> ᴵᴺ 10yrs..

you say i make you happy.

i don't have to wait to be happy when i'm old.

you never tell me that i'm pretty, you just say you like my tits.

i asked for it, i guess.

i like thinking i'm no different from you.

can she give you what i can't, the things i cry for every night?

i know your father hurt you.

you kill me any way but softly.

nothing hurts, not even you.

is there someone who has your heart that keeps you gone away from me?

does she smile the way i do when she has you in her mouth?

i don't wanna leave my house cause i know everybody's staring at me now.

you go on and on about some girl that you fucked in the past.

everything hurts except for you.

am i not good enough for you?

if you fuck me over i'll make sure that you can't do it again.

she's sweeter than you'll ever be when i give her kisses between her legs.

you don't know what i'd do.

you're such a man.

don't cry, you know you're mine.

baby, don't you lie to me.

do you not love me like you did when you told me that it's fine?

you don't deserve such pretty things when you all you do is shoot to kill.

i can't get out, can't run away.

am i just not what you want?

i don't want you to get tired of me.

sometimes you make me wanna put my fucking head through the wall.

was there something wrong with me?

is her skin softer than mine?

you'll never know and you'll never see.

baby, one of these days i'm gonna crack.

you'll still be alright, if you just make it to the other side.

it doesn't even matter that with or without you i can't breathe.

i think about how easy it would be to take your life away from you.

i'd take you from your crying mother and i'd never give you back.

there comes a point in every man's life where he gets the need to destroy.

girls will be bitches, and boys will be boys.

i don't hate you like i know i should.

tell me i'm no one else's but yours.

baby, we're alone now.

it'd be impossible to live without you here with me.

is she prettier than me?

show me love in whatever way it comes to you.

how am i supposed to feel good about myself when everything i do is wrong?

i saw her downtown and asked her out.

i hold my head underwater just to drown out the noise.

you're such a child and you know it.

you've still got time.

come into the room and make me cry all over again.

every drop of blood is love i don't get back.

sometimes i wonder if i even know you at all.

what a wondrous thing to be in love.

went to her house and we fucked in her bed.

i'm coming for you.

i know i'm gonna lose you.

i know i don't need you but i'm terrified of letting you go.

got what i wanted but it's never enough for me.

don't be a little bitch.

there's no escaping you now.

it feels like all i have is still just not enough.

i think that you're the best.

they wanna take me down.

there is nothing that i want but you.

i think you're so amazing.

i think about you every day.

i don't wanna be in my house anymore cause it just makes me sad.

cause when you fuck, you fuck until there's nothing left.

i want to hold you.

you know my weakness.

nothing hurts like you do, like the way you say i love you.

now that you're gone, i wanna die.

you always told me i could only leave you once we're both dead.

she'll love me and i'll love her better than you could.

i'll get over myself.

why the hell am i alive?

you say i make it a little better.

was i not good enough for you?

one of these days it'll come right back.

nothing in my heart is hoping you'll come back.

it's always my fault.

is it something in how she moves when you're undressed inside her house?

am i just that damn hard to love?

i'm still stupid and in love and i'd still let you fuck me.

you're such an angel.

do i look pretty?

i love you more than i thought i could.

i want to love you.

i don't wanna talk about love anymore, cause it's getting too much for me.

we've been cursed since the start.

i'm gonna hurt you.

i'm gonna die all alone, next to you, in this piece of shit town.

i just cry by myself at night.

i can't come close to you.

do you just want my blood?

there comes a point in every girl's life where she just wants to go fucking feral.

nothing can touch you.

you take all of your sins out on my body, like everyone else does.

all you know is how to feel and how to deal out pain.

is there something wrong with me?

i hate what love's turned out to be.

am i just not what you need?

trying on each dress i bought for you.

i bet that i could fuck her better than you can.

you won't ever change in your ways.

i'm just an ugly bitch, a fucking freak, and i don't wanna go on.

i think about the ways that i can get out of the hold you've got me in.

fuck the cops, and fuck god, and fuck this town for ruining us.

you say i make you happy.

i don't have to wait to be happy when i'm old.

you never tell me that i'm pretty, you just say you like my tits.

i asked for it, i guess.

i like thinking i'm no different from you.

can she give you what i can't, the things i cry for every night?

i know your father hurt you.

you kill me any way but softly.

nothing hurts, not even you.

is there someone who has your heart that keeps you gone away from me?

does she smile the way i do when she has you in her mouth?

i don't wanna leave my house cause i know everybody's staring at me now.

you go on and on about some girl that you fucked in the past.

everything hurts except for you.

am i not good enough for you?

if you fuck me over i'll make sure that you can't do it again.

she's sweeter than you'll ever be when i give her kisses between her legs.

you don't know what i'd do.

you're such a man.

don't cry, you know you're mine.

baby, don't you lie to me.

do you not love me like you did when you told me that it's fine?

you don't deserve such pretty things when you all you do is shoot to kill.

i can't get out, can't run away.

am i just not what you want?

i don't want you to get tired of me.

sometimes you make me wanna put my fucking head through the wall.

was there something wrong with me?

is her skin softer than mine?

you'll never know and you'll never see.

baby, one of these days i'm gonna crack.

you'll still be alright, if you just make it to the other side.

it doesn't even matter that with or without you i can't breathe.

i think about how easy it would be to take your life away from you.

i'd take you from your crying mother and i'd never give you back.

there comes a point in every man's life where he gets the need to destroy.

girls will be bitches, and boys will be boys.

i don't hate you like i know i should.

tell me i'm no one else's but yours.

baby, we're alone now.

it'd be impossible to live without you here with me.

is she prettier than me?

show me love in whatever way it comes to you.

how am i supposed to feel good about myself when everything i do is wrong?

i saw her downtown and asked her out.

i hold my head underwater just to drown out the noise.

you're such a child and you know it.

you've still got time.

come into the room and make me cry all over again.

every drop of blood is love i don't get back.

sometimes i wonder if i even know you at all.

what a wondrous thing to be in love.

went to her house and we fucked in her bed.

i'm coming for you.

i know i'm gonna lose you.

i know i don't need you but i'm terrified of letting you go.

got what i wanted but it's never enough for me.

don't be a little bitch.

there's no escaping you now.

it feels like all i have is still just not enough.

i think that you're the best.

they wanna take me down.

there is nothing that i want but you.

i think you're so amazing.

i think about you every day.

i don't wanna be in my house anymore cause it just makes me sad.

cause when you fuck, you fuck until there's nothing left.

i want to hold you.

you know my weakness.

nothing hurts like you do, like the way you say i love you.

now that you're gone, i wanna die.

you always told me i could only leave you once we're both dead.

she'll love me and i'll love her better than you could.

i'll get over myself.

why the hell am i alive?

you say i make it a little better.

was i not good enough for you?

one of these days it'll come right back.

nothing in my heart is hoping you'll come back.

it's always my fault.

is it something in how she moves when you're undressed inside her house?

am i just that damn hard to love?

i'm still stupid and in love and i'd still let you fuck me.

you're such an angel.

do i look pretty?

i love you more than i thought i could.

i want to love you.

i don't wanna talk about love anymore, cause it's getting too much for me.

we've been cursed since the start.

i'm gonna hurt you.

i'm gonna die all alone, next to you, in this piece of shit town.

i just cry by myself at night.

i can't come close to you.

do you just want my blood?

there comes a point in every girl's life where she just wants to go fucking feral.

nothing can touch you.

you take all of your sins out on my body, like everyone else does.

all you know is how to feel and how to deal out pain.

is there something wrong with me?

i hate what love's turned out to be.

am i just not what you need?

trying on each dress i bought for you.

i bet that i could fuck her better than you can.

you won't ever change in your ways.

i'm just an ugly bitch, a fucking freak, and i don't wanna go on.

i think about the ways that i can get out of the hold you've got me in.

fuck the cops, and fuck god, and fuck this town for ruining us.