Lifes Shit

Today’s my birthday , and it feels so weird to not have my dad to call me and sing happy birthday to me . Also for my grandad not to be here to give me a hug and wish me a happy birthday too.

The last two months have been the worst in my life, I lost me father and then I lost my grandad . It’s been so hard lately to show my emotions because it seems after everything I can’t feel anything either, I’m just numb

You’re meant to be my best friend and you fucking ignore me. All I need right now is someone to listen to me and you're not here

Would anyone actually care if I died right now,would they cry and mourn or would it just be an inconvenience on their day to day life.

I fell in love with a guy that doesn't even know I exist

Oh darling, you'll never hate me as much as I hate myself

I feel fucking betrayed

Everyone fucking Hates me

I have had endless nights falling asleep with tears pouring down my face

My life is falling apart in front of me and I can’t do anything to stop it