Enjoy the rainy days.

When you want a new start, and you get the new start.. and then realise that you fucked up again :)

The easiest way to love and trust yourself, is by looking up and see the content of yourself. Deep down you’ll always know what you need. And no, your best friend or family doesn’t know what you need. They can’t seek inside you and give you what you need. That’s a power only YOU have. When you learn to trust yourself, you’ll see that you are your own best friend. You’ll learn not to let other people in your life too fast, because some people aren’t good for you. You’ll maybe have troubles finding and getting friends, but you will have one of the best powers a human can get. Trust in your self. And your best friend with you all the time. But hey, at least that’s two good things. Isn’t it?

I hate the feeling where you want to just call that one person, and tell them how you feel, and what had happened, and all your problems. But it’s hard when that one person is the one that made you feel like this.