth of stubble, and the unmistakable scent of desperation clinging to him stronger than cheap whiskey ever could. Yunho hadnât even bothered pretending to be human for long. One moment heâd been standing in the cramped Laguna Beach apartment. The next⊠his body dissolved into a swirling cloud of black smoke that rolled across the living room floor like ink spilled into water before reforming directly behind the stunned man again. The glamour had slipped just enough. The polished black horns curling from either side of his head, eyes black. A smile that was just a little too sharp. Humans always believed in the impossible right before they signed their souls away.
The contract had appeared between his fingers with a flick of his wrist and Ethan had barely read a single sentence. âYouâll make me famous?â
âI will.â
âWorldwide?â
âIf thatâs what you desire.â
âAnd all I have to do is sign?â
Yunho had smiled. âEveryone always asks that question after theyâve already decided.â The pen touched the paper and infernal ink spread across the page. The bargain sealed itself with a pulse of crimson light before vanishing into black embers. Another soul accounted for. Another lifetime traded for a dream. Yunho had offered a polite nod, dissolved once more into smoke, and reappeared beside his car overlooking downtown Los Angeles before Ethan had even realized heâd forgotten to ask what happened when his time eventually ran out.
People rarely cared about consequences while they still believed they had decades left to worry about them. Now he intended to reward himself. He glanced across the street toward the restaurant, a faint smile tugging at one corner of his mouth as he slipped his keys into his pocket and stepped away from his car, waiting at the crosswalk as the pedestrian signal remained stubbornly red. Then⊠he felt it. Not heard. Not saw. Felt. Ancient magic brushing against his senses like the first cold breeze before a winter storm.
Yunhoâs smile faded as he slowly turned his head and saw standing perfectly still on the sidewalk directly outside the restaurant was a woman dressed in robes darker than midnight itself. No human acknowledged her existence. People walked around her without realizing they were doing it. A businessman passed so close his shoulder shouldâve collided with hers, yet somehow drifted harmlessly aside at the last possible second as though reality itself refused to allow contact. Her hands rested calmly before her. Her hood was lowered with dark hair framing a face that looked neither young nor old. At her side rested the long obsidian handle of a scythe.
A Reaper.
Yunho exhaled through his nose. âWell.â The Reaperâs eyes shifted toward him with no surprise in them. Only recognition as Yunho shoved both hands into the pockets of his coat before glancing toward the restaurant, then back at her, a snort escaping him. âPlease tell me this place isnât going to burn down.â The Reaper remained silent. âAt least not until I get my order,â he continued with a dramatic sigh. âThey have my favorite fries here.â
The reaper remained silent until, almost imperceptibly, one corner of her mouth twitched. Not quite a smile but moreâŠ. the acknowledgment of a joke sheâd heard from him a hundred times before. âYou always make light of it.â
âIâve had four centuries to work on my material.â
âAnd it hasnât improved.â
âOuch.â The pedestrian light changed and people urged into the crosswalk around them. Neither immortal moved as Yunho tilted his head slightly. âSoâŠâ
âSo.â
He raised an eyebrow. âYouâre standing outside a restaurant in the middle of the afternoon.â
âI am.â
âWhich means somebody inside has an appointment.â
âYes.â
âSoon?â
She nodded once and Yunho sighed again, this time with genuine disappointment. âDamn.â His stomach chose that exact moment to remind him why heâd stopped in the first place and he looked longingly toward the restaurant. âAny chance I can still grab the fries first?â
âNo.â
âCruel.â
âItâs my profession.â
âI thought your profession was escorting souls.â
âI can do both.â
Yunho clicked his tongue. âI liked you better three hundred years ago.â
âYouâve never liked me.â
âI tolerated you more enthusiastically.â
For the first time, something resembling amusement flickered across the reaperâs otherwise unreadable face before it vanished almost immediately and her gaze drifted toward the restaurant entrance. Yunho followed it, though from where he stood all he could see was the steady stream of patrons coming and going beneath the awning. Then the first tremor. It was so slight that most people mistook it for a passing truck but Yunho didnât.
The vibration rolled beneath his polished shoes like something enormous had shifted beneath the earth itself. The pavement quivered once, barely enough to ripple the puddle collected near the curb after the storm, before settling again into uneasy stillness as his head lifted. But the reaper didnât move. She simply watched the restaurant with the same unreadable expression sheâd worn since heâd arrived. âThat wasnât normal,â Yunho murmured.
Three floors above the street, Y/N and Tiffany had just stepped away from their table. Lunch was over, the bill reluctantly paid after Y/N spent a solid minute complaining about the price of fries that somehow cost eighteen dollars. âIâm telling you,â she muttered as they crossed the rooftop patio toward the stairwell. âIf somebody serves me ketchup in a porcelain bowl one more time, Iâm starting a riot.â Tiffany laughed, nudging her shoulder. âYou still ate all the fries.â
âThey were really good.â
âThey always are.â
Y/N pulled open the heavy stairwell door, the cool concrete replacing the warmth of the rooftop as they began making their way down. Theyâd barely reached the first landing when the second tremor hit and the entire stairwell lurched sideways with a deafening groan of twisting steel. âWhat theâŠ.â The lights flickered violently and concrete dust rained from the ceiling as a deep, thunderous rumble rolled through the building, growing louder by the second.
The handrail shook beneath Y/Nâs grip then everything began moving. The floor. The walls. The stairs. The entire building swayed with terrifying force as people screamed. âItâs an earthquake!â someone yelled somewhere below and Y/Nâs eyes widened. âTiff!â
âIâm here!â
She grabbed Tiffanyâs wrist without thinking. âWe have to get out. Now!â The two women stumbled down the stairs together as the building bucked beneath them. Every step became a fight for balance. Somewhere above them, glass exploded and the sound echoed through the stairwell as a woman cried and someone else shouted for their child.
The shaking only intensified as they burst through the second floor exit into the restaurant below and into complete chaos. Tables overturned. Wine bottles shattered across the floor. Ceiling lights swung wildly overhead as people shoved toward every visible exit, trampling chairs beneath their feet in blind panic. âThis way!â Y/N shouted over the noise, still pulling Tiffany behind her as another violent jolt ripped through the structure making a support beam overhead crack with a sound like a gunshot.
The floor dipped beneath their feet as a section of reinforcement steel tore free from the ceiling, driven downward with horrifying force. Y/N barely registered the movement. One second Tiffany was beside her. The nextâŠ.. the beam crashed between them and the impact threw Y/N backward as splintered wood and concrete erupted through the dining room. âTiffany!â Her voice caught in her throat because the steel had struck Tiffany before either of them could react.
For one impossible, frozen heartbeat, neither woman moved. Y/N simply stared as her mind refused to understand what her eyes were seeing. âTiffâŠâ Another explosion of cracking concrete ripped through the floor beneath her feet and the building groaned. The sound finally snapped her back to herself. âNoâŠâ The section of floor beneath Tiffany began collapsing inward and Y/N stumbled forward. âTiffany!â
Another violent shake sent a rain of glass cascading from every remaining window as the room tilted and the floor split open. Survival took over and Y/N stumbled backward just as the ground where sheâd been standing disappeared into darkness. She turned and ran. Not because she wanted to. But because there was nothing else she could do. She reached the massive floor to ceiling windows overlooking the street below, desperately searching for any way out.
The city had become complete pandemonium. Cars sat at impossible angles. Traffic lights swung overhead. People flooded the sidewalks. The pavement rippled beneath the city as skyscrapers swayed against the skyline and windows burst outward. People poured from surrounding buildings as Yunhoâs gaze shot upward back to the restaurant. The glass facade reflected the chaos untilâŠ..
Y/N.
His stomach dropped. âNo.â Beside him, the Reaper finally spoke, voice remaining calm despite the world collapsing around them. âShould a demon preserve that which fate has harvested⊠the savior shall forever carry the burden of the saved.â
Yunhoâs jaw tightened. âI know.â The words came out through clenched teeth. He knew every syllable. Every consequence. He knew exactly what would happen as above them, the building gave one final, deafening groan before the entire western side began folding inward and Y/N disappeared behind a wall of collapsing concrete.
Yunho moved. His body dissolved into a violent cloud of black smoke that tore across the street faster than the eye could follow. The glamour shattered. Silver hair whipped around glossy black horns as infernal shadows exploded through the collapsing floors and he reformed inside the dying building. Concrete rained around him and steel screamed as the floor vanished beneath his feet. Then he saw her, stood frozen, trapped between the collapsing wall and the shattered windows, staring at him in complete disbelief. There was no time. He crossed the distance in a heartbeat, wrapping one arm around her waist and pulled her tightly against his chest.
Then everything disappeared into darkness. The building collapsed. Thousands of tons of steel and concrete crashed into themselves in an earth shaking roar, swallowing the restaurant in a cloud of dust that rolled through downtown like a tidal wave as half a block away, black smoke erupted from empty air and Yunho and Y/N stumbled onto the cracked pavement together.
Y/Nâs knees nearly gave out as she clutched at the front of his jacket, coughing through the dust, every breath shaking. For several long seconds she couldnât process what had just happened. The screams. The collapse. Tiffany. Then she looked up. Really looked and he breath caught. âYunho?â He didnât answer. His gaze had already lifted beyond her shoulderâŠ.
The reaper still stood untouched by dust. Untouched by chaos as she inclined her head once. âThe Covenant has witnessed.â
Yunho shut his eyes and his shoulders sagged with the weight of four centuries pressing down all at once. âFuck.â Dust rolled through the ruined street in suffocating waves, swallowing the afternoon sunlight until everything looked washed in gray. Sirens had already begun somewhere in the distance, their cries growing louder with every passing second, while the screams of survivors echoed from every direction and Y/N still clutched the front of Yunhoâs jacket with trembling fingers. âYunho?â His attention remained fixed on the reaper. The Covenant had witnessed. Four hundred years. Four hundred years of never once crossing the line. Gone. Just like that.
A sharp hiss escaped Y/N. âOwâŠâ She released his jacket, grabbing at her left wrist as a searing heat exploded beneath her skin. It wasnât the sting of a cut or the ache of a bruise. It was deeper. Like molten metal had been poured directly into her veins. âWhat the fuckâŠâ
Yunhoâs head snapped down. âNoâŠâ The word barely left his lips before he felt it too. Not pain. Recognition. The inside of his own wrist ignited with the same infernal heat as Y/N cried out, staring in disbelief as impossibly thin black lines began spreading beneath her skin. They branched outward like living ink, twisting and weaving together with unsettling precision. But the lines didnât stop. They curved. Folded. Connected. Until an elegant symbol slowly revealed itself.
A single black horn.
Its shape unmistakably echoed the royal horns now curling from either side of Yunhoâs head. It sat over the pulse of her wrist as though it had always belonged there. âNoâŠâ Yunho whispered again as his own wrist burned brighter. He looked down just in time to watch another design emerge beneath his own skin. Not a horn. A feather. Long. Elegant. Its delicate barbs etched in the same flowing black lines that formed Y/Nâs mark.
Human.
Demon.
The symbols stared back at one another from opposite wrists like two halves of the same ancient promise. Then came the runes. They spiraled outward around each mark in perfect circles, ancient infernal script carving itself into flesh with molten golden light as Y/N watched in horror. âWhat⊠what language is that?â Yunho couldnât answer. Because he could read every word. Every single one. By blood preserved⊠Another rune burned itself into place. By fate denied⊠More appeared. Two souls⊠The circle completed itself.
âŠbound beyond death.
The final rune flared so brightly it forced both of them to shield their eyes and for one blinding heartbeat, the symbols glowed like liquid gold before the infernal script dissolved. The light vanished beneath their skin, leaving behind only the completed marks, matte black, as though theyâd been tattooed there years ago. Silence enveloped them. Even the sounds of the collapsing city seemed impossibly distant as Y/N slowly lowered her wrist, staring first at the strange black horn etched over her pulse⊠then at Yunho.
Really looking at him for the first time since heâd pulled her from the collapsing building and her eyes traveled upward. Past the silver hair sheâd spent two days thinking about. Past the face sheâd convinced herself sheâd never see again. Until they stopped on the glossy black horns rising from his head and her breathing caught.
She looked from the horns⊠to the mark on her wrist and back again. âWhat the hell is going on?â
Yunho didnât answer at first. His gaze remained fixed on the horn branded into her skin, the reality of what heâd done settling over him with crushing finality. The reaperâs form was already beginning to dissolve into drifting ash, her duty complete. And before the last trace of her disappeared, Yunho heard the faint whisper of robes carried on the wind. Then⊠nothing. Only then did Yunho let out a slow, weary breath as his eyes finally lifted to meet Y/Nâs. âThe keywordâŠâ he said quietly, a humorless smile touching the corner of his mouth despite everythingâŠ.
Genre : angst and fluff, slight enemies to lovers, slow burn, mutual pining, romance, eventual smut.
Pairing : mechanic!yunho x female!reader
Summary : Breaking down hours away from home was never part of the plan. Neither was meeting Jeong Yunho, the town's notoriously grumpy mechanic who prefers engines over people and has a reputation for fixing the cars everyone else gives up on. With her car stranded at JY's Garage for days, Y/N finds herself returning again and again, only to discover that some walls are much harder to break than engines.
Warnings : alternative universe, mature themes, enemies to lovers, slight swearing, eventual smut, praise kink, hand kink, choking, unprotected sex, creampie, cunnilingus, use of nicknames (sweetheart, baby, princess), playful banter.
*Y/N = your name
A/N : This story hasn't been proofread, so I apologize for any typos or mistakes. Requests are open, so feel free to share your ideas. Don't hesitate to leave a comment. Kind words keep me motivated, constructive criticism helps me improve.
Enjoy âĄ
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The engine gave out hours away from her hometown. She was on her way back from a short vacation, only to get stuck in the middle of nowhere.
At first, Y/N barely noticed it. The steady hum beneath the hood faltered for a split second before the entire car lurched forward, the dashboard lighting up like a Christmas tree. Her grip tightened around the steering wheel as she instinctively eased off the accelerator, hoping the engine would somehow recover on its own. It didn't. Instead, the old sedan lost what little momentum it had left, forcing her to guide it onto the narrow shoulder of the road while the rain continued to fall in an endless, gray curtain.
Silence settled around her the moment she turned the key again.
Once.
Twice.
A third time.
Each attempt was answered by nothing more than a weak, metallic clicking sound that echoed through the empty cabin, before fading into the rhythmic tapping of raindrops against the windshield.
For several long seconds, she simply stared ahead in disbelief.
"Are you fucking serious right now?" She groaned, letting her forehead fall against the steering wheel, before frustration finally got the better of her. "No. No, no, no... Come on."
The car, unsurprisingly, remained just as lifeless as before.
With a tired sigh, she reached for her phone, only to grimace when the battery icon flashed an unforgiving five percent. The signal was barely strong enough to load a webpage, but after what felt like an eternity of buffering, the search results finally appeared.
Most of the nearby repair shops were either permanently closed, had terrible reviews or couldn't tow vehicles until the following day.
Only one name kept appearing over and over again : JY's Garage.
Every review sounded strangely similar, almost as though hundreds of strangers had agreed to tell the same story.
"If your engine's dead, he's the only one who can bring it back."
"The guy works miracles, but don't expect small talk."
"Biker who rarely smiles, but does the job perfectly."
"A mechanic who fixes cars everyone else has already given up on."
"Pretty sure he likes motorcycles more than people, but his services... Top tier."
The reviews were oddly dramatic for someone who repaired engines for a living, painting the owner less like a mechanic and more like the subject of some local urban legend.
Y/N couldn't help rolling her eyes.
She had never been intimidated by the reputation people built around difficult men. In her experience, they were usually just ordinary people with an exaggerated myth surrounding them.
Still, with no better options and a rapidly dying phone, she called for a tow truck.
The driver who eventually arrived didn't have much to say. After securing the sedan onto the flatbed, he glanced toward the destination displayed on his screen, before letting out a quiet whistle.
"JY's Garage, huh?" He said, climbing back into the truck. "Guess your car's in good hands."
"You know the owner?" She asked.
The man shrugged. "Never really talked to him. Most people haven't. But everyone knows him."
That cryptic answer did little to reassure her.
Nearly twenty minutes later, the truck slowed to a stop in front of what looked far less like a repair shop and far more like the hideout of someone who preferred engines to conversation.
Rainwater dripped steadily from the corrugated metal roof as flickering neon signs cast streaks of red and blue across the wet pavement. Through the large garage doors, she could make out rows of beautifully restored classic motorcycles lined up with almost obsessive precision, their polished chrome reflecting the dim workshop lights. Somewhere deeper inside, old rock music played through worn speakers, blending with the metallic clatter of tools and the low growl of an engine being tested.
And then she saw it.
Parked directly in the center of the garage, as though everything else had been arranged around it, stood a matte-black motorcycle.
Its bodywork gleamed beneath the fluorescent lights without a single unnecessary detail, carrying the quiet confidence of something built for performance rather than attention. Even standing perfectly still, it seemed to command the entire room.
It looked beautiful. Arrogant. Expensive. Probably just like its owner.
The rhythmic clink of metal against metal echoed from somewhere in the back of the garage. It was the only warning Y/N received before someone emerged from the shadows.
Her breath hitched slightly. He was younger than she expected, tall enough that she instinctively lifted her chin to meet his gaze, his broad frame filling the doorway as though he belonged there as naturally as the motorcycles surrounding him. A white polo with deep crimson stripes clung to his shoulders, the sleeves carelessly rolled to his elbows, exposing forearms dusted with grease and dotted with tiny cuts that spoke of years spent working with stubborn machinery. Platinum-blond hair fell across his forehead in effortless disarray, partially obscuring a pair of dark eyes that carried the permanent expression of someone thoroughly unimpressed by the world around him.
A silver wrench rotated lazily between his fingers, so practiced that it looked less like a tool and more like an unconscious habit.
He looked attractive, but arrogant, charming, but stubborn.
His gaze landed on her, then shifted to the smoking sedan waiting on the tow truck, then returned to her.
"Can I help you?"
His voice was low and completely flat, stripped of anything that could remotely resemble warmth. There was no greeting, no polite smile, not even the faintest hint of curiosity.
Y/N folded her arms across her chest, standing her ground. "My car died."
His eyes drifted toward the vehicle again. "Clearly."
One eyebrow twitched. "What I meant was that I need you to fix it."
He leaned one shoulder against the doorframe, the movement so relaxed it bordered on dismissive.
"Tomorrow."
She blinked. "What?"
"The garage closes in ten minutes."
For a second, she genuinely thought he was joking. Well, he wasn't.
"You're seriously telling me... " She started slowly, trying, and failing, to keep the disbelief out of her voice. "That you're leaving me stranded because your workday ends in ten minutes?"
One shoulder lifted in an indifferent shrug.
"Your car should've broken down earlier, I guess."
Y/N stared at him in complete disbelief. There it was, without question, the most ridiculous thing anyone had ever said to her.
She took another step closer.
"People online said you were the best mechanic in town."
"I am."
Surprisingly, there was no trace of arrogance in the way he said it. That was somehow worse. It wasn't boasting. It was simply a fact, delivered with the confidence of someone who had no reason to prove himself.
"And yet..." She continued. "You're refusing to help a customer."
"I choose my customers."
"Oh." She let out a humorless laugh. "So you're difficult on purpose."
For the first time since he'd appeared, something shifted. The corner of his mouth lifted into a smirk almost imperceptibly.
"Most people figure that out faster."
She narrowed her eyes. He was infuriating. Completely, undeniably infuriating.
For several seconds, neither of them spoke. Then his attention drifted toward the thin stream of steam escaping from beneath her hood. A long sigh escaped him. It wasn't the sigh of someone convinced. It was the sigh of a man accepting an inconvenience he already regretted.
"Open it."
Y/N frowned. "Excuse me?"
"The hood." He caught the wrench in his palm before spinning it again. "Unless standing in the rain arguing with mechanics is your favorite hobby."
She blinked. "I thought you were closing."
"I am."
"Then why are you helping me?"
This time, when he met her eyes, there was the faintest trace of amusement buried beneath the indifference. "Because if you keep talking, the entire neighborhood is going to hear you. You've got quite the mouth on you, sweetheart."
Her jaw clenched at the sudden term of endearment, her eyes narrowing dangerously. She opened her mouth, wanting to say something, but deciding against it. After all, she needed his help, not the other way around.
Without another word, she marched back to the sedan and pulled the hood release. The latch clicked open as she lifted the heavy metal panel, stepping aside as Yunho approached.
The teasing vanished the moment he reached the engine. His entire demeanor changed. Every movement became deliberate, efficient, almost mechanical in its precision.
He leaned over the engine bay, brushing damp strands of platinum hair away from his face with the back of his wrist, before his grease-stained fingers began moving from one component to another. Hoses. Belts. Wiring. Coolant reservoir. Every inspection followed a pattern so fluid it was obvious he'd repeated it thousands of times before. He didn't waste a single motion. He didn't hesitate. He barely seemed aware of anything except the engine in front of him.
"So..." She cleared her throat. "Do you always treat customers like they're inconveniences?"
The only response was the soft metallic click of his wrench. Y/N huffed, shifting her weight.
"Or did I win some sort of special prize?"
Still nothing.
"Do you actually speak?" She snapped.
"Unfortunately." He replied, his voice flat as he was mostly invested in the engine in front of him.
After another minute, he straightened, grabbing a worn rag from his belt to wipe the grease from his hands.
"How long has it been making that noise?"
"What noise?" She frowned.
His eyes lifted to hers. "The one telling you your engine was begging for mercy?"
"I... It wasn't that bad."
He stared at her. Not dramatically. Not accusingly. Simply... stared.
"Did you ignore the check engine light?"
Silence.
"Maybe...?"
"You ignored it."
"It came on about two weeks ago."
For the first time all evening, an actual emotion crossed his face. He closed his eyes. Not in frustration. Not in anger. In disappointment. Pure, exhausted disappointment.
"I was busy, ok?" She defended.
"No." His voice remained perfectly calm. "You were irresponsible."
She folded her arms again. "Oh, and you're charming."
"I'm not paid to be charming."
"With customer service like this, I'm amazed people still come here."
Without looking at her, he nodded toward the illuminated sign hanging above the entrance.
"I do just fine."
She followed his gaze. He wasn't wrong.
Even now, nearly closing time, motorcycles and cars occupied almost every available space outside the workshop. Some looked freshly restored, their paint gleaming beneath the neon lights. Others had clearly been sitting there for weeks, waiting patiently for parts or attention. Inside, every tool hung in perfect alignment. Every drawer was labeled. Every workbench was spotless despite the grease and oil. Nothing was out of place. Nothing about him was careless.
A few more minutes passed before Yunho lowered the hood with a firm click. His expression hadn't changed.
"Well?"
"It's bad."
Her stomach tightened. "How bad?"
"Depends on what you consider bad."
She forced a smile. "Try me."
"You won't be driving it tonight. Nor tomorrow."
The rain suddenly sounded deafening. She laughed once, hoping he was joking.
"Very funny."
"I'm not joking."
The smile disappeared from her face.
He turned toward the garage as though the conversation was already over.
"The radiator's gone. The engine overheated and I won't know the full extent of the damage until I take it apart."
She hurried after him. "How long?"
He stopped without turning around. "Four days."
Her eyes widened. "Four days?"
"Maybe five."
"What am I supposed to do for five days?"
Another indifferent shrug. "Not ignore warning lights."
She stared at the back of his head in complete disbelief. "This can't be serious."
"It is."
"No, seriously, I need my car."
"So does everyone who brings one here."
She stepped in front of him, forcing him to stop. "You can't just tell me that and walk away!"
This time, something finally cracked. Only slightly. A flicker of irritation darkened his expression as his eyes locked onto hers.
"What exactly do you expect me to do?" He asked, his voice sharper than before. "Magically repair parts I don't have?"
The question hit harder than she'd expected. There was no sarcasm. No arrogance. No attempt to belittle her. Only facts. Simple, inconvenient facts.
For the first time since arriving, she found herself without an argument.
Yunho walked past her. "Come back tomorrow afternoon. I'll know more after I open the engine."
She watched him reach the garage controls. "Wait."
He paused. "What?"
"I don't even know your name."
For a moment, he said nothing. The metal shutter groaned to life, slowly descending between them. He rested one hand on the control panel before finally speaking.
"Yunho." Another pause. "Jeong Yunho."
The shutter reached the ground with a heavy metallic thud. And just like that, he was gone.
Y/N remained standing alone beneath the rain, soaked to the skin, stranded hours away from home and thoroughly irritated by the most impossible man she had ever met.
She should have been thinking about hotel rooms, repair bills and how she was going to explain all of this to her friends and family. Instead, all she could think about were a pair of cold, unreadable eyes... and the impossibly beautiful hands that had moved through the engine with the same effortless precision an artist reserved for a masterpiece.
By the time Y/N woke the next morning, she already knew the day was determined to test her patience.
The motel she'd settled for the night before had been the definition of good enough, if good enough meant peeling floral wallpaper that had probably survived three decades, a mattress that seemed designed to punish anyone foolish enough to sleep on it, coffee that somehow tasted both burnt and watered down and a shower that appeared to have a personal vendetta against hot water. She had spent the better part of the night tossing and turning, alternating between cursing her luck and mentally calculating how expensive the repairs were going to be.
Neither exercise had helped.
The morning hadn't improved much by the time she left the room. The motel was a 25 minute walk from Yunho's garage, which wouldn't have been so bad if only the roads hadn't been intentionally designed to confuse people who weren't from the area. Trudging along, the realisation that she was completely at the mercy of the most insufferable mechanic she'd ever met finally hit her.
Wonderful.
By the time she reached Yunho's garage, the overcast sky still threatened rain, leaving the pavement slick beneath her shoes. Before she even stepped inside, the familiar scent of motor oil drifted through the open garage doors, mixing with warm metal, coffee and the lingering smell of rain-soaked asphalt.
The place looked entirely different in daylight.
Larger.
Busier.
Alive.
Three vehicles occupied the service bays, each in a different stage of repair, while motorcycles lined one wall with almost military precision. Shelves packed with meticulously labeled boxes stretched nearly to the ceiling, every spare part arranged with almost obsessive care. Tool cabinets stood perfectly organized, each drawer closed, every wrench, socket and screwdriver resting exactly where it belonged.
There wasn't a speck of clutter anywhere.
The immaculate order only made yesterday's encounter with the owner even more irritating.
She hated admitting it, but the place reflected him perfectly : efficient, disciplined and frustratingly composed.
Classic rock played softly from the aging radio somewhere deeper inside the workshop, occasionally drowned out by the hiss of compressed air or the distant whir of power tools.
But Yunho was nowhere in sight.
"Hello?" She called, her voice carrying through the spacious garage.
No answer.
She took a few cautious steps farther inside, her gaze sweeping across the workshop.
"Excuse me?"
A sharp metallic clang echoed from somewhere beyond the nearest service bay. Then came his voice.
"Customers wait at the front."
Flat.
Calm.
Already mildly annoyed.
Y/N stopped in her tracks before following the sound. Only then did she notice the pair of worn work shoes sticking out from beneath her sedan, which was suspended several feet off the ground on a hydraulic lift. The rest of him remained hidden beneath the car, accompanied only by the steady rhythm of a ratchet turning somewhere above him.
A familiar wave of irritation immediately resurfaced.
"Good morning to you too."
The ratchet clicked again.
No response.
"You told me to come back today."
Still nothing.
She shifted her weight onto one hip and folded her arms across her chest.
"And technically..." She added, glancing toward the open garage door. "It's afternoon... somewhere."
The turning of the wrench stopped.
A moment later, Yunho slid out from beneath the car on a mechanic's creeper, pushing himself upright with practiced ease.
Grease stained his hands and traced dark smudges across his forearms, evidence that he'd likely been working for hours already. Gone was yesterday's striped polo, replaced by a fitted black tank top that revealed lean, well-defined muscles earned through years of lifting engines instead of weights. Loose gray sweatpants sat low on his hips, making him look unexpectedly... domestic.
It was an oddly unfair look on someone who seemed so determined to be difficult. You bit the inside of your cheek, forcing yourself not to stare too much... Or at least not make it so obvious.
His platinum-blond hair was even messier than it had been the previous evening, several strands falling stubbornly into his eyes as though he'd abandoned any attempt to tame it before sunrise.
Yet despite the change in clothes, one thing remained exactly the same. That perpetually unimpressed expression. As if the entire world had become a minor inconvenience before he'd even finished his first cup of coffee.
"You came early."
"You noticed."
Yunho didn't bother looking away from the engine. "I have eyes."
She let out an exaggerated sigh, rolling her own in response. "You're impossible."
He shrugged, setting the ratchet aside and reaching for a clean rag, methodically wiping the grease from his fingers before finally turning toward her. "The engine's worse than I expected."
The lightness she'd been forcing into the conversation disappeared instantly, her stomach tightening.
"How much worse?"
For a moment, he seemed to weigh the answer, as though mentally sorting through a list of possibilities.
"The radiator's done."
"I knew that."
"The head gasket may have gone with it."
"Which means...?"
"More work."
"How much more?"
"It depends."
She threw both hands into the air. "Everything with you depends on something."
He folded the rag neatly before setting it beside the toolbox. "Because reality works that way."
She stared at him. "Has anyone ever told you that you make normal conversations feel unnecessarily complicated?"
"Frequently."
"And?"
"I've never found it to be my problem."
She resisted the overwhelming urge to throw the nearest socket wrench at him. Instead, she wandered closer to the lift, looking up at the exposed underside of her car.
"Fine, so... what happens now?"
"I ordered the parts this morning."
"When are they getting here?"
"Tomorrow."
"And after that?"
"I install them."
"That's your entire plan?"
A brief pause. "It usually works."
She couldn't help letting out a disbelieving laugh.
It was ridiculous. Everything about him was ridiculous. His answers were painfully short, almost irritatingly literal and he possessed a remarkable talent for making every conversation feel like she was pulling teeth.
And yet... There was something strangely reassuring about him. He never exaggerated. Never promised miracles. Never softened the truth just to make someone feel better.
When he spoke, there was an unwavering certainty behind every word, as though failure simply wasn't something he considered possible once a machine was in his hands.
Almost against her will, her eyes wandered around the workshop. The daylight revealed details she'd missed the evening before.
Framed photographs covered one section of the wall. Some showed vintage motorcycles lined up at race tracks. Others captured groups of riders standing shoulder to shoulder, helmets tucked beneath their arms, grinning at the camera.
One face appeared in nearly every photograph.
Yunho.
Younger in some. His platinum hair shorter in others. Always dressed in black. Always towering over everyone around him. And, almost without exception, looking as though he'd rather be literally anywhere else.
A smile tugged at the corner of her mouth. She doubted he'd willingly admit those pictures existed.
"Do you race?" She asked.
The effect was immediate. The rag stopped moving. The workshop seemed to fall strangely quiet. Even the music from the old radio faded into the background.
Yunho didn't answer right away. When he finally did, his voice was quieter than before.
"Not anymore."
Two words. Short. Final. An unmistakable end to the conversation.
Interesting.
Y/N leaned back against the workbench, folding her arms.
"So you really are a biker."
His jaw tightened almost imperceptibly. "I own motorcycles."
"That's not what I asked."
"I wasn't aware this was an interview."
She smiled, refusing to let him escape so easily.
"And I wasn't aware mechanics were legally required to have terrible personalities."
His eyes lifted to meet hers. For the briefest fraction of a second, she thought she saw something soften. Not a smile. Not quite. Just the faintest flicker of amusement hiding behind the usual indifference. It disappeared before she could be certain it had ever been there.
The bell above the entrance jingled.
An older man stepped inside, removing his cap as he looked around.
"Morning, Yunho!"
Yunho gave a small nod. "Morning, Mr. Han."
"Bike still running alright?"
"Fixed it yesterday."
"I figured you had." The older man laughed warmly. "You're a lifesaver, kid."
Kid?
Y/N bit the inside of her cheek to stop herself from laughing. The man finally noticed her standing nearby.
"Oh!" He smiled politely. "New customer?"
Before she could answer, his expression shifted into one of knowing amusement.
"Careful with this one, miss." He jerked a thumb toward Yunho. "He looks grumpy enough to scare people away, but he's got a good heart."
Silence.
Yunho continued cleaning his tools as though the conversation had absolutely nothing to do with him.
Mr. Han chuckled. "He's been fixing everything in this town since he was barely an adult. Cars, motorcycles, tractors... Doesn't matter what breaks." He looked back at her. "Best mechanic for miles."
"So everyone keeps telling me." Y/N replied.
"They're right." The older man lowered his voice conspiratorially. "He only pretends to hate people."
Without lifting his head, Yunho spoke.
"I can hear you."
"Good." Mr. Han laughed. "Means your hearing still works."
He accepted the keys Yunho slid across the counter, thanked him once more and disappeared through the front door, the bell chiming softly behind him.
The garage settled into silence again.
Y/N turned toward Yunho.
"So."
He continued arranging his sockets by size.
"Does that mean you secretly have a heart?"
Without looking at her, he placed the final wrench into its slot.
"Your car will be ready when it's ready."
She sighed dramatically. "That wasn't the question."
He walked past her toward another workbench.
"Do you always ask this many questions?"
"Do you always avoid answering them?"
This time, he stopped. Slowly, he turned to face her. Their eyes met. There was something different in his expression now. Not annoyance. Not boredom. Something quieter. Something almost... challenging.
"Do you always come to mechanics just to annoy them?"
She smirked without hesitation. "Only the rude ones."
A heartbeat passed. Then, the tiniest twitch pulled at the corner of his mouth. Gone almost before it existed.
Y/N stared.
No.
She had definitely seen it.
Small. Practically microscopic. But real.
Her eyes widened in triumph.
"Wait." She pointed at him with exaggerated accusation. "You almost smiled."
Yunho calmly returned to organizing the tools on the shelf. "I didn't."
"You absolutely did."
"No."
"You're denying physical evidence."
"The evidence is unreliable."
She folded her arms with an exaggerated huff.
"You're impossible."
"And yet..." He took a single step forward. It wasn't much. Barely enough to close the distance between them. Yet somehow it changed everything. His broad frame eclipsed the light above her, leaving her caught in the shadow of his taller body. She hadn't realized how close they'd been standing until there was suddenly nowhere else for her eyes to go except his. "You're still here."
His voice remained as calm as ever, low enough that it barely carried beyond the space between them.
Y/N tilted her chin, refusing to give him the satisfaction of backing away. "So are you."
He frowned. "I work here."
"Convenient excuse."
One corner of his eyebrow lifted. "You expected me to leave my own garage?"
"I expected you to admit you don't mind my company."
A quiet scoff escaped him. "That's a generous interpretation."
She grinned. "You haven't told me to leave."
"I've considered it."
"But you didn't."
"No."
The word lingered between them. Neither of them moved. The garage had grown strangely quiet. Somewhere outside, rain tapped softly against the metal roof, while the old radio crackled through another classic rock song. It should have been ordinary. Instead, the air felt unexpectedly heavy.
Y/N became acutely aware of how close he was. Close enough to catch the clean scent of soap beneath the unmistakable traces of engine oil and metal. Close enough to notice the faint freckles scattered across the bridge of his nose, details she'd missed yesterday beneath the dim lights and rain. A stubborn strand of platinum hair had fallen over his forehead again and before she could stop herself, her gaze lingered there for a fraction too long.
"You stare a lot." His voice pulled her back instantly.
"I do not."
"You've been looking at me for the last ten seconds."
"I was observing."
"Is there a difference?"
"There is when the subject is particularly..." She looked him up and down. "Interesting."
For the first time, Yunho didn't answer immediately. His dark eyes searched hers, unreadable as always, yet somehow softer around the edges. Neither of them spoke. His gaze dropped briefly, just briefly, to her lips, before returning to her eyes. It happened so quickly she could almost convince herself she'd imagined it. Almost.
The silence stretched. Neither seemed willing to be the first to break it. Then, without warning, Yunho reached past her shoulder.
His arm brushed lightly against hers as he grabbed a wrench hanging from the pegboard behind her, the movement forcing them even closer for the briefest moment.
"You're in the way." He sighed.
Y/N looked over her shoulder at the now-empty hook before turning back to him with a knowing smirk.
"You could've just asked me to move."
"I did."
"When?"
"You're in the way."
She snorted, shaking her head and moving aside.
For the first time since she'd walked into the garage, Y/N realized she wasn't counting the minutes until she could leave. And judging by the fact that Yunho hadn't once told her to go home... Neither was he.
The following morning arrived with clear skies for the first time since she'd broken down.
Sunlight streamed through the motel curtains far earlier than Y/N would've liked, dragging her from sleep before her alarm had the chance. She stared at the ceiling for several seconds, mentally debating whether she should wait until the afternoon like Yunho had originally suggested the first evening they met.
She lasted exactly twenty minutes.
The excuse she settled on was perfectly reasonable. She was simply checking whether the parts had arrived. It had absolutely nothing to do with wanting to see a certain mechanic again. Absolutely nothing.
She reached his garage just as a delivery truck was backing into the loading area behind the workshop.
The driver jumped down first, followed by Yunho, who was already signing paperwork without wasting a second on unnecessary conversation.
Unlike yesterday, he wore faded blue jeans and another black tank top, a pair of worn work gloves tucked into the back pocket. Morning sunlight caught the pale strands of his hair, making them almost silver against the darker interior of the garage.
She shouldn't have noticed. She did anyway.
The driver laughed while handing over another clipboard. "You're the only mechanic I know who gets excited over radiator hoses."
"They're the correct ones."
"See? Exactly my point."
Yunho ignored him.
Within minutes, cardboard boxes were stacked neatly beside the service bay.
He crouched beside them, slicing through the packing tape with a utility knife in one smooth motion before inspecting every component one by one.
Radiator.
Gaskets.
Coolant lines.
Bolts.
Every item was examined with almost obsessive attention before he finally nodded to himself. Only then did he notice her standing nearby.
He sighed. "You came back."
Y/N folded her arms. "You sound surprised."
"I am."
"You told me the parts were arriving today."
"I didn't expect an audience."
"I'm making sure you don't replace my engine with cardboard."
He regarded her for a long second. "Reasonable."
She blinked. "Was that a joke?"
"No."
"It almost sounded like one."
"It wasn't."
"Liar."
"I don't lie."
"You've smiled once and joked once."
"I've done neither."
She shook her head, visibly amused. "You really commit to the bit."
He picked up the new radiator and walked toward the lift. "It's called consistency."
She followed him. "I thought it was emotional constipation."
He stopped walking and slowly turned his head.
"I beg your pardon?"
"You heard me."
"I wish I hadn't."
She smiled sweetly. "I know."
Yunho stared at her for another second before shaking his head almost imperceptibly and continuing toward the car. "You enjoy provoking people."
"I enjoy provoking you."
"I noticed."
"You keep responding."
"I keep hoping you'll get bored."
"Oh." She clasped her hands dramatically. "So you do pay attention."
His only response was a nearly inaudible sigh. It sounded suspiciously fond.
Later that day, the garage settled into its familiar rhythm.
Power tools whirred.
Compressed air hissed.
Classic rock drifted lazily from the old radio while Yunho disappeared beneath the hood of the sedan once again.
Y/N perched on a nearby stool, watching despite herself. She'd never seen anyone work the way he did. There was no hesitation, no wasted movement. Every tool was picked up without searching. Every bolt loosened in exactly the right order. Even something as simple as setting a wrench back onto the workbench looked practiced enough to become muscle memory.
It was... Oddly attractive.
She hated that.
"You know..." She said after several minutes, grinning smugly. "Most people charge extra if someone's going to stare at them while they work."
"I was wondering how long it would take."
She frowned. "For what?"
"For you to start talking."
"I've been quiet for almost ten minutes."
"A personal record."
She rolled her eyes. "You timed me?"
"I didn't have to."
She climbed off the stool. "I could leave."
"You could."
"But?"
"I didn't say there was a 'but.'"
"You implied one."
"I did no such thing."
"You wanted me to."
He looked at her then. Really looked at her.
"You assume a lot."
"You don't deny much."
For a brief moment, neither of them spoke.
The sunlight filtering through the open garage doors illuminated tiny flecks of dust drifting lazily through the air.
Yunho reached for a socket wrench without taking his eyes off her. "You've got grease."
"Hm?"
He nodded toward her cheek. "Right there."
Instinctively, she rubbed the spot.
"The other side."
She frowned and tried again. "This one?"
"No."
She sighed dramatically. "You're terrible at giving directions."
"So I've been told."
"Well?"
"Still there."
She huffed. "Fine." She looked around for something reflective. "Where's a mirror?"
"There isn't one."
"Helpful."
Without another word, Yunho stepped closer. Close enough that she could hear the quiet rustle of his shirt as he moved. Close enough for the familiar scent of soap and engine oil to settle around her again.
She stopped breathing for half a second.
"You missed." His voice was quieter now.
Before she could answer, he lifted one hand. Slowly. Giving her every opportunity to pull away. His thumb brushed lightly across her cheekbone, wiping away the dark streak of grease with surprising gentleness.
The touch lasted barely two seconds. It felt much longer.
"There." He stepped back immediately. "Better."
Y/N remained perfectly still. "Thanks."
"You looked ridiculous."
"I was wondering how long it'd take before you ruined the moment."
"I improved it."
She laughed despite herself. "You absolutely did not."
"I removed the grease."
"You added an insult."
"They're complimentary."
She shook her head. "I genuinely don't understand how anyone puts up with you."
"They usually don't."
"But I do?"
The question escaped before she could stop it.
Silence followed. Something unreadable flickered across Yunho's face. Small. Almost invisible. Yet somehow more revealing than any smile.
His gaze lingered on her for just a heartbeat too long, before he cleared his throat and looked back at the engine. "I should finish this."
His voice sounded just slightly rougher than before.
Y/N swallowed. "Yeah... Probably."
Neither of them moved immediately.
Outside, the wind stirred the leaves lining the street. Inside, the distance between them suddenly felt much smaller than it had any right to. Neither of them acknowledged it. But for the first time, it wasn't only the engine running hot.
The next day disappeared almost without either of them noticing. Somewhere between replacing the damaged radiator and checking the cooling system for leaks, time simply slipped away.
The garage remained comfortably noisy. Wrenches clicked against metal. Compressed air hissed every now and then. The old radio drifted lazily from one classic rock song into another.
Y/N had long since abandoned any pretense of being there purely for updates. She sat cross-legged on an overturned crate near the lift, absentmindedly scrolling through her phone without actually reading anything. Every few minutes her attention wandered back to Yunho instead.
Not intentionally. It just... happened.
He had changed into another shirt somewhere during the afternoon, although "changed" wasn't entirely accurate. The black tank top remained, but now a faded charcoal work shirt hung open over it, the sleeves rolled carelessly to his elbows.
She'd noticed. Unfortunately.
The fabric shifted every time he reached for another tool, exposing the lean muscles in his forearms as they flexed beneath skin marked by tiny scars earned through years of stubborn engines refusing to cooperate. But it was his hands that made it hard to look away. Heavy, pronounced veins roped across the backs of them, trailing down to his knuckles and pulsing with every movement. His fingers were distractingly long, rough and oil-smudged, wrapping around the cold tools with a slow, deliberate possession. There was something unfairly captivating about the raw, effortless strength in his grip, the way those thick veins shifted under his skin every time those long digits handled the heavy steel.
Her mouth went suddenly dry as her thoughts drifted into dangerous territory. She didnât even realize she was openly staring until his eyes snapped up, catching her dead in the act.
"You've inspected me more than the car."
She looked up without missing a beat. "The car doesn't move."
"It also doesn't stare."
"I wasn't staring."
"You've said that before."
She smiled innocently. "And you've been wrong before."
"I haven't."
"You have."
"When?"
"When you assumed I'd get bored."
His wrench paused for barely a heartbeat. "Fair."
Her eyebrows shot upward. "You admitted I was right."
"I admitted nothing."
"You literallyâ"
"I said 'fair.'"
"That's practically an apology."
"It absolutely isn't."
She snorted. He didn't.
By early evening, thick gray clouds had begun swallowing the remaining daylight.
Y/N wandered toward the open garage door, folding her arms against the cool breeze. "I think it's going to rain again."
Yunho didn't look up from tightening the final bolt. "It is."
"You checked the weather?"
"I looked outside."
She sighed. "Of course."
A low rumble echoed across the sky. Seconds later, rain began falling. Not gently. The heavens simply... Opened.
Within moments the street disappeared beneath shimmering sheets of water, the downpour loud enough to drown out the music entirely.
Y/N stared. "Well."
"Hm?"
"There goes my walk."
"Hm."
"I don't think I can walk back to the motel like this."
"You probably can."
She turned toward him. "You call this weather?"
"I call it Thursday."
She rolled her eyes. "You're impossible."
"So you keep saying."
A jagged flash of lightning threw the workshop into sharp, sudden relief, followed by the deafening roar of rain pounding against the metal roof. She pulled her phone from her pocket, her screen confirming the worst. Absolutely no public transportation was running.
âShe let out a heavy, dramatic sigh.
"Fantastic."
âThe silence that followed was thick. She braced herself, fully expecting a biting, sarcastic remark or for him to simply turn his back and ignore her existence entirely.
âBut the biting remark never came. She looked up to find him watching her. He had stopped working, a heavy wrench resting loosely in that grease-smudged grip. His dark eyes locked onto hers, narrowing slightly as he weighed his options. A muscle feathered in his jaw, betraying a silent, frustrating argument with himself. Finally, he dropped the tool onto the workbench and let out a rough, chest-deep sigh of absolute defeat.
â"Fine." He muttered, his voice a low rumble barely carrying over the storm. "I'll take you."
She blinked. "What?"
"I said I'll take you."
She frowned. "Howâ"
His gaze shifted toward the center of the garage. Toward the matte-black motorcycle.
Oh.
Right.
â"Absolutely not." She blurted out, her voice pitching slightly higher than she intended. She took a quick step back, shaking her head. "Nope. There is zero chance I am getting on that death trap with you."
âHe slowly turned his head back to her, an irritatingly calm expression settling over his features. "Itâs a motorcycle, not a bomb."
â"It's a two-wheeled hazard and we are in the middle of a torrential downpour!" She argued, gesturing wildly toward the open bay doors where the storm was raging. "I am not riding that thing. I would rather walk the twenty-five minutes in the mud."
He didn't blink. He didn't argue. He just slowly raised a hand and gestured toward the open garage doors. "Be my guest."
âShe stared at him, her jaw dropping slightly. He was actually going to let her walk. She spun on her heel stubbornly, marching toward the exit with every ounce of dignity she could muster. She made it exactly three steps before a deafening crack of thunder shook the concrete floor, followed immediately by a violent gust of wind that threw a sheet of freezing rain right into her face.
âShe froze, the cold water instantly soaking the front of her shirt.
âBehind her, she heard the heavy, rhythmic thud of his shoes. He stopped right beside her, the heat radiating off his body a stark contrast to the freezing wind. Without a word, he shoved a heavy, matte-black helmet into her chest.
âShe instinctively wrapped her arms around it, glaring up at him as water dripped from her eyelashes.
â"You're not walking in that and we both know it." He said, his voice a low, gravelly rumble that cut straight through the noise of the storm. He reached past her, grabbing a heavy leather jacket off a hook and tossing it over her shivering shoulders. "Put the jacket on. Fasten the helmet. And if you want to live, you hold onto me and you don't let go. Understood?"
She swallowed hard, her previous bravado washing away completely with the freezing rain.
"Fine..." She muttered, the word barely audible over the howling wind.
She shoved her trembling arms into the sleeves of the leather jacket. It was absurdly large on her, the heavy material swallowing her frame and falling past her hips, but it was incredibly warm. The collar carried his scent, a heady, intoxicating mix of dark leather, motor oil and a faint, sharp note of cedar.
She pulled the helmet over her head, the thick padding instantly muffling the deafening roar of the storm. Her fingers, already stiff from the sudden blast of cold, fumbled clumsily with the strap under her jaw, failing to get the clasp to lock.
With a short, impatient exhale, he stepped closer, brushing her hands away. "Let me."
Even through the chill creeping over her skin, the drag of his rough knuckles against her throat sent a sudden, traitorous spike of heat straight into her chest. His long, calloused fingers worked the strap with effortless precision, grazing her jawline before he pulled away.
He didn't wait for her to recover her breath. Turning his back, he swung a long leg over the motorcycle and settled into the driver's seat. The heavy machine dipped under his weight, the suspension groaning slightly. He gripped the handlebars and instantly, the lean muscles in his forearms flexed. She watched those thick, heavy veins ridge against his skin all over again, highlighted perfectly by the harsh garage lights.
He kicked up the stand and looked over his shoulder, his dark eyes fixed on her through the open visor of his helmet. "Get on."
She took a steadying breath, stepping up to the bike and awkwardly swinging her leg over the back. The seat wasn't just small, it was angled in a way that practically guaranteed zero personal space. The moment her weight settled, gravity slid her forward until she bumped into a solid wall of muscle.
"Arms." He ordered, his voice vibrating deeply.
Hesitantly, she reached around his sides, pressing her palms flat against his stomach. He was rock-solid beneath his shirt, radiating a furnace-like heat that seeped straight through the oversized leather jacket she wore.
"I said hold on, not hover." He grunted.
Before she could adjust, he reached down, his large hands covering both of hers. He gripped her wrists tightly, forcefully pulling her arms all the way around his waist and locking them there. The movement dragged her forcefully forward, flattening her chest flush against his broad back. Her thighs aligned perfectly with the outside of his, eliminating every single fraction of an inch of space between them.
He released her hands, his long, oil-smudged fingers lingering on her wrists for just a fraction of a second longer than necessary.
"Don't let go."
With a sharp twist of his wrist, the motorcycle roared to life. The engine released a deafening, guttural growl that vibrated through the metal frame and straight into her bones. He shifted gears, the heavy boot of his left foot clicking into place and then they were shooting out into the torrential, blinding darkness, leaving her absolutely no choice but to cling to his heat exactly as she had been told.
Y/N had expected the ride to be terrifying.
Instead, it felt strangely peaceful. Every time they rounded a corner she instinctively held him a little tighter. And every time she did so, he noticed. He never commented. Not once.
The motel appeared far sooner than she wanted it to. Yunho parked beneath the small overhang outside reception, before switching off the engine.
The sudden silence was deafening, broken only by the heavy, relentless drum of rain against the plastic corrugated roof of the overhang. Without the guttural vibration of the engine beneath them, the world felt entirely too still.
In that quiet, Y/N became hyper-aware of everything: the steady, even rise and fall of his chest beneath her arms, the furnace-like heat radiating from his back and the undeniable fact that her hands were still firmly locked together over his stomach. She was clinging to him like a lifeline.
Slowly, reluctantly, she unclasped her hands.
Pulling her arms back felt like stepping into a freezer. The chill of the night air instantly bit at her damp clothes the moment she lost the protective shield of his body. She swung her leg over the back of the bike, her shoes hitting the wet concrete with a soft thud. Her legs felt completely unstable, whether from the vibrations of the ride, the freezing temperature or the adrenaline still humming through her veins, she wasn't entirely sure.
Yunho kicked the heavy metal kickstand down with his heel and shifted his weight, turning slightly in the seat to look at her.
She reached up to unfasten the helmet. This time, her numb, trembling fingers managed to pop the latch. She pulled it off, shaking out her flattened, damp hair and held the heavy matte-black helmet out to him.
He took it from her hands, his long fingers brushing against hers and set it effortlessly on the fuel tank. His dark, assessing gaze swept over her. She knew she had to look like a disaster, shivering, soaked and entirely swallowed up by a leather jacket that was at least three sizes too big for her, but his expression remained completely unreadable.
"Uhm... Thanks." She said, her voice sounding a little too breathy. She reached for the heavy zipper of his jacket, preparing to take it off. "For the ride. I really appreciateâ"
Before she could tug the zipper down, his hand moved. His long, calloused fingers wrapped firmly around her wrist, stopping her mid-motion. The heat of his grip seeped instantly through the thick leather sleeve, halting her breath in her throat.
"Keep it." He said. His voice was low, a quiet rumble that barely competed with the rain.
Y/N blinked, looking from his large hand gripping her wrist up to his dark eyes. "What? No, it's freezing out here, you needâ"
"I'll be fine." His thumb brushed absentmindedly over the seam of her sleeve, before he dropped his hand, letting her go. The ghost of his grip still burned where he had held her. He shifted his weight back toward the front of the bike, grabbing the handlebars. As his fingers locked around the grips, the lean muscles in his forearms flexed and those heavy, prominent veins ridged against the backs of his hands under the dim motel lights. "Take it inside. You can give it back to me tomorrow when you come to get your car."
She swallowed hard, pulling the collar of the jacket just a fraction tighter around her neck, trapping his scent against her skin.
"Ok." She murmured softly. "Thank you, Yunho."
He didn't smile, but the hard, defensive set of his shoulders seemed to ease just a fraction. He gave her a single, curt nod, flipping the ignition switch back on.
"Go inside." He grunted, the engine roaring back to life with a deafening growl beneath him. He kicked it into gear, looking straight ahead into the blinding rain. "Before you catch pneumonia and find another reason to complain."
She smiled, the first genuine, unforced smile she'd worn all day, despite the biting wind. "I wouldn't dream of it."
He didn't look back, but as the heavy motorcycle shot forward, tearing out from under the motel overhang and slicing back into the torrential downpour, she could have sworn the massive engine revved just a fraction louder than necessary.
She stood there for a long moment, watching him drive off. She tracked the red glow of his taillight as it blurred through the sheets of rain, waiting until it vanished completely into the pitch-black streets. The storm raged on, throwing cold mist over the sidewalk, but wrapped inside his oversized jacket, she couldn't feel the chill at all.
Crossing her arms over her chest, she hugged the heavy leather closer to her body. She buried her cold nose into the thick collar, breathing in that dark, heavy scent of cedar, rain and motor oil one last time, before finally turning toward the flickering neon sign of the motel lobby.
The storm from the night before had completely washed away, leaving the morning air crisp and the sky an obnoxiously bright blue. Walking back into Yunhoâs garage, his heavy leather jacket neatly folded over her arm, Y/N felt an unfamiliar, nervous flutter of anticipation in her chest.
But the moment she stepped through the open bay doors, the temperature seemed to drop.
Yunho was already at work, leaning deep under the popped hood of her car. The rhythmic click-click-click of a socket wrench echoed sharply in the cavernous space.
"Morning." She called out, stepping into the dim light of the shop.
He didn't look up. "Morning."
The word was clipped, rough and entirely devoid of the quiet heat that had existed between them just hours ago.
She hesitated, her fingers digging instinctively into the soft, worn leather of his jacket. "Is it... is it almost done?"
He finally straightened up, pulling a filthy shop rag from his back pocket to wipe down his hands. Those hands, the same ones that had forcefully locked her arms around his waist last night, were completely rigid. The thick, prominent veins ridged sharply against his knuckles, heavy and pulsing with a suppressed, restless energy. But his dark eyes were shuttered, completely unreadable as they briefly flicked to her, before instantly looking away.
"Almost." He muttered, tossing the rag onto a nearby tool chest. He didn't acknowledge the jacket in her arms. He didn't really look at her at all. "It'll be ready by late afternoon."
Late afternoon.
The words landed between them with the crushing weight of an anvil.
Ready meant finished. Finished meant the engine would turn over, the tires would hit the asphalt and she would drive away. Having her car back meant she had absolutely no logical reason to stay in this town or in his garage for another minute.
The realization seemed to crash over them both at the exact same second. The charged, magnetic pull from last night was still there, humming beneath the surface, but it was suddenly suffocated by the glaring reality of her impending departure.
Yunhoâs jaw tightened until the bone showed white. A muscle feathered visibly in his cheek before he deliberately turned his back to her, reaching for another tool with stiff, aggressive movements.
"You can wait at the motel if you want." He grunted, his broad shoulders tensing defensively beneath his dark t-shirt. The lean muscles in his forearms flexed hard as his long, grease-stained fingers locked around a heavy steel wrench. "It's gonna be a few hours. Keep clear of the bay, I need to focus."
He was shutting her out.
The shift was so sudden, so deliberate, that it felt like a physical blow. He wasn't just working, he was retreating. He was wrapping himself back in that abrasive, unapproachable armor heâd worn the day they met, forcefully carving out space between them so he wouldn't have to deal with the inevitable moment she left.
Y/N stood there for a long moment, the ghost of his scent rising from the jacket pressed against her stomach.
"Wait at the motel?" She frowned. "Why can't I wait here, as usual?"
He stopped moving. The wrench in his hand hovered just above the engine block, suspended by sheer, rigid tension, before he slowly lowered it.
"Because there's no point." He said, his back still to her. His voice was low, harsh and tight. "You're out of here in a few hours. Go pack your things."
"I'm already packed." She shot back, her voice shaking slightly with rising indignation. Instead of retreating, she stepped further into the garage, closing the distance between them. "I've sat on that same crappy metal stool for days, Yunho. Why is it suddenly a problem now?"
"Because it just is!" He snapped, finally spinning around to face her.
The sudden violence in his movement made her flinch, but she held her ground. He threw the heavy wrench onto the nearest metal workbench. The deafening clang echoed sharply off the concrete walls, ringing in the sudden silence.
"I need you out of my workspace." He ground out, stalking toward her with heavy, predatory strides. All the careful distance he had tried to keep evaporated in a matter of seconds. "I need to finish this damn car so you can get on the highway and go back to your life. Thatâs what you wanted, isn't it? To get the hell out of here?"
"Stop trying to push me away!" She yelled. Frustration bubbled over, hot and blinding. She dropped his heavy leather jacket onto a nearby chair and stepped squarely into his space, refusing to be intimidated by his size or his temper. "You're acting like yesterday didn't happen! Like last night meant absolutely nothing to you!"
"Like it meant nothing?" He repeated, his voice dropping into a lethal, vibrating growl. He leaned down, crowding her, his face mere inches from hers. His dark eyes were completely entirely unshielded now, blazing with a chaotic mix of fury, exhaustion and something utterly desperate. "Do you have any idea how much it takes for me to keep my hands off you right now? I am literally putting the engine back together that is going to take you away from me, Y/N."
"Then why are you the one shoving me out the door?" She demanded, her voice rising to match his intensity. She didn't back down an inch, even with his towering frame caging her in. "You're the one telling me to go to the motel! You're the one acting like I'm just some annoying distraction you can't wait to be rid of!"
"Because you are leaving!" He roared, the sound tearing out of his chest, echoing violently against the concrete walls. He threw his hands up, those long, grease-stained fingers gesturing wildly toward the open bay doors. "You have a life in a city three hundred miles from here, Y/N! A job. A schedule. You don't belong in a run-down garage in a town you couldn't even stand a few days ago!"
"Don't you dare tell me what I want or where I belong!" She fired back. Frustration made her reckless. She closed the last fraction of an inch between them, her chest brushing against the solid, immovable wall of his as she tilted her chin up defiantly. "You don't get to decide that for me. And you don't get to use my car as an excuse to play the martyr just because you're terrified of actually letting someone in!"
Yunho flinched as if she had struck him. His breath hitched, his chest heaving violently against hers. He stared down at her, his jaw locked so tight she thought the bone might shatter. His heavy, vein-ridged hands flexed at his sides, curling into tight, white-knuckled fists as if he was physically warring with his own instincts.
"I'm not playing the martyr." He rasped, his voice dropping an octave, turning rough and deadly quiet. "I am being realistic. Tomorrow morning, you're going to wake up, realize this was just some adrenaline-fueled mistake and drive away. I'm just saving us both the collateral damage."
"You're a coward." She breathed, the words slipping out before she could stop them.
His eyes darkened instantly, a dangerous, possessive heat flashing in his irises. "Excuse me?"
"You heard me." Her heart was hammering a frantic rhythm against her ribs, but she held his furious gaze, her voice dropping to an unsteady, challenging whisper. "You fix broken things all day long, but the second something gets complicated, you push it away. If you really want me gone so badly, Yunho... then tell me to leave right now. Look me in the eye and tell me you don't want me here."
Silence slammed down around them, thick and electric. Yunho stared at her, the air between them practically vibrating with unspoken words. The muscle in his jaw feathered wildly. He looked at her defiant eyes, down to her parted lips and back up again. The rigid control he had been clinging to all morning was visibly fracturing, cracking right down the middle under the weight of her challenge.
"Tell me to leave!" She pushed, her voice breaking slightly, eyes welling with unshed tears.
He said nothing.
The silence stretched between them, agonizing and absolute. Yunho just stood there, his jaw locked so tight a muscle jumped frantically beneath his skin. His broad chest rose and fell with harsh, shallow breaths, his dark eyes stormy and completely torn, but his lips remained stubbornly, agonizingly sealed.
He couldn't say the words. But he wouldn't ask her to stay, either.
The silence was an answer in itself.
A hot, humiliating tear spilled over her lashes, tracing a searing path down her cheek. The fiery indignation that had fueled her just seconds ago completely evaporated, leaving behind a hollow, aching chill that settled deep in her chest.
"Right." She whispered, her voice barely a thread. She let out a shaky, broken breath and nodded once. "Message received."
She broke his gaze, spinning on her heel. The heavy rubber of her boots scraped against the concrete as she turned her back on him, wrapping her arms around her own stomach. She closed her eyes, blinking away the stinging wetness and started walking toward the door. She was done fighting for a man who refused to fight for himself.
She made it exactly three steps.
She didn't hear his boots move. She didn't hear him cross the space between them. He was just suddenly there.
A large, rough hand clamped around her wrist. The grip was startlingly firm, the calloused pads of his fingers biting into her skin, heavy and undeniably possessive. Before she could even gasp, Yunho yanked her backward, spinning her around with a sheer, desperate force that threw her completely off balance.
She collided squarely with the solid wall of his chest and before she could even look up, his hands were in her hair, tilting her head back as his mouth crashed violently down onto hers.
It was an explosion. There was absolutely nothing gentle, nothing restrained about it. It was a punishing, desperate collision of lips and teeth, built on days of unbearable tension and the terrifying reality that he had almost let her walk out that door. The impact knocked the breath straight out of her lungs and he took immediate, ruthless advantage, parting her lips and kissing her with a raw, demanding heat that sent a jolt of pure electricity straight to her core.
Y/N gasped against his mouth, her hands flying up instinctively. Her fingers grabbed fistfuls of his dark, grease-smudged t-shirt to keep her knees from buckling.
Yunho kissed her like he was starving. His hands were everywhere, frantic and heavy. One hand wrapped around the back of her neck, his thick, vein-ridged fingers tangling deep into her hair to hold her exactly where he wanted her. The other hand dropped to her waist, his long fingers gripping her hip hard enough to bruise as he backed her forcefully against the nearest metal pillar.
He pressed his massive frame flush against hers, crushing her between the cold steel and the furnace of his body, effectively sealing off any chance of escape. He tasted like dark coffee, mint and pure, unfiltered desperation, completely obliterating her tears and proving exactly what his stubborn silence couldn't say.
For a split second, shock held her completely frozen. But the sheer, overwhelming force of his kiss, the desperate, undeniable way his mouth moved against hers, shattered whatever was left of her resolve.
She kissed him back.
The moment she yielded, sliding her hands up from his chest to wrap tightly around his neck, Yunho completely lost his mind. A low, guttural groan tore from his throat, vibrating intensely against her lips. His arm tightened like a vice around her waist, lifting her up onto her toes until she was molded entirely against him, erasing every single fraction of an inch he had spent the whole morning trying to build.
His hands were relentless. The thick, calloused fingers that had been so precise and controlled with his tools just moments ago were now frantic. They mapped the curve of her spine, pulling her closer, as if he physically couldn't get enough of her. She tangled her fingers into the thick, dark hair at the nape of his neck, pulling him deeper, matching his chaotic desperation beat for beat.
With a violent, sweeping motion of his free hand, Yunho cleared the nearest heavy metal workbench. Wrenches, bolts and a metal tray went crashing to the concrete floor in a deafening clatter, but neither of them flinched. The noise was instantly swallowed by the heavy, ragged sound of their breathing as he lifted her effortlessly, setting her down onto the cold steel edge.
He stepped right between her thighs, crowding her, his massive frame caging her against the bench. The cold metal at her back was a shocking contrast to the furnace of his body pressing flush against hers.
His hands, those rough, impossibly capable hands that had been the focal point of her distraction all week, were frantic now, gripping the hem of her shirt. He pulled it over her head and tossed it blindly into the shadows of the garage. The cool air hit her skin for only a fraction of a second before his mouth replaced the chill, tracing a searing, open-mouthed path down her jaw, her neck and over her collarbone.
Y/N gasped, her hands completely abandoning his hair to grip his broad shoulders, her nails digging into the heavy, lean muscles flexing under his dark t-shirt. "Yunho..."
"I'm not letting you go." He rasped against her skin, his voice a dark, vibrating rumble that sent a tremor straight down her spine. "Not today. Not tomorrow."
A soft cry escaped her mouth as he wrapped his lips around one of her hardened nipples, suckling gently. Her hands moved to the back of his neck, tugging gently at the hair of his nape as she arched into his touch.
He groaned softly, pulling back just long enough to grip the hem of his own shirt, tearing it over his head and throwing it to the floor. The sight of his bare chest, sculpted by years of raw, physical labor, marked by faint scars and a light sheen of sweat, completely stole the breath from her lungs. His chest was heaving, his dark eyes entirely unshielded and blazing with a chaotic mix of possessiveness and absolute surrender. The abrasive, walled-off mechanic was gone, replaced by a man completely undone by his own need.
Unable to resist the magnetic pull of him, she slowly reached out. Her trembling fingers brushed against the furnace of his skin, trailing upward over the hard, rigid muscles of his stomach to the broad expanse of his chest. She mapped the faint scars with a feather-light touch, mesmerized by the sheer, radiating heat of him.
When her palm finally flattened directly over his heart, she could feel the violent, erratic hammering of his pulse echoing against her hand. A harsh, ragged shudder ripped through his massive frame the second her fingertips lightly traced the sweat-slicked skin over his collarbone. His eyes darkened impossibly further, the last remaining thread of his control splintering completely under her touch.
He reached for the button of her jeans, his thick, calloused fingers working with a desperate efficiency. He popped the metal closure, dragging the heavy denim and lace down her legs until they pooled completely on the concrete floor.
âHe didn't pull her flush against his chest this time. Instead, Yunhoâs hands, rough, large and unbearably hot, slid up the backs of her thighs. He gripped her firmly, dragging her right to the edge of the cold steel workbench, making her gasp. He pushed her legs wider apart, settling himself firmly between her knees, his gaze burning into hers with a predatory intensity.
â"Yunho..."
âHe didn't give her a chance to finish the thought, lowering his head. The moment his warm, wet tongue first made contact with her swollen center, Y/N let out a sharp, strangled cry, her fingers digging painfully into his shoulders.
He didn't hesitate, burying his face against her drenched folds, inhaling the intoxicating scent of her arousal before his tongue began its relentless assault. He lapped at her with long, slow strokes, savoring the sweet, musky taste of her nectar. Every flick of his tongue was deliberate, teasing the most sensitive parts of her anatomy until Y/N felt like she was coming undone.
"Oh, god... Yunho..." She gasped, her head tossing back as her spine arched sharply. Her hands flew from his shoulders to his hair, her fingers tangling in those platinum strands, not to push him away, but to pull him even deeper against her.
A deep, guttural groan vibrated from Yunhoâs chest, muffled against her damp skin. "Fuck." He rasped, his breath hot and ragged against her inner thigh. "You taste so fucking good... so sweet, so perfect."
The praise only served to ignite the fire already raging inside her. She let out a broken moan, her hips bucking instinctively against his face, seeking more of that devastating sensation.
He growled, sealing his lips around her clit, suckling gently, causing her eyes to roll in the back of her head.
Reluctantly, almost painfully, Yunho pulled his face away from her soaking wet core. A thin, glistening thread of saliva connected them for a fleeting second, before he broke free. He looked down at her, his eyes hooded and dark with a feral kind of hunger, his jaw tight as he fought to catch his breath.
Y/N let out a frustrated, needy whine, her legs trembling uncontrollably from the sudden absence of his touch. She reached down, her fingers shaking as she fumbled with the waistband of his jeans, needing to feel him, needing to bridge the agonizing gap between them.
With a desperate tug, she managed to slide his denim down his powerful thighs, releasing his cock from its confinement. As it sprang free, it pulsed with a life of its own, heavy and imposing. She gasped softly, her eyes widening as she took in the sheer size of him. It was thick, impressively long and mapped with prominent, throbbing veins that spoke of the blood rushing through him in his state of extreme arousal.
Y/N's breath came in shallow, uneven pants as she stared, mesmerized by the sight of him. He was beautiful in a raw, intimidating way, a testament to the hunger he held for her.
"Mmm, so big and and hard for me." She purred, wrapping one hand around him, stroking lazily.
The sound of her voice, that honeyed, possessive purr, seemed to strike a chord deep within him. Yunho let out a choked sound, halfway between a growl and a gasp, as her small, delicate hand closed around his length. Even her lazy, languid strokes felt electric, sending waves of white-hot pleasure straight to his brain.
He groaned, his head falling back for a moment as he braced his hands on the metal workbench behind her, his knuckles turning white. He watched her through heavy lids, his pupils blown wide, watching the way her fingers curled around him, the contrast of her pale skin against his flushed, tensed muscle.
She bit her lip as she locked eyes with him through her dark lashes. Her gaze was heavy, hooded with her own mounting lust. Slowly, deliberately, she dragged her thumb across the weeping, sensitive tip of his cock, catching the bead of pre-cum and smearing it over the smooth skin.
Yunhoâs entire body jerked at the touch, a harsh, broken sound tearing from his throat. Seeing her look at him like that, so hungry yet so composed, was driving him to the brink of madness. He reached down, his large hand covering hers, pressing her palm tighter against his pulsing shaft, guiding her stroke with a desperate urgency.
"Don't stop." He rasped, his voice a gravelly wreck. "Fuck, please don't stop."
Y/N smirked, a flash of dominance crossing her features as she increased the pace, her thumb continuing to swirl around his crown, collecting more of his slickness.
The sound of his breathy voice sent a fresh wave of heat pooling between her thighs. She loved the way he crumbled under her touch, the way this powerful, commanding man was reduced to begging by her fingertips. She leaned forward, her breasts brushing against his chest as she brought her face close to his, her breath hitching.
"Do you want it, Yunho?" She whispered, her voice a silken trap. "Do you want me to take all of this?"
Before he could answer, she shifted her grip, her fingers tightening around the base of his cock as she guided the broad, blunt head toward her entrance. She was already slick, her own juices coating her folds, making the transition seamless.
Instead of taking him inside, Y/N slowed her movements, choosing instead to tease him with maddening precision. She pressed the broad, weeping head of his cock directly against her swollen slit, dragging it slowly upward. The friction of his velvety skin against her hypersensitive folds made her whole body tremble, a low, needy whimper escaping her lips.
She didn't stop there. With a wicked little smile, she tilted her hips, grinding the pulsating tip directly over her clit. She rubbed him against that tiny, engorged nub, circling him in slow, torturous motions that left him gasping for air.
The teasing was too much. The sight of her rubbing his aching length against her dripping heat, mocking his need, snapped something inside him. A low, dangerous growl ripped from his chest, a sound of pure, unbridled possession.
In one swift, fluid motion, his hand shot up, his long, veiny fingers curling around the delicate column of her throat. He didn't squeeze to hurt, but the pressure was firm, authoritative, pinning her head back against the workbench and forcing her to meet his blazing, predatory stare.
"Enough playing, princess." He rasped, his voice vibrating with a terrifying level of lust.
The sudden weight of his hand around her neck sent a shockwave of pure electricity through Y/N's spine. It wasn't fear that raced through her, but a wild, dizzying rush of submission. She looked up at him, her eyes wide and glazed with arousal, chest heaving as she struggled to draw air around his firm grip.
Yunho didn't give her a moment to adjust. He used his other hand to grab her thigh, hiking it high over his shoulder to expose her completely to him.
With her leg hooked over his shoulder, Y/N was completely vulnerable, her soaked folds bared to the cool air of the workshop and his burning gaze. The position forced her hips forward, presenting herself to him like an offering.
Yunho gripped the base of his cock, the veins standing out in stark relief against his skin and lined the weeping head up with her entrance. He paused for a heartbeat, staring down at where they met, enjoying the way her small, tight opening twitched in anticipation of him.
"Look at me." He commanded, his thumb pressing slightly harder against the side of her neck, a reminder of who was in control.
Y/N obeyed instantly, her eyes locking onto his, dilated and swimming with a mixture of reverence and raw, animalistic need. She saw the absolute claim in his expression, the way he looked at her like she was the only thing in the world that mattered and the only thing he wanted to break.
Slowly, with agonizing deliberation, Yunho began to push. He sank into her, the broad head of his cock stretching her tight, slick walls as he breached her. Y/N let out a loud, broken sob, her fingers clawing at the metal workbench behind her as she felt herself being filled, stretched and claimed.
"Mmph... Yunho."
As he buried himself deep within her, bottoming out with a dull, satisfying thud against her cervix, Yunho didn't pull away. Instead, he leaned down, his face inches from hers, his breath ghosting over her lips as he watched her expression shatter under the pleasure.
"That's it, baby... take it all." He murmured, his voice a soothing balm against the roughness of his earlier command. His hand on her neck softened, his thumb tracing the line of her jaw with unexpected tenderness. "You're doing so well for me. So fucking perfect. Look how tight you are around me... you were made for this."
The praise acted like fuel to the fire already consuming her. Y/N let out a series of short, breathless moans, her head lolling back as she surrendered to the overwhelming sensation of him filling her so completely. Each time he withdrew, she felt a hollow ache, only for it to be replaced by a burst of searing pleasure as he plunged back in, hitting that sweet spot deep inside her again and again.
"More... please, Yunho, more." She pleaded, her voice cracking with desperation. She wrapped her arms around his neck, pulling him down, wanting to feel the crushing weight of his body against hers.
He obliged, his thrusts becoming faster, harder, more primal.
"Kiss me..." She panted, her voice a broken, desperate plea. "Please, kiss me."
Yunho didn't make her wait another second. He crashed his lips against hers, the kiss tasting of salt, sweat and pure, unadulterated lust. It wasn't gentle. It was a collision, his tongue invading her mouth just as aggressively as his cock invaded her body.
Between the frantic, bruising kisses, he kept murmuring against her lips, his words a continuous stream of worship.
"Taking me so good, sweetheart." He growled into her mouth, his breath hot and ragged. "My good girl... such a fucking good girl for me."
At his words, a wave of pure, liquid heat flooded Y/N's senses. The affirmation, paired with the punishing rhythm of his hips, pushed her closer to the edge than she had ever been. She melted into him, her body molding to his every curve and angle, her mind spinning in a haze of bliss.
"Yes..." She breathed against his lips, the words barely a whisper, yet carrying the weight of her total devotion. "Your good girl... Yours."
The admission seemed to snap the last thread of his restraint. Yunho's thrusts became frantic, almost violent, driven by a need to lose himself entirely within her.
His teeth grazed her lower lip, a sharp sting that only fueled the fire, before he pulled back just enough to stare directly into her soul. His eyes were no longer just dark, they were abyssal, swallowing her whole.
"Mine." He growled, the word vibrating against her skin, heavy and undeniable. "Every inch of you. Every moan, every drop of your sweetness... it all belongs to me."
He punctuated the declaration by slamming his hips forward, burying himself to the hilt, his fingers digging into her soft flesh as if he were physically branding her.
The sheer intensity of his possession, combined with the relentless, deep pounding of his cock, finally shattered her. Y/N's vision blurred, the edges of the garage dissolving into a kaleidoscope of white light. A strangled, high-pitched cry tore from her throat as her internal muscles clamped down on him in a series of violent, rhythmic spasms.
"Ah... Oh god, Yunho!" She gasped, her back arching off the workbench as the orgasm ripped through her like a tidal wave. Her entire body convulsed, her legs shaking uncontrollably around his waist as she drowned in the pleasure, her release flooding him with her incredible heat.
Feeling her walls tighten around him in those desperate, milking contractions, Yunho lost all semblance of control. The sensation of her clenching around his pulsing length was the final trigger. He stiffened, his muscles locking tight and a loud, tortured roar escaped his throat as he drove himself into her one last time, burying himself as deep as possible.
He came with a violence that shook his entire frame, his seed erupting deep inside her, hot and plentiful. He pumped into her repeatedly, his body jerking with each powerful spasm, filling her so completely that she could feel the warmth spreading within her.
For a long minute, the only sound in the cavernous garage was the ragged, echoing cadence of their breathing. It was a harsh, broken rhythm that slowly began to sync as the adrenaline bled out of them. She could feel the violent, erratic thud of his heart hammering directly against her own, slowing fraction by fraction with every deep exhale that expanded his broad chest. His large hands, usually so restless and aggressive, were perfectly still where they rested on her bare skin, his thumbs absentmindedly tracing the curve of her waist. The air in the shop was thick, practically vibrating with the unspoken weight of what they had just done.
â"Don't." He whispered roughly. The word was jagged, completely stripped of his usual abrasive armor. He slowly opened his dark eyes, the raw vulnerability in them pinning her right to the spot. He shifted his right hand, bringing it up to cup her face. His thumb, rough and calloused, brushed softly over her cheekbone, wiping away the lingering trace of the tear she had shed just minutes ago. "Don't leave." He whispered, his voice dropping into a heavy, pleading rumble.
âY/N swallowed hard, her heart threatening to beat straight through her ribs. She looked up at him, her fingers still resting against the warm skin at the back of his neck. "Yunho... my car..."
â"I'll take the whole damn engine apart again." He breathed, leaning in until his lips brushed against hers with every word. His grip tightened protectively on her waist. "I'll lose the parts. I'll throw the keys in the river. I don't care. Just... tell me you're staying."
Y/N stared up into his dark, desperate eyes, the sheer absurdity of his threat finally cutting through the heavy haze in her mind. A breathless, disbelieving laugh escaped her lips, the sound echoing softly in the quiet garage.
"You'd throw my keys in the river?" She murmured, her thumb gently tracing the tense line of his jaw. "The same keys you've spent days complaining about having to look at?"
"In a heartbeat." He answered without a fraction of a second of hesitation.
The raw, unfiltered sincerity in his voice made her chest tighten all over again. He rested his forehead against hers, closing his eyes as a shaky, uneven exhale left his lips.
"I'll do whatever it takes." He rasped, his thick fingers lightly flexing against her hips. "Just don't get in that car today. Nor tomorrow. Nor anytime soon."
She let her hands slide from his neck down to his bare, broad shoulders, her fingertips resting lightly against the heavy, sculpted muscles she had been admiring all morning. The city, her job, her meticulously planned schedule, all the things she had been so desperate to get back to, suddenly felt a million miles away. None of it mattered compared to the overwhelming, anchoring weight of his hands on her skin.
"You don't have to break my engine, Yunho." She whispered softly.
His eyes snapped open, a flash of pure panic tightening his features until she leaned up, pressing a soft, lingering kiss to the corner of his mouth.
"Just put the tools down." She finished, her voice steady and entirely certain. "I'm not going anywhere."
The absolute, visceral relief that crashed over him was instantaneous. A deep, ragged sigh tore from his chest as the remaining tension finally drained out of his massive frame. He didn't say a word. Instead, he simply crushed her to him, wrapping both arms securely around her back and burying his face in the crook of her neck, holding her tight as if she were the only thing keeping him tethered to the earth.
When he finally pulled back, the abrasive, defensive mechanic was completely gone. In his place was a man looking at her with a quiet, burning intensity that made her breath hitch all over again. The ghost of a smirk finally tugged at the corner of his lips, the first real, genuine smile she had ever seen him wear.
"Good." He murmured. His calloused thumb brushed a stray lock of hair behind her ear. He dropped a quick, hard kiss to her lips, then effortlessly lifted her off the cold metal workbench, letting her slide down his body until her feet hit the concrete floor.
He reached down, picking up his discarded t-shirt from the dust and pulling it over his head, the lean muscles in his back flexing sharply with the movement. Y/N grabbed his oversized leather jacket from the nearby chair, slipping it over her bare shoulders.
Yunho stepped up behind her, wrapping his arms around her waist and pulling her back flush against his chest. He rested his chin on the top of her head as they both looked out at the almost-repaired car sitting in front of them.
"So..." Y/N murmured, leaning back into his solid embrace, entirely content. "When do you think it'll be ready for good?"
She could feel the low, gravelly rumble of his laughter vibrating against her spine. His thick, prominent-veined hands linked securely over her stomach, locking her exactly where she belonged.
"Next week." He drawled, his voice thick with a lazy, possessive warmth. "Maybe next month. Or next year. Depends entirely on how distracting you are."
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⥠synopsis: you always listened to your friend, mingi, talk about the dnd campaign he was running with such excitement that you couldn't help but to be interested. he was instantly down with adding you in even though the party was already a few sessions deep. in the whirlwind of learning how the game even worked, the fantasy world you'd become apart of started to change your real world as well.
⥠wc: 11.1k
⥠content: mingi falls first but yunho falls harder, crushing, FLUFF, love-triangle vibes, a bit of crack, heavy fantasy in some parts
⥠warnings: cursing, suggestive parts
⥠song rec: forget-me-not ~ laufey
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epicfael: u sure its okay for me to join now?
You stared at the small, faint text at the bottom of the discord chat window that told you Mingi was typing as you chewed absentmindedly on your bracelet, the one from middle school made of loom bands that you were surprised hadn't snapped yet especially considering how often you nervously sunk your teeth into them. His awaited response reminded you the nerves were completely unfounded.
kingming: YESSSSS pls those boys need some guidance they jump into every encounter like brutes
kingming: its a miracle they made it this far at all
You couldn't help but giggle, finally releasing the squeaky rubber from between your teeth and letting your fingers fly across the keyboard.
epicfael: mingi u know im new to this i literally wont be any help
kingming: so are they !?!? i mean they need a girl with actual creative ideas to balance out their stupidity
You smiled again, feeling a bit warm at the compliment(?) from him.
kingming: you filled out your character sheet, ya? gimme. i gotta write you in
kingming: like a love island bombshell
Scrunching your nose up and smiling, you quickly sent through the document you'd filled out describing your character to him, to which he sent an unnecessary 20 party popper emojis in response. You leaned back and spun around in your chair, pulling the white sherpa blanket on your lap up to your chin with a sigh. It was a little nervewracking honestly. Mingi was a pretty good friend, so you knew a few of the people you'd be sitting around the table with that weekend. Well, 'knew of' was probably more appropriate. You'd shared a conversation with Jongho, exchanged a joke or two with drunk Seonghwa at a new years party, but Yunho was someone you'd only heard about through Mingi. He sounded like a nice guy going off of Mingi's words, yeah, but meeting new people and especially having to roleplay with them...? Your cheeks made the thick blanket around your body feel cool in comparison.
You spun around for a third time and your foot accidentally bumped the bookshelf standing behind you, wobbling the YA romance novels lined up like trophies. You threw you hands out, as if you were even going to catch that mammoth of wood if it did fall, and stayed like that until your chair slowly completed its momentum and faced you towards your pc again. Your eyes caught another message from 'kingming'. The worry of the potentially toppling tower of fiction behind you faded away and your hands caught the edge of your desk, pulling you closer to the screen. A server invitation stared back at you: 'dinguses and dragons'. You let out a breath and clicked in.
epicfael just showed up - say hi!
kingming: Y/N!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
kingming: welcome :] we all in vc while i plan so get in here !!!
The channel labeled 'voice chat' glowed, one familiar profile picture and three new to your eyes, each occassionaly gaining a green ring around it as the boys spoke to each other, likely getting out whatever they wanted to say before the stranger that was you dropped in and disturbed the vibe. You quickly adjusted your mic and headphones and sat up completely straight before clicking in.
A contextless laugh filled your ears first. A familiar sound. Mingi's hysterical cackle.
"Shut up and focus on your shit, Mingi!"
"This kid isn't gonna have a single thing prepared by Saturday."
"Get a diagnosis already, Mingi."
The first voice came from 'capitalist_heretic'. The most recognisable voice, Jongho. The next were softer, words you'd only heard slurred and tipsy before in real life. Seonghwa, or 'starboy'. By simple process of elimination, the last, unrecognised voice, 'yuniverse', was Yunho. There should've been no reason for shock or confusion, no reason at all for you to be staring blankly at the screen the way you were. But that voice, so deep it made your very normal headphones feel like those fancy bone conduction ones. Mingi's voice was deep, sure, but this was the kind of voice that you were sure you'd hear narrating the breathing exercises on one of those wellness apps, calming and honey-dipped.
"Is she muted?" Yunho spoke again, the only voice able to pull you out of the daze you'd entered despite being the one to put you there in the first place. The boys must've been trying to get your attention.
"No, I'm here!" It was a little too loud with a slight crack and you felt you ears warm under the muffs of your headphones as Mingi's cackle rang out again.
"Good, good," Jongho chuckled, "we were just gonna go over the basics of our characters with you so you know what's what."
You hummed quietly in response, quickly pulling the sheet you'd filled out up on your second monitor. "I'll introduce myself too then." The words came out a shy murmur.
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Jongho -> Cormac the Rogue:
~ Human, level 1
~ True Neutral
~ Disgraced noble trying to make his ends meet by taking mercernary-type jobs and travelling across the land
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Seonghwa -> Zephyr the Paladin:
~ Dragonborn, level 1
~ Lawful Good
~ Outlander searching for their divine purpose and knowledge in a land they don't recognise
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Yunho -> Sylvan the Wizard:
~ Elf, level 1
~ Neutral Good
~ Self taught and journeying to learn as much as he can to become the most powerful wizard known far and wide
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Y/N -> Faelynn the Druid:
~ Elf, level 1
~ Chaotic Good
~ Self proclaimed protector of the deep woods - a thick, unventured forest that spans a 3rd of the continent
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"Cute. Two elves." Seonghwa pointed out, making you shrink a little in your seat like you could feel Yunho's judgemental eyes on you, a feeling your brain most certainly fabricated on its own. You leaned forward and dropped your head a bit beside your mic.
"Sorry Yunho, I didn't know."
"Why are you sorry?" It was such a simple question, one with no answer. "It'd be weird if I was the only elf ever." That candy-coated voice was suddenly so warm and friendly, the smile on his lips behind that silly 0.5 profile picture entirely audible. And contagious.
"Yeah...true."
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Yunho locked his car with a quick flick of his left hand before tucking his keys back into the pocket of his jeans, the other hand occupied, a plastic grocery bag hanging heavily from his long fingers and making a vein pop up his forearm. His now-free hand tugged his white tee down at the hem unconsciously, ruffled through his soft black hair a bit, and adjusted the thick-framed black glasses balancing on his nose as he took long strides up to the entrance of Mingi's apartment building. His index finger flicked up the plastic cover on the code panel and danced across the keys, a soft beep punctuating each button-press; movements so familar that anyone would assume it was him that lived there rather than his best friend.
He made quick work of the narrow, carpeted staircase and rapped against the door with his free fist before clumsily switching the groceries to that hand, stripping it of its previous independence. He shook his right hand out, rings clinking, subtle red lines on soft flesh of his fingers where the plastic had been digging in. He bounced impatiently on his feet, already-creased converse further wrinkling with the movement.
"Hurry up, chud!" He called out, leaning closer to the door. A gentle thump and the sound of a glass knocking over on a marble surface made Yunho chuckle, until he was finally graced with approaching footsteps and an opening door.
"Holy impatient." Mingi sighed, throwing the door open and immediately walking away, trusting Yunho to close it - which he did. Yunho responded with an amused huff and kicked his scuffed shoes off against the hallway wall.
"I was out there for, like, ever. And your monsters are heavy as hell." Yunho held the bag up as he stepped across the threshold from the hallway to the open living/dining room/kitchen, cotton-covered feet padding on cheap vinyl flooring. He plonked the bag down on the large, oval, wooden table as Mingi hurriedly shoved a stack of dishes into the sink - what made the clanging sound from before, Yunho surmised - and cloaked a dish cloth over it like he was covering a deceased person with a blanket. Yunho snorted as he pulled the 4-pack of mango monster energy drinks out of the bag and placed them on the table, followed by various other snacks. "Got an inspection soon or something?"
Mingi's head whipped around and he took a few long steps over to the couch to fuss with throw pillow placement. "It's our first session with y/n." Yunho scrunched the plastic bag in his hands and turned to lean against the sturdy table, the old wood creaking in protest.
"And?"
Mingi huffed at that, a puff of breath that said 'seriously?', and placed his hands on his hips to scan the area like a stressed mother trying to clean up before extended family comes to stay, baggy, grey cargo pants sagging on his hips. "I care a lot more about what she thinks of me than I do the rest of you losers." His high and mighty tone made the taller man laugh out loud. Mingi, seemingly satisfied with the tidiness of the room, slumped down onto the scratchy beige couch, the fabric sinking with his weight. "Plus...I want her to think I'm, like...stable. A stable man...y'know?" Yunho's smile widened, a tiny restrained snicker slipping from between his pink lips as his best friend looked over his own shoulder and back at him for approval.
"Wowww...ulterior motives. You really are a chud."
The words only just escaped before the soft, dusty fabric of a throw pillow was literally thrown at his face with an annoyed and embarrassed, "takes one to know one!" from the perpetrator. That first snicker bubbled up into a louder, sillier giggle in triumph of his successful teasing. Yunho caught the pillow in his arms as the sound of someone at the lobby door buzzing for the resident of that apartment reverberated through the small space. Mingi instantly shot up and was already down the hallway, pulling his pants up, and opening the door before Yunho could even move.
"I'm getting it! Put that back where it belongs! Nicely!"
"You threw it at me!"
Slam!
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Buzz, buzz, buzz. 'Is this even doing anything...?' You thought to yourself, spamming the button a few more times before stepping back and fishing your phone from the pocket of your denim shorts. You'd tried to dress casual, but you couldn't help wanting to look nice in front of new people. The outfit was meant to be simple denim shorts that were stressed at the hem and a slightly cropped white tee, but then a fuzzy yellow cardigan was added, followed by many bracelets, a necklace, dangly earrings, flower-shaped clips pinning your fringe back, frilly socks in chunky mary janes- you'd had to force yourself to stop. Flicking open your messages with Mingi, your left wrist unconsciously approached your lips, your anxious brain eager to chew that squeaky plastic sitting against your skin once more.
"Y/n!"
Your arm shot back down as your head popped up, neck craning to see the tall, beaming man in front of you, holding the door open.
"Mingi..." you sighed, lungs relaxing, and his lips and eyes curled up into that familiar kitten-ish smile. He led you up the slightly musty-smelling stairwell, filling the echoey space with words about how excited he was for you to join the game and how there were plenty of snacks and drinks waiting and how they'd likely order pizza later. The soft rambles in that baritone voice from a man whose broad shoulders filled your vision as you followed him from behind made your heart warm in cozy way. You'd always found him endearing, that disparity of his.
You blinked as he simply pushed the door to his apartment open, no key necessary. Quietly following him down the small hall, shoes clopping against the floor, you were finally met with the reason for the unlocked door - the other man already there almost directly to your right in the kitchen. He stood tall, taller than Mingi (if only a little), long arm partially obscuring his face while reaching up into a cabinet lined with mismatched glasses and mugs. With no eyes to meet, your gaze fell to where his shirt was lifted just an inch, exposing a portion of the belt holding his dark-wash jeans and a sliver of the black boxers peeking out above them, half of the word 'DIESEL' in bold white letters looking over the hem of denim. Yunho grasped the glass he was reaching for, a small bead threaded on the string bracelet he was wearing clinking with the material as if to say to you personally: 'hey, his eyes are up here, you perv'. Or maybe it was just your brain finally reminding you to get it together and meet the gaze of the man you were seeing for the first time as he lowered his arm and twisted his body to face the two of you. You got a single second of eye-contact with Yunho before Mingi gently nudged you and gestured vaguely to your feet.
"You can take off your shoes, y/n." He pointed with his head down the hall where Yunhoâs converse were sitting haphazardly kicked against the wall. You finally took a breath for what felt like the first time since you stepped into Mingi's home and your eyes flicked from Yunhoâs face, to the more familiar one beside you, down the hall, and back to Mingi. You nodded and turned to scurry off down the hall, lowering your head as a minuscule bit of heat prickled at the back of your neck.
You'd been nervous about this meeting the whole time, since the moment Mingi said he was serious about adding you to the campaign, but those nerves were just jitters that came with the commitment to meet and get to know new people. As you crouched down to unbuckle your shoes, those nerves mutated and multiplied like a bacteria in your anxious brain because you never imagined the one guy you didn't know at all going into this would be your textbook type. Tall but skinny and lanky, glasses, casually stylish, a geek like you, and HOT. Like, the kind of hot where you know your friends would say, 'Him? He's so average,' but they just don't get it like you do! Hook, line, and sinker.
After freeing your feet from the horse-hooves you called shoes, suddenly overly embarrassed with how loud they'd made your entrance, you couldn't help but admire them for a moment next to Yunhoâs. Shoes twice as big and 5x as cool somehow. 'God, I'm such a loser'.
You timidly creeped back down the hall towards where the two boys' voices were carrying from, footsteps now matching your demeanour.
"So you're slow with everyone, huh Mingi?" That voice. Less deep now that it wasn't being filtered through a sensitive and a shockingly high quality microphone, but still devastatingly smooth and rich like a dark chocolate fountain at an expensive wedding.
"Huh?"
"She was crazy trigger-happy with that buzzer."
The two men came into view again just as those words poured from Yunhoâs lips, making you stop and stare, tips of your ears going red. He was shovelling ice into five glasses of various proportion, but stopped just to throw a toothy smile your way like he could feel the sudden embarrassment radiating off you. A total E move - this man was a threat to your heart and you already knew it after standing in the same room with him for not even five whole minutes.
You huffed and stepped up closer to the two, Mingi leaning over on the other side of the kitchen island with elbows to the marble and chin squished into his hands, while Yunho focused on trying not to lose any ice cubes to the floor. You turned on your heel, arms crossing over your chest as you leaned back against the counter with a crinkled brow and nose. "How was I supposed to know you were here?" You murmured. The man chucked the plastic scoop back into the little ice maker Mingi had perched in the very corner of the kitchen bench, tucked between the toaster and the wall.
"Were you hoping I wasn't?" He teased, eyes flicking between you and Mingi with a v-shaped smile on his pretty lips, his implication clear and oddly disappointing to your heart that'd already ostensibly planned out your whole life with the man. Mingi instantly perked up, however, a hand smacking against the marble as a subtle pink spread down from under his eyes.
"Bro, shut up!"
You wiggled your toes and stared down at them as if the way they moved under your socks was the most fascinating thing in the room at that moment. You didn't see it, but you felt the woosh of air as Yunho breezed past you and around to the dining table on the other side of the island to retrieve the warm energy drinks, the woodsy scent of his cologne mixing with a chuckle from deep within his chest to create a truly brutal concoction. He playfully bumped a shoulder against Mingi's and plonked the 4-pack of cans on the counter before letting his fingers nimbly tear into the cardboard casing. "I'm kidding, Mingki~" he drawled, quickly pinching his tall friends' cheek and ending it with a giggle. Mingi swatted the man's hand away with an embarrassed mumble and Yunho went back to the drink-making task in front of him, unbothered.
You finally lifted your head again, peering over your shoulder only to feel a slight physical shock when you saw Yunho already gazing back at you, his smile and eyes significantly softened. Not wanting to seem awkward, you forced your eyes not to instantly dart away, instead focusing on gently chewing on the inside of your lip as you engaged in a butterfly-inducing staring contest with him. Surpringly to you, he looked away first, eyelids fluttering and gaze dropping as he finally freed a can from its packaging prison. With the crack of the can, whatever tension you possibly sensed fizzled out with the carbonation of the drink.
"Why are you here so early, y/n? We said 3pm, right?" Mingi inquired after a hefty exhale, rubbing at where Yunho had pinched the skin of his cheek. You sighed and fully turned to face both the boys now, placing your palms flat down on the cold bench-top.
"Stupid public bus system, that's why. If I didn't take the 1:56 bus, the next one was at 3:12!" You huffed and leaned down, placing your chin in your palm. "One, those times are annoying as hell just as numbers, and two, over an hour gap!? Seriously??"
Mingi hissed sympathetically and nodded. "When do you get your new car?
"Whenever they hurry up and process my freaking loan."
"What happened to it?" Yunho piped in, finishing portioning that bright orange liquid gold between all five glasses, each fizzing with co2 and that sweet sweet caffeine.
"Pooped it's diaper. Battery straight up just dookied overnight and I couldn't even start it in the morning."
Yunho snorted and placed down the empty can in his grip to put his full focus on you again, making your tummy do a distracting flutter. You tumbled a few more words out in an attempt to distract yourself from said distraction.
"So, yep...busses for me until further notice."
Holding his gaze, you watched as something seemed to dawn on him that made his smile drop. His lovely eyes flickered from you to the microwave clock behind you and then to Mingi before landing back on you. "Are you gonna take the bus home tonight as well?"
You blinked a few times. "That was the plan...?"
His eyebrows pulled together in a way that made him look even more handsome and you realised with a drop of shame that you may like that expression even more than his precious toothy smile. "How far are you? I'll drop you home."
The expression itself was already a punch right to the 'me-likey' section of your gut, the following words an immediate roundhouse kick, and the idea of watching him drive you home? Those hands and forearms that had just worked so hard to open and pour everyone's drinks for the evening, like the thoughtful guy he obviously was, holding the steering wheel as he drove you up to your door with his time and fuel? Complete knock-out. He may as well have been proposing in your mind. 'Yup...tell them to have my white padded room ready. I'm gonna need it.'
"Oh! You don't have to do that, really."
Your left and right brain were trapped in a heated battle while you played it as cool as possible on the outside, fingers gently gripping the edge of the bench. Your left brain wanted desperately for you to go home and immediately throw away every single romance novel you've ever read because clearly this was just a man being kind with no deeper implications and not some kind of grand romantic gesture, while your right brain was hopping around like some kind of feral beast and spewing various insane scenarios and daydreams involving the concerned man in front of you into your unprotected mind.
Yunhoâs lips pulled tight, frown deepening. "But it'll be dark. It's not safe."
Bro. You'd never felt like more of a loser than in that moment the way those words made your knees physically weak. Luckily, you were already holding onto the steady counter top so you didn't actually fold the same way your heart did.
"O-Okay." Nevermind, you did fold.
A loud buzz echoed through the apartment and you spun around, eyes catching on the bright green numbers on the screen of the microwave that now said 2:58pm. Before you could even think, you blurted out, "I'll get it!" and hurried off and out of the front door just as you thought you heard Mingi's voice calling from behind. It didn't matter, all that mattered in that moment was getting away and letting your heart settle.
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"Let me come with-," the click of the closing door squashed his words, "-you..."
Mingi was standing and looking a bit like an ignored puppy as he dropped his head. Yunho gathered four of the five filled drinks in his large hands and steadily carried them over to the table behind him, placing one at each chair spot for the present and future guests, then placing the last one at the head of the table where Mingi would be sitting.
"Yunho, you bastard. Charlatan. Man-whore!"
"Woah! What? Whadd-I-do?"
Mingi turned and grabbed the shoulders of the other man, leaning in with puppy-dog eyes of nuclear proportion. "Bro...you should've kept the idea of taking her home to yourself...so you could tell me in private for me to take as my own...!"
Yunho blinked, eyelashes fluttering behind his lenses. "Yo, in my defense...I straight up didn't even think of that."
"Of course not! You never think of me..." Mingi pulled back and covered his eyes with his forearm dramatically. "That's what a real brother would do...and real brothers don't take all the girls for themselves!"
"'Take her'?? I'm just driving her home!"
Mingi leaned against the table like a heart-broken damsel, rocking all the liquid-filled glasses with his theatrics. Yunho sighed and smacked Mingi two times gently on one of his cheeks, making the man drop his arm away from his eyes (which were decidedly not filled with tears of any kind).
"I'm not the one she said yes to playing dnd with. You are." Yunho tapped him once in the forehead before turning back to clean up the mess from his drinks preparation.
"...Oh yeah!"
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You had thrown that glass lobby door open so fast that Jongho hadn't even looked up from checking his phone yet, making him jump.
"Save me." You pleaded, making him smirk and slip his phone back into the pocket of his bomber jacket, leaving his hand there like the other hand was settled on the other side.
"From Mingi?"
"From Yunho."
"Ah." You held the door open for him to enter before it swung shut again and you started towards the stairs together. "Welcome to Jeong Yunho, y/n."
From the way he phrased it, you knew he didn't quite understand why you needed saving. He assumed it was because Yunho was a known tease and rage-baiter that somehow got under anyone's skin, not because you'd developed a crush on the man so fast it genuinely scared you. Although, you'd rather keep that to yourself anyway.
Jongho's phone buzzed in his pocket and he tugged it out to find a message from Seonghwa in his notification bar: 'wait up!!!!!!!!!'
The two of you had just hit the first step of the stairs and turned back around to see through the glass door, the man clutching desperately at many grocery bags in his arms and holding his phone just steady enough for his thumb to reach all the keys needed to type out that text, as he waddled up the path to the door you'd closed on him without realising. Both of you hurried back and let the guy in, you genuinely concerned as you freed him of two of the bags and Jongho amused as he watched Seonghwa almost drop his phone readjusting his grip on everything.
The three of you trekked up the stairs together now you apologising through soft giggles to Seonghwa and Jongho furiously jabbing at the keyboard on his phone with his thumbs to let Mingi know to be ready to let you all in.
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You stared curiously at all the overwhelming things on the table in front of you. A large map covering the expanse of the wood, various snacks courtesy of Yunho and Seonghwa scattered about, and each person's character sheet printed and assigned to them with a pencil and an eraser provided by Mingi. But worst of all, you thought, was that Yunho had ended up sitting right next to you, Jongho and Seonghwa on the other side of the table and Mingi at the head. He had a sturdy fold-out panel up in front of him, obscuring the rule books and hand made notes he possessed from the rest of you. Mingi organised said notes, Jongho and Seonghwa chatted about other nerdy tangents you didn't quite get as they waited, and you scrunched your nose as you carefully looked over your own character sheet. You had to be honest, you barely knew what any of the many numbers on the paper meant, most of it filled out by Mingi after you'd done the simple part like naming your character and deciding who she was. You had let the professional handle the technicalities and you realised then how out of the loop it made you. You were leaning your chin against the back of your hand as you scanned over the page, loom band rubber caught between teeth unknowingly. You only paused when that warm cedar you instantly recognised from the impact it made on you earlier gently touched your nose again.
"You look confused." Yunho whispered softly, his lips pulled into that little 'v' smile he had earlier as he teased you, but gentler now. He was leaning over, and you cursed how automatically your head turned to the sound of his voice because it forced you to face how close he was. He tilted his head a bit before breaking your gaze to look down at the sheet. His eyelashes were so long and his glasses sat low on his sharp nose. It honestly made you want to scream with how handsome he was.
"Yeah..." you confirmed bashfully. "Mingi filled out most of this stuff for me..."
"And didn't explain it?"
You shook your head slowly and pressed your lips into a thin line, your eyes on his as he leaned on one arm against the table. He sighed and dropped his head.
"That...fuckhead." He murmured, quietly enough that you speculated whether he even wanted you to hear it. He lifted his head again and scooted even closer, making you damn near rocket into the ceiling. With a slender pointing finger, he slowly explained each detail on the sheet, going through every number and what they meant - what they did. You were terrified he'd realise that the way his muscles and veins shifted as his hand moved and the way that black thread bracelet with the little beads around his right wrist hugged it so perfectly was winning out most of your attention in that moment. He kept meeting your eyes to make sure you were following and you could only just nod in agreement, the man responding in kind with a sweet yet soft smile.
You don't know how it happened, but the two of you got deep into talking about your characters. Actually...you did know. He'd pointed out with curiosity the traits you'd written in a little box on the bottom left, specifically where you'd written 'selfless leader but secretly insecure and scared'. That section was mostly just for yourself to help you fully realise and stay in your own character as you played and him asking about it lit off the passion you'd found you had for the character you'd created. He listened as you talked eagerly about Faelynn. Her appearance, her backstory, her hardships and triumphs, her personality, etc. But he didn't just listen - he engaged. He responded and chipped in with little things about his character he thought related to yours. It was sweet...comfortable, you thought.
"Ahem."
The two of you looked up to see Mingi leaned down and peering over the panel in front of him with narrow eyes like an animal of prey. It was only then that you realised Seonghwa and Jongho were also looking at the two of you, the former's going back and forth between you two and Mingi while the latter's stuck mostly to you with a slight smirk accompanying it. You sat up straight, the blush you'd forgotten about as you got absorbed in conversation with Yunho suddenly bursting forth and painting your whole face. Yunho sighed and slouched back into his own chair, pushing his glasses up before reaching for his drink and taking a long gulp.
"Are we starting?" You inquired with a small voice and meek smile to boot. Jongho tapped Mingi's shoulder with the back of his hand.
"Mingi, they're meta-gaming."
You blinked. "...Huh?"
Yunho put his glass down and laughed, letting his head lean back over his chair and exposing his defined neck and adams apple.
"You were telling him, like, everything about your character." Seonghwa added, but it didn't exactly clear up anything or define the new term to you.
"...I'm not allowed to?" You shrunk into your chair, already scared that you'd messed up bad and the game hadn't even technically started. Mingi straighted up again and gestured widely to Yunho with one long arm.
"He's not meant to know anything! He hasn't met you, yet!"
Your gaze followed Mingi's arm to Yunho who looked back at you with a tiny smile and upturned brows, sort of like a guilty puppy who wasn't really sorry at all. You blinked again.
"In game." Yunho clarified, letting you know he'd already recognised that little blink of yours as something you did when you were confused. Your brain hated how observant he was because your heart loved it.
He knew. He definitely knew that everything you had been spilling to him were things he wasn't meant to know. But in that same way, it was mutual. It wasn't just that he never stopped you, but he also told you so many things about his character that you assumed you 'shouldn't know yet'. You huffed and pouted, fighting away the flutter in your chest as you playfully smacked Yunhoâs shoulder before sinking down further into your own chair and shame.
"Well, I didn't know that..." The man immediately giggled, rubbing where your fingers had thumped at him, clearly amused by your way of putting all the blame on him like it would nullify your own embarrassment. You were looking down now but it was impossible not to feel how his eyes stuck to you the whole time you shrunk until his gaze was forcibly pulled away when Mingi started reprimanding him.
"Quit! Messing! With! Her!" Mingi stated each word with purpose and a finger flick to the side of Yunhoâs head, making the previously smug boy flinch and put a hand up in defence.
"Dude, ow! Stop! I wasn't!"
The attacker placed his hand down on the table and narrowed his eyes further at Yunho, some sort of unspoken words passing between the two best friends through Mingi's glare. It made Yunhoâs expression turn from playful to actually strangely irritated now, for reasons you obviously weren't supposed to understand. No longer smiling, he rolled his eyes and took to his caffeinated drink again for solace. Lips still on the glass rim, he murmured. "Why isn't she getting reprimanded for meta-gaming too?"
Before Mingi could even speak, Seonghwa answered for him in an exaggeratedly low tone that you assumed was meant to be an impression.
"Because she can do no wrong~"
Mingi's head swung around to Seonghwa, his eyes wide and ears going red. He leaned forward and gestured exaggeratedly, as if afraid that his point wouldn't get across if he wasn't flailing his arms around.
"Because-!"
"Because she didn't know." Jongho cut in, speaking in a matter-of-fact tone.
"Exactly!" Mingi pointed his finger at Jongho's face as he turned back to look at Yunho, who held his hands up in defence.
At first it was just a tiny sound from your lips, but after about a second you let a laugh burst forth, doubling over and turning away from everyone as you waved a hand as if to say 'sorry'. Turned away, you didn't even get the pleasure of seeing how the two boys at odds instantly turned their attention to you. Mingi's raised arm slumped as he watched your shaking shoulders and Yunho had turned fully in his chair, expression softening as the previous tension ebbed away, fought back by your laughter.
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Everyone eventually got themselves back together and Mingi started with another cheesy forced clear of his throat.
"Last time, Cormac, Zephyr and Sylvan," he looked between each of the boys, "you three were kicked from the inn you'd decided to stay at because someone wanted to try sneaking into the innkeeper's room to look for coin." He focused his gaze on Jongho, who was sitting unbothered, arms crossed and tilting his chair backwards on it's back legs. Seonghwa's arm was strapped protectively around the back of it.
"Listen, from the way you described the place it sounded like that guy had a lot of money. If I didn't roll a nat 1, we would be rich." He shrugged.
Yunho let out a mischevious snicker and Mingi sighed before addressing the whole table once more, "Well you did and, even with your stealth proficiency bonus, you were caught and the three of you were tossed to the streets. Walking along, Zephyr," his eyes flicked to Seonghwa, who perked up, "was pulled into an alleyway by a dirty, cloaked old man who provided you all with a quest."
"Finding his daughter who had disappeared somewhere in the nearby deep woods." Seonghwa parroted the information they'd been given the previous session to you and you nodded, leaning with your elbows on the table as you listened.
"Exactly. He had grown unable to care for himself so she became his sole caretaker. One day she assured him she would stick to the edge of the trees just to see if she could find anything to forage or even sell. He hasn't seen her in 3 years. Zephyr said yes because of their heart of gold or whatever," Seonghwa smiled widely. Mingi gestured to Jongho, "Cormac said yes because of rumoured riches and artefacts he can sell for riches," and then gestured to Yunho, whatever beef they had just a few minutes ago seemingly wiped now that Mingi was in serious Dungeon Master mode, "and Sylvan said yes because he's fascinated and excited by the unknown magical properties and history behind the infamous deep woods".
Yunho nodded, shooting you a wide smile for no reason, almost like he knew it made your heart jump and he wanted to see you suffer. Or more likely because you'd told him everything about Faelynn and he knew that the party was going to meet her in those deep woods. Mingi continued, looking down at his notes. "We last ended with the three of you having taken a long rest just on the edge of the dense tree-line before having to face whatever mysteries and possible danger lay beyond the wall of green. After all, there had to be something in there to make this perfectly happy and healthy woman vanish without a trace."
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After a thorough rest at their make-shift camp, the rag tag party consisting of the rogue known as Cormac, paladin Zephyr, and the self-taught wizard Sylvan packed up and readied themselves to venture where no one dared go: the deep woods. Cormac tugged his pack onto his shoulders and adjusted his blade in it's sheath around his waist, Sylvan sat on a stump picking at a small satchel of various nuts and seeds, and Zephyr stepped up to one of the large, imposing dark-wood trees. They could see only about 10-or-so feet beyond that first line of trunks, darkness encompassing the area beyond. They sighed before turning to the short, stocky mercenary.
"I want to help that woman and her father but...this isn't very safe, is it?" The paladin asked, reptilian face twisted with genuine worry and a hint of their own fear. Cormac snorted.
"Duh. But I don't really care." He sheathed one last blade on the other side of his hip before stepping up closer to Zephyr. "I just know if we make it in and out, I'll be sure to find something to make me rich." He smirked, staring past the taller, scaled individual in front of him. He then met Zephyr's yellow eyes again, suddenly deadly serious. "I only live for money. So if I die in there looking for that then I truly don't care."
"What about us?" Zephyr asked seriously, staring down at the human before them while gripping hard at their spear.
"What about you?" Cormac parroted back, unwavering. The dragonborn's teeth sunk hard into their own tough, thin lower lip, displeased. Cormac smirked again before heartily smacking Zephyr's shoulder plating with a deep chuckle. "Lighten up, slimy. I don't actually think we'll die in there. I'm tough, you're holy, or whatever, and he," he pointed a thumb over his shoulder and the two looked over to Sylvan, who had been mostly spacing out as he munched on little bits and pieces but was aware enough to smile back happily and wave, "he's so scarily calm and upbeat that I'm almost convinced he could level this whole forest if he wanted to."
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You leaned over to Yunho and whispered, "Can you really do that?"
He wasn't even able to answer before Mingi's sharp eyes caught your gaze as a hurried 'shh!' left his lips, making you immediately put yourself back in your seat and stare down at your lap. Yunho stifled a snicker and his eyes traced the slowly reddening edge of your ear peeking through your hair for just a moment before he put his attention back on Mingi.
"Anyways..." The DM grumbled.
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Once Sylvan was shaking his little satchel upside down with a sad frown on his face, the party was finally ready to enter. The lanky elf stood, shoving the velvet fabric into the pocket of his loose-fitted, brown cloth pants. He stepped up to the other two with his pack strung casually over one shoulder, towering over them with a smile so friendly it was somehow sinister.
The three hadn't known each other for long, but naturally you learn things about others when you're crammed into small inn rooms and tiny tents with them day and night. Despite that, Sylvan was a mystery. The day Cormac ran face first into Sylvan's middle and toppled him while fleeing from the self-righteous Zephyr with a purse of what turned out to be just bread crackers - the day the party was formed - all Sylvan would say about himself was "I'm magic" with a smile on his face. That remained to be all the rest of the party knew about him.
Cormac tapped the back of his hand against Sylvan's chest, ruffling the thin fabric of his blouse, before he gestured towards the darkness of the dense trees. "Do some magic, skinny."
The elf's somewhat innocent and slightly charming smile turned even freakier as he showed his teeth, as if the thought of casting even such a simple spell such as light excited him. With his free hand, he dug into his pocket and pulled out a glass bead, no bigger than a standard button, and held it in his palm. He closed his pale fingers around it and shut his eyes. With a low voice, he mumbled, "firefly." As he reopened his fingers, the once-boring clear bead radiated a beautiful yellow light - like a flame without the flicker or crackle. The rogue next to him shifted his slightly wide eyes from Sylvan's palm up to his now smug eyes and proud smile, instantly snuffing out any kind of fascination he might've had.
"That's...definitely special, man." Cormac huffed before pushing Sylvan in front of him with a hand on the centre of his back. "Go on then; you're our torch."
Starting with the six foot elf, followed by the short human, with the in-between Zephyr bringing up the rear, the three crossed the borderline into where no other had exited for the first time. Zephyr quietly huffed through their nostrils in slight amusement mixed with exasperation at the order they'd ended up in, with Mr 'I don't care if I die' coincidentally in the safest part of the line up, but they kept that thought to themself.
The three trekked slowly further and further into the trees, dense leaves above forming a canopy that fully blocked out the shining sun beyond. Various vague sounds of chirping bugs and rustling flora echoed around them, animals they couldn't see but knew were there. A chill began to crawl over them all, not only from the air growing colder the further in they went but also from the unease creeping into each of them. Even the strangely unbothered Sylvan's lips were pressed into a thin line now, eyebrows creasing in the centre as he held the glowing bead out further in front of them, moving it around in his hand to try and glean anything from their surroundings.
After a couple more minutes, Cormac broke the silence with his rough voice, trying to ease the fear in the group in his own way.
"Well I see why she got lost. This place is dark as hell and all looks the same."
The snap of a twig rang out from somewhere beside them and Zephyr stood up straighter as their head whipped to the direction of the sound. They clamped a clawed hand onto Cormac's shoulder, making him stop and look up at the dragon behind him. "What?"
"Let's go back." They spat, eyes focused into the dark abyss, perceiving things the other couldn't. "Too much movement."
The period at the end of their statement was audible and no elaboration came to follow. A cold bead of sweat ran down the usually fearless rogue's back.
"What...what happened to saving her, huh?" He antagonised, but it lacked the usual bite, falling flat and weak. Zephyr shook their head.
"We're not going to save her anyway if we get torn to bits by some...thing."
The spacey elf escorting them hadn't noticed the two behind him stop until he was a couple feet ahead, only turning back when he heard the stinging tone of that last word, a tone straying far from the paladin's usual gentle yet posh inflection.
"It's just animals." He chimed in, obviously trying to calm the jumpy rest of his party, but the words were just shaky enough that it was clear he was trying to convince himself as much. "Probably tons of...animals in here. That's...that's the movement, guys."
Cormac looked between the two that were now silently and anxiously scanning their surroundings.
"...Am I the only one that can't see a fucking thing??"
His complaint was cut off by the sound of something suddenly descending through the brush above them to land in the gap between Sylvan and the others, making Cormac scream and fall into the bushes with a thump. In a second, Zephyr's free claw was wrapped around the fallen man's bicep and he was pulled up and around behind them, their spear pointed directly down and inches away from the impassioned face of a crouching woman. She met the weapon with one of her own - a quarterstaff appearing to be fashioned from a hefty branch, the end of it expertly carved into multiple tendrils that curved to make a sort-of cup holding onto a green and yellow crystal which was perfectly smoothed into an orb. It had the same glow as the much tinier bead in Sylvan's hand, except stronger and brighter. She must've just cast it otherwise they would've seen her coming a mile away.
She was relatively small, wavy dirty blonde hair down to the nape of her neck and framed around her face like curtains for her piercing green eyes. Her pointed elf ears didn't go unnoticed either, not by Sylvan at least. Despite her stature, all three men were tense. Other than the sharp tip of Zephyr's spear within piercing distance, Sylvan had dropped his pack to free up his other hand, fingers tense and twitching slightly, and Cormac's hands were gripping the handles of two serated daggers even while being protected.
"You shouldn't be here." She spoke, voice smooth and serious, her eyes staying locked to the armoured dragonborn's black slit pupils. "You've made a mistake."
"And you'll back off if you don't want to look back on ambushing us as a mistake of your own." Cormac hissed.
The elf on the ground scrunched her nose, her brain turning over the many ways this encounter could play out. Three against one. She wasn't used to encountering wanderers with such obvious combat skill. With a hefty sigh and a shaky grip, she lowered her quarterstaff to the ground, laying it next to her before bringing both her hands up. Sylvan could see then the tattoo-like markings running up the back of her forearms and hands: green vines snaking around her fingers in a tantalising pattern.
After a few more seconds, Zephyr let out a puff of breath from their nostrils and gently lowered their own weapon, free arm already stopping the aggressive human behind them from rounding them and attacking the girl after he was inevitably offended by their pacifistic action. Sylvan lowered his hand too but kept his fist clenched at his side. The ambusher kept her gaze to the paladin as if sensing them as the one with the most responsibility and maturity out of the three.
"Why are you here?" She asked, frowning.
"To look for someone." They answered matter-of-factly. She scoffed, biting her lip.
"They're probably here. But finding her won't matter now."
"Why?" Sylvan cut in, stepping closer, and the woman looked over her shoulder at him as if just noticing him there. His eyes were wide, like he'd just put together the main reason why he'd started to feel so uneasy, why the magic in the forest felt so wrong. Her eyes turned sympathetic and she sighed, shaking her head.
"This place...doesn't let you leave."
The silence was defeaning before it was cut off by a frustrated grunt from the one that'd been hiding the whole time slipping out from under Zephyr's arm and zipping right up to the woman still on her knees in the brush, the terrifyingly sharp tip of a blade pointed right between her eyes.
"Cormac!" Zephyr called, voice booming.
"'This place' or you, huh? You gonna lock us up? Kill us?" The panic in his voice was unmistakable despite the offensive stance he was taking.
"Stop!" The yell came from Sylvan that time, followed by a small stone shooting through the air to collide with the blade at her face and knocking it away. "She's not lying."
"Yeah? Is that your magic too? You a lie detector?" The human's rough voice was angry and scared and frustrated all at once.
"No! I can...feel it. This place isn't right. It's like..." he squeezed his eyes shut, frown so pronounced that it seemed as if the creases in his forehead would stick like that forever, "...like I'm underwater. But instead of being unable to hear or see...I can't feel. I can't sense. Like any magic presence outside of here suddenly vanished the moment we stepped inside. I just...didn't noticed until now." He slowly opened his eyes, pupils now swimming with an emotion his party-mates had never seen: guilt. Cormac sneered, turning his aggression from the elf he was unfamiliar with to the one he was unfortunately familiar with.
"Great! You couldn't stop being an airhead for one single second long enough to tell us we were walking into an inescapable, cursed forest!" Sylvan flinched with every word like it burned him, dropping and cancelling the light spell he had on the tiny marble. It didn't really matter anyway, as the quarterstaff laying on the ground still lit up the space like a lantern.
The woman stood, turning to the yelling man and raising her own voice to be heard over his undisguised terror.
"It was too late anyway! The single step that took you from out there," she threw her arm back, gesturing to whence they came, "to in here," she pointed aggressively to the leaves below her, "locked you in here!"
Silence again, all attention on her.
"...We've all tried to leave...trust me."
"All?" Zephyr stepped up, placing a hand on her shoulder. She looked up at him and huffed, flustered like she didn't mean to let the word slip. But, there was no use in hiding it.
"Yeah. I'm not the only one. I wasn't lying when I said the person you're looking for is likely here." She looked to Cormac, accusing him with her gaze alone. He could only murmur under his breath and move himself away, placing himself at the back of the group as she picked up her staff and took to the front to start leading the three further into the wood.
"I was born here. But...most of the people that live in these woods didn't choose to. They stumbled in, got lost, chased in. And that was it. Me and...what's left of my tribe just act as a safe space for them." Sylvan walked close behind her, listening intently and sympathetically.
"Then why jump us?" He asked, voice soft. She sighed, running a hand through her hair bashfully.
"The people that wander in here are usually just civilians. If we approached them like normal, some freak out, throw things, attack; they do whatever their panic response tells them to." Sylvan nodded. "What I do is disperse them. Catch them off guard so they're more likely to freeze up and I can explain everything to them."
"Smart." The other elf mumbled, followed by an awkward silence broken up by crunching leaves. "I'm Sylvan, by the way."
She looked up at him, blinking before responding with a wry smile. "Faelynn."
"It's beautiful."
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The group's immersion was broken by Jongho laughing at Yunho, who was smiling sweetly down at you as you tried desperately to stay in character despite your thumping heart and warm cheeks.
"DM, he's already flirting with her!"
Seonghwa turned to the boy next to him with an annoyed frown and flicked him hard right in the forehead.
"Ow!"
It was Yunhoâs turn to laugh now and Mingi stuck him with another glare.
"Yunho...I told you not to mess with her..." his voice was low, trying to make it purposefully ominous as he peered over the panel in front of him. It didn't dissipate Yunho's smile, however.
"I'm not! I'm playing my character. He's meant to be charming."
"It's too serious of a situation to charm someone!" Mingi rebutted, half frustrated dungeon master and half some other annoyed emotion you couldn't quite pick.
As you watched the chaos before you, you couldn't help but really recognise their characters in all of them. It was cute, in a way. Like, rather than playing a game based almost solely on imagination, you were actually being transported to a fantasy world with the people before you. That was it. You were hooked.
â°ââ.àłàż*:
Once everyone had settled again, Mingi decided to leave the story off there for the session. It didn't feel like long, and you hadn't really made all that much progress, but all of your glasses were empty, snacks ravaged, and sun disappeared behind the horizon. Seonghwa tidied the table and Mingi's kitchen as he stayed distracted making fun of Jongho for his low rolls, leading him to end up screaming, falling on his ass, and losing a dagger to one of Yunho's spells. Some way, somehow, Yunho was talking to you again. Did he really love seeing you suffer that much that he'd rather give you all the attention and make you want to explode into confetti than talk to any of his three other best friends in the room? Apparently.
"You were great, y/n. Seriously."
"I didn't even do anything..." you looked down, smile shy as you picked at the loose threads of your cardigan. "It's all luck based anyway."
"Not the rolls, you idiot. The way you played Faelynn. The creativity in your actions. I didn't expect it from a first-timer." His fingers brushed the side of your shoulder, so subtle and quick you could've almost convinced yourself it was just your slowly worsening delusions. But you still managed to lift your head and meet his gaze again, a flutter deep in your gut and a swell in your heart telling you his words made you feel a little proud of yourself.
"I read a lot, so..." You realised your mistake as soon as the words slipped through your lips.
"Awesome. What d'you read?"
Fuck. Anything but that. What left your lips was a string of various unintelligible sounds as you slowly turned your head away, hand coming up to muss your hair and bangs like pushing it in front of your face would make him forget you were there.
"Just...novels."
"Well, yeah." He laughed softly, tilting his head and leaning a little closer. "What kind?" His eyes were narrow yet soft, watching you like you were his favourite animal doing something adorable, an expression you couldn't see and one even he didn't realise he possessed.
"Mmm...just...romance...mostly."
He didn't say anything for a few seconds after that, forcing you to slowly turn back to him and push your bangs away. You almost fell backwards at the sight of his eyes and smile. Not a spec of judgement or disgust peered at you through those eyes and it made you feel like you were floating despite the fact your stomach felt like it was full of stampeding elephants.
"Did you think I'd make fun of you?"
You nodded slowly and his little 'v' smile turned toothy, bottom eyelids being pushed up by his cheeks. Bullseye.
"We all just sat here playing the nerd loser game of all time, and you thought I'd make fun of you?"
"I don't know!" You blurted out, somehow more embarrassed by that reaction than if he had just laughed in your face. Luckily for you, he did laugh, doubling over and leaning even closer to you in his giggle fit. Naturally, you leaned away. Not exactly because you wanted to but more because you thought your heart would genuinely explode and you'd die if you didn't; though, he didn't didn't seem to care. His arm ended up stretched out across the back of your chair and you could feel the warmth radiating from his skin. Flustered, you smacked at his shoulder, making him laugh more. "You knew I was going to say romance, didn't you??"
He sighed and lifted his head, his cheeks now splotchy red and the remnants of a chuckle still on his voice. "I mean...I just assumed."
You quietly fumed, cheeks puffed out, brows knotted and face red like a stop sign. He mimicked you with an exaggerated pout before smiling again.
"Awww, you mad?~"
You turned away again, earning another giggle from him, but that didn't even matter to you in that moment. The new kind of flutter much lower in your belly in response to his teasing tone had completely disarmed you. The two halves of your brain began their clamour once more, left brain yelling 'shame, shame!', and right brain whispering to you about all the ways he could put that voice to perfect use.
At some point in your little spiral, Jongho had gotten his attention and Yunho was now talking happily with him and Mingi about the game. You took a breath and slumped in your chair, focusing on the sounds of the boys' voices and the conversation to keep your mind straight and narrow.
â°ââ.àłàż*:
Slowly, as time crept along, you leant your head back and felt it tap against his arm which he'd kept on your chair that whole time. You shut your eyes and a yawn bubbled up, one hand shielding the unflattering way your mouth opened from any possible eyes.
"Alright." Yunho huffed and stood, shocking you by removing the part of him you'd made a pillow. "Let's get you home."
You blinked up at him, seeing the soft yet sleepy expression of his own on his eyes that were pointed down at you.
"Whaaattt? No way." Jongho complained as Mingi finally started packing up his notes, map, dice, and mini figures with a yawn. Yunho chuckled and you lazily stood, stretching your arms over your head.
"Yes way. It's definitely past your bed time, kid." He pointed to the protesting boy, who rolled his eyes.
"You're a year older than me..." He stood reluctantly, groaning and rubbing his neck. "Damn, you need better chairs, Mingi."
Shoving things into a large black backpack, Mingi retorted, "Okay, princess. Fork over the money for them then."
Yunho giggled again, walking away over to the couch where Seonghwa had fallen asleep curled in a ball after cleaning. "You know he doesn't have any, Mingki, he lives with his parents."
Mingi's own deep laugh rumbled over the sound of him zipping up his bag. "Truth."
You knew Jongho was also as tired as the rest of you when he didn't even fight back, opting for a scrunched nose as he whipped out his phone to check his messages. Then, with a sigh, "at least I have a girlfriend..." he murmured before letting his thumbs fly across the screen. Fair to assume who he was messaging. Both the antagonising boys looked up at him with open mouths, Mingi's hands still on his backpack and Yunho mid-tap of a finger on Seonghwa's forehead, causing him to stir.
"Since when!?" Mingi's voice cracked, waking Seonghwa up fully now with a soft groan.
"Since...like 2 days ago." Jongho smirked and slipped his phone into his jacket pocket again. Mingi slumped against the table dramatically, letting his knees hit the ground. His voice came out muffled against the thick wood.
"Another traitor..."
"Another?" Jongho asked, meeting yours and then Yunho and Seonghwa's eyes. With that sort of out of place annoyance again, Yunho sighed.
"Come on, y/n. You're sleepy, right? Let's go."
"O-Oh, okay." You turned, hopping over to him as he walked down the hall to the pile of varying shoes.
'Another traitor'? The words stuck in your mind. If Jongho having a girlfriend made him a traitor, then that meant one of the other two boys had one too...right? As you looked up at the broad back of the tall man in front of you, you felt a slight stab in your chest and a rush of disappointment. It had to be him, you thought. No way was a man as outgoing and handsome as him single. Your shoulders slumped from more than just tiredness, but you told yourself it was a good thing; it was better to find out early that he was off limits before your stupid little crush got out of hand. At least you could spend the rest of your night repeating that he was taken like a mantra and snuffing out any kind of feelings still rattling in your heart.
"Yunho, wait!" Seonghwa shuffled up behind you. "Mingi said you're driving y/n home since she took the bus."
Yunho wriggled his left foot into the corresponding shoe and crouched down to tie it. "Yeah?"
"Me too...?" He requested with a sweet smile, but Yunho responded with a hyperbolic groan as he moved on to the other shoe.
"No way. You'll live."
"Hey, no fair."
You were sitting on the floor clasping on your own shoes, but couldn't help a sleepy smile creeping onto your lips at the interaction. Yunho stood, tapping each shoe against the ground a few times to get them comfortable on his large feet.
"She took the bus because her car is broken as fuck. You take the bus because you don't know how to drive."
You giggled and hefted yourself up off the floor with effort, body heavy.
"I don't see why that matters." Seonghwa stated, crossing his arms stubbornly and pouting.
It was honestly cute, you felt bad, and you thought it'd be better than being stuck in an enclosed space with just Yunho, so you ejected in, "let him, Yunho. Pleaseeee..."
You clasped your hands together in a sort of prayer as you asked, voice quiet and soft. His droopy eyes lingered on you for a long moment, lips pressed thin.
"...Fine. Last time, though. I'm tired of chauffeuring license-less bums."
Seonghwa smiled widely at you, an expression that screamed gratitude without having to say a single word.
â°ââ.àłàż*:
You remembered the drive mostly as the gentle hum of his music through the car speakers and the way streetlights and traffic lights coloured the inside of the vehicle like a canvas. Laying your head against the window, you almost nodded off right there. Actually, the drive felt so fast that part of you wondered if you did fall asleep. Whatever the case, the slowing of the car and muted crunch of gravel as he pulled up next to your apartment building brought you back. You sluggishly grabbed at your purse and phone, pulling them close before you opened the door.
"Want me to walk you up there?" He asked. You were already out of the car so you turned and leaned down just to meet his eyes, making sure your reassuring smile was visible.
"No, I'm okay. It's not far. Thanks though."
He smiled back at you, teeth showing, and tilted his head back against the head-rest.
"If you say so. Good night, Fae." Just the existence of such a nickname doubled the effort you knew you'd have to put in to get over whatever affection seed he'd planted in your heart, but you almost didn't care with how giddy it made you.
"Night." With one final subtle smile at him you shut the door and toddled off and up to your apartment. You really did plan to spend the evening disciplining the crush out of you, but after showering, changing, and doing skincare, you were cursed to fall asleep as soon as your messy head hit the pillow.
â°ââ.àłàż*:
After the car door shut and you disappeared from view, Yunho yawned and reached to push the handbrake back down, stopped by the smooth and sleepy voice from the man in the back who he'd thought had fallen asleep ages ago.
"You know her at all before today?" Seonghwa asked curiously. Yunho glanced at him in the rear-view mirror before continuing with the preparation to drive: releasing the handbrake and pulling the stick up to the letter 'D'.
"Uh, no. Unless you count the discord voice chat."
Seonghwa hummed.
"...You two are cute together." The one in the back added, making Yunho huff as he pulled back out onto the street, eyes focused forward.
"Don't say that around Mingi." Yunho replied, a subtle exasperation in his deep tone. Seonghwa shifted and pulled himself up to sit more comfortably, leaning a bit to gaze at Yunho's profile.
"Why?"
"He has a little...," Yunho took one hand off the wheel to make a pinching gesture with his thumb and index finger, "crush. On her. I think."
"Ohhh..." Seonghwa nodded, turning to look out of the window. The conversation ended there, both boys far too sleepy at that point to waste energy on forming any other coherent chatting topics. Besides, Yunho was weirdly stuck on his own words. 'I think'? No, he knew. Mingi basically told him straight up that he was shooting for you. Why did he tack those last two words on? Why did Mingi's glare whenever he got a little too cozy with you irritate him? 'Because he's annoying' Yunho thought confidently, despite never having been annoyed by his best friend's shenanigans like this in the past. But he decided thinking about it wasn't worth any more of his very limited remaining energy. He let it, and you, fade from his mind for the night like how passing streetlights faded back into the distance behind him.
â°ââ.àłàż*:
⥠a/n: Part 2 as soon as I can!!! This is turning out WAYYY longer than I thought and I'm loving writing it so I decided to just post this much now while I keep writing ⥠I hope you enjoy and wait for the next parts. Let me know if you want to be tagged in the future âĄâĄ
Things to consider when writing about Dystopias !!!
âč What specific thing went wrong to create this. Climate disaster? War? Plague? Fascist takeover? Corporate control? Be specific because "everything sucks now" isn't enough. How did we get from our world to this one
âč Who's in charge and how did they get power. Did they seize it violently or did people willingly give up freedom for safety/convenience? Because that second one is way scarier and more realistic
âč What's the propaganda like. What lies is the government telling? What history has been rewritten? What's banned? How do they control information? This is always the first thing authoritarian regimes do
âč How do they maintain control. Surveillance? Fear? Making people dependent on the system? Turning people against each other? Rewards for loyalty? All of the above probably
âč What's illegal that used to be normal. Books? Certain jobs? Relationships? Having kids without permission? Traveling? Speaking freely? The specific restrictions tell you what the government fears
âč How do normal people survive day to day. What's the economy like? Is everyone struggling or is there a comfortable middle class that supports the regime because it benefits them
âč What's the class system. There's always a class system. Who has resources and power vs who's barely surviving. How do you move between classes or can you even
âč What do people do for entertainment. Is it controlled/approved entertainment only? Underground stuff? Has the government banned fun entirely? Do they use entertainment as distraction from how bad things are
âč How do they handle dissenters. Public executions? Reeducation camps? Make them disappear quietly? Turn them into examples? Exile?
âč What's the resistance like if there is one. Organized or scattered? Effective or constantly failing? Do normal people support them or are they seen as outsiders?
âč What technology exists and who has access to it. Is it advanced but only for the elite? Has technology regressed? Is certain tech banned because it's too dangerous
âč How does this society justify itself. Every dystopia thinks it's a utopia or at least necessary. What's their reasoning for why things have to be this way
âč Is there anywhere else in the world that's better or is this global. Can people escape or is that impossible. What's beyond the borders if anything?
âč What do people remember about before. Do old people tell stories about how it used to be? Has that knowledge been suppressed? Do young people believe them?
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genre: slice of life, a little bit of angst w/comfort, established relationship, nonidol!au, other ateez members cameo!
word count: 8.4k
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warnings: no use of y/n, valorant mentioned/described (sry it felt appropriate to warn you guys about that), graphic sexual scenes (mdni!!), explicit language, make up sex, oral (f!rec), multiple o's, switching from protected to unprotected sex (RAW! next question), fingering, creampie, lots of praising, body worship (yunho is so so down bad), cute aftercare!! / lmk if i missed any
author's note: do we fw the new layout?? i finally figured out how to do the gradient thingy, ty to the glorious @tonycries for linking a W tutorial. when i saw yunho play val last year i was like wtf my worlds are colliding?! so i definitely portrayed yunho as guys i know personally that play v*lorant and iykyk. hopefully i did eboy yunho some justice but i hope you guys enjoy this fic!
You kick off your heels at the door, groaning as your stockinged feet finally meet the cool hardwood floor of your apartment. The day has dragged on endlessly. Client complaints, your bossâs impossible demands, the printer jamming right before a deadlineâbut through it all, a single thought has sustained you: that tonight you and Yunho would finally be at home together for once. Your work schedules and day offs rarely line up so you will take any advantage to spend time with your boyfriend. Granted that he doesnât rot behind his pc.Â
Everyone has an outlet to destress, for some itâs crocheting and others itâs baking. For Yunho, it was playing video games. You like to tell yourself that you donât mind but sometimes it does get to you. Itâs alright though, youâre just a girl at the end of the day and heâs just a boy that loves to play his silly video games.
Your tote bag slips from your shoulder, landing with a soft âthudâ beside the shoe rack. The apartment smells faintly of the jasmine air freshener you and Yunho bought last weekend at the farmers market. In your shared bedroom, you shed your work clothes like a snake shedding its skin, each discarded item feeling like a weight lifted. The soft cotton of your bathrobe embraces you as you wrap it around yourself. Your reflection in the mirror gradually transforms from a professional façade to a vulnerable reality. The dark circles under your eyes tell the story of three consecutive late nights working with egotistical clients that think they know better than you.Â
When you emerge feeling more human, you make your way to the kitchen. The kettle hums as it heats water for your teaâchamomile with a touch of honey, the way you always make it on hard days.Â
âYunnie?â you call out, voice lifting with expectation.
âIn here!â comes the distant reply from the direction of his office turned gaming room.
Cup in hand, you venture toward the rapid clicking and occasional muttered curses. The door to Yunhoâs gaming room stands half-open. You nudge it wider with your hip; the steam from your tea momentarily fogs your vision.
Heâs hunched at his pc, headset clamped over his ears, fingers dancing across the keyboard with practiced precision, his other hand gripped on the mouse as it glides on his mousepad. The blue light from his dual monitors casts an otherworldly glow across his features. His dark hair falls across his forehead as he leans forward, intense concentration etched into every line of his face.
âHi,â you say softly, hovering in the doorway.
He holds up one finger, eyes never leaving the screen. âOne secâshit! Mingi bro, the Jett's flanking you,â His voice rises as his character on screen guns an enemy down that frankly means nothing to you.Â
You hear Mingi through Yunhoâs headset cursing the game and the entire enemy team's bloodline because he died. You sip your tea and wait, watching the tension in his shoulders, the way his jaw clenches. You canât help the smile tugging at your lips. His passion for everything and anything is one of the things you love about him, even when itâs directed at pixels on a screen. After what feels like several minutes (but is probably only thirty seconds), his character dies leaving his team in a 2v1.
âDamn it,â he mutters, then swivels slightly in his chair. âHey, youâre home.â His smile is warm but distracted, his eyes already back on the screen. âHow was work?â
âPretty bad,â you admit, stepping further into the room. âAre you freeââ
âSorry baby, let's chat after this game,â he says to you before speaking into his microphone. âLetâs play A retake this time, Iâll lurk B.â
Your words evaporate into the air between you. The game resumes, and with it, his complete attention shifts away from you. You perch on the small loveseat he keeps in the room, tucking your bare legs beneath you and cradling your mug between both hands. The warmth seeps into your palms, a poor substitute for the embrace youâd anticipated all day.Â
Fifteen minutes stretch into thirty as you watch him play, occasionally commenting on an impressive kill or asking a question that yields a one-word answer. The ache in your chest grows with each passing moment. You really donât want to be that girlfriendâthe one who demands attention, who canât let her boyfriend enjoy his hobbyâbut the weight of your awful day presses down, making you crave connection more than usual.Â
âYou think we can order some food?,â you finally say during a break between matches.
âYeah, we can,â Yunho says, eyes still on the screen as he opens the buy menu. âJust let me finish this ranked game.â
âHow much longer will that take?â you ask, voice deliberately light.
He shrugs, the gesture sending a small ripple through your already fragile composure. âNot sure. A few games, maybe? An hour or two? You can watch if you want.â
The suggestion puts a sinking feeling into your stomach. The idea of watching him play a game you donât understand for hours will somehow fulfil his promise feels like a tiny needle under your skin. Not painful enough to cry out, but impossible to ignore.Â
âNo thanks, itâs fine. Iâll just go,â you say quietly in defeat.
You stand up from the loveseat, tea now lukewarm in your mug, and pause in the doorway. Part of you wants to remind him of his promise, to express your disappointment. Another part, the part conditioned by years of accommodating others, hesitates. He looks so content, so absorbed in his element.Â
Who are you to disrupt that?
As you turn to leave, his voice calls after you, unguarded as he speaks to his friends rather than to you: âNo, Iâm good to play all night.âÂ
You can faintly hear one of his friends ask about you and if you were okay that heâd be out for so long, âSâalright, she can wait a bit we gotta grind toââ
You freeze in the doorway, your shoulders tensing. Heaven forbid you just wanted to unwind and spend some quality time with your boyfriend that you barely get to hang out with. The mug trembles slightly in your hand. The words fucking sting more than they should. Surely he means well, right?Â
You retreat to the kitchen, chucking your mug in the sink and a loud âCLANKâ as it echoes through the empty kitchen. In the refrigerator light, you stare at containers of leftover food that suddenly hold no appeal. Behind you, the muffled sounds of Yunhoâs gaming fill the apartment like an uninvited guest that has overstayed its welcome. You close the refrigerator door and lean against it, eyes closed, breathing deeply. You werenât in the mood to make anything extravagant for dinner, so you opted out for a simple sandwich.Â
You assemble a sandwich with mechanical precisionâbread, mayo, turkey, cheese, lettuceâthe ingredients coming together without thought or enjoyment. The knife scrapes across the ceramic plate as you cut it diagonally, the sound harsh in the quiet kitchen. Your stomach growls, reminding you that lunch was a granola bar eaten between meetings, but the sandwich holds little appeal. You carry your plate to the living room. The television remains dark as you eat in silence, the sandwich tasteless despite your hunger. Your apartment, usually a haven, feels suddenly too small, too empty despite his presence just rooms away.Â
You just couldnât understand why he couldnât just forfeit his game to come hang out with his girlfriend. Youâve talked about this issue with your other friends before, all of them agreeing that your boyfriend being too obsessive with his status in the games he plays puts not only a strain on you but a heavier strain on your relationship.Â
Three years youâve been together. Three years of building a life: finding this apartment with morning light streaming through the bedroom window; adopting temperamental houseplants that thrive under his care; learning each otherâs rhythms and needs. You understand his passion for gaming; itâs his way of unwinding, of connecting with friends scattered across the country. Most days, you welcome it as part of who he is. But tonight you need him. Not just his physical presence in the next room, but his attention, his comfort, the way he listens when you talk about your day, nodding at all you have to rant about and offering commentary that makes even the worst work situations seem manageable.
The plate sits empty in your lap. You check your phone: 9:45 PM. Yunhoâs voice occasionally carries through the apartmentâexclamations, strategic directives, laughter. The sounds deepen your solitude.
You carry your plate to the sink, rinsing it methodically, and place it in the dishwasher. The routine of tidying the kitchen provides hollow comfort, each task a distraction from the ache beneath your ribs. When thereâs nothing left to clean, you move to the bathroom. The showerâs hot water beats against your skin, washing away the dayâs physical remnants if not its emotional toll. You wrap yourself in a towel, droplets dancing down your legs onto the bathmat. Your reflection stares at you from the steam-covered mirrorâa blurry outline, edges softened and indistinct. You wipe a clear patch in the condensation with your palm, revealing eyes red-rimmed from more than just shampoo.
âStop it,â you sniffle. âItâs just one night.â
It never really is just one night though, is it? Â
Before you reach your bedroom, you take one last look into Yunhoâs room. You debate on whether or not you should interrupt again but youâre exhausted from waiting for the chance for your boyfriend to pay attention to you for once. Something within you just snaps, youâve had enough. You deserve so much better. You walk back into his room, you watch as the furrow between his brows deepen as he leans closer to the monitor, fingers moving in complex patterns. The headset has left a slight indentation in his hair; in any other circumstance, you might have found it endearing.
âHey, can we talk?â you hate the note of hope creeping into your voice.
âYeah, sure,â he says without looking away. âJust after thisâ.â
âNo, I want to talk now.â
Yunho swivels in his chair, half of his headset pulled away. âHuh?â
âYou promised.â The words feel childish as they leave your mouth. âAfter that last game we would hang out, remember?â
âI know, but I swear Iâm almostââ
You scoff, âAlmost done? You said that about three games ago.â
âOh so weâre keeping tabs on me now? Real mature of you.â he snaps back.Â
Your jaw drops, never in your entire relationship has he ever talked to you like this. You were fucking livid.
âGod, how hard is it to just ask my boyfriend to spend some time with me? Likeâfuck sakeâwe barely spend time together as it is.â you ranted, your fists at your sides as your fingernails dig into the palm of your hands. Thereâs no universe that you are standing here arguing with your boyfriend over a fucking video game.
His eyes flick between you and the screen where his character stands idle. âI am spending time with you. Youâre right here.â
âThatâs notââ You gesture at the space between you. âThis isnât hanging out. Iâm so sick and tired of always waiting until you finish your stupid fucking game for us to be together.â
You cringe at the loud âoohâsâ and âoh noâsâ from his headset.Â
âFuck off guys, hold on,â he says into his mic before turning to face you. âCan we please just talk later? Iâm busy and I promised the guys thatââ
âYouâre always âtoo busyâ for me but never too busy for the guys? Maybe you should just go be with them instead.â You laugh bitterly, Yunho takes his headset off and throws it somewhere on his desk.Â
âAre you serious? Do you even hear yourself right now?â he huffed out in annoyance.
âDo you?â
Your voice cracked on the last word, and you felt the hot sting of tears threatening to spill over. The pressure behind your eyes built as your throat tightened painfully. You blinked rapidly, trying desperately to maintain what little composure you had left.
âI donât have the energy to argue with you,â you said, your voice suddenly small and wavering. âI just had such a shit day at work andââ The words caught in your throat as your eyes welled up despite your best efforts. You turned away, unable to bear looking at him while falling apart.
âWhatever, fucking forget it,â you choked out, wrapping your arms around yourself.
Yunhoâs expression shifted instantly, the annoyance melting away as he registered your tears. He stood up from his chair, abandoning his game without a second thought.
âHey, wait,â he called after you as you moved toward the door. âBaby, hold on.â
But you were already halfway down the hallway, trying to escape before the dam broke completely. You heard the scrape of his chair against the floor, followed by his footsteps behind you.
âPlease just leave me alone,â you managed, your voice thick with emotion. âGo back to your game. Your friends are waiting.â
You made it to the bedroom and closed the door, not quite slamming it but shutting it firmly enough to make your point. The tears came freely now, hot trails down your cheeks as you sank onto the edge of the bed. Your shoulders shook with silent sobs as you pressed the heels of your hands against your eyes. You reached for the tissue box on the nightstand, pulling out several and pressing them against your face to catch the tears. The cotton sheets felt cool against your legs as you curled them under you, trying to make yourself smaller. Part of you wished Yunho would knock on the door, that heâd come. He never did.
You slip into your comfy sleep clothesâsoft shorts and one of his old t-shirts that hangs loose on your frame. The bed, when you crawl into it, feels vast and cold. You pull the comforter up to your chin, cocooning yourself on your side. Your phoneâs glow illuminates the darkness as you scroll mindlessly through various social media apps. A notification from your friend asking about your evening with Yunho appears. You sigh as you close the app without responding.
The wall clock ticks steadily, each moment that passes you slowly feel a piece of your heart breaking. Your eyelids grow heavy, but sleep remains elusive, held at bay by the empty feeling in your chest. A tear slips from the corner of your eye, trailing across the bridge of your nose to dampen the pillowcase. Then another. You donât bother wiping them away, letting them fall in silent testament to your disappointment. Tired of fighting to stay awake and waiting for your boyfriend, you succumb to slumber as you drift off into sleep.Â
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Yunho stared at the closed bedroom door, his hand frozen mid-air, unable to bring himself to knock. He walked back to his room as the game continued in his headset, abandoned on his deskâdistant shouting and gunfire that suddenly seemed utterly meaningless.
âYo, Yunho? You there, man?â Mingiâs voice came faintly from the headset.
âWhat the hell, man?â Sanâs voice crackled through not long after.
He returned to his desk in a daze and slipped the headset back on. âYeah, I...fuck, I gotta go.â
âNo shit you gotta go, are you fucking dumb dude?â Hongjoongâs voice was light, teasing but everyone knew he was serious.
âMan, that did not sound good,â Wooyoung chimed in.Â
Yunho winced, he knew that his friend was right. âYeah, I said Iâll catch you guys later.â
âNo, waitââ Seonghwaâs tone shifted to something more serious. âDid you seriously just blow her off for a fucking Valorant match? After she said she had a shit day?â
The guilt that had been forming in Yunhoâs chest crystallized, sharp and heavy. âI didnât knowââ
âYou didnât ask her, Yun,â Jongho cut in. âYou kept cutting her offâwe heard the whole thing, bro. You fucked up so bad.â
âYeah, man,â Yeosang added, his usual playful tone gone. âIf the love of my life ever talked to me like that when I was upset, Iâd be out the door without question.â
âI didnât mean toââ Yunho started, but the excuses died in his throat. What could he say? That heâd been so caught up in a game that heâd ignored his girlfriendâs obvious distress? That heâd snapped at her for wanting his attention?
âLook,â Mingi said, his voice gentler now, âWe love you, but you were being a dick. Get off the game and go fix your fuck up.â
Yunho pulled off the headset and tossed it back onto the desk, he reached over to his pc tower and turned everything off with a click. The familiar burn of anger flared in his chestâat himself, at his friends for calling him out, at the whole situation. He took a deep breath, trying to calm the storm brewing inside him. Getting angry at himself wouldnât solve anything. It never did.
Heâd fucked up. Plain and simple. The walk to the bedroom felt longer than usual, each step weighted with the knowledge of his mistake.Â
He knocked gently. âBaby?â he called, his voice carefully controlled. âCan I come in?â
When you didnât answer, he pressed his forehead against the cool wood of the door. âPlease? I want to talk.â
Donât be defensive. Donât make excuses. Just apologize, he coached himself, tamping down the reflexive urge to justify his behavior. He gently knocks a second time. Still silent. No response.Â
Leaving him with no other choice, he opened the bedroom door. He stands at the threshold, silhouetted in the dim light. He steps closer to your side of the bed, noticing the dried tear tracks on your cheek, the darker patch on your pillow where they pooled. His heart clenches. He hates it when you cry but knowing that he made you cry, heâs so disappointed with himself.Â
âMy love,â Yunho whispers, settling on the edge of the bed. His hand hovers for a moment before resting lightly on your shoulder. âPlease wake up.â
You stir, disoriented, blinking up at him through the dark.
âHm? What time is it?â you murmur, voice thick with sleep.
âItâs late,â he replies, his thumb tracing small circles along your shoulder. âIâm so sorry, baby.â
Fragments of exhaustion cloud your mind as you push yourself up against the headboard. The ache of earlier disappointment seeps back inâwhy you went to bed alone. You rub your eyes, heavy with fatigue.
âDid you win your games?â you ask, though you donât truly care.
âThatâs not important,â he says softly, voice tight. He turns to face you fully. âI need to talk to you.â
âThe game was so important to you earlier,â you scoff, voice weary.
Yunho looks away, shame darkening his eyes. He opens his mouth to speak, but you beat him to it.
âCanât we wait until tomorrow to talk, Yunho?â you ask, voice dropping with exhaustion. He winces at you using his government name, not yunnie, yuyu or baby. Just Yunho.
âNo,â he says firmly, brushing a strand of hair from your face. âIt canât wait. Because tonight I let you downâbut not just tonight. Iâve let you down before, and Iâm sorry for every time I put a stupid game ahead of you.â
You sit up, drawing your knees to your chest. The oversized T-shirt slips off one shoulder, skin bare in the dim light. He respects your distance, keeping his hands to himself.
âYou promised,â you sniffle, the words light but heavy with meaning.
His shoulders slump. âI know. I got caught up in the gameâagain and again. It was selfish, and I broke my promise more times than I can count. Iâm so sorry for making you feel alone, for missing the moments you needed me most.â He reaches for your hand, relief flooding his expression when you offer yours. âYou needed me tonight. You needed me every time before. And I wasnât there.â
You squeeze his hand, like it was a silent acknowledgement of his apology. âI had a horrible dayâmy presentation was a disaster and my new boss tore me apart. I came home wanting comfort, wanting you. I just wanted to feel like I had someone on my sideâ
âI am on your side,â he insists, squeezing your hand gently. âAlways. I let my own needs overshadow yours, and thatâs not excusable. You deserve betterâmy love, attention, and respect. Not just tonight, but every day.â
You lift your gaze and find only earnest remorse in his eyes. âI didnât want to nag you about gaming. I know it means a lot to you.â
He shakes his head, lifting your chin with one tender finger. âNot as much as you, baby. Never as much as you. Donât ever think youâre nagging when you ask me to keep a promise I madeâ that I meant to keep. I saw how much it hurt you tonight when I didn't follow through. I canât imagine the other nights I ignored you.â His hand cups your cheek, thumb brushing away a fresh tear. âIâm sorry I made you cry. Iâm sorry for anytime I didnât make you my number one priority. I promise to love you better and to be a better man.â
His voice, so soft and sincere, breaks something open inside you. You lean into his touch, eyes fluttering closed.
âI missed you so much, Yuyu,â you admit, voice trembling.
âIâm here now,â he whispers, brushing his forehead to yours. âLet me make it up to youâto this night and to the rest of our lives. You mean more to me than anything in the world.â
Your fingertips graze the warm plane of his forearm, and you feel a sparkâprickling electricity crackling across your skin from the dry midnight air. He watches you, pupils widening until his irises fade to shadow. He closes the last inches between you in one slow, deliberate step. His mouth finds yours, the kiss feather-soft at first, petals brushing, then deepening with a raw, urgent hunger. His palm slides from your cheek down to the nape of your neck, fingers tangling in the fine strands there, tugging you closer. You pause, your pulse hammering, but the ache between your thighs drowns any hesitation. When his tongue teases the seam of your lips, you part them willingly, drinking in the coppery taste of him.
âI fucked up,â he murmurs against your mouth, voice rough with regret and need. One hand drifts beneath the hem of your t-shirt, fingertips grazing the tender hollow of your waist. âI shouldâve been taking care of my girl.â
His thumb presses at the curve of your hip. Heat trails behind his touch, each fingertip a burning brand as he traces upward along your ribs. When he skims the underside of your breast, your breath bursts out in a sharp gasp, and your back arches instinctively, nipples tightening under his ministrations.
Yunho pulls back just enough to see your face, his eyes searching yours. âLet me show you how sorry I am,â he says, voice dropping to that low register that makes you shiver.Â
At your nod, he claims your lips again, fiercer this time. His hands dive under your shirt, peeling it up over your head in one swift motion. Cool air ghosts across your bare skin before his palms reclaim that warmth, cupping your tits, thumbs tracing slow circles around your peaked nipples until every nerve fires. You shiver, spine arching, chest pressing forward to meet him.
âSo beautiful,â he whispers, mouth sliding from your lips to graze your jaw, then down the gentle slope of your throat, teeth grazing lightly above your collarbone. âAlways so perfect and good to me.â
You reach for him, fingers fumbling with the buttons of his shirt, desperate to feel his skin against yours. He helps you out and peels the fabric off of his body. You couldnât help but stare, your boyfriend was hand sculpted by the gods. It was hard keeping your hands to yourself. Yunho guides you backward onto the mattress, his body covering yours in a familiar weight that grounds you. His lips close over your nipple, tongue swirling in languid circles around the sensitive bud. Pleasure pulses from your tits straight to the core of you. Your fingers thread into his hair, tugging as his tongue dips lower. He takes his time, lavishing attention on each breast until youâre squirming beneath him, hips lifting in silent cries. Only then does his hand slide lower, fingers playing at the waistband of your sleep shorts.
âThese need to go,â he murmurs against your heated skin, and you lift your hips to help him slide both shorts and underwear down your legs.
You hiss when you feel the cold air hit your hot and soaked cunt. Naked beneath him now, you feel vulnerable, but the way he looks at youâlike youâre precious, something that needs to be worshippedâchases away any insecurity. His hand traces up your inner thigh, touch feather-light as it approaches where you need him most.
âCâmon baby, talk to Yuyu,â he breathes, lips grazing your ear. âTell me how to make it right.â
You tremble, voice barely a whisper. âPlease touch me.â
His index finger slides along your wet folds, collecting a bead of your slick, then returns to tease your entrance with a gentle, circular stroke. You gasp, arching your hips. Finally, he eases that finger inside, the tip bending and pressing against your sensitive walls. A second finger follows, stretching you in the most delicious way. His thumb finds your clit, rubbing slow, firm circles that send stars bursting behind your eyes.
âLike this, baby?â he murmurs, voice husky.
You nod wildly, breath hitching. He withdraws his fingers then, only to replace them with an even hungrier mouth. The flick of his tongue against your swollen clit draws a guttural moan from you. You grind your hips, desperate for friction, hands gripping his shoulders as he savours you, tongue and lips working overtime. Waves of pleasure ripple through you, each tongue-stroke priming you closer to the edge.Â
âYunnieâ!,â you mewl, hips rising to meet each deliberate thrust of his hand.
He captures your moan with his mouth, kissing you deeply as his fingers work their magic. Your hands claw at his back, nails digging into his skin. When he breaks the kiss to trail his mouth down your body, you whimper at the momentary loss of his fingers. But then his hands grip your thighs, spreading you oh so wide as his mouth reclaims its rightful spot on your sweet cunt. The stroke of his tongue against your core has you arching off the bed, a strangled cry escaping your lips. He holds your hips firmly, keeping you in place as he devours you, tongue alternating between circling your clit and dipping into your entrance.
âOh god,â you gasp, one hand fisting in the sheets while the other tangles in his hair. âDonât stop, ah fuckâ please donât stop.â
You suddenly feel fuller as he works his index and middle finger back up into your cunt in sync with his mouth. Heat coils tighter in your stomach, thighs clamping around his head as his fingers dig into your hips, holding you down while he enjoys you sloppy and relentless.Â
âCâmon baby, let me hear you,â he hums against you.
When he curls his fingers just right, pressing against that sensitive spot, you shatter, release washing over you in waves as you cry out his name.
âY-yes, feels so goodâmâ cumming fuckâ!âÂ
He works you through it, gentling his touch as the aftershocks subside until you tug at his hair, too sensitive for more.Â
âFuck baby, you taste so sweet.â licking his lips, looking down at you with dark, hungry eyes.Â
You reach for the waistband of his sweatpants, tugging insistently. âMm, off.â
He obeyed instantly, urgency and reverence in the movement as he shucked off his sweatpants and boxer briefs in a single, practiced motion. His cock was already flushed and thick, standing out from his body, his bulbous tip already leaking with pre-cum. Desire bloomed in your stomach again, a fresh ache that eclipsed the aftershocks of your first orgasm, making you greedy for more. You watched, breath coming quick and shallow, as he reached for the nightstand drawer, retrieving a foil packet with the same fluid grace that defined his every movement. He tore it open with his teeth, rolled the condom down his length with a practiced hand, then knelt on the bed and braced himself above you, muscles flexing in his arms and thighs as he hovered like a promise, his cock bobbing at the apex of his arousal.
Yunhoâs eyes flicked over your naked body, lingering on the slick heat between your legs, the rise and fall of your chest, the flush of your nipples. He drank you in, gaze almost pained with adoration and want, and hovered there, waiting for your cue. The pause thrummed between youâa moment of pure potential. You reached for him, wrapping your hand around the thick length of him and giving a gentle, possessive squeeze. He hissed through his teeth and bowed his head, his breath hot on your cheek as he nuzzled at your temple. You wrap your legs around his waist, drawing him closer until the tip of him presses against your entrance.Â
His groan was deep and guttural, almost animalistic, it vibrated through both your bodies as he continued to press forward. You stretched exquisitely to accommodate his girth, slow and almost suspensefulâhe held himself in check, nudging in a little, then out, then in again, gentling the way for you inch by inch. Even though your body craved him, trembled for him, Yunho refused to rush, setting a deliberate pace that was all about savouring rather than conquering. The hangover of hurt from before was still present, but now the ache shifted, softened by the way he worshipped you with every shuddered breath and whispered apology.
When he finally bottomed out, hips flush to yours and cock buried to the hilt, you both froze, raw at the point of connection. Around you, the room seemed to contract and expand, the air gone syrupy-thick. The only thing that felt real, that felt true, was the intense pulse between your bodiesâand the way Yunhoâs arms shook as he braced himself above you, like he might break apart if he let go.
He pressed his forehead to yours, sweat beading at his brow, and his voice was a tremulous hush: âIâm sorry.â The words ghosted across your lips, so close youâd swear you swallowed them. âI never want to make you feel unimportant.â
âSâokay, I know,â you whispered and when you clenched around him for emphasis, the sound he made was rapture and despair rolled into one.
Yunho obliged, withdrawing almost entirely before driving back in, a steady, deep rhythm that immediately threatened to undo you. He didnât tease or play gamesâeach thrust was purposeful, devotion made tactile, and yet he didnât try to own you with vengeance. He moved so you felt full of him, the press of his pelvis grinding against your clit with each pass.Â
âFuckâ mâ sorry for being a terrible boyfriend,â he chokes out suddenly, hips stuttering, losing rhythm. âshouldnât have let you walk outâand be upset, I promiseâ shitâ baby I'm sorry.â
âSâo-okay fuckâ,âÂ
You were slick and swollen, your nerve endings set alight; every time he rocked forward, your legs tightened around his waist, pulling him in, greedy for the friction and the fullness.
He peppered the moment with breathless confessions, his voice breaking on every thrust: "So fucking goodâgod, you're so tight, baby."Â
His hands roamed your body with desperate hunger, palms trailing down your sweat-slicked sides, fingers digging into the soft flesh of your hips, kneading your plush thighs, cupping the weight of your tits. Anywhere he could anchor himself in the reality of your body yielding to his. Each time your bodies collided, the impact sent the headboard slamming against the wallâthud, thud, thudâ a primal rhythm punctuating your high-pitched whimpers and his whiny groans.
"Please," you whimpered, arching your back as he hit that perfect sweet spot deep inside you. "Right thereâohshit, don't stopâoh my god, Yunho!"
"Atta girl,â he purred against your ear, voice ragged with need. "You love it when I fuck you so deep, huh?"
"S-so much," you whined, legs quivering around his waist. "I need you deeperâharderâ!"
Within minutes, you were spiralling, overwhelmed by the slick friction where your bodies joined, the heady scent of sex filling your nostrils, the way Yunho's dark eyes, pupils blown wide with lust, never left yours. He held your gaze as he drove into you, the raw intimacy making tears spring to your eyes. This wasn't angry ruttingâthis was his desperate plea for forgiveness, his cock speaking apologies his mouth couldn't form. He mouthed filthy promises against your feverish skinâyour name, broken endearments, breathless apologiesâhis tongue tracing paths down your chest, lapping at the salt of your throat, claiming your parted lips.
âMâ closeâagainângh fuck," your pretty whines start slurring together as his cock perfectly hits your sweet spot.
When he sensed you teetering on the edge, Yunho's rhythm faltered, and he pulled you flush against him, his hot breath dampening your neck.Â
"Give it to me," he begged, voice cracking. "I wantâah, fuckâplease."
The filthy words were gasoline, igniting every nerve ending. His calloused thumb found your swollen clit, circling with devastating precision in perfect tandem with his thrusts, and the pressure coiled so fast it stole your breath. Your nails carved crescents into his back, drawing angry red welts down the rippling muscles of his shoulders, but Yunho only worked you harder, more insistent, his hips snapping against yours.
"That's it cum fâme, baby.â
The orgasm crashed through you like a tidal wave, tearing a scream from your throat and arching your spine as your inner walls clenched and fluttered around his throbbing length.Â
He held you through it, his body rigid and trembling as your climax milked him, and with a broken cry of your name, he followed, hips stuttering in erratic thrusts. A loud groan escaped his lips as he pulled out to finish inside of the flimsy condom. The room filled with the sound of your mingled panting, a symphony of satisfaction that slowly gave way to soft, intimate laughter. Yunhoâs forehead pressed against yours, his eyes still dark with the afterglow of pleasure as he brushed his lips against your cheek.Â
âAre you okay?â he murmured, his breath warm and sweet against your skin.
You nod, feeling the silken sheets beneath you stick to your perspiration-slicked back. âMore than okay.â
As his lips found yours again, the kiss rekindling the embers of your passion, you felt your body responding once more. His hands began to wander, skimming down your body, reigniting the fire heâd just extinguished. Your fingers tangled in his hair as he deepened the kiss, his tongue sliding against yours in a dance that promised more to come.
When his hardness pressed against your thigh, evidence of his renewed arousal, a thought crystallized in your mindâa wish youâd kept secret even from yourself.
âYuyu, I wanna try going raw,â you whispered, the words slipping out before you could stop them.
âPlease,â you added, your voice barely hanging onto the end of a moan. âI want to feel you so bad.â
Yunho pulled back slightly, his eyes widening as he searched your face. âAre you sure?â he asked, voice rough with desire but tinged with concern. âWeâve neverââ
âIâm sure, I trust you,â you assured him, hands framing his face.Â
His pupils dilated, darkening his gaze as he processed your request. âYou have no idea how long Iâve wanted to feel you like that,â he confessed, voice dropping to a husky whisper. âTo feel you clench around meâfuck.â
The raw honesty in his admission sent a fresh wave of arousal through you. You shifted beneath him, legs parting in invitation.Â
âWhat are you waiting for then?,â you challenged, nipping at his bottom lip.
Yunhoâs hands trembled slightly as he reached between your bodies. You watched, breath caught in your throat, as his fingers found the base of the condom.Â
âLet me just...â he murmured, pinching the latex and sliding it off with one fluid motion.
He gave himself a few slow strokes, coating his length with his previous release. Something primal stirred in your stomach at the knowledge that nothing would separate you now, that youâd feel every vein, every pulse, every drop of him.
âCâmere,â you whispered, reaching for him.
A growl rumbled in his chest as he positioned himself between your thighs, the blunt head of his cock teasing your entrance.Â
âYouâre still so wet for me,â he murmured appreciatively, dragging his cock head up and down, gathering your slickness to ease his way.
You sigh as he pushes forward, the sensation somehow more intense than before. Whether it was the psychological thrill of what was to come or simply your heightened sensitivity, you couldnât tellâbut every nerve ending seemed to spark as he filled you inch by inch.
âGod, you feel incredible,â he groaned, burying himself to the hilt. He stilled for a moment, forehead pressed against yours, breathing ragged. âS-shit youâre even tighter than before.â
You wrapped your legs around his waist, urging him deeper. âM-move baby,â you pleaded, fingers digging into his shoulders.Â
He began a slow, deliberate rhythm, each thrust measured and deep. His eyes never left yours, maintaining a connection that transcended the physical. This wasnât just sex anymoreâthis was something more profound, a new level of intimacy neither of you had experienced before.Â
âI can feel every part of you,â you whine, arching to meet his thrusts.Â
Every drag of his cock is unrelenting, grinding deep, pressing into the softest parts of you like heâs trying to carve his shape into your body.
âI can feel you clenching around me,â he rasps, voice strained with the effort of maintaining control. âSo hot, Fuckâ! Mâ not going to last.â
His pace increased gradually, hips snapping more forcefully against yours. Plap, plap, plap! The sound of skin against skin filled the room, punctuated by your breathless moans and his deeper groans. One of his hands slid between your bodies, finding your swollen clit and circling it with figure 8âs.
âYunâsâtoo muchâ,â
âGonna fuck you so full, youâll feel me leaking out of you for days,â he groaned, his breath hot against your ear.
His words sent a jolt of pure lust through you, pushing you closer to the edge. Your nails raked down his forearms as the pressure built inside you, coiling tighter with each perfect thrust. When he shifted the angle slightly, hitting that spot deep inside, your vision blurring as you cried out his name.
âYou were made for this cock werenât you, baby?â he quips, movements growing more erratic as his own release approaches. âLet go for me, Iâve got you.â
The combination of his words, his touch, and the knowledge of what was to come pushed you over the precipice. Your orgasm hit you hard, more intense than the first, tearing a scream from your throat as your inner walls clamped down on him in rhythmic pulses.
Yunhoâs rhythm faltered as your body gripped him tighter. âFuck,â his voice breaking. âIâm going toââ
âYes,â you lock your ankles behind his back to keep him deep inside. âFill me up, Yunnie. I need it.â
With a primal groan that reverberated through your joined bodies, he buried himself as deep as possible and let go. The hot pulse of his release inside you was unlike anything youâd ever feltâintimate in a way that transcended physical pleasure. Each throb of his cock sent aftershocks through your sensitive core, drawing out your own climax until you were both trembling and breathless.
After a moment, Yunho carefully withdrew from you, both of you wincing at the sensation. He casts his gaze down as he watches his cum slowly leak out of you, he silently swears thatâs the hottest thing heâs ever seen. He rolled to your side, propping himself up on one elbow to gaze down at you with an expression so tender it made your chest ache. The hurt from earlier had dissolved, replaced by a bone-deep satisfaction that made your limbs feel heavy and your mind blissfully quiet.
"I donât expect you to forgive me right now, but I really do apologise for being a dick" he whispered, tracing patterns on your stomach with his fingertips. "Not just about tonight. About every time I've made you feel second to anything."
You reached up to touch his cheek, thumb brushing across his lower lip. "I know baby, itâs okay."
He caught your thumb between his teeth, giving it a gentle bite before releasing it. "I don't think I'm done properly apologizing just yet."
Before you could question his meaning, he was moving down your body, pressing open-mouthed kisses to your collarbones, the valley between your breasts, the soft plane of your stomach. Each touch of his lips felt like a separate apology, a promise written in the language of skin against skin.
"Huh? What are youâ" Your question cut off with a gasp as he settled between your thighs, strong hands gently spreading your legs wider.
"One last time, please?" he murmured, his breath teasing your sensitive flesh.Â
You propped yourself up on your elbows, looking down at him with wide eyes. "You don't have toâ"
"I want toâno, I need to," he interrupted, holding your gaze as he lowered his mouth to your inner thigh, placing a reverent kiss there.Â
The first swipe of his tongue made you jerk, oversensitive from your previous orgasms. He shushed you gently, hands stroking your thighs in soothing circles. "Relax for me, baby. Let me take care of you."
His tongue was gentle this time, exploratory rather than demanding. He lapped softly at your entrance, tasting the evidence of his own release mixed with your arousal. The intimacy of it made you shudder, a fresh wave of desire washing through you despite your exhaustion.
"You taste like us," he murmured against your flesh, the vibration sending sparks up your spine. "So fucking good."
His thumbs spread you open, exposing your most sensitive parts to his hungry gaze. Yunho took his time, alternating between broad, flat licks that covered your entire sex and precise, pointed flicks of his tongue against your clit. He seemed determined to memorize every fold, every texture, learning the geography of your pleasure with devoted attention.
One thick finger slid inside youâthen two making your thighs squeeze around him harder. You were dripping down his chin, he didnât care. He just kept eating like your pussy was the only thing on Earth that could satisfy him. You squirm and turn to get away from the overstimulating pleasure but your boyfriend wasnât having it.
Yunho pulled back long enough for you to see his drenched, swollen lips, âBaby, you gotta stay still fâme.â
You physically canât. All you want to do is run away. Itâs almost like your body isnât listening to you. He slows the pace slightly, you look down to see how your cunt takes in his fingersâyou moan at the sight. Yunho smirks and resumes his original pace as your cream covers his fingers. Your dripping cunt meets his mouth in a dirty French kiss. The dual sensation was overwhelming, building a pressure that felt impossible after you'd already come twice.
Your hands found his hair, gripping the soft strands as your hips began to move of their own accord, grinding against his face. He groaned in approval, doubling his efforts, his tongue moving faster, his fingers pressing harder against that spot inside you that made your vision blur. The orgasm built slowly this time, a gradual tightening rather than a sudden rush. Your thighs began to tremble, inner walls fluttering around his fingers as your climax approached. Yunho sensed it, his free hand reaching up to find yours, fingers interlacing as he anchored you through the rising pleasure.
"Yunâ shit!," you cry out, his name came as a warning. "I can'tâfeels too good,"
"You can do it," he encouraged, lips closing around your clit and sucking gently. "Cum on my tongue, baby."
The orgasm washed over you in gentle waves rather than a violent crash, spreading warmth through your limbs like honey. You shuddered against his mouth, back arching off the bed as he worked you through it, his touch gentling as your sensitivity peaked. Only when you weakly pushed at his shoulder did he relent, placing one final kiss to your inner thigh before crawling up your body. His chin and lips glistened with evidence of his devotion, and when he kissed you, you tasted yourself on his tongue.
Yunho pulls away from the kiss, his eyes full of tenderness as he brushes your hair back from your forehead. Your body feels boneless, pleasantly exhausted in a way that makes even lifting your head seem like an impossible task.
"Don't move, baby," he whispers, pressing a gentle kiss to your temple. "Iâll be right back."
He slipped from the bed, and you heard the sound of water running in the bathroom. The loss of his warmth made you shiver, your body suddenly aware of the cooling sweat and the evidence of your shared pleasure drying on your thighs. You felt deliciously used but above all, you felt so thoroughly loved.Â
Yunho returned moments later with a warm washcloth in one hand and a small towel in the other. The mattress dipped as he sat beside you, his expression so gentle it made your chest ache.
"Spread your legs for me," he said softly, and when you hesitated, a blush creeping up your cheeks, he added, "I made this mess. Let me clean it up."
You complied, letting your knees fall open. The warm cloth felt heavenly against your sensitive skin as he carefully wiped away the remnants of your lovemaking.
"Does that feel okay?" he asked, eyes flicking up to yours, searching for any sign of discomfort.
"Perfect," you murmured, touched by his attentiveness.
He paid special attention to the insides of your thighs, the cloth soothing against skin that would likely bear marks tomorrowâevidence of his passion. When he was satisfied with his work, he folded the cloth and set it aside, then used the towel to gently pat you dry.
"Roll over for me?" he requested, and you turned onto your stomach, sighing as he ran the cloth down your back, cleaning away the sweat that had gathered there. His free hand followed the path of the cloth, massaging lightly at the tension points in your shoulders.
"You're so beautiful," he said, voice thick with emotion. "Every inch of you."
When he's satisfied you're clean, he disappears again, returning with a fresh washcloth and a glass of water. He sets the water on your nightstand before cleaning himself with quick, efficient movements.
"Drink," he encourages, helping you sit up against the headboard.Â
You take obedient sips, watching as he moves around the bedroom, picking up discarded clothing and tossing it into the hamper. He pulls on fresh boxers before retrieving your favourite sleep shirt from the drawerâthe soft blue one with the worn collar that feels like a cloud against your skin.
"Arms up baby," he instructs, and you comply, letting him dress you. The fabric settles around you, smelling of laundry detergent and home.
He disappears one more time, returning with a small bottle of lotion. "Scoot forward," he says, and when you do, he settles behind you, legs bracketing yours.
His hands, warm and covered with lotion, begin massaging your shoulders, working out knots you didn't even know were there. You moan softly as his thumbs press into a particularly tight spot.
"Your muscles are so tense," he murmurs, working methodically down your back.Â
You let your head fall forward, surrendering to his touch. "Just been a long day."
"Made longer by my thoughtlessness," he adds, voice tight with regret. His hands never stop their gentle work, kneading and soothing your tired body.Â
When he's finished with your back, he guides you to lie down, pulling the covers up to your chin. The sheets are cool and fresh against your skin, and you sink into them with a contented sigh.
Yunho turns off the lamp before sliding in beside you. In the darkness, his arm wraps around your waist, pulling you against his chest. His lips press against the nape of your neck, warm breath tickling your skin.
"I love you so much," he whispers, the words vibrating through your connected bodies. "How did I get so lucky with you?"
You giggle as you nestle back against him, fitting your body to his like puzzle pieces clicking into place. "I love you too."
His hand finds yours beneath the covers, fingers interlacing. "Tomorrow, I'm all yours. The whole day. We can do whatever you want. No games, no distractions."
You smile into the darkness, already feeling sleep pulling at the edges of your consciousness. "Sounds perfect, I look forward to it."
Just before you drift off, you feel him press another kiss to your hair, his voice a quiet promise in the darkness: "Sleep well, baby. I'll be right here when you wake up."
For the first time all day, you feel completely at peace, wrapped in his arms and his promise. A promise you know, this time, he'll keep.
When morning came, sunlight streaming through the blinds you'd forgotten to close, you found him already awake, watching you with warm eyes and a gentle smile. True to his word, he spent the entire day focused solely on youâmaking breakfast together, holding your hand as you walked through the park and listening attentively as you finally told him about your disastrous presentation.
And that night, when you curled up on the couch to watch the show he'd promised, his pc remained untouched, his phone on silent. His arm around you felt like safety, like home. A promise kept and a lesson learned.
genre: non idol!au, friends to lovers, lowkey fast n' furious if it was supah horny, mechanic!mingi x street racer!reader
word count: 31.3k
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warnings: no use of y/n, plot with some eventual smut, unprotected sex (wrap it before you tap it!), car sex hallelujah, public sex if u squint, dry humping, p in v, multiple o's, cum play, slight edging, mingi is a fkn munch, felching, fingering, oral (f!receiving), overstimulation (kinda), breast play, nipple play, bratty!reader, dom!mingi hallelujah, mingi is a meanie >:c, spanking, praise kink, almost pronebone but not rlly, he calls the reader a slut once, manhandling, size difference, body worship, use of 'good girl', slight dacryphilia, he's big, weak ass pullout game, implied marathon, cute aftercare (mingi is a softie my baby) / lmk if i missed any!
author's note: i saw his part in the bad mv and this idea just came to me in a dream. his outfit just screamed mechanic to me but also i was horny as fuck sooo can you blame me :> i apologise in advanced to anyone who owns a car or drives i dont have a license (yet) so i was just writing sum bullllshiiit. my friends and i have been rewatching the entirety of the fast and furious franchise so it also continued to spark this idea in my silly little brain. who knew typing a story with one hand could be so hard... i jest! i hope you guys enjoy my extremely self-indulgent fic of mingi. stream ghpt5!
ps. heres some songs i listened to while writing this fic: one, two, three, four, five
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The asphalt screamed under your tires like it was begging for mercy, and you gave it none. Youâd taken the second turn tight. The one with the loose manhole cover that sent most racers wide. You heard the car behind you overcorrect, its bumper grazing the guardrail in a shriek of metal that meant youâd already won. The night air whipped through your cracked window, carrying burnt rubber and cheap cologne up from the crowd lining the overpass.
Your hands were steady on the wheel. The engine hummed the way it always hummed when it was happyâdeep and throaty and just the right side of angry. Youâd built this car from the ground up, and the only people whoâd ever touched it besides you were the crew at ATZ Auto, and that was a trust you didnât hand out lightly. Three weeks since the last race. Three weeks of late nights in the garage with nothing but a socket wrench and a headlamp for company. Three weeks of waiting for this exact stretch of empty industrial road.
The finish line was maybe forty seconds out. You could see the flare of the orange cones in your rear view, the silhouette of the flagger already lifting his arm. Another racer had fallen back to a full car length. This was yours. This was alreadyâ
Clunk.
You felt it before you heard it. A vibration through the pedal, through the floorboard, through the bones of your right foot. Not the good kind.
Clunk. Clunk. Clunk.
Your stomach dropped.
There was a rattling now, coming from somewhere beneath the driverâs sideâunder the dash, maybe, or lower, somewhere in the guts of the transmission tunnel. It was rhythmic, metallic, and getting louder with every press of the accelerator.Â
You glanced at the dash. No lights. No temperature spike. Nothing on the gauges to tell you what was dying under the hood.
âCome on,â you muttered, gripping the wheel tighter. âCome on, baby, just thirty more seconds. Give me thirty.â
You eased off the throttle. Just barely, just enough to keep the rattle from becoming something you couldnât drive home from. The headlights behind you swelled in your mirrors like something hungry. Whoever it was had sensed the hesitation. Their engine climbed in pitch, closing fast.
Not tonight.
You dropped back into gear and put your foot down, and the rattle became a groan that you felt in your back teeth, in the base of your skull, but the car gave you what you asked for. It always did. You crossed the line with that sound still filling the cabin like a bad omen, and you had no idea by how much, and you didnât care.
The crowd was already moving toward you. A flare went up somewhere near the overpass, throwing red light across the ground. They were chanting somethingâyour carâs name, probably, or the name theyâd given it, which had stopped feeling separate from your own a long time ago.
You cut the engine at the turnout and sat in the silence that followed, listening to the metal tick and settle around you. The rattle was gone. Clean as if it had never happened. Youâd learned not to trust that. The car only ever confessed when it had no choice.
A window rolled down somewhere behind you. âNo way your shitty car beat mineâ
âWell...â you said, and forced a laugh you didnât feel. âIt is what it is. Get good next time, yeah?â
They laughed and drove off to collect their losses from the betters, and you were left alone with the hood of your car and the creeping dread that something expensive had just given up on you.
You popped the hood. The engine bay looked normal, from a racers eye anyway. The wires ran they should be, belts tight, no obvious leaks. You ran your hand along the underside of the frame near the transmission mount and came away with nothing but grease and road grit. Whatever was wrong was hiding from you, somewhere you couldnât reach without a lift and a full set of tools.
You pulled out your phone. Scrolled past three missed calls from your roommate and a text from your mother asking if youâd eaten dinner. Found the number you neededâthe one youâd saved three months ago after your last catastrophic breakdown, the one with the shop logo as the contact photo. You dialed. It rang twice.
âATZâs Auto, this is Mingi speaking.â
You exhaled, and some of the tightness in your chest loosened just hearing his voice. That low, unhurried drawl that always made it sound like heâd been expecting your call. A part of you hoped so, anyways.
âHeyââ
âHi, sweetheart.â There was a smile in it already. You could hear it, the way his voice went soft at the edges. âWhat did you do to her this time?â
You leaned your hip against the fender, phone pressed between your ear and your shoulder, and let your free hand rest on the warm hood. The metal was still ticking, still settling, and somewhere deep in the chassis, you were pretty sure something was still dying.
âI didnât do anything,â you sighed, hearing your own defensiveness. âShe justâI donât know. She started making this sound on the last stretch. Like a clunk sound? Like somethingâs swinging loose under the driverâs side.â
âClunking?â He repeated, and you could hear the scratch of a pen on paper. Mingi always wrote things down, even the small stuff, even the things you thought were nothing. It was one of the reasons you kept coming back. âIf it's under the driverâs side... Maybe it's the transmission tunnel area?â
âMaybe? I couldnât tell. It was rhythmic, though. Tied to the rotation. Got worse when I gave it gas, went away when I let off.â
âMmm.â The sound was thoughtful. You heard the creak of his chair, the muffled thump of what might have been his boots coming off the desk. âNo dash lights?â
âNothing. Gauges looked fine. The temperature was steady. I popped the hood and poked around but I couldn't see anything obvious from the top.â
âOf course you canât,â he teased, âBecause the car knows better than to show you whatâs wrong. Itâs saving it for me.â
âDonât be smug.â
âIâm not being smug. Iâm being right. Thereâs a difference.â You could hear him moving through the shopâthe familiar background percussion of a metal door swinging open, the overhead lights buzzing to life. He was already walking toward the bay. âWhere are you? Still on the industrial stretch?â
âYeah, just by the turnout by the overpass."
âI know the one.â There was a pause, and you heard the jingle of keys. âStay put. Iâll come get you. Twenty minutes, tops.â
âMingi, you donât have toââ
âSee you soon,â the line went dead before you could argue.
You stared at your phone for a second, then slipped it into your back pocket. The crowd had thinned out now. Most of them following the money to the next unofficial bet, a few stragglers lingering near the guardrail with their phones still recording the aftermath. Someone had brought a speaker. The bass was thumping low and lazy, and someone else was laughing too loud about something that probably wasnât funny.
You slid down onto the curb and pulled your knees up to your chest. The asphalt was still warm from the dayâs heat, and the night air smelled like diesel and the distant, greasy promise of the all-night diner three blocks over. You let your head fall back and stared at the underside of the overpass, at the graffiti someone had painted in fluorescent pink that youâd never been able to fully read.
Twenty minutes.
You closed your eyes and listened to your car breathe. The ticking had slowed to something almost peaceful, the way a personâs pulse slows after a scareâstill elevated, still wary, but pretending to be fine. You knew that rhythm intimately. Youâd felt it in your own chest more times than you wanted to count.
The tow truck arrived in eighteen. Youâd know the sound of it anywhereâthat particular diesel grumble, the squeak of the suspension that Mingi kept meaning to fix and never did because, in his words, it gives her character. The headlights swept across you in a wide arc before settling, and then there he was, climbing down from the cab in that oversized mechanicâs jacket with the sleeves pushed up to his elbows, grease already smudged along the inside of one forearm like heâd been working on something else before you called.
He was tall enough that he had to duck under the tow rigâs boom, and the motion made his dark hair fall across his forehead in a way that was, frankly, unfair. His eyes found you on the curb before they found the carâwhich, coming from Mingi, was basically a love confession.
âThere she is,â he announced as he walked over to where you where seated.
You couldnât tell if he meant you or the car. Maybe both. He was looking at you like you were the one making the concerning noise. âYou in one piece?â
âIâm fine. The carâs the oneââ
âYeah, yeah, I know. Just messing with ya,â he was already crouching beside your driverâs side door, one hand flat against the frame, the other reaching underneath. You watched his fingers move with the kind of practiced confidence that made your stomach do something complicated. Heâd barely touched the car, and already he looked like he understood it better than you did. âCan you pop the hood for me?â
You reached through the window and pulled the release. He stood, and the hood swung up between you like a shield, and for a moment you could only see his handsâlong fingers, silver rings decorating them, a thin white scar across the knuckle of his right index finger that youâd asked about once and heâd shrugged off with "kitchen accident, donât worry about it." You worried about it.
He leaned into the engine bay, and you heard him hum. A low, considering the sound he made when he was cataloguing damage. Youâd heard it enough times to know the variations.
âTransmission mount,â he noted, pulling back. A streak of fresh grease ran from his wrist to his elbow now, and he didnât seem to notice. âOr something connected to it. The boltâs either sheared or backed out entirely. I can hear the play from here.â
âWell... Can you fix it?â
He looked at you over the hood, and his mouth did that thingâthe half-smile, the one that meant he was trying very hard not to be charmed by the question and failing. âCan I fix it?â He repeated, like youâd asked him if water was wet. âSweetheart. I could fix this car with my eyes closed and one hand tied behind my back.â
âThen why do you charge me so much?â
âThat's because you keep breaking it in increasingly creative ways, and my emotional labour isnât free.â He closed the hood with a soft thunk and wiped his hands on a rag he pulled from his back pocket. âC'mon. Help me get her on the flatbed and Iâll take you to the shop. I can pull it apart tonight if you want to watch.â
You stood, brushing the grit off your jeans. âYouâre not going to lecture me about racing, are you?â
âIâve given up on that.â He was already walking toward the tow controls, but he glanced back over his shoulder, and the streetlight caught the line of his jaw and the curve of his smile in a way that made your breath catch. âBesides. You won anyway, didnât you?â
âHuh? How'd you know?â
âYou called me from the turnout instead of a ditch.â He shrugged like it was obvious. âWinner stays. Loser limps home. Thatâs how it works.â
You helped him hook the chainsâyour hands under his direction, his voice low and patient beside your ear, his fingers guiding yours when you fumbled with the latch. The car went up onto the flatbed with a groan that sounded almost relieved. You stood there in the red glow of the tow lights with grease on your palms and Mingiâs jacket brushing your shoulder, and something in your chest that had been rattling all night finally went quiet.
He gave the last strap a snap to check the tension, then straightened up and wiped his hands on the rag. You walked together back to the truck and the gravel shifted under your boots and his footsteps were easy and unhurried beside yours, like he had nowhere else to be.
He opened the passenger door before you reached for it. An old habit, one he never skipped, even though the hinges groaned like they were protesting the gentlenessâand you climbed up into the seat, settling into the seat that still smelled like him. Coffee, motor oil and that cedar-sandalwood cologne he wore ever since the day you mentioned that combination smelled good.
The engine turned over with a rumble that vibrated through the floorboards and up through the soles of your boots. Mingi pulled out onto the industrial road with the kind of unhurried confidence that came from knowing every pothole and crack by heart, his left arm resting on the door frame, his right hand loose on the wheel at the bottom. You watched his profile in the dashboard lightâthe sharp line of his nose, the way his jaw worked when he was thinking about something he wasnât saying.
âYouâre staring,â he said, without looking over.
âYou have grease on your face.â
He touched his cheek, found nothing. âWhere?â
âNah, it's on the other side.â
He touched the other cheek. âWhat a little liar.â
âYouâll never know.â
The smile he gave you was small and private, just for the dark of the truck, and you turned to look out the window at the streetlights blurring past. The tow rig swayed gently with each turn, and your car rocked on the flatbed behind you with a soft metallic creak that sounded almost like a lullaby. You hadnât realized how tired you were until the adrenaline drained out of you all at once, leaving you hollow and heavy-limbed.
You pressed your forehead against the cool glass and let your eyes drift half-shut. The engine hummed quietly. Mingiâs thumb tapped a rhythm against the steering wheel tapping along to a beat of a song you couldnât quite recognise. The streetlights strobed across your closed eyelids in warm amber pulses.
You didnât remember falling asleep. One moment you were watching the city slide past in streaks of neon and shadow, and the next there was nothingâjust the deep, dark quiet of a body that had decided it was done.
You came back to consciousness in pieces.
First: the smell. Motor oil and metal and something warmâcotton, maybe, or the inside of a jacket? You couldn't tell. Second: The feeling of being carried. Strong arms under your knees and across your back, the steady rise and fall of someoneâs breathing close to your ear, the careful way they shifted their weight to keep from jostling you through a doorway that was too narrow.
Then: a voice, very low, and very very close. ââsheâs fine, sheâs justâno, Iâve got her.â
You forced your eyes open. The ceiling was familiar, you think. Not to mention the acoustic tile and water stain in the shape of something that might have been a rabbit if you squinted. A fluorescent light buzzed somewhere out of sight, casting everything in that particular shade of institutional pale yellow.
You were in Mingiâs office.
You came to that conclusion after you recognized the framed poster on the wall. It was some vintage Porsche ad heâd found at a flea market and hung crooked because he thought straight lines were boring. The desk was covered in invoices and a half-eaten sandwich on a paper plate.
You were on the couch. Orânot a couch, not exactly. Mingi had pushed the two waiting-room chairs together and draped them with what looked like every clean shop towel he owned, layered thick enough that the metal armrests had disappeared entirely. A folded hoodie served as a pillow. He had tucked your boots off to the side, lined up neatly against the baseboard like they were standing at attention.
You tried to sit up but unfortunately your body said no.
âHey.â His voice came from the doorway, and you turned your head to find him leaning against the frame with his arms crossed, watching you with an expression that was equal parts amused and something softer. âYouâve been out for twenty minutes. I was starting to think Iâd have to check your pulse.â
âHow did Iââ
âYou fell asleep in the truck. Like, fully. Head against the window, mouth open, the whole thing.â The amusement won out. His smile was wide and unguarded, the kind he only wore when he thought no one was looking. âIt was very dignified. Very graceful and adorableâ
You groaned and pressed the heel of your hand against your eye. âYou carried me in here.â
âYes, I did.â
You pouted, a flush of pink creeping up your cheeks. The thought of Mingi carrying you alone sent shivers down your spine. "You didn't have to, could've just woken me up too."
âAnd be a dickhead for waking up sleeping beauty? Absolutely not.â He pushed off the doorframe and crossed the room in three long strides, and before you could protest, something heavy and warm settled over youâhis jacket, the oversized mechanicâs one, still carrying the heat of his body and the smell of him up close. He tugged it up to your chin with the same careful precision he used on engine bolts, making sure it covered your shoulders. âGo back to sleep. I promise the car isnât going anywhere.â
âBut⊠I wanted to watch you work on it," you yawned, clearly your body betrayed what your heart wanted.
âYou can watch me work on it tomorrow, when your eyes are open and you are fully conscious.â His hand lingered on the collar of the jacket, adjusting it, and his knuckles brushed your jaw. You held very still. âIâm just going to get her up on the lift and take a look. No heavy lifting tonight. Scoutâs honour.â
âYou were never a scout.â
âHow do you know? Maybe I had a very brief and disappointing scouting career.â His thumb traced a line along the edge of the jacketâonce, twiceâand then he pulled his hand back like heâd remembered himself. âGo back to sleep. Iâll be right outside if you need me, okay?â
He left the door open a crackâenough that the sounds of the shop filtered through: the hydraulic hiss of the lift engaging, the clank of a toolbox being rolled across concrete, the low murmur of whatever he was saying to your car under his breath. Youâd heard him do that before. Talk to engines like they were old friends. Tell them it was going to be okay. Youâd always found it endearing in a way that made your chest ache.
You pulled his jacket tighter around you and buried your face in the collar. It smelled like himâthe coffee and the oil and the cedar and something underneath that was just warmth. The makeshift bed was more comfortable than it had any right to be. The shop towels were soft from a hundred washes, and the hoodie-pillow held the shape of his head like a confession.
Outside, the lift groaned as it took the weight of your car. You heard Mingiâs boots on the concrete, the metallic click of a drop light being positioned, the soft whistle he made when he was concentratingâthe same three-note tune every time, becoming your lullaby for the night.
You closed your eyes and listened to him work, and the sound was steadier than any lullaby, and you were asleep again before the first bolt came loose.
Light came through the half-closed blinds in thin, dusty stripes, and you woke to the sound of water hitting glass. Not rain. Something more deliberate. The measured pour of a coffee machine doing its one job in the world with quiet, mechanical devotion. You blinked against the soft morning light and found the ceiling tile rabbit still there, still watching over you with its water-stain eyes. You were on the couch. Orâthe chair-couch. The shop towels had shifted in the night, bunched up under your left hip, and Mingiâs jacket was still draped over you like a promise heâd made and kept. Your neck had a crick in it that felt like it had been personally installed by someone with a grudge.
You turned your head.
Mingi was standing at the small counter heâd wedged into the corner of his office. The one that held the coffee maker, a stack of paper cups, and a jar of sugar packets that had been there so long the paper had gone soft at the edges.
He had his back to you. White tank top, the ribbed kind, worn soft from too many washes, and dark denim that sat low on his hipsânot a mechanicâs uniform, not a work shirt. Something heâd changed into. His hair was damp at the temples, like heâd splashed water on his face recently, and you could see the shift of muscle in his bare arms as he measured something into the machine with the kind of focus most people reserved for open-heart surgery. Heâd either gone home and come back or kept a change of clothes in the shop. Knowing Mingi, you werenât sure which answer was more like him.
The machine gurgled and hissed. He reached for two mugs from the shelf above, the ceramic kind with the shop logo chipped along the rim from years of being knocked against the sink. One was blue the other green. He set them side by side with the care of someone arranging chess pieces.
He pulled the carafe and poured it into the blue mug first. Two sugars. A splash of the creamer from the mini-fridge under the counterâthe oat milk kind, the specific brand youâd mentioned exactly once, six months ago, when heâd handed you a black coffee and youâd said "oh, I usually take it withâ" and heâd cut you off with "oat milk, two sugars, I know, I was testing you."
He didnât look over. Didnât ask. Just poured the oat milk in with the same steady hand he used on transmission fluid, stirred it twice with a spoon that had the ATZ logo printed on the handle, and set it on the edge of the desk closest to where you were lying.
The green mug got black. Nothing in it. He took a sip straight from the carafe before setting it back on the warmer, and you watched the line of his throat move when he swallowed, and you thought about how unfair it was that a person could look like that atâyou squinted at the clock on the wallâseven-forty in the morning.
âMorning,â he greeted, his back was still facing you. âYou snore, by the way. Just so you know. Itâs not loud. Itâs more of aââ He made a small, rhythmic puffing sound with his lips. âLike a cute little engine trying to start on a cold morning.â
You scoffed. âI do not snore.â
âYou absolutely snore.â He turned finally, leaning his hip against the counter with his mug cradled in both hands. âItâs cute, though. Donât worry about it.â
The morning light caught his eyes and made them warmer than they had any right to be. The cut on his left thumb was wrapped in electrical tape because of course it was. His hair had dried crooked from wherever heâd splashed water on his face, pushed back and slightly flattened on one side, and there was a shadow of his stubble catching the lightâalong the line of his jaw. You looked at all of it and felt a low, private irritation settle in your chest. Just how could someone look so beautiful?
You sat up slowly, wincing as the kink in your neck announced itself with a crack that echoed off the acoustic tile. His jacket slid down to your lap, and you caught it before it hit the floor and pulled it back over your shoulders. The coffee was right there, steam curling up in lazy spirals, and you reached for it and wrapped both hands around the mug and let the warmth seep into your palms.
âHow long have you been up?â you asked, taking the first sip. The coffee hit your bloodstream like a jumpstart cable.
âSince about four.â He took a drink from his own mug, watching you over the rim. âGot as far as I could on the car, then hit a wallâparts house doesnât open until eight. So.â He lifted a shoulder. âI reorganized the tool wall.â
You raised an eyebrow, âAt four in the morning? Really?â
âThe socket wrench set was out of order,â he insisted, like that explained everything, and in the context of Mingiâs brain, maybe it did. âIt was bothering me.â
You held the mug against your chest and studied himâthe way he stood in the morning light like heâd been built for it, all long lines and easy posture, the white shirt doing absolutely nothing to hide the fact that he spent most of his waking hours lifting things heavier than himself.
âHowâs my car?â
Something shifted in his expression. He set his mug down on the counter and crossed his arms, and you watched the fabric pull across his chest and tried very hard to focus on his words and not the way the morning light was doing something illegal to the line of his shoulders.
âTransmission mount bolt sheared clean through,â he explains, âRight at the base. The threads are still in the block, which is the good newsâI didnât have to drill and tap new ones. The bad news is that the mount itself took some damage when it came loose. Thereâs a crack along the bracket on the driverâs side. Not catastrophic, but it needs replacing.â
You closed your eyes. âThank God it wasn't that bad. How much do I owe you?â
âTaking into everything into account,â He paused, and you could hear him doing the math in his head, always honest, never padding. âThree-fifty, maybe four hundred. Iâll have to call the parts house when they open to confirm the bracket price.â
You opened your eyes. He was watching you with that careful, measured lookâthe one that meant he was already running through the options, the payment plans, the ways he could make it hurt less.
Mingi had never once pressed you for money. Heâd let you pay in installments more times than either of you could count, and there was a running tab on a sticky note on his monitor that had your name at the top and a number that would have made a bank manager faint.
âI can pay up front,â you werenât entirely sure that was true, but you said it anyway because pride was a thing youâd never fully excised from your system. âIâve got some cash fromâfrom last night.â
âFrom the race.â He replied it flatly, without judgment, but you heard the the underlying concern he always had for you. âHow much did you take?â
âMore than enough, thankfully.â You took another sip of coffee. âThe other racer had a big ego and a bigger wallet. It worked out.â
âMmm.â The sound was noncommittal, which from Mingi meant he had opinions he was choosing not to share. He picked up his mug again and tilted his head toward the door. âYou want to see her?â
You were already standing. The shop towels rustled to the floor as you swung your legs off the makeshift bed, and you pulled Mingiâs jacket over your shoulders because the morning air coming through the cracked window was sharper than you expected. Your boots were still lined up by the baseboard, and you stepped into them and laced them quickly, fingers still clumsy with sleep. He held the door open for you as you walked past him into the shop proper.
The overhead fluorescents were already on, buzzing their familiar yellow-white hymn, and the air smelled the way it always smelled in hereâmetal and solvent and the particular sweetness of fresh rubber. The shop was organized chaos: tool chests along the far wall, each drawer labeled in Mingiâs careful handwriting; a rolling cart stacked with parts bins; the hydraulic lift in the center bay, and on itâ
Your car.
She was up on the lift, raised to chest height, and the undercarriage was exposed in a way that felt almost intimateâthe transmission tunnel open, the exhaust piping curled along the frame like veins, the differential housing gleaming with fresh grease where Mingi had been working. You could see the damage from here: the empty bolt hole where the mount should have been secured, the cracked bracket hanging at an angle that made your stomach clench. There was a new bolt already threaded partway in, shiny and clean against the old, oil-darkened metal around it.
Mingi came to stand beside you, close enough that his arm brushed yours when he pointed. âSee there? The crack runs along the weld line. Itâs been stressed out for a whileâthis didnât happen last night. This has been a gradual build upâ
You crouched down to get a better look, and Mingi crouched with you, his knees popping softly. His shoulder pressed against yours, warm and solid, and you could feel the heat of him through the jacket, through your shirt, through the thin barrier of everything you both werenât saying.
âHow long has it been building?â you asked.
âHard to say. A few weeks, maybe. You said you tuned it yourselfâwhen was the last time you had the transmission out?â
âThree months ago. When you replaced the clutch.â
âRight.â He reached past youâhis arm extending over your shoulder, his chest nearly against your backâand tapped the bracket with one finger. The metal gave a dull, hollow sound that confirmed everything heâd already told you. âThe mount was probably already compromised then. The new clutch put more torque through it, and the racing justââ He made a sound with his tongue, a soft tch, like he was scolding the car. âShe held on as long as she could. Sheâs a good girl.â
The last two words landed somewhere low in your stomach and stayed there. Youâd heard him say it beforeâto engines that turned over after a hard rebuild, to cars that limped in and left running cleanâbut with his jaw close enough to your temple that you could feel the warmth radiating off his skin, the phrase did something it had no business doing. You wondered how much better it would be if those words were directed at you.
You looked up at him. He was closeâcloser than he needed to be, his face inches from yours. You tear your gaze away to reassess your car.
âYou fixed the bolt already?â you gasp, pressing your lips together to fight a smile.
âStarted to. I couldn't sleep, remember?â His voice had dropped to something quieter, something that belonged to the space between the two of you and nowhere else. âThe bracketâs the holdup. Iâve got to call the parts house soon. If they have it in stock, I can have her back on the road by this afternoon.â
âThat quick? Are you sure?â
âYeah, Iâm sure.â He held your gaze, and his eyes did that thingâthat slow, warm thing that made your chest feel like it was full of something too big for your ribs. âUnless you had somewhere else to be?â
You didnât. You looked back at the carâat the cracked bracket, the new bolt, the careful way Mingi had already cleaned the mating surfaces and applied thread locker to the fresh threads. Heâd been working on your car in the dark hours of the morning while you slept on his makeshift bed in his office, wearing his jacket, drinking coffee heâd made exactly the way you liked without being asked.
Heâd cut himself on your transmission and wrapped it in electrical tape and kept going. Heâd reorganized the socket wrench set at four in the morning because the disorder bothered him, and heâd remembered your oat milk, and you realized, belatedly, that it wasnât just about the car and it wasnât just about the coffee and it wasnât just about the sharp sting of a cut wrapped in cheap tape. It was the sum of it, the way it all stacked up into a scaffolding of care, a habit of showing up for you that had never announced itself as anything special but now, under the ugly shop fluorescents and the pale creep of morning, felt like the kind of thing people wrote songs about. It hit you with a force that absolved every sleepless night youâd ever spent wondering if you meant anything to anyone outside of a set of hands on a steering wheel, or the numbers on a finish line clock.
You remembered the first time youâd stumbled into his shop: rain in your hair, a half-dead alternator in your trunk, and a chip on your shoulder big enough to wedge open the front door. Mingi had looked at you over the top of his glasses, rainwater pooling under your boots, and said, âNo offense, but you look like you lost a fight to a lawnmower.â Heâd fixed your alternator for half what the dealer quoted, showed you the basics so you could DIY next time, and called you âbossâ with a straight face even as you stripped a bolt and almost started a small electrical fire.
You remembered the way he never commented on your hands, even when they shook after a race, even when you cut them on cold steel and stained the shop rags dark. Heâd hand you a fresh towel, or a bottle of water, or a protein bar from his desk drawer, and just say, âYou good?â Like he already knew you werenât, but heâd be there when you started to be.
You remembered that night you lost by a nose and blew out the input shaft. Youâd expected nothingâmaybe a lecture, a bill, perhaps even silence. Instead, youâd found a note under your windshield wiper: âNice launch. Shift faster next time. Come by tomorrow, Iâll fix her up. - M :)"
You remembered a lot of small things. The way heâd always find the one good song on the radio and turn it up just before the solo. The way heâd set his jaw when he was about to say something he thought might piss you off. How heâd talk to your car when he worked on them, in the low, careful voice some people reserved for frightened animals or babies. How heâd stand close, when you both leaned under the hoodâshoulders bumping, elbows knockingâand none of it ever felt accidental.
You looked at him now, this tall, loose-limbed mechanic with his wild hair, goofy smile and hands that looked like theyâd been built to break and repair the same things over and over. The cut on his thumb was leaking through the electrical tape, and his shirt was streaked with something dark.
You thought about every time youâd tried to pay him back, every time youâd tried to balance the emotional ledger, and how he always found a way to tip the scales in your favour. You thought about all the ways youâd failed to say thank you, or I owe you, or justâanything that would make it clear that you noticed. That you noticed everything.
The weight of it all landed on your chest with the slow, terrifying certainty of falling in love with the exact person youâd told yourself that would never fall in love with you. It didnât hurtâit just rearranged some things inside you, made space for something that might not have a name but absolutely had a pulse.
You reached for the coffee again, just for something to do with your hands, and took a sip that was mostly oat milk and sugar from the lack of stirring. Mingi watched you, waiting, like he knew you were on the verge of some personal catastrophe and was already prepping the metaphorical fire extinguisher.
You finished the coffee in two long swallows and set the mug down on the edge of the lift, where it wobbled once before settling. Mingi caught it with the edge of his handâa reflex, the same one he used to catch falling tools before they hit concreteâand set it somewhere safer without comment.
âI should go,â you cleared your throat, your voice came out steadier than you expected. âDon't want to bother you more while you're working on my baby."
He straightened up from his crouch, and you both rose together, and the distance between you was exactly the same as it had been a moment agoâclose enough to feel the warmth, far enough to pretend it was nothing. He nodded once, that slow, easy nod that meant he understood and wasnât going to make it difficult.
âLike I said, I'll phone the parts house and if, hopefully, they have the shit I need I can have her buttoned up byââ He tilted his head, calculating. âThree, maybe four this afternoon. I'll call you as soon as I'm finishedâ
You nodded, finding a sense of calm with his reassurance. âSounds good! Also, donât bother calling 'cause I might not answer. Text me instead.â
âOf course.â He pulled his phone from his back pocket and held it up like proof. âGo home. Sleep in a real bed, please.â
You pulled his jacket tighter around your shoulders and walked toward the office to collect your things. Your phone was on the desk where youâd left it, the screen lit with three new notificationsâyour best friend asking if you were alive, a group chat youâd muted, and a weather alert you didnât read. You shoved it into your pocket and hesitated at the door, one hand on the frame.
âMingi?â
He was already turning back toward the lift, a socket wrench in his hand, but he paused and looked over his shoulder. âYeah?â
âThank you. Forââ You gestured vaguely at the car, the shop, the jacket, the coffee, the entire architecture of care heâd built around you without ever asking for permission. âAll of it.â
His mouth did the half-smile thingâthe one that meant he was trying not to be charmed and failing. âDonât mention it, itâs my job after all.â
You left before he could see whatever was happening on your face.
You showered in water hot enough to turn your skin pink, scrubbing road grit and engine grease from under your nails until your fingertips went raw. You changed into clean clothesâjeans, a t-shirt that had seen better days, a hoodie that smelled like your own laundry detergent and not someone elseâs cologne. You ate a bowl of cereal standing at the kitchen counter and stared at your phone, waiting.
The text came at 8:47.
Parts house has the bracket.
Pulling it now.
Sheâll be ready by 3.
Donât come early, I mean it.
You sent back a thumbs-up and nothing else, because if you started typing youâd say something stupid, and Mingi would read it in the middle of a transmission job and drop something heavy on his foot.
You spent the morning doing nothing useful. You organized the junk drawer. You called your mother and listened to her talk about the neighbourâs cat for eleven minutes. You scrolled through your phone and found a video someone had posted from last nightâs raceâthe angle was bad, the audio even worse. You could hear the clunking in the last stretch, that rhythmic metallic death rattle that had sent your stomach through the floorboards. The comments were already filling up. Sheâs cooked. Thatâs a rod. Nah thatâs transmission. RIP to another one. You closed the app and put the phone face-down on the couch.
At two, you couldnât sit still anymore. You grabbed your keys and your wallet and this jacket, still draped over the back of the kitchen chair where youâd left it that morning, because youâd forgotten to give it back, or maybe because you hadnât wanted toâand headed out the door.
You stopped at the place on the corner. The one with the yellow awning and the handwritten menu taped to the window and the cook who knew your order by heart because youâd been coming here since before you had a car to break. You got two orders of the spicy pork bulgogi bowlsâextra kimchi on the side, extra rice, the way Mingi liked it, because youâd watched him eat it enough times to memorize the ratio.
You added a container of japchae because heâd mentioned once, offhand, that his mother used to make it on Sundays, and the way heâd said it had made you want to put the entire city between you and the feeling it produced. You got two coffeesâblack for him, oat milk and two sugars for youâand a slice of the honey butter cake that the ownerâs wife made fresh every afternoon, because Mingi had a sweet tooth he pretended he didnât have and youâd watched him eat three pieces at a shop potluck without breathing between bites.
The bag was heavy and warm against your hip as you walked the six blocks to the shop. The afternoon sun was high and bright, and the city smelled like exhaust and fried food and the particular greenness of the potted trees someone had placed along the sidewalk in a doomed attempt at beautification. You passed the auto parts store where Mingi had sourced your bracket, the hardware store where he bought his electrical tape in bulk, the laundromat where he washed his shop rags because the machines at his apartment complex ate quarters. You knew this stretch of road the way you knew the inside of your own engine bayâevery crack, every stain, every story it told about the people who walked it.
The shopâs roll-up door was half-open when you arrived, and you could hear the radio before you could see insideâsome old rock station Mingi kept tuned to because the signal was clear and the DJs never talked during the guitar solos. You ducked under the door and stepped into the fluorescent hum.
Your car was on the ground. The hood was closed. The driverâs side door was open, and the interior light was on, and you could see the fresh gleam of something newly installed through the gap in the door frame.
Mingi was sitting on an overturned bucket near the workbench, wiping his hands on a rag that had long since given up any pretense of cleanliness. He had the radio turned up just loud enough that he didnât hear you come in, and for a moment you just stood there and watched him. The way his shoulders moved when he reached for the solvent bottle, the way his jaw worked around whatever he was chewing (gum, probably, or the inside of his cheek), the fresh bandage on his left hand where heâd clearly cut himself again and upgraded from electrical tape to something that actually qualified as medical supplies.
You cleared your throat.
He turned. His face went through three expressions in rapid successionâsurprise, recognition, and then something warm and slow that started at the corners of his mouth and spread upward until his whole face was doing the thing, the thing youâd been cataloguing for months without admitting what it was.
âWhat did I tell you about coming early, hm?â He deadpanned.
âDon't be dramatic, Min.â You held up the bag. âI got your favourites.â
His eyes dropped to the bag, then back to your face, and the warmth deepened into something that looked almost endearing, which was not a look youâd ever seen on Mingi and did not know what to do with.
âAll of this for me?â He set the rag down and stood, and he was taller than you remembered, or maybe youâd just forgotten in the hours since morning how he filled a room without trying. âYou shouldnât have, baby.â
The word landed somewhere between your ribs and stayed there. He said it casually, the way he said everythingâlike it cost him nothing, like it was just a sound the air made when it passed through him on its way to you.
You crossed the shop and set the bag on the workbench, pulling out the containers one by one. The bulgogi bowls steamed when you opened the lids, and the smell of garlic and gochujang filled the space between the tool chests and the lift. You handed him the black coffee without asking and kept the other one for yourself, and you set the japchae and the honey butter cake on the bench beside the bowls like you were setting a table.
âItâs for my favourite mechanic, after all,â you smirked, keeping your voice light and easy.
Kept it from doing the thing it wanted to doâwhich was crack open and spill everything youâd been carrying since four that morning when youâd woken up on his makeshift bed with his jacket over you and his coffee in your hands and the sound of him working on your car like a prayer in the next room. Maybe even beyond that.
Mingiâs smile went wide and bright, showing the dimples that only appeared when he was genuinely, stupidly happy. âSo, you finally admit Iâm your favourite, huh?â
You handed him a pair of chopsticks and fixed him with a look that you hoped conveyed the appropriate ratio of affection and threat. âDonât push it, pretty boy.â
He laughedâfull and loud, the kind of laugh that echoed off the concrete walls and made the overhead lights buzz in sympathy. He pulled the bucket closer to the bench and sat, and you pulled up a stool from the corner, and you ate lunch together.
He told you about the bracketâhow the parts house had exactly one left in stock, how heâd had to sweet-talk the guy behind the counter into holding it, how the installation had gone smooth except for the bolt that fought him for twenty minutes before finally surrendering. You told him about the cereal, and the cat, and the video someone had posted, and he made a face and said, âSend me the link, I want to see these idiots diagnosing your car from a thirty-second clip.â
You ate the japchae first, and he didnât comment on it, but you watched his face when he took the first bite and saw something shift behind his eyesâsomething old and fond and a little bit melancholicâand he looked at you across the workbench with an expression that said he knew exactly why youâd ordered it and exactly what it meant that youâd remembered, and he didnât say thank you because he didnât need to.
The honey butter cake disappeared in four minutes flat, and he licked the glaze off his thumb with the shamelessness of a man who had given up pretending he didnât have a sweet tooth approximately three bites ago.
When the food was gone and the coffees were empty and the radio had cycled through two more songs, Mingi stood and stretchedâarms overhead, back arching, the white tank pulling tight across his chest in a way that you absolutely did not stare atâand walked to your car. He patted the roof twice, the way youâd seen him do a hundred times, and looked at you over the hood.
âSheâs ready when you are.â
You walked to the driverâs side and ran your hand along the door frame, tracing the line where the paint chipped and the clearcoat had started to surrender to time and sun and too many city winters. It was cool and solid under your palm, and for the first time in days you didnât imagine hearing the sickly metallic tick that had haunted every drive since the first warning sign. No rattle. No vibration. No secret countdown to catastrophic failure shivering through the welds. Just a door, a car, a moment of stillness as you drew in a breath and let your shoulders drop.
You slid into the seat, and the interior smelled like Mingiâsolvent, engine oil, the sharpness of fresh brake cleaner and something sweeter underneath, a cedar note that clung to the cloth. You could see where heâd wiped down the steering wheel, the faintest imprint of a towel snagged on the horn pad, and the new bracket gleaming through the gap below the dash. The seat was exactly the way you left it, except you could tell heâd sat here, adjusted the mirrors, checked the fit of the pedals. It was like stepping into a space that had been quietly, lovingly proofed against disaster.
The key was already in the ignition. You turned it.
The engine caught on the first tryâclean, steady, the deep throaty hum youâd tuned into existence with your own hands, but different now. Quieter. Settled. Like something that had been suffering in silence had finally been allowed to breathe again. You pressed the throttle lightly and listened, heart in your mouth, waiting for the telltale clunk or metallic swing-and-bang. Instead, there was only the smooth, even purr, the delicate click of injectors priming, the systems waking up like a body stretching after a long sleep.
You pressed a little harder, feathering the pedal. The tach jumped, held, dropped. No hesitations. No overcompensation. No subtle warning in the feedback through the wheel. If you closed your eyes, you could almost believe this was someone elseâs carâsomeone whoâd never driven it to the edge, never asked it to survive three consecutive summers of midnight street circuits, never let it run a degree hotter than it was supposed to just to beat a kid with something newer and flashier. But it was yours, and youâd earned every scar on the center console, every burn mark on the carpet. And now, for the first time in years, it didnât sound like a ticking time bomb. It sounded like something that was meant to last.
You sat with that for a minute, hands resting on the wheel, the engineâs steady rhythm echoing in your bones. You shifted into neutral and let the engine idle. Mingiâs handwriting was on a sticky note taped to the dash: âCheck oil before running. -M.â You popped the hood just to be sure, and the dipstick came up clean and full, the oil exactly where it should be, the new gasket already sealing like it was part of the block from the beginning. Heâd even topped off your washer fluid, the little things he always did, the ones he never mentioned but that you always noticed.
When you came back around, Mingi was standing by the shop door. Heâd wiped his hands again, but there was a new smudge of something across his cheekbone, and he was watching you with an expression so open it made it impossible to look away. There was pride there, and relief, and a weird kind of gentleness that didnât fit with the way he usually moved through the world. You realized, suddenly and with embarrassing clarity, that he was waiting for you to say something. To react, to light up, to show him that this mattered.
So you revved the engine, just a little, and gave him a thumbs-up through the windshield.
He grinned, and the whole shop seemed to brighten. You cut the engine and stepped out, and for a second the world held its breath.
He nodded, then pointed at the car. âHow does she feel?â
You tried to come up with something technical. Something that would do justice to the hours heâd put in, the parts you knew heâd paid for himself, the sweat and blood literally on the line. But all that came out was, âSheâs perfect.â
Mingiâs face went soft around the eyes, and he scrubbed a hand through his hair like he didnât know what to do with the compliment. âYou did most of the work, I just did some touch ups,â he smiled.
You barked a laugh. âAll I did was fall asleep in your office and bring you lunch. You fixed my car.â
He shrugged, but you could tell he was pleased. âYeah? Whatâs next, then? An oil change? New tires? You know, just for fun.â
You grinned. âI was thinking about a test drive. Want to come with?â
He hesitated, then held up his hands. âIâll sit in the passenger seat, but only because I donât want to get kimchi juice on your nice upholstery.â
You tossed him the keys. âNo Min, Youâre driving.â
He caught them one-handed, easy, and you felt something loosen in your chest. You hopped into the passenger seat, let the window down again, and watched as he adjusted the mirrors just so, checked the angle of the seat, and all the little rituals he did before a test drive.
He started the engine, and this time you noticed the way the sound made him smile. He rolled slowly out of the shop and down the street, careful at first, but then letting the car stretch out as the road opened up. You watched the city go by in a blurâcorner store, laundromat, the park with the busted swing setâand realized you were seeing all of it through the windshield of a car that was finally, blissfully, whole.
Mingi drove with one hand on the wheel and one on the shifter, and he kept glancing at you like he was trying to memorize your reaction. You leaned back in the seat, let the sun warm your face, let the feeling of the world working as it should sink in.
Halfway to the river, he turned to you and said, âSo what do we do now? Victory lap? Or do we just keep driving until something else breaks?â
You considered it. âCan we...â You stopped, not sure how to put it into words, and settled for, âLetâs just keep going for a while.â
And so you did. You let the city recede, let the noise fade into the background, and just existed, two people in a car that was finally running right, the road unspooling ahead of you like there was nowhere else you needed to be.
The road curved along the riverbank, and the water caught the late afternoon light in long, lazy ribbons of gold. Mingi drove with the windows down, one elbow resting on the door frame, and the wind pushed his hair back from his forehead in a way that made him look younger, looser, like someone whoâd set down a weight heâd been carrying for years and forgotten what it felt like to stand up straight.
You watched the trees slide past and let the silence hold for another mile before you spoke.
âHey,â you began, and your voice came out quieter than you meant it to. âI have another race on Friday. The industrial stretch againâthe same one as last night, but bigger. More cars. Some guys from out of town are coming up.â
Mingiâs thumb tapped the steering wheel once. Twice. âYeah?â
âMhm.â You turned in the seat to face him, pulling one knee up under you. The leather creaked. âIâm in, obviously. Jihoon, the guy that had that fat stack of cash, wants a rematch, and thereâs this new kid from Busan whoâs been talking shit online all week.â
Mingi nodded slowly, eyes still on the road. âYou can beat him for sure.â
âI donât even know what he drives.â
âNah, it doesn't matter.â He glanced over, a warm smile spread across his face. âItâs not about the car, itâs about whoâs behind the wheel. That cocky piece of shit will not win, trust me.â
The warmth that spread through your chest was embarrassing in its intensity. You looked down at your hands, at the grease still lingering in the creases of your knuckles, and you said the thing youâd been turning over in your head since you woke up on his shop-towel bed with his jacket over your shoulders and his coffee in your hands.
âYou should come watch me. In the raceâ I mean.â
The words hung in the air between you, carried on the wind rushing through the open windows. You kept your eyes on your hands, on the grease, on anything that wasnât his face, because youâd said it casuallyâor tried toâand you needed a second to make sure the casual had landed.
Mingi was quiet for too long. Unusually long, you think. His jaw had set. Not in a hard wayâin the way it did when he was about to deliver news he didnât want to deliver.
âFriday,â he repeated, and the word came out carefully, measured, like he was testing its weight. âThis Friday?â
âMhm. Starts around ten. Should be over by midnight, hopefully by one.â
He exhaled through his noseâa slow, controlled breath that told you everything before the words did.
âOh I'm sorry, sweetheart.â His voice had gone soft in that particular way, the way that meant he was about to disappoint you and he already hated himself for it. âI canât. Iâm booked solid. Likeâcompletely. Iâve got three clients coming in after hours, and one of themâs a timing chain replacement on a V6 thatâs going to take me till two in the morning if everything goes right, which it wonât, because timing chains never go right.â
âOh,â you mumbled. And then, because you were a person whoâd spent your entire adult life pretending you didnât need anything from anyone: âThatâs fine. No big deal. Itâs just a race.â
You turned back to the windshield. The river was on your left now, wide and flat and silver, and a heron stood motionless in the shallows, and you focused on the heron because the heron didnât care about Friday nights or timing chains or the particular ache that had settled behind your sternum like a stone dropped into still water.
The car slowed. Mingi pulled over onto the gravel shoulder, the tires crunching softly, and cut the engine. The sudden silence was enormousâjust the tick of cooling metal and the distant hum of the highway and the sound of your own breathing, which you were trying very hard to keep even.
He turned in his seat.
You didnât look at him. You kept your eyes on the heron, which had taken a step forward into the water with the slow, deliberate grace of something that had never once needed to explain itself to anyone.
âYouâre doing the thing,â he frowned as he scanned your facial expression.
âWhat thing?â
âThe thing where you say itâs fine and itâs not fine.â His voice was close. Closer than the passenger seat should have allowed. âLook at me, please.â
You looked at him.
His face was right thereâinches away, the afternoon light catching the gold in his eyes. He was looking at you with an expression that made your chest do something complicated and painful, like a valve opening somewhere you hadnât known was closed.
âI want to be there,â he mumbled. The words were simple and direct, the way Mingiâs words always were when he meant them. âYou know I want to be there. Iâd rather be watching you race than doing a timing chain on a V6 that some idiot ran dry for six months. But I told these people Iâd do it, and theyâre counting on me, andââ
âI know.â You did know. That was the worst part. You knew exactly the kind of person Mingi wasâthe kind who showed up, who kept his word, who rebuilt transmissions at four in the morning because someone had asked him to and heâd said yes. Youâd fallen for that person. You didnât get to resent him for being exactly who he was. âItâs okay, Mingi. I understand.â
He studied your face for a long momentâthe way your mouth was doing something you hoped passed for a smile, the way your eyes kept flicking to the heron because holding his gaze for too long felt like standing too close to a fire. He saw it. Of course he saw it. Mingi saw everything.
His hand came up.
Slow. Deliberate. Giving you every chance to pull away, to deflect, to make a joke, to do any of the things you usually did when someone tried to touch you with intention. You didnât move.
His palm settled against your cheek. His thumb traced the line of your cheekboneâonce, twiceâand his skin was warm and rough and smelled like solvent and the honey butter cake from lunch, and the touch was so gentle it made your eyes sting.
âHey,â he whispered. Soft. So soft. âIâll make it up to you. You name it, and Iâm there. I promise.â
You leaned into his hand before you could stop yourself. Just a fractionâjust enough to feel the pressure of his palm, the steady warmth of it, the way his thumb stilled against your skin like he was holding his breath.
âYou promise?â you mumbled against his hand, your voice came out smaller than you wanted it to.
âPromise.â His thumb moved againâa slow sweep along your cheekbone that sent something warm and liquid through your bloodstream. âIâll clear a night. Iâll put it on the calendar in permanent marker. Iâll tell every client in the city that Song Mingi is unavailable that evening because he has a prior engagement that is non-negotiable.â
A laugh escaped you, a little broken, but real. âNon-negotiable?â
âCompletely non-negotiable.â His eyes crinkled at the corners, and the dimple appeared, and the cut on his lip stretched when he smiled, and you thoughtâwith the kind of clarity that only comes in the quiet moments between one heartbeat and the nextâthat you would remember this exact image for the rest of your life. Mingi in the driverâs seat of your car, his hand on your face, the river silver behind him, promising you something he meant with every molecule of his being.
âOkay,â you exhaled. âAnother night.â
âAnother night, I promise.â He held your gaze for one more beatâlong enough that the air between you changed, thickened, became something you could almost tasteâand then his hand dropped from your cheek and returned to the wheel, and the moment collapsed back into the ordinary like it had never happened.
He started the engine. The car came alive around you, that clean, steady hum that meant everything was where it was supposed to be. He pulled back onto the road, and the heron lifted from the shallows and beat its slow, heavy wings into the sky, and you watched it go until it was a speck against the pale blue, and then you watched the road unfold ahead of you, and you didnât say anything else because you didnât need to.
The silence held. The kind that didnât need to be filled. The kind that felt like a promise.
Friday arrived like a held breath finally released.
The industrial stretch was different tonightâlarger, louder, the energy cranked up to something that buzzed against your skin like a live wire. More cars lined the turnout than youâd seen in months, their engines idling in a low, impatient chorus that vibrated through the soles of your boots. The crowd had spilled past the guardrail and onto the shoulder, phones out, speakers blasting three different songs at once, the smell of cigarette smoke and cheap beer and someoneâs body spray mixing with the burnt-rubber perfume of the asphalt. Someone had strung LED lights along the overpass supports, casting everything in a pulsing, carnival-bright wash that made the night feel like something staged, something that knew it was being watched.
You stood at the open driverâs side door with your hands on the roof and your head bowed, running through the checklist.
Tire pressure: thirty-two all around, checked four times.
Oil: full, clean, Mingiâs handwriting still on the dipstick tube where heâd marked the fill line with a pencil.
Coolant: topped off. Brake fluid: clear and full. Belts: tight, no cracks, no fraying.
Youâd gone over every inch of the engine bay yourself that afternoon, twice, with a headlamp and a torque wrench and the kind of obsessive attention to detail that bordered on compulsion. The new bracket gleamed under the hood like a promise kept, and the transmission mount bolt sat snug and true, and youâd driven the car here tonight without a single sound that didnât belong.
Still. You checked again. You always checked again.
Behind you, the pre-race circus was in full swing. You could hear your best friend, Yuna, before you could even see her. A voice that could cut glass and a laugh that could shatter itâwas arguing with someone about the bet spread, her hands moving in sharp, emphatic arcs while three guys in matching jackets nodded along like they understood a word she was saying. Your friend, Soobin, was crouched beside your rear tire with a flashlight, double-checking the tread depth because heâd lost fifty bucks once on a blowout and had never fully recovered emotionally.
And there, leaning against the hood of a black sedan that had no business being at a street race, were three figures youâd recognize anywhere.
Hongjoong saw you first. He was the shortest of the three but carried himself like heâd been genetically engineered for maximum authorityâblack beanie pulled low over his forehead, a leather jacket that cost more than most of the cars on the stretch, arms crossed, jaw set in that permanent expression of mild, world-weary amusement that he wore like a second skin. He raised his chin in greeting, and you raised yours back, and that was the entirety of the conversation Hongjoong ever needed to have with anyone.
Beside him, Seonghwa stood with the kind of posture that suggested heâd been born in a finishing school and escaped at the first opportunity. Tall, lean, dressed in all black like he was attending a funeral for someone he didnât like, his dark hair swept back from his face in a way that looked effortless and absolutely was not. He was the manager at ATZâthe one who kept the books, handled the clients, and maintained the delicate fiction that the shop operated within the bounds of something resembling a schedule. He was also, youâd learned over the months, the only person on earth who could make Mingi do paperwork without a fight, which meant he was either a wizard or had blackmail material of catastrophic proportions. You suspected both.
Jongho was on Seonghwaâs other side, arms folded, watching the crowd with the alert, slightly wary expression of someone whoâd seen enough to know that crowds were where trouble went to multiply. He was the youngest at the shop but moved through it like heâd been born under a liftâquiet, capable, the kind of mechanic who could diagnose an engine from the sound of the starter alone. Heâd helped Mingi with your transmission mount the morning after the repair, youâd learned later, holding the bracket in place while Mingi threaded the new bolt. He gave you a small nod when you caught his eye, and you nodded back, and the exchange contained approximately as much warmth as two people who respected each otherâs competence could manage in a single gesture.
You straightened up from the door and walked over to them, wiping your palms on your jeans.
âI canât believe you guys made it,â you beamed, because it was the polite thing to say, even though the sight of themâof anyone from ATZ, anyone who knew the shape of your engine bay the way you didâhad loosened something tight behind your ribs.
âHongjoong lost a bet,â Seonghwa said, without looking at Hongjoong.
âI did not lose a bet.â Hongjoongâs voice was flat. âI made a strategic decision to attend a cultural event.â
âUh-huh, cultural event⊠right, right.â you nodded your head slowly, heavy with suspicion.
âStreet racing is a cultural institution with deep roots inââ
âHe lost twenty dollars to Jongho about whether youâd check your tire pressure two times or four,â Seonghwa said, and Jonghoâs mouth twitched in something that was almost a smile. âIt was three, by the way.â
âFour, actually.â you corrected, and Hongjoong pointed at Jongho with the satisfied air of a man whoâd just been vindicated.
âSee? She checked it four times and I said four. You said three. Pay up, kid.â
Jongho reached into his back pocket without argument and handed over a crumpled twenty. Hongjoong took it with the gravity of someone accepting a Nobel Prize.
You laughed, the sound felt good in the night air, loosening something that had been wound tight since youâd pulled into the turnout and cut the engine. The three of them were here. Theyâd come. Mingiâs people had come, which meant maybe he was also there too.Â
âHowâs the car?â Seonghwa asked, and his tone was professionalâthe managerâs tone, the one that meant he was genuinely interested in the answer and not just making conversation.
âSheâs solid,â you answered back confidently. âMingi did the bracket last week. Sheâs running cleaner than she has in months.â
âMm. Good.â Seonghwaâs eyes moved past you to the car, assessing it with the same quiet attention he gave everythingâinvoices, clients, the state of the break room microwave. âHe spent three hours on that mount. Wouldnât let anyone else touch it.â
Something warm bloomed behind your sternum. You didnât let it show on your face.
âControl freak,â you joked lightly.
âThe worst,â Seonghwa agreed, and there was something in his voiceâsomething knowing, something that suggested heâd been paying attention to more than just the state of the break room microwaveâbut before you could parse it, Hongjoong was speaking again.
âWho are you running against tonight? The Busan kid?â
âJihoon and the Busan kid, yeah. And a few othersâsome guy in a WRX whoâs been talking a big game on the forums, and a girl in a Civic thatâs been modded within an inch of its life. It should be interesting.â
Jongho made a soundâa low, considering hum that was eerily similar to the one Mingi made when he was cataloguing damage. âThe Civicâs got a K-swap. I saw it at the meet last weekend. Sheâs running a bigger turbo than she should be. Sheâll pull hard off the line but fade by the second turn if the cooling canât keep up.â
You looked at him. âYou went to the meet?â
âI go to all of them.â He said it like it was nothing. Like attending every unofficial car gathering within a thirty-mile radius was a perfectly normal hobby for a twenty-five-year-old mechanic who otherwise gave the impression of being allergic to social interaction. âResearch.â
âResearch,â Hongjoong repeated, deadpan.
âMarket analysis,â Jongho smirked, and didnât elaborate.
You grinned and turned back to the car. The ritual wasnât finished. You still had to walk the length of the stretchâcheck the surface for debris, note the manhole cover on the second turn, feel the asphalt under your boots and commit its texture to memory. You still had to sit in the driverâs seat for exactly three minutes with the engine off, hands on the wheel, eyes closed, running the course in your headâevery shift point, every braking marker, every place where the road cambered in a way that could send an unwary car wide.
Your eyes moved past the crowd. Past Yuna and her betting spreadsheet, past Soobin and his flashlight, past the three ATZ mechanics standing in their cluster of black leather and quiet competence. Past the LED lights and the speaker stacks and the groups of strangers with their phones raised like offerings to some digital god. You scanned the turnout. The guardrail. The overpass. The shadows where the streetlights didnât reach.
You looked for him.
You looked for the tall frame, the dark hair, the oversized jacket with the sleeves pushed up. You looked for the way he stoodâloose and easy, one hip cocked, like gravity was a suggestion heâd chosen to follow. You looked for the familiar smile. You looked for the one person in the crowd who would be watching you the way he watched enginesâwith total, uncomplicated attention, like you were the only thing in the room worth looking at.
The turnout was full of people. None of them were Mingi.
You let your gaze sweep one more timeâslower now, deliberate, giving him every chance to materialize from behind a car or step out of the shadows or call your name from somewhere you hadnât checked. The crowd shifted and pulsed, and a flare went up near the starting line, throwing red light across a hundred faces, and none of them were his.
He wasnât here. Of course he wasnât here. Heâd told you, and youâd said it was fine, and it was fine. It was completely, totally, one-hundred-percent fine.
You turned back to the car and placed both hands on the roof again, fingers spread wide, and you took a breath that went all the way to the bottom of your lungs and held it there for a count of four.
âYou okay?â Seonghwa asked from behind you. His voice was careful. Observant. Heâd seen you looking.
âYeah. Everythingâs fine,â you replied, and you meant it about the car, and you meant it about the race, and the part that wasnât about the car or the raceâthe part that was about a mechanic who rebuilt transmissions at four in the morning and remembered your oat milk and carried you through a doorway too narrow for his shouldersâyou set that part aside. You set it in the same place you kept all the other things you werenât ready to examine, and you closed the door on it, and you turned the lock.
You had a race to win.
You walked the stretch. You checked the surfaceâclean, dry, the manhole cover still loose on the second turn, the same one that had sent Jihoon wide last time. You committed the texture to memoryâsmooth here, slightly rough there, the seam where the old pavement met the new running like a scar down the centerline. You sat in the driverâs seat for exactly three minutes with the engine off, hands on the wheel, eyes closed, and you ran the course in your head.
You opened your eyes. The dashboard glowed its familiar amber, and the key was in your hand, and the crowd outside had gone quiet in that particular way that meant the flagger was taking position.
You turned the key.
The engine caughtâclean , steady, that deep throaty hum that meant every bolt was where it belonged and every belt was singing the same song. You let the RPMs settle, then blipped the throttle twiceâonce for luck, once because the car asked for itâand pulled forward to the starting line.
Jihoon was already there. His silver coupe idled beside you, its aftermarket exhaust popping and crackling with the aggressive, attention-seeking rhythm of someone whoâd spent more on sound than substance. He revved at youâthree quick stabs, the automotive equivalent of a middle fingerâand you didnât respond. You kept your eyes on the flagger, on the strip of white cloth hanging limp in the still night air, on the exact point where it would snap upward and the world would narrow to nothing but asphalt and instinct.
The Busan kid was two cars back in his modified Civic, the intercooler gleaming under the LED lights like a promise of trouble. The WRX was on your other side, its driverâa guy you didnât recognize, late twenties, a baseball cap pulled lowâcracking his neck side to side with the theatrical tension of someone whoâd watched too many movies. The girl in the K-swapped Civic was behind you, engine ticking over with the tight, impatient rhythm of a turbo spooling against its wastegate.
The flagger raised his arm.
Your hand found the shifter. First gear. Clutch in. Throttle to the sweet spotâthree thousand, hold it, feel the car strain against the brakes like a dog pulling at its leash. Your heartbeat was steady. Your breathing was even. Everything outside the windshield had gone soft and distant, the way it always did in the seconds before the greenâthe crowd noise flattening to a dull roar, the LED lights blurring into streaks of color, the smell of burnt rubber and beer and body spray condensing into a single, meaningless note.
The flag dropped.
You released the clutch and the brakes simultaneously, the way youâd practiced ten thousand times in empty parking lots and deserted stretches of road, and the car launched forward with a violence that pressed you into the seat. The tires bitâclean, no spin, no wasted energyâand you were through first gear before the WRX had found its footing, the tach needle swinging past redline and your hand already moving to second, third, the engine screaming its approval as you fed it everything it asked for.
The first turn came fast. You took it tightâtighter than the line youâd rehearsed, cutting inside the apex marker by a close margin because Jihoon was already trying to crowd you wide, his front bumper edging into your peripheral vision like something predatory. You held the line. Your right rear tire kissed the inside curb and the car shuddered onceâa brief, violent protestâand then settled, and you were through, accelerating hard into the short straight before the second turn.
The manhole cover. You could see it aheadâa dark circle in the asphalt, slightly raised, slightly loose, the same one that had cost Jihoon a bumper last time. Heâd remember it. Heâd be cautious. You wouldnât.
Your foot came off the pedal at the last possible moment, and the car rotated into the turn with the kind of precision that only comes from knowing exactly how much grip you had left and being willing to use all of it. The manhole passed under your left tires with a dull, metallic thunk that you felt through the steering column, and you were already unwinding the wheel, already feeding power back in, already watching Jihoon in your rearview as he liftedâjust barely, just enoughâto avoid the cover, and the gap between you opened by half a car length.
Not enough. Not nearly enough.
The third turn was sweeping and fast, the camber pulling you toward the outside guardrail, and you fought it with micro-adjustments of the wheelâtiny, instinctive corrections that kept the car on the line youâd drawn in your head three minutes ago. The tach sat at six thousand in fourth gear, the engine pulling hard and clean, no hesitation, no vibration, no sound that didnât belong. Mingiâs bracket held. Mingiâs bolt held. The transmission mount sat silent and true beneath you, and you pushed harder because it let you.
The Busan kid was gaining. You could hear himâthe high, tight whine of his turbo spooling, the sharp crack of his exhaust on overrunâand in your mirrors you could see the Civicâs headlights swelling, closing, eating the gap youâd built on the first two turns. He was fast. Jongho had been right about the coolingâyou could see heat shimmer rising from his hood in the LED lightâbut he was fast enough that the fade wouldnât matter if he caught you before the straight.
The fourth turn. The one that looked easy and wasnât.
Jihoon had recovered from the manhole. He was on your right now, his front bumper level with your door, his engine screaming as he pushed for the inside line. You could see his face through his windowâjaw clenched, eyes fixed on the road ahead with the desperate intensity of someone whoâd bet more than he could afford to lose. His car was faster in a straight line. You both knew it. If he got past you before the fifth turn, the straight would belong to him, and youâd never close the gap.
You braked early.
You let the car slow a fraction of a second before the braking marker, and Jihoon took the bait. He shot past your bumper, diving for the inside, certain heâd found the opening, and you let him have it. You let him have the inside line on a turn that tightened at the exit, on a road that cambered outward, on an asphalt surface that was slightly rougher on the inside than the outside.
He realized his mistake a half-second too late. You saw it happenâthe moment his wheels lost their grip, the moment the camber pulled him wide, the moment his rear end stepped out and he had to catch it with a correction that cost him speed, momentum, everything. You cut to the outside, carried your speed through the exit, and when you looked in your mirror, Jihoon was a full car length behind and fighting to stay on the road.
The straight opened ahead of youâflat, dark, the orange cones of the finish line glowing like distant candles. Fifth gear. Foot to the floor. Donât lift. Donât think. Just go.
The Civic was still there. The Busan kid had found something on the fourth turnâsome line you hadnât anticipated, some technique that kept his turbo spooled and his tires plantedâand he was alongside you now, his front bumper creeping past yours inch by inch, his engine howling with the particular fury of a K-swap pushed past its comfort zone. Heat poured from his hood in visible waves. The cooling was failing. You could see it in the way his tach was fluctuatingâdropping a hundred RPM, climbing back, dropping againâthe engine fighting for air it couldnât get.
But he was still moving. Still gaining. His front bumper was at your door. Then at your front wheel. Then past it.
The finish line was thirty seconds away. Maybe less. The cones were getting bigger, the crowd noise swelling from a dull roar to something sharp and specificâyou could hear individual voices now, individual shouts, someone screaming your name.
You dropped to fourth. The engine screamedâpast the redline, into territory youâd never asked it to visit, the tach needle buried in the red and the valves singing a song that was equal parts defiance and desperation. The car responded. It always responded. The RPMs climbed past anything the factory had ever intended, and the power came backânot smoothly, not cleanly, but enough. Enough to close the gap. Enough to pull even with the Civicâs rear bumper, then its door, then its front wheel.
The Busan kid looked over. You saw his face through his windowâyoung, flushed, eyes wide with the particular shock of someone whoâd been certain theyâd won and was watching the certainty evaporate. He pushed the throttle harder. You heard his engine stutterâa single, violent misfire that cost him everythingâand in that fraction of a second, you were past him.
The finish line. The cones. The flaggerâs arm dropping.
You crossed first.
You knew it before the crowd told you. You knew it in the way the Civicâs headlights fell behind you, in the way the straight opened up empty ahead of your bumper, in the way the engineâs scream shifted from desperate to triumphant as you lifted off the throttle and let the car coast, the adrenaline still singing through your veins like electricity through a live wire.
The crowd erupted.
You could hear it even through the closed windowsâa wall of sound that hit the car like a physical force, hundreds of voices merging into a single, incoherent roar of celebration. Phones were raised, flashlights swinging, the LED lights along the overpass pulsing in time with the bass from the speakers someone had turned up to maximum. You pulled into the turnout and cut the engine, and the sudden silence was immediately filled by the sound of people running toward your car, their boots pounding on the asphalt, their voices overlapping in a cacophony of congratulations and disbelief.
You sat there for a moment. Hands on the wheel. Breathing hard. The dashboard lights faded slowly, and the engine ticked its cooling song, and something behind your chestâsomething that had been wound tight since the starting line, since the moment youâd scanned the crowd and found him missingâunspooled all at once, leaving you lightheaded and grinning like an idiot.
The door opened from the outside.
Yuna was there, her face split in a grin so wide it looked like it hurt, both hands gripping the door frame like she was afraid the car might try to escape. âYou absolute madwoman! You insane, beautiful, completely unhingedââ She was pulling you out of the seat before you could unbuckle, her arms around your neck, her voice shouting directly into your ear at a volume that should have required a permit. âYou killed it, babe! You beat them all! The Busan kid looked like he was going to cry!â
Soobin was right behind her, his flashlight still in his hand, his face flushed with the particular joy of someone whoâd just won back the fifty dollars heâd lost on the blowout plus interest. âDude, that fourth turn was insane! That was literally criminal, Iâm pretty sure thatâs illegal but who gives a fuck.â
You were laughingâyou couldnât stop, the sound bubbling up from somewhere deep and raw and entirely involuntaryâand people were pressing in from all sides, hands clapping your shoulders, voices shouting your carâs name, your name, variations of your name that youâd never heard before. Someone had a bottle of champagneâthe cheap kind, the kind that came in a green bottle with a foil labelâand the cork popped with a sound like a gunshot, and foam sprayed across your hood in a wide, arcing fan that caught the LED light and turned to gold.
âCareful on my paint man!â you shouted, but you were laughing, and someone else had a second bottle, and then a third, and within seconds your car was glistening with cheap champagne, the hood dripping, the windshield streaked, the headlights wearing crowns of foam that slid slowly down the lenses. The crowd was chantingâyour name, your carâs name, something rhythmic and obscene that Yuna had probably startedâand you stood in the center of it with champagne in your hair and the particular, dizzying high of having done the thing youâd set out to do and done it perfectly.
Hongjoong materialized at your left shoulder, his twenty-dollar bill now folded neatly in his breast pocket, his expression one of grudging respect. âNot bad, kid.â He nudged your shoulder, which from Hongjoong was roughly equivalent to a standing ovation.
Seonghwa was beside him, arms crossed, a small, satisfied smile playing at the corners of his mouth. âThe bracket held,â he observed, like heâd been watching for exactly that and nothing else.
âThank god for that, huh,â you confirmed, and the words came out slightly breathless, slightly giddy, and you wiped champagne from your eyebrow with the back of your hand and grinned at both of them like youâd just won the lottery.
And then you saw him.
He was at the edge of the crowdâtall, unmistakable, the white of his tank top bright against his leather jacket, dark jeans that had no right to fit the way they did. Hair pushed back. Rings shining brightly on his fingers and silver chains by his throat catching the light they always did. Both hands clean, the left one uninjured and wrapped around the stems of a bouquet he was holding down at his side with the careful, slightly uncertain grip of someone who had never bought flowers before and was now standing in a crowd of street racers holding flowers. Proudly wearing that stupid smile of his.
Mingi.
Your brain short-circuited. You blinked. You blinked again. The champagne was still dripping from your hair, and the crowd was still roaring, and Yuna was still screaming something in your ear that you couldnât hear, and Mingi was there, standing at the edge of the turnout like heâd materialized from the very specific fantasy youâd been refusing to acknowledge for the past couple of weeks.
You pushed through the crowd. People moved asideâor you moved through them, you werenât sure. The crowd parted like water, and you were running. Boots slapping against the champagne-wet asphalt, your heart hammering so hard you could feel it in your teeth. Mingi lifted the bouquet from his side and held it out to you like an offering, like a confession, like the only thing he could think to bring to the most important moment of his week.
You took the flowers without breaking stride. Wildflowers, not the kind from a shop, the kind that grew along the riverbank where youâd pulled over that afternoon, blue and yellow and white, stems wrapped in what looked like shop towel because Mingi didnât own ribbon. Then you were launching yourself at him, both arms around his neck, your legs wrapping around his waist because the momentum demanded it, because physics demanded it, because every molecule in your body demanded it.
He caught you. Of course he caught youâhis free arm hooking under your thighs, the other still clutching the bouquet, his body absorbing the impact with the same easy, practiced confidence he brought to everything that mattered. You buried your face in his neck, and he smelled like something warm and newâaftershave, maybe?
The crowd erupted.
Not the race-winning eruptionâsomething different, something bright, the particular sound of hundreds people collectively losing their minds over something they hadnât known they were watching for. A chorus of whoops and whistles and someoneâYuna, definitely Yunaâscreaming âOH MY GODâ at a frequency that could transcend both space and time. Phones were up, cameras flashing, and you could hear the cooing, the affectionate, slightly drunk awwww that rolled through the turnout like a wave, and someone shouted âKISS HER, BRO!â and someone else shouted âAW MAN I THOUGHT I HAD A CHANCE.â and the whole thing collapsed into laughter and applause that vibrated through the asphalt and up through Mingiâs chest and into yours.
His mouth was at your ear. His breath was warm against your skin, and his voice was lowâso low that only you could hear it, the words meant for you and you alone, tucked into the space between his jaw and your hair.
âCongratulations, my little racer,â he whispered. âYou were incredible. I watched the whole thing from the overpass. You kicked their asses.â
You pulled back just enough to look at himâhis face inches from yours, the gold in his eyes catching the LED light, the cut on his lip healed to a thin white line, the flowers crushed between your chest and his, releasing their faint, sweet smell into the narrow gap between your bodies.
âYou came,â you beamed up at him, your voice came out breathless and disbelieving, like you were still waiting for the punchline. âI thought you said you couldnâtâthe timing chain, the V6ââ
âI pulled some strings.â His dimple appeared. âI finished the timing chain at nine. Drove straight here. Parked on the overpass and watched you absolutely murder that Civic.â
âYou finished a timing chain inââ
âDid you forget that Iâm very good at my job?â The smile was wide now, unashamed, the kind of smile that belonged in a movie montage, and you were laughingâboth of you were laughing, your foreheads pressed together, the crowd still cheering around you like youâd invented something new.
He shifted his grip on youâadjusting, settling, his arm tightening under your thighsâand then he was walking. Carrying you. Back through the crowd, past Yuna who was filming with both hands and sobbing dramatically, past Soobin who gave you a thumbs-up that was mostly champagne foam, past Hongjoong who looked like he was trying very hard to maintain his world-weary composure and failing, past Seonghwa who was watching with the quiet, knowing satisfaction of someone whoâd seen this coming from three months away.
Mingiâs mouth found your ear again. His lips brushed the shell of itâbarely, accidentally, not-accidentallyâand his voice dropped to that register that lived in the space between a whisper and a thought.
âDid you want to give them a show, hm?â The words were warm and teasing, his breath ghosting across your skin. âBecause we could. We could stand right here and let them film every second. Iâm sure everyone would appreciate the content.â
You shook your head against his shoulderâa quick, emphatic noâand felt him smile against your temple.
âSmart girl, arenât you.â His arm tightened around you, possessive and gentle in equal measure. âLetâs go somewhere more private.â
You reached into your back pocket without looking, your fingers finding the key fob by touch alone, and you pressed it into his free handâthe one not holding the bouquet, the one not holding you. He caught it without looking, the way he caught everythingâtools, keys, the particular weight of your trustâand his fingers closed around it like it belonged there.
He carried you to the car. The crowd was still cheering, still filming, still living in the moment youâd already left behind, and Mingi set you down gently at the passenger doorâyour feet finding the ground, his hand lingering at the small of your backâand opened it for you with the same old habit, the one he never skipped. You slid into the seat, the flowers in your lap, their stems cool against your palms, and Mingi closed the door behind you with a soft, deliberate click.
He walked around the hoodâyou watched him through the windshield, the way he moved through the champagne-streaked light with the unhurried confidence of someone who knew exactly where he was goingâand dropped into the driverâs seat. The engine turned over on the first try, that clean, steady hum that meant everything was where it was supposed to be, and Mingi pulled out of the turnout with the kind of smooth, controlled precision that made your stomach flip.
The crowd fell away behind you. The LED lights shrank to pinpoints in the rearview. The champagne and the shouting and the bass-heavy music dissolved into the night, replaced by the sound of the engine and the wind through the open windows and the faint rustle of wildflowers in your lap.
The road unwound beneath you, and the city thinned to scattered streetlights and the occasional glow of a late-night convenience store. You held the flowers in your lap, their stems cool against your palms, their scentâsomething green and wild and faintly sweetâmixing with the smell of Mingiâs cologne that still clung to the upholstery. The radio was off. The engine hummed its steady, contented song. The wind through the open windows pushed your hair across your face, and you didnât bother pushing it back.
Mingiâs hand left the wheel. You felt it before you saw it. The shift in the air, the subtle change in the weight distribution of the car as he turned his body slightly toward you. His fingers found yours on the center console, warm and rough and sure, and they laced through yours with the easy, unhurried confidence of someone whoâd been waiting to do exactly this and had decided that the waiting was over.
You looked down at your joined hands. His thumb traced a slow circle over your knuckleâonce, twiceâand then his grip tightened, just barely, and he lifted your hand from the console and brought it to his mouth.
His lips pressed against the back of your hand. Soft, deliberate, lingering. The kiss was warm and dry and over almost before it began, but it sent something electric cascading through your bloodstream, a current that started at the point of contact and raced up your arm and settled somewhere behind your ribs like a spark catching dry tinder.
You didnât pull away. You didnât speak. You just watched himâthe sharp line of his profile in the dashboard light, the way his jaw worked as he lowered your hand but didnât let go, his thumb resuming its slow, circling pattern on your skin.
The car turned left. You recognised the roadâthe one that curved along the riverbank, the one youâd driven that afternoon with the windows down and the silence between you feeling like a promise. The water was dark now, reflecting the moon in long, broken ribbons of silver, and the trees along the bank stood in silhouette against the pale sky. The road narrowed to a single lane, then to gravel, and Mingi pulled into the empty parking lot.
He cut the engine.
The silence was immediate and totalâjust the tick of cooling metal and the distant murmur of the river and the sound of your own breathing, which had gone slightly uneven without your permission. Mingiâs hand was still in yours. The flowers were still in your lap. The moonlight came through the windshield and painted everything in shades of blue and silver, and for a long moment neither of you moved.
Then Mingi turned in his seat.
He looked at you the way he looked at enginesâwith total, uncomplicated attention, like you were the only thing in the room worth looking at. His eyes moved from your face to the flowers in your lap and back, and something shifted in his expressionâsomething vulnerable and warm and slightly terrified, the look of a man whoâd decided to say something heâd been carrying for a long time and was now realizing there was no taking it back.
âI picked those,â he said, nodding at the bouquet. âFrom the riverbank. This morning, before the shop opened. I drove out here at five-thirty and walked along the water and picked the ones that looked the prettiest, reminded me of you.â
You looked down at the flowers. Blue and yellow and white, stems wrapped in shop towel, slightly crushed from being held between your bodies during the champagne-soaked celebration. They were imperfectâwild, uneven, some of them already starting to droopâand they were the most beautiful thing anyone had ever given you.
âYou drove out here at the ass crack of dawnâ you repeated, your voice barely above a whisper. âTo get me flowers?â
âMm.â His thumb was still moving on your handâslow circles, steady and grounding. âI was going to give them to you at the race. Had this whole planâIâd wait until you won, and then Iâd walk up like it was nothing, suuuuper nonchalant. Like hey, congratulations, here are some flowers I found, no big deal.â He huffed a laugh, soft and self-deprecating. âBut then you came up and ambushed my whole plan.â
âYou remembered the flowers.â
He turned to look at youâreally look at youâwith an expression youâd never seen on him before. Not the easy grin, not the teasing half-smile. Something quieter. Something that made your breath catch.
âYouâre surprised?â he said. It wasnât a question.
You didnât answer, which was answer enough.
âSweetheart.â His voice was low, almost careful, like he was choosing each word by hand. âI remember your fancy oat milk creamer. I remember that you check your tire pressure four times before a race. I remember the little sound you make right before you shift, and the way your hands shake after, and you shove them in your pockets, so nobody sees.â His thumb stilled on your knuckles. âItâs you. How could I forget all the things that make you, you?â
The words landed in the space between you like stones dropped into still water. You could feel the ripples spreadingâthrough your chest, through your stomach, through the places youâd been keeping locked and quiet for months.
âMingiââ
âI know,â there was a thread of nervousness in his voice that youâd never heard beforeânot from him, not from the man who rebuilt transmissions at four in the morning with one hand tied behind his back. âI know itâs a lot. And I know the timing isâI showed up at your race with riverbank flowers wrapped in shop towel, thatâs not exactlyââ
âNo, Itâs perfect,â you breathed.
He stopped. Blinked. âWhat?â
âItâs perfect.â You squeezed his hand, and your voice was steadier now, steadier than it had any right to be given the way your heart was trying to escape through your sternum. âThe flowers are perfect. Showing up when you said you couldnât is perfect. Finishing a timing chain in four hours to watch me race isââ You laughed, a little broken, a little giddy. âThatâs the most ridiculous, over-the-top, completely unnecessary thing anyone has ever done for me, and itâs absolutely perfect.â
His eyes went brightânot with tears, but with something close, something that made the gold in them catch the moonlight and hold it. âYeah?â
âYeah.â You held his gaze, and the air between you had gone thick and warm and charged with something that had been building since the first time heâd called you sweetheart over the phone, since the first time heâd carried you through a doorway too narrow for his shoulders, since the first time youâd woken up on his makeshift bed with his jacket over you and his coffee in your hands and the sound of him working on your car like a prayer in the next room.
âIâve been remembering things too, you know. The way you talk to engines. The way you wrap cuts in electrical tape. The way you always open the door even though the hinges complain. The way youââ Your voice cracked, just barely, and you pushed through it. âThe way you make me feel like Iâm worth showing up for. Like Iâm worth the overtime and the missed sleep and the riverbank flowers at five-thirty in the morning.â
Mingiâs hand tightened around yours. His jaw workedâonce, twiceâand when he spoke, his voice was rough at the edges, like something had been sanded down to its most honest layer.
âYou are,â he said. âYouâve always been. I just didnât know how to say it without soundingââ
âLike a lovesick mechanic?â
The laugh that escaped him was startled and genuine, and it broke the tension like a window shatteringânot violently, but completely, the barriers between you dissolving all at once. âYeah,â he admitted, still laughing. âLike a lovesick mechanic who picks wildflowers at dawn and drives across the city to watch his girl race because he canât stand the idea of her crossing the finish line without him there.â
His girl.
Your chest was so full it hurt. You looked at him, at the way his eyes were shining in the moonlight with something that looked terrifyingly, beautifully like loveâand you made a decision.
You swung your leg over the centre console, bracing one hand on the dashboard and the other on the back of Mingiâs seat, and the flowers tumbled from your lap into the footwellâyouâd apologise to them laterâand you were halfway across when your back connected with the steering wheel.
BEEEEP!
The horn blared. One long, deafening, comically loud sound that shattered the romantic tension like a brick through a greenhouse window.
The sound bounced off the river and came back at you from three directions, and a flock of something erupted from the trees along the bank in a flurry of wings and indignant squawking.
You froze. Mingi froze. The horn kept blaringâyour weight still pressing against the wheelâand for one horrible, eternal second the only sound in the universe was the aggressive, unwavering beep of your car announcing to every living creature within a half-kilometre radius that two people were having a moment.
Then Mingi laughed.
It started lowâa rumble in his chest that you felt through the hand still pressed against his seatâand then it broke open, wide and bright and completely unrestrained, his head falling back against the headrest, his whole body shaking with it. You were laughing too. you couldnât help it, the absurdity of it crashing over you like a wave. You shifted your weight off the horn, and the silence that followed was somehow even funnier than the noise had been.
âOh my god,â you wheezed, tears gathering at the corners of your eyes. âI justâI canât believe I did that.â
âSo smooth,â Mingi confirmed, his voice cracking with laughter. âThatâs going in the wedding vows. Iâm putting it in our wedding vows one day.â
âStopââ You were laughing too hard to finish the sentence. âThis is so embarrassing.â
âTo have and to hold, in sickness and in health, and that one time you honked the horn with your backââ
You swatted his shoulder, and he caught your wristâeasy, instinctive, the way he caught everythingâand the laughter died between you like a candle guttering in a draft, and the silence that replaced it was different from the one before. Charged. Intentional. The kind of silence that had a destination.
You were in his lap.
You hadnât fully registered it until this moment. The solid warmth of his thighs beneath yours, the way your knees bracketed his hips, the way his free hand had found your waist and settled there with the kind of certainty that suggested it had been planning this landing for months. His face was inches from yours. You could see every detailâthe flecks of gold in his dark eyes, the faint stubble along his jaw, the way his lower lip caught the moonlight and held it.
âHi, gorgeous,â he murmured.
âHi, pretty boy,â you whispered back.
His hand slid from your waist to the small of your back and pulled you in with the quiet confidence of someone who had already decided. Your chest met his, and through the thin cotton of his tank top you felt it: the hard press of a chain against your chest, cold metal warming fast between your bodies, and beneath it the steady knock of his heartbeat going just a little faster than it should have been. His other hand still had your wrist, his thumb resting over your pulse, and you had the dizzy, helpless thought that he could feel exactly what he was doing to youâevery traitorous beat of it.
âMingi,â you whispered.
âTell me to stop,â he murmured, his voice was low and rough, the words coming from somewhere deep in his chest. âIf you want me to stop, tell me now, becauseââ
You kissed him.
You didnât hesitate. The need in your chest had built past the point of thinking, past the point of planning, leaving you with nothing but the gravitational certainty of wanting him so badly it hurt. You leaned in and claimed his mouth with both handsâone threading into his hair, the other cupping the sharp angle of his jaw, thumb grazing the stubble as you tilted his face toward yours. Your lips crashed together, all the trembling restraint of the last few months shattering between your teeth, and you kissed him with none of the gentleness youâd always thought a first kiss was supposed to have. It was hungry, greedy, almost angryâa collision of lips and breath and hands, your pent-up longing poured into the space of a single, shuddering breath.
Mingi met you with an equal, ferocious urgency. His hands found your hips and pulled you even closer, and the heat between your bodies was immediate, as if the months of flirting and 'what ifs' had been gasoline and someone finally struck the match. His mouth tasted like cool mint and something darker, sweeter, and you licked into him without thinking, chasing the sound he made when your tongue brushed his. He groaned, low in his throat, and the vibration went straight through your bones, finding all the places in you that had been waiting for this and lighting them up at once.
The kiss turned reckless almost instantly. Your fingers curled into his hair, tugging just enough to make his breath catch and his lips part for you. His hands slid up your back, bunching the fabric of your shirt at your waist, exposing a strip of skin that tingled in the cool air and then burned under the heat of his palms. He kissed you like he was trying to learn youâmemorise you. Take as much as you would give and then ask for more, and you gave it to him gladly, shamelessly, your body moving in the small, instinctive ways that said yes, now, please.
He tasted you, mapped you, his breath coming faster as the kiss deepened, and when you broke away to gasp for air, his mouth didnât leave your skinâit travelled along your jaw, down to your neck, finding the spot just beneath your ear that made your eyes flutter shut, and your nails dig into his shoulders. You heard yourself make a noise, helpless and wrecked, and felt him grin against your neck, triumphant.
You chased his mouth back to yours, biting his lower lip, and he let you, let you take and take until you were dizzy with it, until nothing else existed except the press of his lips, the slide of his hands, and the wild, intoxicating rush of wanting him and being wanted back just as fiercely.
You barely heard yourself whisper his name as you pressed your forehead to his, breathing the same air, letting his hands anchor you while the rest of the world spun out beneath you.
He kissed you like he wanted to ruin you for anyone else, and you let him. You kissed him back like you wanted to ruin him too. You lost track of time. Of the river outside, of the moon overhead, of anything that wasnât the taste of him and the weight of his hands on your body.
When you finally separated, both of you breathing hard, his hands were still at your waist and your fingers were still in his hair. He was looking at you like a starved man, a little wrecked and utterly, unironically smitten.
âI shouldâve done that a long time ago,â you heard yourself say, voice shaky but certain.
He grinned, slow and devastating, and pulled you in for another, softer kiss, barely a brush of lips but somehow more intimate than everything before. âYou know damn well that I wouldâve let you,â he breathed, and you felt the words all the way down your spine.
You kissed him again.
This time it was deeper, hungrier, his hands sliding up your sides with a deliberateness that made your skin prickle. His thumbs hooked under the hem of your shirt, and he broke the kiss just long enough to murmur against your lips.
âLift your arms for me, baby.â
You did, arms lifting without hesitation, and he peeled the fabric up and off in one smooth motion, tossing it somewhere behind the driverâs seat without looking. The cool night air hit your bare skin, and you shiveredâ but not from the cold. His gaze darkened as it dropped to your chest, and his fingers went to the clasp of your bra with the same practiced ease he used on engine bolts. One flick, and the band loosened. He didnât pull it away yet, just let the straps slide down your shoulders an inch at a time, his knuckles grazing your skin like a promise.
âFuck,â he murmured, voice rough. âLook at you.â His thumb traced the edge of the lace, teasing the swell of your breast before finally dragging the fabric away.
The air hit your nipples first, tightening them instantly, but then his hands were thereâwarm, calloused, cupping you with a reverence that made your breath catch. He rolled one peak between his fingers, watching your face contort with pleasure as you gasped, then leaned in to take the other into his mouth. The wet heat of his tongue made you arch into him, your fingers tangling in his hair as he teased you, alternating between gentle suction and sharp little nips that sent sparks straight to your core.
âSânot fair Iâm half naked, and youâre still fully dressed,â you whined, tugging at his own shirt. He smirked and let you pull it over his head, revealing the lean muscle youâd been thinking about all eveningâall week, if you were being honest. His chains pooled against his collarbones, still warm from his skin. Your fingers went to them before youâd made any conscious decision to, looping them gently, feeling the small links drag across your knuckles as you gave a slow, idle tug.
âFuck⊠Damn,â you breathed, because apparently your vocabulary had abandoned you.
Mingiâs laugh was low and pleased. âYeah? Thatâs all youâve got for me?â. His hands were already on your hips, guiding you down onto his lap, and the words dissolved into something more primal when you settled against him.
You rolled your hips experimentally, and the sound he madeâhalf groan, half growlâwent straight to the blooming heat of your pussy. His fingers dug into your waist, not hard enough to hurt but firm enough to steer, and you found a rhythm that had both of you panting against each otherâs mouths.
âThatâs it,â he drawled, his voice dropping into that register that made your stomach flip. âAlways so pretty f'me.â
You ground down harder, chasing the friction, and his head fell back against the headrest. His throat was right there, and you kissed it, nipped at it.
âBackseat,â the command in his tone sent a thrill down your spine. âNow.â
You blinked, dazed. âWhat?â
âGo to the backseat. Iâm not doing this half-assed in the front of your car.â His hands were already pushing you off his lap, and you stumbled out of the driverâs side, your legs unsteady. He followed, unfolding his long frame from the passenger seat with considerably less grace.
You both climbed into the backâyou first, sliding across the leatherâand then Mingi ducked in after you. Or tried to. His head connected with the roof with a solid thunk, and he winced, rubbing the spot with a rueful grin.
âJesusâForgot this car is so tiny. Might need to buy you a bigger car if we're going to do this again.â
You burst out laughing, the tension breaking into something bright and giddy. âItâs a perfectly normal-sized car! Youâre justââ You gestured vaguely at all six feet of him.
âIâm just what?â He was grinning now too, that lopsided smile that crinkled his eyes. He settled beside you, the space suddenly very, very small. âDon't get shy on me now.â
âMassive,â you smirked, and the word came out breathier than you intended.
His eyes darkened. âIs that so? You knowâŠMy height isnât the only thing thatâs massive.â Instead of answering, you pulled him into another kiss, and he let you for a moment before pulling back, his hand on your jaw
âLie back for me, baby.â He nodded toward the door behind you. âRight there.â
You shifted, letting your back find the door, the handle pressing briefly into your shoulder blade before you angled away from it. Your upper body sank against the cool window, your legs stretching across the seat toward him. The leather was cold against the backs of your thighs. Mingi settled in the footwellâknees at his chest, impossibly foldedâand reached for the button of your jeans.
âLift your hips.â
You did. He worked your jeans down your legs, his hands trailing fire along your skin, then dealt with your bootsâone lace, then the otherâand you kicked them off into the darkness somewhere near the front seats.
Then it was just you, stretched across the backseat in your panties, propped against the door with Mingi crouched between your knees, looking up at you like you were something worth taking his time with.
âSpread your legs wider,â he drawled.
Your breath caught. âMingiââ
âDonât make me ask twice, sweetheart.â His voice was velvet over steel, and your thighs fell open almost involuntarily. âGood girl.â
His hands settled on your knees, and he just looked at youâall of you, laid out for him. The parking lot light filtered amber through the windows. You could feel your own heartbeat in your throat. âYouâre so beautiful,â he coos, his thumb grazing the inside of your thigh and stopping long before you needed him.
âPlease,â you managed, voice trembling.
He flashed that infuriating smile and inched his thumb higher, then paused. âPlease what? Youâre my smart girlâyou can use your words.â
âYou know what I want,â you whispered, voice cracking.
He reached up, cupping your face and tilting your chin until you met his gaze. âIf you want something, you have to use your words.â
You wanted to kill himâor kiss him. Maybe both. âTouch me properly. Please, Mingi, I needââ
âShh.â At last his thumb brushed the edge of your underwear and you whined. âGood job, baby. Thatâs all you had to say.â
He shifted forward, knees braced against your thighs, steam and intent filling the small space between you. His eyes were dark, fixed on the bare skin just above his reach. When you looked down, your heart stutteredâhe was entirely present, and you trembled before his touch even arrived.
âKeep your eyes on me,â he murmured, voice absolute. You obeyed, so helplessly drawn in that youâd have done anything he asked.
His touch feathered across your knee crease, drifting upward along the line where your skin warmed with anticipation. He watched every shiver, every hitch of your breath, lingering on the inner curve of your thigh. You squirmed; his hands held you steady, grounding you with effortless strength.
When your lids fluttered closed, he cleared his throat, and you snapped them open, mortified by how much it turned you on. He extended each second, building tension until you felt you might scream.
Finally, his thumb caught the elastic of your underwear, teasing the fabric. He leaned in close enough for each breath to scorch your skin. âWant it right here donât you, baby?â
You nodded, barely able to whisper, âI do, Please Mingi...â
He rewarded you with a devastating smile and hooked both thumbs into the waistband of your underwear, dragging it down your legs in one slow, deliberate pull. He held your gaze as he folded the fabric and tucked it into his back pocket, casual as anything, like he was keeping it. Then his hand found you, fingers gathering your slickness, mapping every gasp and twitch as he traced your clit in gentle, maddening circles.
Your hips bucked, and he murmured, âEasy, pretty girl. Iâve got you.â But instead of rushing, he slowed, keeping you perched at the edge. Your knees knocked against his shoulders as he leaned back to admire his work.
âYou look so perfect like this,â he breathed, voice low and ragged, âalll of this just for me.â He paused, satisfaction in every curve of his smile, as though heâd painted a masterpiece with his own two hands.
âPlease, Mingi, p-please,â you heard yourself beg, the words rolling out of you shameless and raw.
He gave in, at last, sliding one long finger inside you, the sensation so intense you almost blacked out. The stretch and the heat and the pressure, all of it hit you at once, and your hands flew to his shoulders, digging in.
He curled that finger, just so perfectly, and when you arched off the car door, he kept pace, never breaking that perfect eye contact, never letting you drift even a second away from his attention.
He pumped his finger with a slow, luxurious rhythm, letting you ride the wave until you could hardly breathe. âSo fucking tight, need to get you all ready for me,â he whispered, the pride in his voice made you even wetter. His thumb came up to circle your clit again, this time with purpose, dialling your body up to eleven in the space of a heartbeat.
He added a second finger, stretching you wider, and that was itâyou were gone, hips rolling, head tossed back, mouth open in a silent scream. He pressed his face against your thigh, biting softly, and the feeling of his teeth and tongue sent shivers through your whole body.
But even when you tried to hide your face behind your hands, to ride the sensation out in the darkness of your palms, he stopped, pulling his hand away just long enough to force your gaze back to his.
âDon't you hide that cute face from me. I wanna see all of you.â
"Ah! M-mingi, fuck!" You cried out, unconsciously pulling away from him when his fingertips were already hitting so sinfully against your g-spot. You gripped onto his forearms for purchase, steadying yourself against his promiscuous rythmn.
He kept his fingers moving through itâcurling, stroking, finding that sweet spot again and again with devastating precision, the filthy wet sounds of your cunt filling the silence of the car each time he drove his fingers deeper.
"You're taking my fingers so well," Mingi cooed, picking up the pace even faster.
Broken moans left your lips as he fucked you with his fingers. Your thighs clamped around his wrist and he pulled them apart with his free hand, firm and unhurried, spreading you back open without ever breaking his rhythm.
âYouâre close, aren't you?â He murmured, not as a question rather as a statement. His voice was low and honeyed, that lazy confidence threading through every word like heâd mapped out every single one of your reactions before youâd even felt them. âI can feel it. Youâre clenching so pretty around my fingers, baby.â
You whined, high and desperate, because he was right and he knew he was right and the worst part was that he sounded so goddamn pleased about it.
âThatâs it. Donât fight it.â His free hand slid up your thigh, fingers splayed wide against your skin, and he pressed a kiss to the inside of your knee like it was something sacred. âLet go for me. Iâve got you.â
The coil in your belly pulled tighter, tighter, and your hands fisted in the leather seat because there was nothing else to hold onto, nothing solid in a world that had narrowed down to the curl of his fingers inside you and the rough velvet of his voice.
âCâmon, sweetheart. Right on my hand. Show me how good I made you feel.â
You shattered.
It hit you like a wall of white noise, blinding and electric, and your back arched clean off the backseat as you came apart around him. His fingers didnât stop for a second. If anything they slowed, drawing it out, wringing every last shudder and pulse from your body until you were trembling and gasping and completely, utterly ruined.
He watched you the entire time. You cracked your eyes open at some point and found him staring down at you with that crooked half-smile, the one that always made your stomach flip even when you were too wrung out to do anything about it.
âFuck,â he breathed, and there was something almost reverent in it. âLook at you.â
He pulled his fingers free slowly, and you whimpered at the loss, but then he was bringing his hand up between your puffy folds gathering the remains of your pleasure on his digits.
You watched, still trembling, your chest heaving, as he slipped those slick fingers them between his lips and sucked them clean with the kind of deliberate, unhurried pleasure that made your thighs clench all over again. His eyes never left yours, dark and heavy-lidded, and the sound he madeâa low, appreciative humâvibrated through the small space between you.
âSo sweet,â he murmured, pulling his fingers free with a soft pop. He licked the pad of his thumb, slow and thorough, like he was tasting something worth savouring. âSo fucking perfect. You taste even better than I imagined.â He paused, searching for the word, and the half-smile that curved his mouth was devastating. âAnd I've imagined it a lot.â
Your face burned. Your entire body burned. You couldnât look away from his mouth, from the way his tongue traced the line of his knuckles, from the way his eyes went half-lidded and dark with satisfaction.
You made a noise that was supposed to be indignation but came out embarrassingly close to a moan. âSuch a fucking perv.â
âMm.â He lowered himself over you, bracing his weight on one forearm against the back of the seat, and pressed his lips to the corner of your jaw. Still wet. Still tasting like you. âYou love it though.â
You did. God help you, you really did.
He lowered his hand and reached for you, his palm warm against your hip, guiding you with that easy, unhurried confidence that made your knees weak even when you were already lying down.
âCome lie down properly, you know I donât bite,â he purred, and you obeyedâsliding backward onto the leather seat, letting him guide you. His hands traced your spine like he was tuning something precious. He shifted, smoothing your body until you lay flat, legs splayed, arms above your head, torso exposed beneath the cool leather.
He hovered over you, one hand on your hip to anchor you, the other brushing your inner thigh. The door handle pressed into your shoulders, the stickiness of the leather biting into your ribs, but none of it mattered. Only Mingiâs heat and the slow, hungry gleam in his eyes.
âHow flexible are you?â he asked, as casually as if checking the time.
Your mind still foggy, you blinked. âIâd say Iâm pretty flexible. Why?â
He hummed, hands sliding beneath your hips with mechanical precision, and lifted. Your lower body left the seat entirely, suspended in the air, nothing beneath your but his grip. You grabbed for something to hold and found his thighsâthick and solid under your palms, the denim warm.
âIs this okay?â he murmured. You nodded as you dug your fingers in his thighs.
Then his mouth was on you.
His tongue was a live wire, tracing a slow, molten path from where you ached to where you burned. The first drag of itâflat, deliberate, searingâsent a jolt through you like a spark plug firing. Your hips jerked upwards in his grasp, a broken sound clawing its way out of your throat. Mingi hummed against you, the vibration a deep, resonant purr that thrummed through your bones, your nerves, your very core. He explored you like he was memorizing a blueprintâeach ridge, each sensitive fold, each flutter of muscle beneath his lips. His tongue lingered where your breath hitched, swirled where your thighs trembled, pressed where your pulse hammered like a piston in overdrive.
âM-Mingiâfuck, feels so good!â Your voice was raw, shredded by the pleasure coiling tighter inside you.
His grip on your hip intensified, fingertips biting into your flesh with an urgency that made your spine arch. You could feel the imprint he was leaving on your skinâfive points of possession, claiming you as his even as you squirmed helplessly in his hold. The other hand slid up, tracing the natural curve of your back with almost reverent care before splaying wide and holding you there, helplessly suspended, a perfect angle for his tongue to do its damage. The cold air inside the car prickled against the sweat beading along your skin, but the contrast only sharpened the focus of every hot, wet, maddeningly precise thing Mingi was doing between your thighs.
He worked you with a methodical, almost mechanical intensity, the kind youâd seen him use on the shop floor with a stubborn bolt or a seized partâdetermined, relentless, and utterly sure of himself. His mouth didnât just tease; it engineered your pleasure, tracing out every sensitive ridge and dip, every stuttering gasp and involuntary twitch. He learned you so quickly it was terrifyingâevery time you tried to twist away or clamp your knees shut, he countered, easily, like a wrench snapping onto a stripped nut. You had no leverage. No hope. Just the inevitability of what he was building in you.
He alternated, sometimes flattening his tongue and dragging it up your puffy pussylips in one long, slow burn, sometimes isolating the spot that made your vision strobe, focusing the pressure until you were clawing at his jeans and choking on your own moans. There was no rhythm to fall into, no lull; just spikes of pleasure, sharp and unpredictable, wracking through you until your thighs shook uncontrollably. He hummed again, the sound low and smug, vibrating straight into your core like a tuning fork.
Somewhere in the haze, you realized youâd started to beg. Not with words, not at firstâjust hoarse little whimpers, your ragged breathing an open admission of defeat. But then the words tumbled out, torn from you by the merciless grind of his tongue. âPlease, Mingi, please, please, I canâtââ You werenât sure what you were asking for. Mercy, maybe. Or more, always more.
He paused only long enough to meet your eyes, his gaze dark with heat and satisfaction. âI thought you could handle more, baby?â he rasped, breath fanning over your swollen flesh.
âI can-fuck, I can handle it.â you snarl back, your words having no real bite behind them. Mingi knows that, hell, even you know that.
He bent to his work with renewed vengeanceâfaster now, chasing your pleasure like it was something he could catch and pin down. The carâs interior filled with the obscene wet sounds of his mouth and your body betraying you, slick and desperate under his assault. The seat vibrated under your head as you started to thrash, your legs locked tight around his shoulders, your fingers digging deeper and deeper into the meat of his thighs.
Somewhere outside, a car alarm went off, a shrill warble that barely penetrated the cocoon of sensation. The world could have ended around you and you wouldnât have noticed. Not when he was doing this, not when he was making you feel like your whole body had been rewired for his touch alone.
He played you up and down the scale, sometimes gentle, sometimes ruthless, reading every clench and flutter with greedy satisfaction. When he sensed you hovering on the knifeâs edge, he eased off, letting you breathe for exactly two seconds before diving back in, measuring out your pleasure in cruel increments. He wanted you to break. He wanted to see it.
And you did.
Then he sealed his mouth over your clit and sucked, hard. The sensation detonated through you, a backfire of pleasure so intense it bordered on pain. You came apart with a cry, your voice fracturing on his name, the seat shuddering beneath your frantic grip. The orgasm wasnât just a releaseâit was a full-system failure, white-hot and all-consuming, waves of sensation crashing over you like a blown gasket. Your vision whited out, your body convulsing in his grasp as he drew it out, his tongue still working, still demanding, still taking until you were nothing but a trembling, sobbing mess of sweat and tears.
When he finally lifted his head, his lips were slick with small strings of your arousal hung between his lips and your dripping cunt. You collapsed against the seat, your chest heaving like youâd just run a 10km marathon, your arms limp, your legs still trembling in the cradle of his hands.
He blew warm breath against your thigh and groaned, part laugh, part moan. âFuck,â he rasped. âYouâre incredible. So good for me, my sweet girl.â
Then he rose, slow and deliberate, his body unfolding from between your legs with the easy grace of someone who knew exactly how much power he held. Your breath still came in short, hitching gasps as he leaned over you, one hand braced on the headrest beside your temple, the other still tangled with your fingers.
He didnât say anything. He didnât need to. The look in his eyes said enoughâhungry, satisfied in a way that was only temporary, the kind of satisfaction that fueled something deeper. He tilted your chin up with his free hand, thumb tracing your lower lip, and then he was kissing you.
His mouth was hot and wet and youâthe unmistakable taste of your own release still clinging to his tongue as it swept past your lips. The flavor was sharp, musky, intimate in a way that made your cheeks burn even hotter. You moaned into the kiss, the sound muffled against his mouth, your body still trembling with the aftershocks that his taste seemed to reignite. He swallowed the sound like it was something precious, his hand sliding from your chin to cup the back of your neck, tilting your head to deepen the angle.
You could feel the rough texture of his calloused fingers against your jaw, the faint scent of cologne and sweat and him filling your lungs with every ragged breath you shared. His tongue moved against yours with the same deliberate precision heâd used between your thighsâmethodical, thorough, tasting every corner of your mouth like he was cataloging you. The kiss was filthy and tender all at once, possessive in a way
You couldnât speak. Still pulsing with aftershocks, you looked and saw himâflushed, lips swollen, eyes dark with hunger sharpened, not sated. His hand found yours on the seat, fingers lacing through yours, squeezing gently.
âStill with me?â he whispered, genuine concern in his voice, as careful as checking an engine after a hard run. You nodded, something warm and new cracking open behind your sternum.
You squeezed his hand back. âStill here,â you managed, and your voice was hoarse, barely recognisable. âWant⊠more.â
His eyes went darkâdeeper, hungrier, the look of a man whoâd been holding himself back by a thread and just heard the thread snap. âMore,â he repeated, and the word came out low and rough, like gravel dragged across silk. âDoes my baby want more?â
You nodded. âPlease. I needâI need to feel you inside me, Mingi.â
The sound he made was barely humanâa low, guttural growl that started in his chest and vibrated through the console into your bones. Then his hands were on you, sure and unhurried, guiding you forward until your stomach met the centre console, the leather cool against your bare skin. He arranged you with careful, deliberate handsâchest down, hips tilted back toward him, your ass and cunt angled up and open, completely exposed to whatever he wanted to do next.
âStay right there,â he murmured, his voice dropping into that register that made your thighs clench. âDonât move. Keep your hips up, just like thatâperfect, sweetheart, perfect.â
You stayed. The hard edge of the gear shift dug into your body and none of it mattered because Mingiâs hands were on you, warm and sure.
His hand left your hip. You heard the rustle of denim, the soft clink of a belt buckle, and then the sound of fabric being pushed downâand your heart hammered so hard you were certain he could hear it, certain it was echoing off the windows and the river and the moon. You glanced over your shoulder to watch him, he smirked when he realised you were watching him, then pulled down his boxers.
Precum was already oozing from his pinkish mushroom tip. Mingi wasnât kidding, he was fucking massive. A good 7 to 8 inches you thought to yourself. You reached behind you and pumped the base of his cock, earning a low groan from him as you traced your thumb across the head. Mingi twitched in your palm and gently bucked his hips into your hand.
Mingiâs jaw tightened, a muscle flickering in his cheek as you squeezed him again, your thumb swirling another lazy circle around his tip just to watch his nostrils flare. His hand closed over yoursâlarge, warm, callousedâand stilled your movements.
âCareful,â he moaned, his voice had dropped into that dangerous register, the one that sounded like a warning label on something flammable. âYou keep teasing me like that and youâre gonna regret it, sweetheart.â
You bit your lip, a grin spreading despite yourself. âRegret what, exactly?â
His eyes narrowed. âYou know exactly what.â
You didnât stop. You couldnât help it. The power of making him twitch, of watching his composure crack, was intoxicating. You gave him one more deliberate pump, slow and tight, your fingers curling just the way you knew would make his hips buck.
âMingi, I donât think youâd actually be so bigââ
The words died in your throat because he was moving, shifting behind you with that fluid, predatory grace that made your stomach drop. His hand left yours and found the small of your back, pressing you flat against the console. You felt the blunt, hot head of him drag through your slickânot pushing, not entering, just smearingâtrailing a path of your own arousal along your swollen, desperate entrance with agonizing precision.
You clenched. Your body tried to pull him in, hips tilting back, chasing the pressure that wasnât there. Your cunt pulsed around nothing, fluttering, aching, empty.
âMingiâpleaseââ
âUh-uh.â His voice was velvet over steel, warm and utterly merciless. âYou had your chance to behave. You didnât take it.â
Then his hand was on your ass. Not gently or tentatively. His palm settled against the curve of your right cheek with a weight that made your breath catch, his fingers spreading wide, and for one suspended moment he just held you there like he was claiming his territory.
âYouâre so beautiful like this,â he said, almost to himself, his thumb tracing a slow arc along the crease where your thigh met your ass. âSuch a shame, you just had to be a brat, didnât you?â
The first spank landed without warning.
His palm connected with your right cheek with a sharp, stinging crack that echoed through the carâs interior like a gunshot. The sound was obsceneâwet, resonant, the kind of sound that made your face burn and your cunt clench simultaneously. The pain bloomed hot and bright, spreading across your skin in a wave that crested and broke into something that wasnât pain at allâsomething electric, something that lit up every nerve ending it touched and sent a jolt of pleasure straight to your core.
You gasped. Your fingers scrabbled against the dashboard, and Mingi made a soundâlow, satisfied, the sound of a man whoâd just confirmed a hypothesis and found the results exceeded every expectation.
âAgain,â you whimpered at the impact. âHarder, Mingi.â
âTsk, Greedy girl,â he murmured, but there was no admonishment in it. Only warmth, only approval, only the particular pleasure of being asked for exactly what he wanted to give. His hand came down againâleft cheek this time, harder, the impact ringing through your bonesâand you cried out, your hips jerking forward, your body chasing the sting like it was oxygen.
He spanked you three more timesâalternating sides, each one landing with a precision that spoke to practice, or instinct, or both. The pain built in layers, each impact compounding the last, until your entire ass was burning and your cunt was so wet you could feel it dripping down your inner thighs. You were moaning openly now, embarrassing, desperate sounds that youâd never made in your life, sounds youâd have been mortified by if anyone but Mingi could hear them.
And stillâstillâhe didnât push inside you. His cockhead just rested there, right at your entrance, hot and heavy and right there, and every time your hips shifted back to try and take him, he pulled away just enough to deny you.
âMinâbaby please, Iâm sorry, Iâll be good, Iâllââ
âYouâll be good?â he repeated, and you could hear the smirk in his voice without turning around. âI asked you to stop teasin' me but you didn't listen, baby. Look where that got you.â
His hand smoothed over the burning skin of your ass, palm flat and warm, soothing the sting even as he stoked it. The gentleness was almost worse than the spanking. The tenderness in contrast to the punishment making your eyes sting.
He leaned down, his chest pressing against your back, his lips brushing your ear. âYouâll get what I give you, when I decide to give it,â he murmured, his breath hot against your skin. âAnd right now, I think you need to learn some patience.â
His hand returned between your thighs, fingers sliding through your slick folds, gathering your arousal before circling your entrance again still refusing to push inside. You whined, your hips bucking desperately against his teasing touch.
âAww you poor thing,â he chuckled, his voice thick with satisfaction. âSo wet. So desperate. All because you couldnât resist being a brat.â
You were beyond words now, reduced to incoherent sounds of need as he continued his torment. The spanks had left your skin hypersensitive, every nerve ending alight, amplifying the sensation of his fingers as they traced patterns around your entrance without ever granting you the penetration you craved.
When he finally, mercifully, pressed the tip of his cock against your entrance, you nearly sobbed with relief. But he didnât push inâhe just held it there, letting you feel the heat and weight of him without giving you what you needed.
âStill want to tease me?â he asked, his voice dangerously soft.
âNo,â you gasped, shaking your head frantically. âNo, Iâm sorry. Iâll be good I-I promiseâŠâ
He rewarded your submission with a slow, deliberate pushâjust the head of his cock entering you, stretching you just enough to make your breath catch. Then he stopped again, pulling back slightly.
âTell me what you want,â he demanded, his voice rough with restraint.
âYou,â you panted, your fingers gripping the dashboard so hard your knuckles turned white. âAll of you. Please, just fuck me, Mingi.â
The sound he made sent shivers down your spine. âThat's my girl. Look how easy that was when you just ask nicely.â he murmured, and then he was pushing forward. His fingers were spreading you open, and you felt his cockâhot, heavy, already slickâpressing against your entrance with a pressure that made your whole body clench in anticipation.
âHands,â he said, the command was quiet but absolute, leaving no room for interpretation.
You reached back automatically, and his hand caught both of your wrists in one grip and pulled them behind your back. His fingers laced through yours, locking your hands together, and the position pushed your chest forward, your breasts pressing into the console, your back arching in a curve that left you completely exposed, completely vulnerable, completely his.
âNow, be a good girl and stay still for me, okay?â He instructed, and you gripped your own hands, your fingers interlaced behind your back, held in place by the warm cage of his palm. The restraint was gentle but unyielding, and the vulnerability of itâthe inability to move, to brace, to control anything about what was happening to youâsent a wave of heat through your body so intense it bordered on vertigo.
Then he was pushing inside you.
Slow. So slow. Inch by agonising inch, his cock stretching you open with a fullness that made your breath stutter and your vision white-out at the edges. You were still sensitive from before, still trembling with aftershocks, and the sensation of him filling youâthick, relentless, every ridge and vein pressing against walls that were already singingâwas almost too much. You whimpered against the console, your fingers tightening behind your back, and Mingi groaned above youâlow, broken, the sound of a man who was fighting for control and losing.
âFuckâfuuuck, youâre so tight, sweetheartââ His voice cracked on the last word, and his free hand found your hip, gripping hard enough to leave marks. âSo perfect. So goddamn perfect for me.â
He bottomed out, and the feeling of himâfully seated, his hips flush against your ass, his cock buried to the hilt inside youâdrove the air from your lungs. You could feel his heartbeat through the point of connection, fast and strong and slightly out of rhythm, and for a moment neither of you moved. Just breathed. Just existed in the same impossible, electric space.
Then he pulled back and thrust forward, and the world narrowed to nothing.
The angle was devastating with the console holding your hips at exactly the right height, the position forcing him deep, deeper than youâd thought possible, every stroke hitting something inside you that made stars burst behind your eyelids. You couldnât move. Your hands were locked behind your back, his grip unrelenting. The helplessness of it, the complete surrender of control, turned every nerve in your body into a live wire.
âMingiâoh my god, oh fuckââ The words tumbled out of you in a broken stream, your voice cracking on every syllable, and you felt him shift behind youâadjusting, finding the angle, his hips snapping forward with a precision that told you he was paying attention to every sound you made, every hitch in your breathing, every involuntary clench of your body around him.
âI want to hear you,â he growled, and his voice was rough, wrecked, barely holding together. âEvery sound. Every moan. Every time I make you feel good, I want to hear it. Donât hold back. Donât be quiet. Iâve been thinking about the sounds you makeââ His hips pressed forward, just an inch, just enough to make you gasp. ââfor months. So be loud for me, baby.â
He punctuated the words with a thrust that drove the air from your lungs, and the sound you made was loudâembarrassingly loud, the kind of sound that would have carried across the parking lot if anyone had been there to hear itâand Mingi groaned like youâd punched him.
âLouder,â he demanded, and his hand tightened on your wrists, pulling them higher up your back, the new angle arching your spine and pressing your chest harder against the console. âYou think I pulled up to this abandoned car park to hear you be quiet?â
You laughedâor tried to, the sound dissolving into a moan as he hit that spot again, that devastating, mind-melting spot that turned your bones to liquid. âYouâyouâre such an assholeâmmf!â
âMm-hm.â His hips snapped forward, harder this time, and the console creaked beneath you. âAnd you love it. Now be loud for me, baby. Let me hear how good Iâm making you feel.â
He set a devastating rhythmâdeep, relentless, each thrust measured and deliberate. His cock dragging against every sensitive point inside you with a precision that bordered on cruel. You couldnât hold back. You didnât try. The sounds poured out of you. Moans and whimpers and half-formed pleas, his name repeated like a prayer, a mantra, the only word your brain could still form.
Each thrust pulled another sound from your throat, each one louder than the last, and Mingi fed on them. You could feel it in the way his grip tightened, in the way his breathing went ragged, in the way his hips moved faster, harder, chasing the particular pitch of your voice that told him he was doing something right.
âSoâfuck, so fucking tight,â he panted, and his forehead dropped between your shoulder blades, his breath hot against your spine. âMy pretty little slut to ruin.â
His free hand slid from your hip to your stomach, pressing flat against your abdomen, and you could feel him through the thin wall of muscleâthe thick, heavy shape of his cock moving inside you, stretching you open with every thrustâand the obscenity of it, the visceral, undeniable reality of being filled so completely, made you sob.
âThatâs it,â he murmured against your ear, and the words sent a shiver down your spine that had nothing to do with the temperature. âYou were made to take this cock.â
He established a rhythmâsteady, unhurried, each thrust deep enough to hit the spot that made your eyes roll back and your mouth fall open. The console creaked beneath you with every movement, the gearshift vibrating against your hip, the leather squeaking where your skin met it. The sounds were so pornographic. Wet, rhythmic, the slap 'plap, plap, plap' of skin against skin punctuated by your increasingly desperate moans and Mingiâs low, ragged breathing.
You kept your promise. You were loud. Every thrust pulled a gasps, moans, whimpers and broken versions of his name that dissolved into nothing before they finished. When he angled his hips and found the spot that made you see stars. The pleasure was so euphoric you felt fat wads of tears trailing down your face.
âRight there, baby?â he grunted, barely controlled. âThat feel good?â
âYesâfuck, yes, right there, d-donât stop, please donât stopââ
He didnât stop. He shifted his angle, changed the depth, found the exact position that had your entire body lighting up like a switchboard and he stayed there, driving into you with a precision that was almost mechanical in its consistency. Each thrust hit the same spot, built the same pressure, sent the same cascade of pleasure rolling through you in waves that grew taller and closer together with every repetition.
His free hand left your hip and found your hair, fisting in it, pulling your head back just enough to expose your throat. His mouth found the pulse point beneath your jaw. Sucking, biting, leaving marks youâd find tomorrow. The overwhelming combination of sensationsâhis cock inside you, his hand in your hair, his teeth on your neckâpushed you toward the edge with a speed that was almost frightening.
âMinâMingi, Iâm close, Iâm so closeââ
âI know, baby.â His voice was strained, the words coming in sharp bursts between thrusts. âI can feel it. Youâre clenching so hardâfuck, sweetheart.â
His hand left your hair and slid down between your bodies, his fingers finding your clit with unerring accuracy. The first touch was electric. A direct connection to the live wire of your pleasure and you completely fell apart.
Your orgasm hit you like a tidal wave, no warning, no build up, just a sudden detonation that ripped through your body and turned every muscle to liquid fire. Your walls clamped down around his dick, pulsing in tight, rhythmic waves, and Mingiâs breath hitchedâa sharp, broken sound that told you he was right there with you. His jaw clenched, the tendons in his neck standing out like cables, and his thrusts grew slower, sloppier, the precise mechanical rhythm dissolving into something raw and desperate.
His fingers kept working your clit through your high, drawing out every last tremor, and you could feel the sweat dripping from his forehead and chest onto your back. The ministrations he had on your clit wasnât his normal teasing ones. It felt like he was spelling something outâS-O-N-G M-I-N-G-I. You gasp at the realisation. The bastard wrote his name on your clit. He didnât pause, didnât pull away, just kept moving inside you through the wreckage of your own orgasm.
âGonna cum, baby,â he rasped, and his voice was wreckedâscraped raw, barely recognizable, the voice of a man hanging by a thread. âWhere do you want it?â
âInside,â you whimper, the word torn from you as another wave crested and broke. You were still coming, still trembling, still clenching around him in pulses that you couldnât control, and you were pretty sure if he kept going like this, kept hitting your sweet spot, kept his fingers on your clitâheâd pull another orgasm from you before youâd even finished the first. âWant it inside, need it inside. Need you sâbad ohmygod.â
He groaned as his hips snapped forward three more times, deep and deliberate, each one driving the air from your lungs. Then his entire body locked, every muscle going rigid, and you felt him spill inside youâhot, thick, pulsing in time with the frantic beat of his heart.
âWait, babyâdonât do that,â he choked out weakly when your cunt fluttered around him, trying to milk every last drop.
His cock twitched inside you, still sensitive, still spilling, and you hummedâcontent, satisfied, smugâat the feeling of him filling you up exactly the way youâd asked. He laughed, the sound hoarse and breathless, his forehead dropping between your shoulder blades.
âYouâre greedy,â he murmured, carefully lowering himself until his chest pressed flush against your back. His body was warm despite the sweat, solid and heavy and grounding, and you felt him press a kiss to the nape of your neckâsoft, almost tender, completely at odds with the animal intensity of the last twenty minutes.
âMm,â you managed, your voice barely a whisper. Your hands were still locked behind your back, still held in his grip, and you made no move to free them. You didnât want to. You wanted to stay exactly like thisâtrapped between the console and his body, filled and claimed and utterly, completely his.
Mingiâs grip loosened on your wrists. His fingers uncurled from yours, and your hands fell to your sides, tingling with returning blood flow. His forehead was still pressed between your shoulder blades, and you could feel the rapid hammer of his heartbeat against your back, slowly, slowly beginning to steady.
âAre you okay?â he murmured against your skin, and his voice was wreckedâhoarse and tender and slightly dazed, like heâd just woken from a dream he wasnât sure was real.
You turned your head on the console, your cheek pressed against the leather, and managed a sound that was half-laugh, half-sob. âBarely.â
He laughedâa warm, rumbling sound that vibrated through your back and into your chestâand his arms came around you, gathering you against him with a gentleness that made your chest swell with love. He pulled you upright, carefully, mindful of the cramped space and the awkward angle, and you collapsed back against his chest, your body boneless and trembling, your head falling against his shoulder.
His arms were warm around you, his heartbeat steadying beneath your ear, and the world was slowly reassembling itself from the scattered pieces the orgasm had left behind. His hand was tracing lazy patterns on your lower back, his fingers drawing circles that made your skin prickle with renewed sensitivity.
His face was right thereâinches away, his eyes half-lidded, his lips swollen and slightly parted, a thin sheen of sweat catching the moonlight that filtered through the windows. You looked at the way his hair stuck to his forehead, and at the flush still high on his cheekbones, shifted in your chest. You turned your head and found his mouth with yours.
The kiss was different this time. Slower. Softer. The desperate, hungry collision of before had given way to something deeper, something that tasted like relief and wonder and the particular sweetness of a thing youâd been waiting for without admitting you were waiting. His lips moved against yours with a tenderness that made your chest ache, and you felt him smile into the kiss.
You pulled back just enough to look at him. His eyes were dark and soft and slightly unfocused, the way they got when he was looking at something he couldnât believe was real, and you pressed your forehead to his and breathed him in.
Then you moved.
You shifted in his lap, turning your body, swinging one leg over his hips until you were straddling himâfacing him, your knees pressed into the leather on either side of his thighs, your hands braced on his shoulders. The position was awkward in the cramped backseatâyour head nearly brushing the roof, your knees at angles that would make a chiropractor weepâbut you didnât care. You looked down at him, at the way his eyes went wide and dark and hungry all at once, and something hot and liquid pooled low in your belly.
His hands found your waist immediately. Both of them, warm and rough, his thumbs tracing slow circles on your hipbones through the thin barrier of your skin. His gaze dropped from your face to your chest, and the sound he madeâlow, appreciativeâsent a shiver cascading down your spine.
âOh fuck,â he breathed, and his hands slid upward, tracing the line of your ribs with a touch so light it barely qualified as contact. âNow this is a view I could get used to.â
You rolled your hips. The movement was deliberate. Slow, grinding, your cunt dragging along the length of his cock where it lay heavy and spent against his stomach. You felt him twitch, felt the soft sound he made vibrate through his chest, and you did it againâslower this time, more pressure, watching his face the whole time.
His hands tightened on your waist. His jaw clenched. His eyes went darkânot the playful dark, not the teasing dark, but the deep, consuming dark of a man who was being given something he hadnât known to ask for.
âAgain,â he groaned, his voice was rough, wrecked, the words barely holding together. âDo that again.â
You did. You rolled your hips in a slow, circular motion that pressed your clit against the base of his cock, and the frictionâcombined with the oversensitivity still singing through your nervesâmade your breath catch. You braced your hands on his shoulders and lifted your hips, just enough to shift the angle, and when you sank back down. Taking him inside you in one smooth, devastating stroke.
His head fell back against the seat, his throat exposed, the tendons standing out in sharp relief. His hands flew to your hips, gripping hard, and you felt his cock twitch inside youâstill soft, still recovering, but the sensation of being filled, of being stretched around him even in this state, sent a fresh wave of heat rolling through your core.
âHoly shitâŠâ He swallowed hard, his Adamâs apple bobbing. âYouâre gonna kill me. You know that, right?â
You smiled slow and deliberate. âGood.â Then, you started to move.
Not fast. Not yet. You set a torturous rhythm. Slow, grinding, your hips rolling in tight circles that dragged his cock against every sensitive wall inside you. You kept your eyes on his face, cataloguing every reactionâthe way his breath hitched when you clenched around him, the way his fingers dug into your hips when you changed the angle, the way his eyes went half-lidded and glassy when you found the spot that made his whole body tense.
His hands never stopped moving.
They traced your waist, your ribs, and the curve of your lower back. Like he was trying to touch every inch of you at once and couldnât decide where to start. His hands were everywhere, and each point of contact sent sparks cascading through your nervous system, building on the pleasure already coiling tight in your belly.
Then his hands found your breasts.
You felt the shift in his attention before you saw it. His gaze dropping, his breath catching, his hands moving with a new kind of intention. His palms cupped you from below, lifting, weighing, his thumbs tracing the undersides with a touch so light it made your skin prickle. He squeezed gentlyâonce, twiceâand the sound you made was involuntary, a soft, broken moan that escaped before you could catch it.
âThese,â he murmured, and his voice was thick, reverent, his eyes fixed on your chest with the same focused attention he gave to engine bays. âIâve been thinking about these. Every time you leaned over the hood, every time you stretched. I tried to be a gentleman but fuck, baby, you made it so hard.â
His thumbs found your nipplesâhard, sensitive, still aching from beforeâand rolled them between his fingers with a precision that made your vision blur. The sensation was sharp and electric, sending jolts of pleasure straight to your core, and you arched into his touch, your hips stuttering in their rhythm.
âOh god, that feels s-so good!â
âI know, sweetheart,â he breathed, and his mouth was already moving, leaning forward, closing the distance, his tongue finding your left nipple with a flat, wet stroke that made you cry out. He circled it, his tongue painting tight spirals around the peak and then he sucked, and the sound you made was loud enough to echo.
His hand kept working the other breast. Rolling, squeezing, his fingers finding the perfect pressure while his mouth lavished attention on the first. He alternated between gentle suction and sharp, teasing bites that made your whole body jerk, and every time you moved, every time your hips rolled or your back arched, he groaned against your skin like you were doing something specifically designed to destroy him.
You were. You knew you were. The way you moved, the way you clenched around him on every upstroke, the way your hands found his hair and pulled just hard enough to make his breath catchâyou were giving him exactly what heâd given you, and then some.
His cock was hardening inside you. You could feel it. You could feel him. The gradual thickening, the way he filled you more completely with every passing second, the way his breathing went ragged and his grip on your hips turned desperate. You rolled your hips harder, faster, chasing the friction, chasing the building pressure, and Mingi broke away from your breast with a gasp that was almost a sob.
âYou feel so fucking good.â His hands were everywhereâyour waist, your back, your tits, your thighsâtouching, squeezing, mapping your body with the frantic energy of someone who was trying to memorise every detail before the moment ended.
You leaned down and kissed him. Deep, hungry, your tongue sliding against his, your hips never stopping their rhythm. He kissed you back with equal fervour, his hands sliding up your back and pressing you closer, your chest flush against his, your nipples dragging against the hard planes of his pecs with every movement.
When you pulled back, you were both breathing hard, your foreheads pressed together, your noses brushing. Mingiâs eyes were dark and dazed and full of something that looked terrifyingly like love.
âRide me like you mean it, baby. Show me what youâve got.â he whispered, and the words were a plea and a command in equal measure.
You sat up straight, your hands braced on his shoulders, and you moved.
Your thighs flexing as you lifted yourself up and dropped back down, setting a pace that was fast and deep and absolutely devastating. The angle was different from before. You were facing him, your weight driving you down onto his cock with a force that made the leather squeak and the seat frame creak and Mingiâs hands fly to your hips like he was trying to hold on to something solid in a world that had gone liquid.
âAtta girl, thatâs it baby jusâ like thatâ The words tumbled out of him in a broken stream, his head falling back, his jaw clenched so tight you could see the muscles jumping.
His cock was fully hard now, thick and heavy inside you, stretching you open with every downstroke, and the sensation combined with the friction of your clit against his pelvis was building something enormous and inevitable at the base of your spine. You were bouncing now, your body moving with a fluid, athletic grace that surprised even youâand every time you dropped down, Mingiâs cock hit that spot, that devastating, mind-melting spot, and the sounds you made were obscene.
âHarder,â he growled, and his hands tightened on your breasts, squeezing, rolling, his fingers pinching your nipples just hard enough to make you see stars. âRide me harder, baby. I want you to feel me until tomorrow.â
You obliged. You drove yourself down onto him with everything you had. Every ounce of strength in your thighs, every shred of control in your core. The impact was sharp and bright and perfect. The car rocked beneath you, the suspension groaning, and Mingiâs grip on your breasts turned bruising, his mouth finding your collarbone and biting down hard enough to leave a mark.
âYouâreâfuck, youâre so good at this,â he panted against your skin, his voice cracking.
âShut up,â you gasped, and you meant it fondly, your hands sliding from his shoulders to his chest, your nails dragging down the hard planes of muscle. âStop talking and touch me.â
âYes Maâam.â
His hands moved. They slid up your sidesâslow, reverent, his palms mapping the terrain of your body with the same careful attention he gave to engine components. His hands cupped youâboth of them, warm and sure, his thumbs brushing over your nipples in slow, deliberate circles that made your breath hitch and your hips falter. You were still riding him, still moving in that steady, controlled rhythm, but his touch was pulling your focus, scattering your concentration, turning the deliberate pace into something more desperate, more urgent.
You couldnât stop. You were moaningâloud, unrestrained sounds that filled the carâs interiorâand every sound you made seemed to spur him on, his mouth working harder, his tongue more insistent, his hands gripping tighter.
âFuckâMingi, I canâtâitâs too muchââ
âYou can.â His voice was muffled against your breast, his tongue still working, his hand still moving. âYouâre doing so good, sweetheart. So fucking good for me. Oh fuckâ This pussy was made for me.â
You found the rhythm againâor something close to it. Your body moving on its own, chasing the pleasure that his mouth and his hands and his cock were building inside you in overlapping waves. Your hands found his shoulders, gripping hard, your nails digging into the muscle, and you rode him with everything you hadâevery ounce of strength, every shred of desire, every month of pent-up longing poured into the movement of your hips.
Mingiâs mouth left your breast. His lips traced a burning path up your sternum, along your collarbone, to the pulse point in your throat, where he sucked hard enough to leave a mark youâd wear like a trophy. His hands were on your back now, his palms sliding from your shoulder blades to the base of your spine, pressing you closer, holding you flush against his chest as you moved.
âMy pretty girl giving me the best ride of my life,â he breathed against your throat, and his voice was shattered, barely holding together.
You rolled your hips harder, faster, your body tightening around him with every downward thrust, and you could feel him swelling inside you, thicker, harder, his control fraying at the edges. His hands dropped to your ass, gripping both cheeks, spreading you open, and the obscenity of itâthe way he was holding you, positioning you, watching you take him apartâsent you spiralling toward the edge.
âMingi, Iâm so close againâIâm gonna cum again!â
âMe too, baby.â His forehead pressed against yours, his breath coming in sharp, ragged bursts. âTogether. Cum with me... I want to feel you cum all over me.â
You kissed him. Messy, desperate, your teeth catching his lower lip, your tongue pushing past his, and your hips didnât stop. They couldnât stop. The rhythm had taken on a life of its own, your body moving with a primal, instinctive urgency that left no room for thought. Mingi kissed you back with equal desperation, his hands gripping your ass, his hips thrusting upward to meet your downward movements, and the collision of forcesâyou riding him, him driving into youâcreated a friction that was devastating.
The orgasm built from the base of your spineâa slow, tight coil of pressure that wound tighter with every thrust. You could feel it approaching like a wave, could feel the moment the water started to pull back from the shore, and you held Mingiâs gaze through it allâhis eyes dark, desperate, fixed on yours with an intensity that told you he was right there with you, hanging by the same thread.
It broke.
The orgasm hit you with a sensation so immense it threatened to strip away your consciousness, leaving you suspended in a single, blinding instant of pleasure that fused every muscle, every nerve, every trembling synapse into a singular electric current. You screamed, a sound that started low and guttural and built into a thin, ragged shriek, the kind youâd never made before, the kind that left your throat raw and echoing in the thick, humid air of the car.
But it didnât matter. Nothing mattered except the way your body seized around Mingiâs cock, the way you milked him, the way every wave of release hit harder than the last, scattering your thoughts to the corners of your skull and leaving you utterly, beautifully ruined.
You felt him come apart under you. Felt the way he jerked inside you, the way his breath stuttered, the way his hands flew up to lock around your waist like he could anchor himself in your wreckage. He was gasping your name, voice wrecked and desperate, his hips slamming up to meet you with a force that jolted your spine, his cock throbbing as he emptied himself inside you with a velocity that bordered on violence. The aftershocks were nearly as intense as the orgasm itself; your body took his, drank him down, and doubled the force of his own release, the sensation so raw and so real it went straight to your soul.
Your legs shook. Your vision went white at the edges. You collapsed forward, your hands flattening against the sweat-slicked muscle of his chest, your hair falling in a tangled curtain around your face as you panted, desperate for air, for sanity, for a return to the world that didnât seem to want you anymore.
Mingiâs hands were still on your waist, trembling slightly, his chest heaving beneath your palms. You could feel his heartbeatâfast, erratic, slowly steadyingâand the wet heat of him still inside you, still filling you, still marking you as his in the most primal way possible.
You shifted. Slowly, carefully, your body protesting every movement, and reached between your bodies. Your fingers found the mess between your thighs. Warm, slick, the mingled evidence of both of you leaking from where you were still joined and you gathered it. Your fingers came away glistening, and you brought them to your mouth without thinking, without planning, without anything but the raw, animal instinct to taste what youâd made together.
You closed your lips around your fingers. Sucked. The taste hit you. Salt and musk and something uniquely, unmistakably both of you. You moaned around your own knuckles, your eyes fluttering shut, your hips clenching involuntarily around his softening cock.
Mingi went absolutely still beneath you. The way his breath stopped, the way his hands tightened on your waist, the way every muscle in his body locked into sudden, rigid attention. You opened your eyes and found him staring at you with an expression youâd never seen beforeânot hunger, not satisfaction, not even the dark, possessive gleam from before. Something rawer. Something that looked like heâd just been hit by a car he hadnât seen coming.
âOh my god.â His voice came out wreckedânot the sexy, post-orgasm wrecked, but genuinely, fundamentally destroyed. âOh my fucking god.â
You pulled your fingers from your mouth slowly, your tongue dragging across your knuckles one last time, and you watched his eyes track the movement with the intensity of a man watching his life flash before him.
âThat,â he said, and his voice cracked on the word, âmight be the hottest thing I have ever seen in my entire goddamn life.â
You smiled and as you were about to say something clever when his hands flew to your face and he was kissing you. Hard. Desperate. His mouth crashed into yours with a force that knocked the air from your lungs, his tongue pushing past your lips, tasting the remnants of what youâd just licked from your fingers, and the sound he madeâa low, broken groan that vibrated through your chest and into your bonesâmade your entire body clench around him again.
His hands were in your hair, cradling your skull, angling your head to deepen the kiss even further, and you kissed him back with everything you had left. Which wasnât much, but it was enough. Enough to make his hips shift beneath you, enough to make him gasp against your mouth, enough to make the world narrow to nothing but the heat of his lips and the taste of you both on his tongue.
When he finally pulled back, you were both breathing like youâd just run a sprint. His forehead pressed against yours, his eyes still closed, his lips still parted, and you could feel the smile forming on his mouth before you even looked at him.
âYouâre trying to kill me,â he murmured, and his voice was warm and dazed and full of something that made your chest ache. âYou know that, right? I haven't even taken you out to a proper date yet and I'm already dead.â
You laughedâsoft, breathless, your hands still flat against his chest. âWould you have it any other way?â
His eyes opened. Soft, shining with something that looked terrifyingly, beautifully like devotion. âNot a chance in hell, sweetheart.â
Mingi shifted beneath you once more, his arms loosening just enough to let you breathe, and you felt his lips press against your temple.
âWe should go and get out of here,â he murmured against your skin, and his voice was low, rough, still carrying the gravel of everything youâd just done to each other. âDo you wanna come back to mine?â
You lifted your head to look at him, and the expression on his face made your stomach flip. Hungry. Determined. The look of a man whoâd tasted something and was addicted.
âYour place?â you repeated, your voice still wrecked, still barely functional.
âYeah.â His hand slid down your spine, settling at the small of your back with a possessiveness that made your toes curl. âBecause this car is about three seconds away from being declared a biohazard, and I have a bed thatâs significantly bigger and more comfortable than this console.â His thumb traced a slow circle on your skin. âAnd Iâm not done with you yet. Not even close.â
The words hit you like a spark jumping a gapâsudden, electric, lighting up every nerve ending you had left. You felt your body respond before your brain caught up, a fresh pulse of heat rolling through your core despite the fact that you were still trembling, still oversensitive, still leaking him onto the leather beneath you.
âNot done?â you managed, and your voice came out breathier than you intended.
Mingiâs grin was slow and devastating, the kind that started at the corners of his mouth and spread until it reached his eyes, turning them dark and dangerous and full of promise. His hand slid from your back to your hip, squeezing gently, and you felt him shift beneath youâfelt the unmistakable, traitorous twitch of his cock, still buried inside you, already stirring back to life.
âSweetheart,â he said, and the word came out like a caress, like a threat, like both at once, âweâve been in this car for whatâan hour? Maybe two?â His hips rolled upward, deliberate, and the friction made you gasp. âIâve been thinking about this for months. You think Iâm gonna call it quits because your backseatâs uncomfortable?â
You rolled your eyes, but you were smiling, and he was smiling, and then he was easing you off of himâslow, carefulâand you both made a sound at the same time, a soft, involuntary whimper at the sudden cold where there had been warmth, the absence where there had been fullness. He pressed his lips to your temple like an apology.
He helped you dress.
Not in a hurry because nothing about Mingi was ever in a hurry, but with the same methodical care he brought to everything. His hands found your bra first, hooking it closed with fingers that trembled just slightly, his knuckles brushing your spine in a way that made you shiver. He smoothed the straps up your arms, adjusting them with a precision that suggested heâd been paying attention to how they sat before, and when his thumbs traced the line where the fabric met your skin, you caught his wrist.
âMingi.â
âSorry.â He didnât sound sorry. He sounded pleased. âCanât help it. Youâre right here.â
You pulled your shirt over your head, and his hands were there immediatelyâtugging the hem down, smoothing the wrinkles, tucking a strand of hair behind your ear with a gesture so domestic it made your chest ache. He found your jeans in the footwell, shook them out with a quiet efficiency that made you think of him folding shop towels, and held them open for you like a gentleman helping you into a coat.
Before reaching for your jeans, he paused and reached behind him, two fingers hooking your underwear out of his back pocket like it was the most natural thing in the world, like heâd been carrying them there all evening on purpose.
He crouched down and held them open at your feet without a word, and something about the quiet patience of the gesture made your throat tighten. You stepped in. He took his time drawing them up, his thumbs pressing slow, warm circles into the outside of your hips as he settled the waistband into place.
Then he shook out your jeans and held them open the same wayââ Step in,â he saidâ and you did, balancing on one foot, your hand on his shoulder. He pulled the denim up after, his palms warm against your calves, your thighs, the curve of your hips, and when he fastened the button, his fingers lingered at your waistband, pressing a kiss to your stomach through the fabric.
âThere,â he murmured against your skin. âAll dressed.â
âNot all of us are dressed.â You gestured at his bare chest, the leather jacket still draped over the front passenger seat, his own shirt nowhere to be found. âYouâre half naked.â
âAm I?â He looked down at himself with mock surprise. âSo I am! The absolute horror.â
You found his shirt balled behind the driverâs seat and tossed it at him. He caught it one-handed and pulled it over his head, the fabric stretching across his shoulders in a way that made your mouth go dry all over again. His jeans were already on. You had no memory of when heâd managed that. He reached past you for his jacket, shaking it out with a practiced flick of his wrists.
Then he held it open for you.
The gesture was so simpleâso stupidly, achingly simple. You turned, and he draped the jacket over your shoulders, his hands settling on your arms for a moment, pulling you back against his chest. The leather was warm from the carâs interior, and it smelled like himâcedar and engine oil and the faint sweetness of whatever heâd put on after his showerâand it was so big on you that the sleeves swallowed your hands entirely.
âYou look good in my jacket,â he said, his chin resting on your crown.
âIt looks like I'm being swallowed by your jacket.â
âYou look perfect.â His arms tightened around you, and you let yourself lean into him, let the weight of his body hold you upright when your legs were still shaky and your brain was still soft around the edges. âAbsolutely perfect.â
You stayed like that for a momentâwrapped in his jacket, wrapped in his arms, the car ticking quietly around you, the river murmuring its endless, indifferent song beyond the steamed-up windows. Then Mingi pressed one more kiss to the top of your headâsoft, lingering, the kind that felt like a period at the end of a sentenceâand pulled back.
âAlright, let's go home.â he exhales.
âOkay.â You tugged the jacket tighter around yourself, the leather creaking softly. âBut youâre driving. I can barely feel my legs.â
âOf course.â He kissed you once moreâquick, chaste, the kind of kiss that was more punctuation than prose.
Unfolding his long frame from the backseat with considerably more grace than heâd managed on the way in. You heard the soft thud of his boots hitting the gravel, and then his hand appeared through the open door, palm up, waiting. You took it.Â
He helped you out of the backseat. Steadying you when your knees buckled, his arm around your waist, his body a warm wall of support, and you stood in the moonlight together, the river silver behind you, the city a distant constellation of light beyond the trees. The night air was cool against your flushed skin, and you pulled his jacket tighter, breathing in the smell of him like it was oxygen.
Mingi opened the passenger door for you and you slid into the seat, the leather warm beneath you, the dashboard glowing its familiar amber. He closed the door with that soft, deliberate click, and you watched him walk around the hoodâtall and sure and slightly dishevelled, his hair a mess, his shirt still untucked, the moonlight catching the line of his jaw and the satisfied curve of his mouth.
He dropped into the driverâs seat, and the car came alive around you. That clean, steady hum that meant everything was where it was supposed to be. He adjusted the mirrors, checked the seat position, and turned to you with an expression so open and warm it made your breath catch.
âReady?â he asked.
You nodded your head. He pulled onto the road, and the river fell away behind you, and the city lights grew closer, and you sat in the passenger seat of your own carâwearing his jacket, smelling like his skin, your body still singing with the echo of his touchâand you watched the road unfold ahead of you.
His hand found yours on the console. Not tentativeânot the careful, testing reach of someone still figuring out the impossible. This was different. This was his palm sliding across the leather, his fingers lacing through yours. His thumb settled into the groove between your knuckles, and the warmth of his skin against yours was so familiar it made your chest ache.
You looked down at your joined hands. At the way his thumb traced a slow, absent circle on your skin, the same pattern heâd used that afternoon on the river road, the same pattern heâd use a thousand more times if you let him.
You lifted his hand from the console.
He glanced overâjust briefly, just long enough to register the movementâand you brought his knuckles to your mouth. You pressed your lips to the back of his hand and felt the slight roughness of his skin, the faint chemical smell of solvent that lived in the creases of his fingers, the steady pulse of blood beneath the surface. You held the kiss there for a count of three, maybe four, and then you lowered your joined hands into your lap, tucking them between your thighs, his palm warm against your denim-clad leg.
Mingi laughed.
Not the startled, horn-induced laugh from before. Something quieter. Something that started in his chest and came out through his nose, a soft, incredulous huff of sound that carried more tenderness than any word could have. His thumb resumed its circling on your knuckle, and he kept his eyes on the road, but the smile, the one that crinkled his eyes and pulled at the cut on his lip, was doing something devastatingly beautiful to his face.
âYouâre so cute, baby,â he coos. The words were simple, almost offhand, delivered with the same casual confidence he used when he told you your oil level was fine. But you heard the weight behind them. The particular, careful weight of a man who meant what he said and was still learning how to say it without sounding like he was about to combust.
âOnly for you,â you replied, because you couldnât think of anything else, because your chest was so full it was pressing against your ribs, because his hand was in your lap and his jacket was on your shoulders and his smell was in your lungs, and you were fairly certain youâd never been this happy in your entire life.
He kept driving. One hand on the wheel, one hand in yours, the road unspooling ahead of you like a ribbon of dark silk under the pale wash of the streetlights. The city rose around you in incrementsâfirst the scattered houses, then the convenience stores with their neon signs still burning, then the apartment blocks and the late-night buses and the occasional taxi drifting through the empty streets like a fish through deep water.
The city had a way of falling in love with the people who moved through it at nightâthe ones who knew its empty streets and its quiet corners, the ones who understood that the best parts were the ones nobody else was awake to see. The racer and the mechanic drove through those streets now, their hands locked together over the center console, the engine humming its steady, contented song beneath them, and neither of them said a word about timing belts or transmission mounts or the particular, terrifying thrill of falling in love with someone who could take you apart and put you back together better than youâd been before.
But the car knew. The car had always known. It had carried you to him and it had carried you home, and somewhere between the starting line and the finish, between the riverbank and the backseat, between the first time he called you sweetheart and the last time you screamed his name, the engine had learned a new songâone about two people whoâd been running on parallel tracks for so long theyâd forgotten what it felt like to collide, and who were now, finally, beautifully, irreversibly headed in the same direction.
The mechanicâs hands knew every bolt and belt and bearing in the city, but theyâd never held anything as perfectly as they held yours. And the racerâs heart, which had spent its whole life chasing finish lines, had finally found the one that matteredâthe one that didnât end with a checkered flag, but with a man in a leather jacket who picked wildflowers at dawn and rebuilt transmissions at midnight and promised you another night in a voice that meant forever.
You squeezed his hand. He squeezed back.
The city lights blurred past the windows, and the engine hummed, and the road stretched ahead, endless and open and full of possibility, and you didnât need to say a word, because the car was already saying it for you. In every clean shift, every steady rev, every mile that carried you closer to the place where the racer and the mechanic had stopped being two separate things and become something neither of them had the words for yet.
But theyâd find them. They had all the time in the world, and an engine that would never let them down, and a road that went on forever, and each other.
And reallyâwhen it came down to itâwhat else did anyone need?
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what would yunho pay attention to more â valorant or you?
genre: smut (MDNI)
tags: semi-public sex (mic on), gamer yunho, praise kink, pet names, p in v, cowgirl, unprotected sex, gagging, begging, hair pulling
the loud sounds of the tv filled the area of your living room. you sat on the couch with your earbuds on and book in hands, but the thing is, your boyfriend was still screaming at his game. you were honestly used to the sound, until it came to him almost winning the game. recently itâs been bad, like his competitiveness has raised a-thousand-percent.
he knows his place though, he would apologize if he got too loud or took a break if it was really getting to him. today was different though. groans were coming from his mouth, he would throw his head back in anger, and bite his lip when he got focused.
your feet were tucked under his thighs, you slid them out and rested them on top of his lap instead. with the way yunho was acting, the smut in your book wasnât helping your situation.
âfuck you!â he shouted at the tv, he glances over to you with a soft smile, âsorry, baby.â
âitâs fine.â you replied as you moved your foot against him. you smirked to yourself, you knew exactly what you were doing.
you watched as yunhos fingers moved fast and pressed the buttons, switching the joystick on the controller. the way his fingers moved so quick and effortlessly was turning you on more and more.
you grazed your foot against his crotch, making him let out a huff of air. his head shot towards you with a scared look, âright now?â he mouthed.
you nodded with a smirk, âyou can do it, just keep quiet so they donât hear you.â
yunho gulped and went back to his game, thatâs where his focused needed to be. not your foot rubbing against his clothed cock, the friction that was starting to burn inside needed to be in the back of his head. it was a round of duos, meaning him and his best friend, mingi, needed to win this round to level up. if he failed, he would not be able to live it down.
you slowly rubbed your foot against him again, feeling his cock harden under your foot. you stopped for a second before moving down to the floor. you kneeled in front of him, your knees hitting the edge of the blanket that was falling off the couch.
yunhos eyes glanced down at you, he quickly looked away and cussed under his breath. you slid your hand in his sweatpants and teased with his waistband. you watched as his movements started to become less precise and he fumbled with the buttons.
âdude! what the fuck, lock in!â you heard mingi shout over the headset.
âsorry!â yunho quickly apologized.
you slid his sweatpants down a little, him lifting his hips up for help â his boxers following. yunhos now hardened member sprung out of the claustrophobic clothing. you let a string of salvia fall out of your mouth and down onto his cock. you wrapped your hands around it, slowly stroking him.
his breathing started to get faster and he kept his lips pursed together, making sure to not let a sound out. he looked back down at you â your hungry eyes stared at him through your lashes. he threw his head back before pulling his attention back to his game.
now that his attention wasnât on you, you wanted it back. you wrapped your lips around his tip, swirling your tongue around it causing him to thrust into your mouth. a gag fell out of you, vibrations filled your mouth that caused yunho to thrust harder.
you moved your head up and down, relaxing your throat so you could take him deeper. tears formed at the corners of your eyes as his cock twitches inside of your mouth.
âfuck.â yunho said with a staggered breath.
you started bobbing fast, sucking your cheeks to add and extra sensation. you felt yunhos cock hit the back of your throat, constant gags coming from you based on how much you were taking.
the sounds of the game finally died down, meaning the round was over.
âfuck, yes!â yunho huffed out as he thrusted into your mouth over again â trying to cover up the sound of pleasure as a celebration.
âmingi, i will be back.â yunho said quickly. he threw his headset off and quickly pressed the icon on the controller to turn the game off.
now his attention was completely on you. on your hair sticking to your forehead, your teary eyes, and your swollen lips. he took a hand full of your hair and slammed you farther around his cock. âtake me so well. so good.â
you moaned from the sudden actions from your boyfriend, ones you knew too well. his hands gripped your hair tighter, you went deeper. you felt him twitch in his mouth and he thrusted harder. â fuck, âm gonna cum from your perfect mouth.â
you nodded, giving yunho the go ahead. he shoved his cock down your throat as he came, a ragged groan falling from his mouth, and his grip loosening from your hair. you felt the sudden warmth fall down your throat. you let yourself swallow once you were able to. yunho pulled himself out of your mouth and you stuck your tongue out showing what you did.
âthatâs my good girl.â he said with a low rasp in his voice.
you rose from your spot on the floor and kicked off the pajama shorts you were wearing, your underwear following. âi need you to fuck me, please.â you gave him pleading eyes.
âhow could i ever say no to that face.â he smiled as he pulled you onto his lap.
you grinded against his cock, causing both of your bodies to shake. he thrusted forward and rubbed his cock against your clit. yunho grabbed you by the collar of your hoodie and slammed his lips onto yours. you leaned into the kiss, letting the pleasure swallow you alive. you began to move your hips back and forth, letting the friction be created. your breathing started to become heavy the more you moved.
yunho pulled away from the kiss and held your hips in place. âi need you to cum around my cock, not on it my angel.â
you nodded quickly, hovered yourself above him and lining his cock uo with your cunt.
âso perfect. so proud of you, you listen so well.â yunhos voice was slick like honey, it was forcing you insane. you didnât know how long you were going to last if he kept talking like that.
all of a sudden, he thrusted into you, causing a moan to break from your mouth. âfuck, me, yu, please.â you bit your lip and leaned into the crook of his neck.
âwill my angel baby ride me? will she be a good girl and listen?â he whispered into his ear.
you nodded quickly and moved yourself up, and back down. yunhos hot breath covered your neck. his hands were on you waist, gripping you so hard it would leave a bruise later. he helped you gain your rhythm, one you were comfortable with.
you sat up, holding the back of the couch to keep yourself up. you rolled your hips while you moved. with every hit of yunhos cock, you moaned louder and louder â not even caring about the thin apartment walls.
his cock filled you so well, something you never wanted to get rid of. âkeep going.â you whimpered.
yunho started to fuck you, his hips thrusting forward into you and your body no longer having the strength to keep yourself up. âso tight around my cock, pussy knows who it belongs to. perfect fit.â he groaned.
you felt a wave of heat flash through you, the anticipated tightness appearing in your abdomen as yunho sped up. âiâm gonna cum, please, please, please. yu, let me cum.â you cried into his shoulder.
âwait for me.â he whispered.
his thrusts started to become sloppy and his hands roamed your body. your moans become louder and you were loosing your breath. it felt like you could no longer even say anything. yunho was thrusting into you so hard and so fast you barley had anytime to think.
âokay, baby, you can cum. been so good for me.â he said.
as soon as you got permission, you let yourself release. your walls tightened around him as you let out a scream-like moan. yunho kissed into your neck to cover the sounds that were falling out of him, sucking and biting to leave a spot.
he let yourself ride out your orgasm until you pulled yourself off and fell back onto the ouch. âtea. please. and show.â you huffed out.
yunho put himself back into his pants and shook his head with a small laugh. he placed his hand on your thigh and rubbed it, âlets get you clean first.â
you groaned but followed him off the couch anyways.